Twilight

Yan Duo thinks this way, Huang Wenxuan still has training in the afternoon, if he goes directly to his home right now and waits until he gets off work, Huang Wenxuan will probably feel sorry, and it would be boring to stay by himself for four or five hours.Since he had to live here every now and then, he decided to simply buy some change of clothes and daily necessities to bring there. In addition, he felt that the tea set at Zhao Jianfei's house was not very useful, so he planned to buy another set, so he took a taxi to Dongxin District of a shopping mall.

However, Yan Duo overestimated his physical strength. Since he does not often move around the East New District, it took him a while to get all the things he needed. After he asked the store to pack the tea sets, together with Zhang Yang's box of local products Together, after filling in the delivery address, he was too tired to crawl. He checked the time, and it was almost five o'clock, so he went to a coffee shop on the first floor of the shopping mall, ordered a drink, and sent He gave Huang Wenxuan the coordinates, and he decided to take a rest until Huang Wenxuan came over from work, and then the two of them settled the dinner here before going home.

Yan Duo was searching nearby restaurants on his mobile phone to study what to eat for dinner, when he saw someone sitting opposite him out of the corner of his eye, he raised his head and was stunned.

Yan Duo's first reaction was that he hadn't seen him for so long, and Geng Xun was a little bit blessed. Then, thinking of the wrong things he had done, his embarrassment was cancerous, and he said dryly, "It's you, what a coincidence."

Geng Xun signaled the waiter to put down the coffee, thanked him softly, and then looked at Yan Duo: "Why are you here when you have time?"

Yan Duo pointed to several shopping bags in his footsteps: "Come here to buy something, and wait for someone by the way."

Yan Duo always felt that he was a scumbag, and ran away after flirting, cowardly and turned his face to deny anyone.In terms of his own character, he is very self-aware.

Geng Xun met Yan Shao in his youth when he was wandering among the flowers. Simply put, they are hot friends. The two have maintained that relationship for more than a year. Yan Duo is afraid of change and accepting new things. The same goes for Huo Baoyou, so making an appointment is not an easy task for him.

There were two or three times before Geng Xun, some were blocked after one time, some felt inappropriate after two or three times, and they stopped dating. When he met Geng Xun, he thought it was pretty good, so he didn’t have to worry about choosing. up.

Geng Xun looks average and has an average build, but he is smart, witty, not talkative, sensible, and has no bad intentions. After dating him a few times, Yan Duo didn't feel tired at all, so he kept dating. Geng Xun Xun seemed to be quite satisfied with him, as far as Yan Duo knew, since he made an appointment with him, Geng Xun hadn't found anyone else.

Everything was quite worry-free at first, until Geng Xun revealed the idea of ​​turning that relationship into a normal one.

Yan Duo is such a smart and sensitive person, he immediately realized Geng Xun's intentions, and then quickly blocked him, changed his mobile phone number, and ran away without any regrets.

Yan Duo has always known that he is not tactful enough, and he can't say that he is very introverted. He does not dislike interacting with people, casual acquaintances, such superficial things as saying hello to each other are of course the best, but like Zhao Jianfei who occasionally comes over to hang out Goal, watch a ball together, as long as it doesn't touch his defense, he can accept it.

Any factor that makes him feel uneasy will become a reason for him to turn his face immediately, and the three words of reluctance seem to have never appeared in his dictionary.

Xiao Yuan once taught him, "This world is small, some people, you may meet again when you turn around", "Leave more room for everything, so we can meet each other next time", and even "People are doing what the sky is watching, It’s not that the time has not come.” Yan Duo agrees with this feudal superstitious theory of causality.

But agreeing doesn't mean doing it, so when he faces Geng Xun now, he feels guilty as hell and doesn't know where to start.

Fortunately, Geng Xun is knowledgeable and knowledgeable, and those who succeed in sales are all good people. After giving him a minute for self-reflection, he asked naturally, "Are you still alone?"

Yan Duo unconsciously twisted the straw with his thumb and forefinger, trying to maintain his composure, "No, what about you?"

Geng Xun smiled wryly and said, "I'm still alone. For people like us, it's very difficult to find a suitable long-term relationship."

Yan Duo nodded in agreement.

Geng Xun lowered his head and stirred his coffee. After a while, he seemed to muster some courage, "Did you realize it at the time? That's why we stopped contacting all of a sudden."

Yan Duo felt that he was going to die of embarrassment, "I'm sorry."

Geng Xun shook his head lightly, "It's okay, I was thinking too much, I felt that you were different to me, and I had thoughts that I shouldn't have. In fact, an ordinary person like me really can't catch your eyes."

The more Geng Xun belittled himself, the more Yan Duo felt ashamed, "Don't underestimate yourself, you're actually pretty good, but the timing is wrong." After many years, he decided to give the other party an explanation.

Geng Xun showed a puzzled expression, "What time?"

Geng Xun was still so gentle, without any aggressiveness.Even if he was treated like that, he was just reviewing himself, and he didn't intend to ask the person who wronged him for an explanation. This made Yan Duo feel a lot easier. He simply took the straw out of the cup and held it in his hand Squeezing back and forth, "Have you watched "Yi Tian Tu Long Ji"?"

