A until you collapse

"Xu Sanduo, let me ask you why you are such a troublemaker?" Gao Cheng took advantage of the gap to wave to Xu Sanduo who had completed the two 400-meter obstacles on the training ground, and when the opponent ran up to him, he immediately said a word.

Xu Sanduo, who was still panting, was stunned, subconsciously bowing his head.Before he could make a sound, his chin was grabbed by the armored vise and he was pulled up forcefully: "Head up!"

"What's the matter?" Gao Cheng didn't give Xu Sanduo a chance to speak, and pulled him away: "Go to Sanqiwu."

Xu Sanduo obediently followed, not understanding what happened to the company commander.The two walked side by side, Gao Cheng suddenly said: "I heard that you have been punished for disobedience."

Xu Sanduo was stunned for a moment, then his face turned pale, and Nuonuo lowered his head: "I...I killed my brother...I..."

"Don't say it! Don't say it!" Gao Cheng suddenly became angry: "Is there any immortal on this battlefield? Who are you, Xu Sanduo? Ah? I don't know yet? The soldier who obeys orders most! Like a fool! You disobeyed orders? The battle damage ratio is so high..."

He gestured exaggeratedly.

"No...not...the company commander, I, I..." Xu Sanduo's heart was pounding in panic, these words were too heavy, Xu Sanduo couldn't bear it!

"You! What are you?!" The armored tiger became more and more indignant as he spoke: "Although I don't know about you, I have a rough idea. I don't understand, what is that bastard A thinking? Punish! Punish six!!!”

"And you, a poor soldier!" Gao Cheng looked at the soldier in front of him with a face full of grievances and self-blame, a mess of emotions.I hate iron but it's unbelievable: "I didn't expect Xu Sanduo, you can pretend to be good! You can also pretend to be as sharp as Wu Zhe and as fine as Qi Huan. You can even deceive a dead old A. I can't tell the truth from the fake, I've been uneasy for three months! You're so fucking good!!!"

Xu Sanduo was on the verge of crying, the company commander had never said such a serious word, and even the Seventh Steel Company only targeted him.This... How many people are involved in this?Still dead and alive, this is simply...

Seeing Xu Sanduo's tears rolling in his eyes, Gao Cheng didn't stop at all: "Okay, boy, you're promising. You have to limit your emotions! Do you know that your comrades are worried about you? Ah? Do you know? How troublesome is your captain because of you? Do you know that you are in danger? Huh? Only you, a soldier with a bunch of self-blame and regret, can go to the battlefield? Do you know how to write dead words? Ah? What a cowardly soldier!!!”

"Let's go." Gao Cheng dragged Xu Sanduo, who was about to break the embankment, and the latter staggered to follow.The remorse, self-blame, grievance, sadness, grief, and failure overflowing in my chest... I can't hide it anymore, and tears flow sideways.

"There are many things that we can do nothing about." The voice of the armored tiger suddenly softened: "Xu Sanduo, I know you are wronged, do you think the captain is venting his anger, right? In fact, as a commander, losing his comrades is more stressful than soldiers. Soldiers can Grief, self-blame, discomfort, etc., but you are soldiers. After these things have passed, can you pack up your emotions and go to the battlefield and still fight the enemy bravely? You want to avenge your comrades, serve your country, and live well for your dead brothers. This is the warrior's creed, right?"

"En." Xu Sanduo responded lightly.

"However, as commanders, in addition to having to bear the same things as you, we also have to bear responsibilities; whether the command is improper, observe whether the soldiers' emotions after losing their comrades are abnormal, and be ready to do everything possible to help clear the mind. Improve the morale of the troops and get out of the shadows as soon as possible. Supplement the reduction of personnel, unite the relationship between old and new comrades, pay attention to..."

"Don't say any more!" Xu Sanduo paused in place, he was so ashamed of guilt!

"Company commander, I was wrong. I was really wrong!" The reason why the captain was so angry was because he had to bear the inexplicable battlefield disobedience and even...betrayal of the most obedient soldier ever while grieving!

"I was wrong." Because the captain loved soldiers and guarded them, he came to ask a soldier who disappointed him the reason for his disobedience in a terrible situation where he was likely to bear such a trivial responsibility as a misconduct in command.But me, how do I deal with this kind of cruel concern that I don't understand?

indifferent?despair?camouflage?Even... cheating!

The captain put me in confinement, and I was wronged.The amount of training doubled, and I competed.Psychological intervention, I resist.I don't care about ideological work.

But what was the difficult situation for the captain at that time?Facing the pressure from superiors, the grief of losing a life-and-death brother, a lot of handover work... The captain almost forced himself to show that creepy A-man smile in front of us, he wanted us to get out of the shadows as soon as possible, right?Just like the usual non-soldier with a crooked body and a lazy body, he didn't want us to see his fragility, because the commander can't choose to be unstoppable.Peeling the pumpkins was distracting Qi Huan, Wu Zhezhong, and the old A. The emergency gathering was obviously to boost morale and test the little pumpkins...

As for me, the doubling of the amount of training is to make me stop thinking about it, and the psychological intervention is because of the first murder and demobilization.The confinement is to calm me down... to review...

He remembered that the last time he went to the captain's office, the visibility was unprecedentedly low...

With tears in his eyes, Xu Sanduo seemed to hear a soft voice: "I heard from Deputy Battalion Commander Gao that Xu Sanduo was ranked in the standard class, and the tears she shed were as high as a reinforced platoon. I still don't believe it, but this time I have seen it."

