A until you collapse

Gathering together in Qi Huan's bedroom to catch old A before lights out is one of the old A's favorite events, but not today.

When Xu Sanduo came in, the room was dark.Qi Huan lay sideways on the bed, and the first sentence was: "It's over, why are you disobedient?"

In the dark, his face was pale: "Ask the captain."

Qi Huan 'Teng' jumped up!Not surprised by Xu Sanduo's answer to the question, but surprised by the calmness and indifference with which he said the answer.

This is the peace and indifference that Xu Sanduo will never have, this is the despair of a pool of stagnant water.

They are iron-blooded warriors, and of course they don't superficially think that no one will die on the battlefield, or that whoever hurts whom, or who misdirects.Or, is there any connection between whose disobedience is related to whose death.

Qi Huan saw it from beginning to end, and so did all the old A.Watch them enter the encirclement, watch Xu Sanduo stand up to lure the enemy, watch snipers shoot, and watch Xu Sanduo run wildly between firefights.Then, watching the vanguard being hit by stray bullets, watching our own snipers fail to withdraw to cover the large troops...

Qi Huan just thinks that they should be sad about losing their comrades-in-arms, life and death brothers, but something is wrong with Xu Sanduo.

When Qi Huan rushed to Yuan Lang's office, Yuan Lang was smoking in the office of the railway.

"So that's how it is." Tie Tie looked at Yuan Lang and asked in a deep voice, "Have you thought about it?"

Yuan Lang tilted his body, as chic and lazy as before: "Except for leaving, you can do whatever you want."

"Aren't you afraid that he will hate you?" Tie Tie tentatively, with a hint of distress in his eyes.This, a soldier who is used to shouldering everything.

"I hated it a long time ago, don't be afraid." Yuan Lang smiled wryly, no longer hiding his true emotions: "It's my fault."

A substandard military salute, walk away.I didn't see the shock and anger that the railway was pressing in my eyes.

Five minutes after Yuan Lang left, Captain Tie dropped a phone.

At the corner of the corridor, I met Qi Huan.Three steps behind, back to the office, on the way, silent.

Pushing open the door of the office, Yuan Lang only said: "Don't ask me, I don't want to explain."

"Xu Sanduo is very wrong." Qi Huan also said a word, almost breaking Yuan Lang's disguise.

"Punishment is down, major demerit will be recorded, seven days of confinement, and double the amount of training." Yuan Lang barely stabilized his emotions, his voice was light, his body was lazy, and he raised his eyebrows to look at Qi Huan.

"It's best to intervene psychologically." Another sentence, Yuan Lang's heart trembled: "I know."

Qi Huan stopped looking at him, pulled out his military posture, saluted, and went out.

The moment the door closed, Yuan Lang's forehead was pressed against the corner of the desk.Eyes closed, a little blood oozes.

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Half a month passed in a hurry, and the old A's came out of grief to restore the essence of A's.Sweating profusely on the training field, the bad guys had extra meals, and the poker game in Qi Huan's bedroom continued.Xu Sanduo read the book quietly, but most of the books became correspondence textbooks for military colleges.Wu Zhe was still doubtful and habitually debated with Yuan Lang every time he seized the opportunity, everything seemed calm and stable.

The psychological intervention went very well, and Xu Sanduo smiled brightly and dazzlingly with his big white teeth.In his review, he told his captain that the seven-day confinement made him think a lot.He knew he was wrong, disobedience on the battlefield was his fault and so on.He even persuaded his captain not to immerse himself in grief and hurt his body. He said that he was also sad but would not blame himself too much.He also said that he had to live well for the brother who died... He was used to expressing himself in words, and then he became eager to admit his mistakes and shy and nervous in front of his captain——the same Xu Sanduo from before.

He silently endured the double training on the training field, and the captain's honest words and extra meals did not detract from Xu Sanduo's enthusiasm for training.He watched with a smile at the laughter of his comrades-in-arms in the dormitory, and sometimes he would say "playing cards is meaningless", which caused a burst of laughter from Qi Huan and Wu Zhe's eyes.

Everything is fine, Xu Sanduo thought.

Everything is fine, except Xu Sanduo.Forty days later, when even Qi Huan and Wu Zhe believed that their "san'er" was alive, Yuan Lang was still uneasy.

When something happened, Xu Sanduo still came to his office and shouted angrily to report, and then made him angry, anxious and helpless and had to deal with it with that bad look.

It's okay, when Xu Sanduo met him, he still shyly called him the captain, and smiled brightly and dazzlingly at him with his big white teeth.

On and off the training ground, he picks and picks random A players, and he is still so brave or eager to admit his mistakes.

Everything in the housekeeping was the same, and no habits had changed.

Yuan Lang, however, was always uneasy.In other words, he didn't dare to think about it.

The days passed and the pumpkin festival arrived.This year, Qi Huan took over.Wu Zhe, Shi Lihai's vice president, nothing happened to Xu Sanduo.

Although Xu Sanduo is an old pumpkin, he still reacted a lot when he saw this 'tragic' scene. On the contrary, Wu Zhe's complaints of 'this rotten instructor is really uncomfortable' and 'Qi Huan Shi Lihai' complained that his hand has been softened after three times' .

"This year's pumpkin is very strange." Shi Lihai said when he was catching old A in the dormitory.

