Twilight

After Yan Duo stayed in the emergency room for seven or eight hours, he was pushed into the intensive care unit and lay in the ICU for two days. Finally, he was out of danger and entered the general ward. Zhao Jianfei and Zhang Yang, who were guarding the hospital, were too excited to bear She hugged her for a while, which attracted the attention of the people around her.

Yan Duo collapsed, and the burden that Cui Yuezhen had just assigned fell back on her shoulders. When she was free, she took time to visit Yan Duo in the hospital, but Yan Duo was too weak. The time was still spent in drowsiness, Zhang Yang was worried about the nurse, so he set up a bed in the single ward, guarding Yan Duo every day in confusion, and finally waited until Yan Duo's body functions basically recovered, He just let his guard down.

One day when Yan Duo woke up, he saw Zhang Yang lying on his bed and fell asleep. It must be very uncomfortable for such a big man to sleep here in several sections. Yan Duo wanted to wake him up and let him sleep on the bed. Zhang Yang woke up tacitly. He rubbed his eyes, "Are you awake?"

Yan Duo nodded, "Yes."

Zhang Yang said: "Do you know that you have been sleeping too much lately? That day, I was still talking to you. You just finished the first half sentence, and I was still waiting for the second half sentence. You fell asleep, scared to death Me, I thought you fainted, so I called the doctor quickly, but the nurse sister laughed at me and said I made a fuss."

Yan Duo couldn't help laughing, "Go back and have a good rest for two days. You don't have to guard me anymore. There is a nurse here, so I'm fine."

Since Zhang Yang was lying on the bed and his hair was curled up, Yan Duo wanted to stretch out his hand to press it down for him, but when he raised his hand, he suddenly found that he couldn't lift his right hand.

Zhang Yang immediately became tense, sat up straight, and rolled his throat, "Well, your arm is injured, and it hasn't fully recovered yet."

It was only then that Yan Duo felt that his arm was numb. He remembered that he was not wearing a seat belt when the car rolled over. His body was held down by something, and he tried to break free but couldn't.

Seeing that he did not speak, Zhang Yang explained: "I asked the doctor, and he said that the steel nails you punched in were mainly broken inside and caused secondary damage to the wounded surface, but they are all connected now, although in the future I can’t lift heavy objects anymore, but I’m recovering well, and writing and using chopsticks won’t affect me.”

Yan Duo stared at his right arm for a moment, raised his eyes and smiled and said, "It's okay, I don't need to hold chalk in the future, so why do I have to work so hard?"

Yan Duo has been lying in the hospital for more than a month, during which time his aunt's family came to Los Angeles to see him once, and stayed with him in the hospital for two days.After being discharged from the hospital, Yan Duo was stuffed by his mother into the nursing home where his stepfather Gao Yong stayed, and stayed in the nursing home until Chinese New Year before taking him home.

Since I came back for Christmas, Gao Duoduo did not return to China during the Spring Festival.Near the end of the year, the company had a holiday, and Zhang Yang also returned to his hometown. Cui Yuezhen had more social activities at the end of the year, and Yan Duo moved to Cui Yuezhen and Gao Yong's house. Yong used to like playing chess, but now even this only hobby has been deprived by illness. He knows what happened to Yan Duo, but he is suffering from difficulty in speaking now, and it is very difficult to have a conversation with him, and he cannot talk for a long time. sentence.

When Yan Duo is free, he goes to the kitchen to watch his nanny cook, and occasionally asks for advice. When the sun is good, he sits in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows wrapped in a blanket and reads in a daze, rarely surfing the Internet.

On New Year's Eve, Yan Duo accompanied Cui Yuezhen and Gao Yong to take a shower and fell asleep early after the New Year's Eve dinner. He lay on the bed without any sleepiness, staring at the roof in a daze in the darkness, and couldn't help but think of Huang Wenxuan, who was on the phone on the mountain road that day. When saying goodbye, he thought, they should never see each other again.The nightmare that accompanied him for 18 years ended in this way, which made him feel very sad.

Zhang Yang came back to work after the year and brought Yan Duo a box of souvenirs, saying that his mother's condition is stable after the operation, as long as he insists on taking medicine and going for regular checkups.He also talked about the experience of going on a blind date at home during the Spring Festival. Yan Duo asked him if he had met a match. Zhang Yang said distressedly that girls of the same age who he could talk to could not afford to be compared with his current conditions. He is young and likes him, but he feels that he has no common language and cannot talk.There is also a type of parents whose educational level is average and their children’s education level is not high. This is more straightforward. When they hear that his mother has cancer in his family, and he has no house, car, or savings, he will not even see him. .After hearing this, Yan Duo didn't know how to comfort him. Fortunately, Zhang Yang didn't seem to care much about the failure of the blind date. He said that his mother was in a hurry and he didn't care.

It seems that when people are over 30 years old, they will feel that time flies by year after year. Two years later, Cui Yuezhen officially retired behind the scenes, and Yan Duo began to take over the company. Yes, at the end of the year, the company held an annual meeting and celebration party. Since many upstream and downstream enterprises came, Yan Duo had to go to the battle to toast a round of wine in person. Although there were secretary and Zhang Yang standing by to hold the wine for him, he still drank a lot , Halfway through the meal, he was dizzy badly, and ran to the roof to enjoy the cool breeze, and Zhang Yang also slipped out with him.

Since the holiday was over after the annual meeting, Yan Duo knocked off the cigarette ash, turned around and asked Zhang Yang: "When are you going to go back? Have you bought the ticket? I said you can't do it. Bring your uncles and aunts over after the next year. Anyway, the house is also decorated." gone."

