A until you collapse

In a flash, three months have passed.

Today is Xu Sanduo's 27th birthday.He asked for leave.And the always rigorous Captain Iron, after staring fixedly at this strange soldier for 3 minutes, granted him two days off.

After Xu Sanduo left, Captain Tie found out how terrifying what was hidden in those eyes.

After leaving the base, Xu Sanduo walked aimlessly. He knew that the army's dark thread was always nearby.He can also feel this state.

Without looking back, he kept walking for a long, long time, and when the special soldier felt tired, he found a small county town that was somewhat familiar in front of him.When the noise broke into his audio-visual, he looked up at the sun and knew that nearly six hours had passed.

Looking at my military uniform, I have never felt so dazzling.With a wry smile, after all, he can no longer be the naive and clumsy dull soldier back then.Something flashed before my eyes, but it seemed like it was many years ago.

Walking into a restaurant at random, he suddenly wants to drink now.

The cold liquid flowed down the throat to the stomach and intestines at once, but it brought a fire-like heat to the body.Is this the real taste of wine?I used to drink it at the dinner party at the end of the Steel Seventh Company exercise, but at that time...

Without hesitation, he drank the whole bottle of Erguotou, Xu Sanduo suddenly discovered another sad fact - he was very gifted in drinking.

Why didn't you find it in the Seventh Steel Company?

The sun is a bit dazzling, isn't it two o'clock in the afternoon?Well, I don't feel dizzy, just a bit of pain. Is this the aftereffect of drinking too much alcohol?

Staggering up and checking out, now, looking for a bed anywhere, he wants to rest.

In fact, it was too hard.Three months, counted every minute and every second.Thanks to his psychology elective, he knows how to quietly fool people outside of psychological intervention or confidentiality regulations again.

Within the recovery time given by that person who has no time to reveal it and the tacit understanding above.

In a small hotel, when the body fell into the cold and hard bed, I didn't want to take care of anything.It doesn't matter if you say he is fragile or hypocritical.He was really, really, tired.

After learning from Chengcai that the captain would appear outside the base with Qi Huan every few days.

Hehe, after coming here, finally, I am still here.

Drowsy, with a flash of green in the haze, Xu Sanduo vaguely wondered whether the dark threads of the army were all wearing military uniforms.A shadow, a temperature that has been gone for a long time but is clear and abnormal.A sigh--

Ugh--

You are still here.

The voice is too familiar, too, familiar.He wanted to open his eyes wide to see if it was a dream, the reassuring temperature... Following the murmured three words, listen to me.

Qi Huan and I are not the kind of relationship you imagined.I bet them you'd make it through, don't let me down.You won't see me for a long time, don't worry.In the end, I'm fine.Please trust me.Do you believe it?

I believe.

Three more...

Xu Sanduo laughed, and silently spit out three words.

you lost weight.

After that, under the surprised eyes of that person, he slowly got up from the bed, adjusted his military uniform, saluted, and looked at him with clear eyes—he was too sober.

"I want to see Qi Huan." He said, looking at the pale man who had lost weight in three months—his captain, Yuan Lang, said calmly.

"Okay." Yuan Lang rubbed his forehead habitually, a small scar there was faintly hurting.

"I want to talk to him alone." Xu Sanduo continued, the scar, in that position, was more conspicuous than his own military uniform.

"..." Yuan Lang fell into a rare silence.The atmosphere became stagnant.

"Don't worry." I have learned to discard the superfluous things quietly: "It's just a recap."

No trouble for you.won't interfere...

"..." The embarrassing silence continued, but Yuan Lang's face was a little gray.

"You... go back, someone is waiting for you." The words finally came out.

"..." Yuan Lang turned around, and for a moment, there was something flowing in his eyes, and then disappeared quickly.

Turn around, for a moment, for a lifetime.Whether Xu Sanduo didn't know.But, he still let him go.

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In a dark room, it's hard to imagine that there are so many painful tools and instruments here.

It is hard to imagine that there will be two people who are willing to come here.

It's hard to imagine that someone has persisted here for nearly three months.But only in the first week, there was a slight depressive and painful sound.

That kind of endurance.