"Team...Captain?!" Xu Sanduo wiped away his tears and turned his head stiffly.Under the setting sun, Yuan Lang was sitting on a hill covered with weeds not far away.

"I'll leave it to you." Gao Cheng said, before Yuan Lang could answer, he turned and walked towards the base.While walking, he muttered: "What a cowardly soldier, what a dead old A..."

"Xu Sanduo, that's fine, I dare to call you captain." Yuan Lang smiled teasingly at Xu Sanduo, who had his back on his back: "I've been so busy these days! Sigh, this soldier needs the help of the old troops for his ideological work..."

Seeing that Xu Sanduo didn't move for a long time, Yuan Lang got up and walked over: "Why, you don't recognize me as the captain after seeing the old company commander?"

"Captain." Xu Sanduo turned around, there were traces of tears on his face, but he stopped crying.He said: "I don't know how to be a human being. Our regiment leader, the leader of the [-]nd Regiment Wang, said that people are not made, but lived. When the squad leader Shi Jin left, he said, Sanduo, the squad leader left, It is to help you cut off the last weed. Before that, he said that there is a small flower in the heart of a person. When it blooms, it is so beautiful... After that time, the captain said that he would cut off my Cecum, but don't forget to give me anesthesia..."

Yuan Lang was at a loss, he never knew that Xu Sanduo would say such things to him.Is this still Xu Sanduo, who is shy and eager to admit his mistake and has a problem with his expressive ability?

"I came to Brigade A and became a soldier under the captain. The captain once said that my soul stayed in the Seventh Company. I was just saying, thank you for the help of the old army. But the captain, anesthetics cost money. This time Cut the cecum for me again, gave me anesthesia, and money, I can’t afford it.”

Xu Sanduo's voice was soft, but every word hit Yuan Lang's heart like a heavy hammer: "Captain, I will cut the cecum myself from now on?"

Xu Sanduo looked directly at him with a somewhat shocked expression, and smiled.It wasn't the kind of smile with big white teeth bared, but the corners of the mouth were slightly raised, and there were smile lines on the dark and thin face, but it dazzled Yuan Lang's eyes in an instant.He even stretched out his hand involuntarily, wanting to caress those curved lips, but in the middle of the way, he was pulled back to his senses by the darkness of the setting sun and patted the other person's shoulder instead.

A cold sweat.

"Team... Captain?" Seeing the captain's strange expression, Xu Sanduo became nervous again: "I... let's go back to the base..."

"Yeah." Yuan Lang moved his body, stretched his waist, and walked past Xu Sanduo a few steps: "Let's go." The latter hurriedly followed, because he suddenly found that the captain was actually running at the speed of a forced march today!

"Take it as training." A voice came from the front, Xu Sanduo didn't dare to neglect, he knew better than anyone else how terrifying the captain's full speed was.

On the way to the base, the gust of wind passed by my ears, and I vaguely heard a sentence: "Just figure it out, soldier."

Therefore, today Xu Sanduo performed exceptionally.

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The days passed slowly for a week, the chiefs were busy, and the new and old pumpkins were training.The armored tiger left four days ago, and the new pumpkins in the division's reconnaissance battalion were a little bit reluctant, but they were dragged away by the devil's selection.Xu Sanduo didn't send it off, because the company commander left late at night.

Don't ask what shouldn't be asked.

In the evening, Iron University's office.

"The drug lords are very powerful this time, so it's written in the intelligence..." The railway handed over a few pages: "After reading it, destroy it."

Yuan Lang was a little surprised.Not easy, how many stars is this information?Want to destroy it?Good guy, it's top secret!

"The things in their hands are the real 'medicine'." Seeing the words from the captain's lips, Yuan Lang's eyes sank a little; are we going to start?

Preparation.The railway answered silently.

know.

Be careful.

It was three o'clock in the morning in a border town [-] kilometers outside the Taklamakan Desert.

The town of XX in the middle of the night is not peaceful at all. In such a poor and desolate place, no one will waste this rare time for activities-robbing, stealing, cheating, and sex transactions are happening all the time.

Of course, although it looks very loose here, the division of power is extremely strict.

This is clearly marked on the intelligence, but now these things are in Yuan Lang's mind.When he came here, he noticed those lures who were clever enough to cover up but not very professional.This is normal, and it is very correct for the upper echelons of the power to care about who is more in the first place.

Yuan Lang came here in an upright manner, and he did not deliberately conceal the purpose of coming here, and even intentionally spread the news.For example, after drinking two or two in a tavern, he muttered indiscriminately: "Oh, that thing is really rare." Seeing Bai Tan's discolored eyes and the obviously nervous crowd around him, he wandered slowly back to the room.

He is not afraid of being assassinated, and his confidence in his own strength is on the one hand. The main reason is that those words will cause many people headaches and insomnia but dare not do it.No one wants to mess with that organization until they can't figure out where they came from.

Yuan Lang would give them time to investigate, although he left the town the next day.

"You said, is the captain okay?" Mike was a little worried. He and Hoe were lurking behind a sandbag twenty kilometers away from the town. Not far away, C3 and another comrade in arms also communicated silently with lip language.

"It's over, I've already gone to respond, it should be fine." Hoe opened his lips and spit out: "The captain has his own measure."