"I feel weird a long time ago, there are many familiar faces." Wu Zhe said.

"There are a lot of pumpkins in the Divisional Reconnaissance Camp." Qi Huan said this while looking at Xu Sanduo.Sure enough, the latter looked stunned, stopped reading and went to the card table: "Company commander?"

"You really are!" All the old A's laughed, Xu Sanduo was embarrassed: "I, just ask..."

"The old one knows one." Qi Huan saw him baring his big white teeth: "Ma Xiaoshuai. The rest are new ones."

In an instant, he saw Xu Sanduo's eyes shining with surprise, and then he said to everyone: "Go out for a while." Then he disappeared.

"It's really 'infatuated'..." All the old A laughed, only Qi Huan and Wu Zhe couldn't tell.

Yuan Lang always has a way to minimize the visibility of the office - with the tobacco in his hand.This made the armored tiger sitting not far from him very resentful and helpless.

"What's the matter, Deputy Battalion Commander Gao, are you here for those soldiers?" Yuan Lang squinted his eyes and leaned back on the chair.No military image at all.

"Eighteen of my division's reconnaissance battalion has come, and you can count down five in three days, do you have a heart?" The scar on Gao Cheng's side face is distorted: "It's hard work for you to send troops, you're lucky, don't accept this favor !" The armored tiger roared: "You don't want to, why are you so ruthless? Two of the five are disabled, and one has a mental breakdown.

"Don't care about human life?!" Yuan Lang didn't know which string was touched, and his voice gradually became ruthless: "Deputy Battalion Commander Gao, you are such a big hat! I said at the beginning that entering the old A is entering a living hell! Human life What a joke! They signed the life and death certificates, regretting it now, it’s too late! In addition, let me remind you that one of the two disabled was Shi Lihai who tried his best to save him when he fell off the cliff. The other almost killed his team when crossing the river Everyone in the middle! Let him go, just don't believe that Qi Huan can hold him, and almost bring the whole team down! Please, Deputy Battalion Commander Gao, it's a torrent crossing! What do you call Qi Huan? You can only use cleverness When I dragged him down, I couldn't control my balance and broke my leg. Who should I blame? Two soldiers were brought down by the river because of his refusal to let go and were slightly injured on the rocks. Who should I go to? Qi Huan, Shi Lihai, if If something happens, who should I turn to? As for that mentally broken..."

Just as Gao Cheng was about to retort, he heard a full-fledged 'report' sound.The two looked towards the direction of the door at the same time, and shut up tacitly.

"Come in." Yuan Lang regained his laziness and sat back in the chair, Gao Cheng leaned out of the sofa and retracted.Xu Sanduo entered the door, raised his military posture, and saluted: "Hello, captain, hello company commander."

Gao Cheng was overjoyed, Yuan Lang couldn't laugh or cry.

"Xu Sanduo, how are you doing these days?" Gao Cheng asked eagerly, Brigade A is 1000 or [-] miles away from the division's reconnaissance camp, and mail management is strict.I received a letter from this kid in a few months, and I was a little worried, and the voice was naturally much more cordial.

"Company, company commander..." Xu Sanduo blushed and didn't know where to put his hands and feet, his voice was stuttering: "I... very good... that... captain, captain is very good to me."

"Just a few days into the wolf's den, he has become a wolf cub!" Gao Cheng laughed, not noticing the gloomy and deep thinking in Yuan Lang's eyes.

Xu Sanduo was really relaxed when he saw his company commander.And this look... How long has it been since he, the current captain, has seen him?Three... months?A little dizzy, his body slid down slightly from the back of the chair, and he barely laughed a few times with a strange look: "Isn't this still calling you the company commander? Why are you panicking? Hehe..."

"No...no." This time Xu Sanduo panicked: "Captain, company...company commander, I, I was wrong!!!"

"I've grown in everything, and this problem of eager to admit mistakes still hasn't changed! I said you are a dead old man, why can't you get rid of his strange problem..." Gao Cheng helplessly winked at Yuan Lang, but saw the latter inadvertently exhausted.The words just stopped.

Xu Sanduo was about to open his mouth again, Yuan Lang waved his hand: "Go out first, I have a business talk with your company commander. He won't leave these two days, so I want to catch up on the past, tomorrow."

Xu Sanduo bared his big white teeth and left.Gao Cheng's eyes narrowed: "Yuan Lang, what's going on?"

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In fact, I stood outside the door for a long time.They speak loudly.So, what they were saying, I heard very clearly.

I know the company commander's guard, and I knew it when I was in the Seventh Steel Company. I understand the company commander's feelings.That's a comrade in arms. No matter what the reason, if a soldier under his command is injured, the company commander will be sad.Because, that is a comrade-in-arms.I also understand the captain, because of his "look with you forever, anytime, anywhere, all your life".Whoever says that and does that all the time, deserves to be understood.He regards Qi Huan and Shi Lihai as brothers in life and death, and the person who blocks bullets for you on the battlefield—comrades in arms.

The reason is the same, and then it stung my heart-those three people, if I hadn't disobeyed orders, they should have survived.

It's understandable for the captain to treat me like that.After all, he lost his life and death brother, and I only trusted him unilaterally, but...

Xu Sanduo thought of this and began to count the tanks.One tank, two tanks...until sleep.