Everything has to be experienced once a day, for three hours each time.Hell-like punishment—and treat it as a psychological torture training, otherwise, Qi Huan would think he couldn't make it through.

Although every time it came to a critical moment, Dark Snake would signal him to go out.

Looking at the man who bit his lip dripping with blood but stubbornly not saying a word, looking at the old and new scars on his arms that crisscross.Once, such pain, such silence, such cruelty...to himself and everyone who cared about him.

In the end, even Silence's top expert in torture, 'Dark Snake', couldn't stand it.After reporting level by level, when he came here, he followed.

When you want him to be overwhelmed, provide some...

Unexpectedly, his experience made his eyes sour.

It's already reached this point, why don't you say anything.

You are enduring physical punishment, or extreme training, and I am challenging the tolerance limit of my mind.Dealing with horrific undercuts every day you've survived the damn thing that puts cold feet on the soles of bystanders.It has become the only thing I can do for you, and it has also become the motivation to support me to get out of the spiritual hell.

I am your life and death brother, so I have to bear these.

But when I came back after going out this afternoon, I never heard you make a sound of pain again.Did you tell the 'Dark Snake' on the first day not to touch the obvious.

That person, I think you didn't reach out after all, was it because you were afraid of being discovered the cruel secret?

……

His vision began to blur, and the faces in front of him changed one by one, and it was no surprise that Xu Sanduo finally stopped.

His eyes, his heart, his soul, all, always.

The pain rate test device is gradually increasing automatically, and it is about to reach the limit, but the pain is gradually moving away... Oh, yes, are you used to it?

A soldier staggered towards him and said, "Captain, return to your position, finish."

But God knows that when I said the phrase 'undress' lightly, the apex of my heart was trembling-a year and a half, a large-scale bacterial infection, and serious injuries.

I believe he will not fall, because I am his captain.Pray that the ones I love don't leave me because I...

Love first, lose first, the truth remains unchanged through the ages.

Until now, that's how it was.

Yuan Lang shuddered, struggling from a semi-comatose state, the severe pain struck again like overwhelming...

He clenched his fist tightly, and inside, a metal-colored lead core pierced his palm.

Lead lead, lead, heart.

Time is passing by every minute...

Tomorrow, three months later, will usher in the final test.The time is doubled, and the power of the equipment will be adjusted to the maximum limit that he can bear.If he can make it through that situation, meet the stats and stay sane, he wins.

However, he wanted to sleep very much, as if in a room in a foreign country, he fell asleep with the person in his heart.Asleep, at least, you don't feel pain, at least, you don't have to hide it so hard.At least, without seeing that look on that face.

Is it hypocritical?

right?

Otherwise, how could he go to that place again at this coming last moment?Looking forward to seeing that person again?Once again to shake the mind that has been withdrawn from emotions and left numb?

is...in fear...

Farewell to...?

No!He doesn't want to say goodbye!don't want!He wants, wants...

Entering the room, Dark Snake signaled to the bystanders as usual, to go out.

Afterwards, the moment Qi Huan walked out of the room, he no longer concealed the admiration in his eyes - after so many years of torture, this was the second time he refused to put his hands in someone's eyes.

Twice, the same person.Although they are in different departments, he is not his superior.He didn't understand what kind of perseverance supported this man to complete such a cruel pain rate limit.

Yes, the moment Qi Huan went out, he once again surpassed the limit of enduring pain, his own.

again and again.

"If you survive today, you will have everything you want." Or hypnosis, or psychological suggestion, over and over again... For those who frequently exceed the limit of the body's pain tolerance, it is necessary to grasp the key timing and relax appropriately s right.

Usually, at this moment, this soldier who deserves the admiration of many people will gently close his eyes and accept it passively.But at the next moment, when he suddenly met those eyes that were still wide open but a little bit slack, Dark Snake finally turned pale with shock!

I really want to sleep... very sleepy... let me sleep for a while, it will be fine after a while...

what happened! ?how so?This is clearly a sign that the body cannot bear the extreme pain and is about to collapse! ! !Absolutely... definitely can't ruin this... he got up and tripped over all kinds of gadgets, he had to unbind him... this can't be done!He even wanted to stop today's final 'sprint' regardless of the consequences.