Geng Xun didn't know what he was going to say, so he nodded, "Yes."

Yan Duo looked out the window, his gaze was a little erratic: "I have always liked Zhao Min, do you know why?"

Geng Xun didn't say a word, waiting for him to continue.

Yan Duo recited lightly: "Zhao Min smiled slightly and said, "I have a few words to tell Master Zhang, and I'll go as soon as I finish speaking, and let Rong Ri stop bothering you." It's not too late after saluting." Zhao Min said: "After saluting, it's already too late." Zhao Min said to Fan Yao: "Master Ku, if someone wants to attack me, can you help me?" Fan Yao frowned and said: " Princess, there are ten unsatisfactory things in the world. Now that this is the case, I can't force it." Zhao Min said: "I want to force it." Then he turned to Geng Xun and smiled lightly, "I don't know what you think about this paragraph I have no impression, I have always liked Zhao Min's forceful personality."

Geng Xun echoed: "Zhao Min is indeed very courageous." He originally wanted to say, "It's the inhumane person she trusts, and Zhang Wuji is so scumbag." .

Yan Duo went on to say: "Actually, I have always envied her courage. I just said that the timing was wrong. If we had met a few years earlier, and I haven't met the person I liked before, maybe I would seriously pursue you. If we met later I have known each other for several years, and I have completely given up on the person I liked before. If you have the idea of ​​a formal relationship, I will seriously consider it. But in those few years, I am not only concerned about things like feelings, but also about many things. No confidence, no courage, you should feel it, I was pessimistic and insecure at that time, and the normal life alone had made me exhausted.”

It was the first time for Yan Duo to analyze himself so bluntly, Geng Xun was surprised, and he was also surprised.

Yan Duo, who has a good memory, is like a gourd without a mouth, refusing to talk about any personal things, Geng Xun was surprised, but more moved, and it was a pity that he was not destined, "It's because I don't have that blessing , but I still want to bless you, you have gone through... that dark period in your life."

Yan Duo took out a tissue and wiped the drink stuck to his fingers. After wiping, he looked at Geng Xun with a smile on his face, "One day, you will also meet the right person."

Geng Xun smiled wryly again, and looked down at his slightly protruding belly, "You can also see that I have given up on myself." He sighed and said, "Not everyone likes such a lucky thing like love. What can be caught, I actually figured it out, I don’t force it anymore, as it is now, it’s nothing more than not getting married all the time, it’s better to pass the test of parents.” He looked down at his watch and said: “Time It's getting late, my client should be here, see you later."

Yan Duo stood up, "Well, goodbye."

Geng Xun hesitated, and said, "Yes, can I leave a phone call?"

Yan Duo was slightly taken aback.

Geng Xun said: "I don't have any other ideas, just to get to know each other..."

Yan Duo readily reported his phone number.

Watching Geng Xun turn and leave, Yan Duo sat back on the chair and took out his mobile phone. He had selected several restaurants before, and was about to ask Huang Wenxuan what he wanted to eat so that he could make a decision. What, he was startled suddenly, he turned his head to confirm, and saw Geng Xun who had just left in front of a place not far away, with his back turned to this side, chatting with Huang Wenxuan about something.

Yan Duo hastily looked away, and suddenly the head and the two were big, how did they know each other?Then he felt bad all over, and felt like being caught in bed.

When did Huang Wenxuan come here?How much did he listen to the conversation with Geng Xun?

Yan Duo didn't want to hide anything from Huang Wenxuan, but if it was just a normal ex-boyfriend relationship, he could tell it openly, and it's only natural for him to break up if he can't get along.

But the relationship between the two of them is not so easy to announce.

When he asked Huang Wenxuan before whether he was usually 1 or 0, he revealed to him intentionally or unintentionally that this was not the first time, and, for a person in his thirties, it might not be the first time, right?

But if he had to confess to Huang Wenxuan the kind of relationship he and Geng Xun used to have, he was still quite nervous.

Yan Duo couldn't help pinching the straw again, first flattening the habit, and then slowly rolling it up, like a small coil of mosquito coils, or a coiled snake.

Suddenly someone put a hand on his shoulder, Yan Duo raised his head in surprise, and saw Huang Wenxuan looking down at him, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

Yan Duo suddenly lost strength in his fingers, and the rolled straw bounced off and landed on the table, full of creases, "It's okay."

Huang Wenxuan looked down, not knowing whether he was looking at the straw or Yan Duo's fingers, "Let's go."

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Zhao Min smiled slightly and said: "I have a few words to say to Zhang Jiaozhu, and I will go after I finish talking, and Rong Ri will bother me again." Yang Xiao said, "If Miss Zhao has anything to say, it's not too late to say it after saluting." Zhao Min said, "After saluting, it's already too late." Zhao Min said to Fan Yao: "Master Ku, if someone wants to do something to me, can you help me?" Fan Yao frowned, and said: "Princess, there are ten unsatisfactory things in the world, and since this is the case, it is also reluctant to come." Zhao Min said, "I'm going to force it." '——Jin Yong's "Yi Tian Tu Long Ji"