Zhang Yang: "Come on, if I'm not around, I will arrange blind dates every now and then. I won't be able to survive if I take them over."

Yan Duo couldn't help laughing again, the fire flickered between his fingers, his eyes were hazy behind the smoke, and he couldn't see clearly.

Zhang Yang: "Boss Cui won't force you to go on a blind date. I envy you in this regard." After he finished speaking, he realized that he had said something wrong, and wanted to make up for it, but he drank too much, and his mind froze. It was a mess, and I couldn't turn around for a while.

The wind was strong on the roof, and white particles suddenly floated in the night sky. Yan Duo reached out to catch it, "It seems to be snowing."

Zhang Yang: "The weather forecast also said that there will be snow."

Yan Duo: "It hasn't snowed in Los Angeles for many years, it's really fresh."

Zhang Yang suddenly said hesitantly, "Well, Yan Duo, I want to resign."

Yan Duo turned to look at him in disbelief: "Why? Didn't you do well?"

Zhang Yang smiled quickly, lowered his head and walked to the edge of the guardrail outside the roof, looked at the brightly lit city under his feet, and said slowly: "In the company for more than three years, I, I have been by your side, watching You, miss that person in that way. You know, my parents are uneducated, and they don’t understand love. My eldest sister and brother-in-law got married on a blind date. The child is struggling to support. My second sister and second brother-in-law are also on a blind date. Of course, the two of them are in a better situation than my elder sister and the others, but, do you think it is true love? Anyway, I think they are together because they think they are suitable for each other .”

Yan Duo stubbed out the cigarette in his hand, walked over and asked, "What exactly do you want to say?"

Zhang Yang turned around suddenly and said excitedly, "I, I want to chase you."

Yan Duo stared at him dumbfounded, Zhang Yang also stared at him for a while, then suddenly stepped forward and kissed Yan Duo.

After Yan Duo realized it, he pushed him away, "Damn it, have you drunk too much?"

Zhang Yang said casually: "I drank a little too much." He took a step back, lowered his head to think about something, and didn't speak for a long time.

Yan Duo felt that the atmosphere was weird, so he pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's broken after taking advantage of it? It's okay, I drank too much, and I won't remember anything when I wake up tomorrow morning." He took a step away and took out another cigarette Point.

After thinking about it, Zhang Yang followed him, "I thought about it just now, I felt pretty good when I kissed you." He scratched his hair a little irritably, "I just want to say, I seem to be moved by your long love , I have grown up so much, whether it is relatives around me, or classmates and colleagues, I have never seen love like you. In the past two years, I have studied a lot of knowledge in that area and watched a lot of movies and TV dramas with that theme. Novel, I found that I seem to be able to accept it. I think, if I want to be with you, I have to get out of the company first and have my own business..."

Yan Duo finally understood what his incoherent and confused narration was trying to express, he couldn't laugh anymore, "You are stupid, you were just moved by other people's love, the one you fell in love with It's the emotion of love itself, not me, so please kiss your face well, and give auntie a big fat grandson as soon as possible."

Zhang Yang said stubbornly: "I am moved, but I also like you."

Yan Duo didn't know how he felt in his heart. He looked at Zhang Yang for a while, and couldn't help laughing, "What do you like about me? My face, or my shapeless chest muscles, or, what? "

Zhang Yang didn't smile, "Why don't you believe me?"

Yan Duo is not stupid, he only needs to think back a little, and he can feel Zhang Yang's enthusiasm and consideration for him over the past year. Before tonight, he didn't think about it carefully. He has entered a new level, and now that Zhang Yang pointed it out, he immediately felt the difference.

Seeing that Yan Duo was silent, Zhang Yang said with some disappointment: "I thought you liked me before. If I tell you, you will accept it more easily. It's okay, I will continue to encourage you."

Yan Duo saw that he was getting more frustrated and courageous, and he was a little helpless, "No, if it's because you sympathize with me, it's really unnecessary. I didn't want to be addicted to the past, but even if I have to start again, there are no suitable people around me. Is there a candidate?"

Zhang Yang said: "I don't sympathize with you, I just want to tell you, you want to start over, can you give me priority? You see, we have known each other for so many years, we know the bottom line, and I have also learned in the past two years Cooking, you said it was delicious, I also applied for a fitness card, my stomach is gone, although my abs are only six yuan, but I can still see them..."

Yan Duo interrupted him, "You are making conditions with me now, so what is the difference between the marriage of your elder sister and second sister?"

Zhang Yang was at a loss for words, thought for a while, and said: "Then you said just now that there is no suitable candidate around you. I said this because I think I am suitable, so I recommend myself."

The snowflakes gradually grew bigger, and Yan Duo sighed: "I'm a little dizzy, I'm going back first, it doesn't matter if you really want to quit your job and start a business, I support you, I can help you with money, contacts, etc."

Zhang Yang did not catch up, Yan Duo heaved a sigh of relief, he went back to the banquet for a while, and then asked the driver to take him home. He probably drank too much that day, and he was too lazy to move, let alone take a bath, and went straight to bed when he went home Lying down, after lying down for a while, he turned over and took out an old mobile phone from under the pillow, clicked on the photo album and looked at it for a while, then got up and stuffed the mobile phone into the bottom drawer of the table, and locked it.

This phone has been with him under the pillow for more than three years, and it's time for him to change places.

It has been more than three years, and for more than three years, he still has that person in his heart, just like an old mobile phone with his photo.

He thought that even if he started a new relationship, he would never love someone as much as before.

There is a kind of love that comes only once in a lifetime.