"If you make it through now, you'll have everything you want." A soft voice suddenly appeared in the room.The voice was very stable, stable and eerie, soft as if a breeze was blowing on the face, but it also made people feel creepy.

Extreme tenderness, extreme danger...

Dark Snake felt that his sweat pores were about to explode, and turned around——

It was a soldier in military uniform, with big eyes, sunken cheeks, raised lips, and a faint smile line on his too dark and thin face.It was too late to be shocked by how Qi Huan was silently knocked down, and it was unbelievable to find that all the physical indicators of the recorder were suddenly refreshed crazily!

Those eyes are slowly focusing...

slowly……

The soldier smiled and murmured over and over again: "If you make it through now, you will have everything you want."

It was as if something heavy was being slowly peeled off, slowly...

Those gradually clear eyes were fixed on the place where the soldier stood at attention, on the smiling face of that man...

always……

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Is it hallucination?Yuan Lang didn't know, he only knew that in the boundless abyss of pain, the person he had been waiting for for a long time finally came at the most inadvertent moment.

Will it fall short...

"If you make it through today, you will have everything you want... I asked Qi Huan to convey this sentence to Dark Snake."

God! ! !

At this moment, the mind is filled.

This sentence, this voice, this smile, this person, everything, is instantly occupied.There is something swelling in the heart, overflowing, spreading... so gentle, so warm.He who was enough to support him struggling desperately in the icy hell suddenly broke through all distortions, darkness, pain, fear, despair, hesitation...all the shackles of imprisonment and distress were gone!

A white light flew towards him, and then... the light replaced the darkness so easily.The soft and firm rays of sunshine fill the tired and numb heart and wake it up.Beautiful...a world of sunshine, warm and warm, so beautiful that it dazzles...

At the moment when the thin red line that symbolizes hope and tomorrow, between the cruel isolation of life and death, was finally crossed, large icy liquids fell to the ground.Although the soldier was trying to maintain a posture of standing at attention, the abnormal disorder of breathing and the intense emotion in his eyes made Dark Snake know that he needed to go out for a while.If you don't want to be knocked down silently.

beautiful moments.

He knew he had won.

The moment of life and death.

He knows that the one who can dispel all the haze in his heart has always been this person, and only this person.

Bitter heartache.

He finally knew who was guarding in the dark every night of peaceful sleep.

When helping him down, the man murmured in his ear: "I know, you will choose this method, so I want to talk to Qi Huan at the last moment. After all, if there are no accidents, I will still be here tomorrow." Dark place. Tomorrow is very important, I'm afraid I'll distract you here... Don't be surprised, captain, this room is too close to the base... from, my room...too close...

Captain, don't sleep...

This method is the only way to gain time besides that.

Sleeping pills are mixed with drugs that activate the body's own immunity and at the same time increase the body's tolerance to pain.The side effects caused by the superposition of the two to check and balance the semi-finished product, you know, as an inhibitor, I always have to learn these... Captain, don't sleep, I will take you to the doctor... If you survive now, you will... "

"Do you have everything I want?" The deep voice was already hoarse, and it echoed faintly in his ears.Xu Sanduo's body trembled violently, and then he turned his head stiffly as if in disbelief.Eye to eye, he saw his own image in the depths of that clear expression, as bright and dazzling as the sun, as bright and gorgeous as a streamer.

"Ah."

"Including..." These eyes, this person, at this moment, are still persistent in wanting an answer.

"You're all right, I'll agree. Captain, you need to have a comprehensive inspection and rest now."

"This time, there are so many words...but...it's still so unromantic...it should be said..."

"..." Yuan Lang understood the lips.At that moment, a soul-stirring and clear smile slowly bloomed on the corner of his lips, but finally he tremblingly raised his hand to gently cover his eyes.

That person called his name.

Yuan Lang.

We once spent amazing time together, and since then, someone has softened the years.

I love you.

No matter where we go and what the future holds, the transition between life and death is so common... Because our lives have been deeply embedded in each other's souls long, long ago - so what we are waiting for has always been nothing but each other.

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