He doesn't love me anymore!

Chapter 3

Xiao Shi was woken up by the alarm clock set in his mobile phone.

He rubbed his temples, which were swollen and sore from the hangover, and sat up in a daze.

Tang Zhijia, who was on the opposite bed, was getting out of bed to wash up. When he heard the movement, he turned around and saw his dazed look. He couldn't help but shook his head and smiled. He lowered his voice and said, "Have a headache? After Qi Yu put you down last night, he ran away on purpose again." Go out and buy a jar of honey and come back, wait for me to soak you to hangover."

Xiao Shizheng's ears were ringing and he couldn't hear clearly for a while, so he only said a few words of thanks in a low voice, then continued to sit on the bed with his arms around the quilt in a daze.

Over there, Tang Zhijia soaked the honey water lightly, climbed up the ladder on Xiao Shi's side, and handed the water glass to Xiao Shi with one hand.Xiao, who was confused when drinking, was always very docile. He held the cup in both hands, and drank it like a little hamster in small sips.

Tang Zhijia stood on the ladder, turned his head to look at Qi Yu who had slept with his belly open all night because of his abdominal injury, and said with a smile, "I will never let you drink with the boss again. The boss is a chatterbox when he is drunk. Your friend insists on chatting all night long. When you are drunk, you hug other people's necks and cry desperately. The more you tease you, the more you get more and more excited. Ren Qiyu coaxed you for half the night before you let go. Actually, don't say , Qi Yu is really a nice person. I heard that Qi Yu's family is very powerful. I thought he had a young master's disease. Look at the string of blisters on his stomach. When I bought honey, I was stunned. Didn’t realize that he was injured, or we didn’t know until the boss pulled his clothes last night.” Tang Zhijia thought about his height of 165, and sincerely admired the sleeping Qi Yu: “This is a man. The man in the middle!"

After admiring him, he turned his head to look at Xiao Shi. Seeing that the other person looked pale, he reached out to take the water glass he had finished drinking, and said worriedly, "Why don't we ask for a vacation for you today?"

Xiao Shi reluctantly smiled at him and shook his head lightly.Tang Zhijia responded, went down the ladder with the cup in his arms, and went to wash himself.Xiao Shi kept staring at him until his figure completely disappeared behind the bathroom door, and only then mustered up the courage to look at Qi Yu's injuries.Qi Yu's complexion is fair, and because he didn't take care of it properly, the burn last night not only didn't get any better, but became more serious today. Looking at the large red marks and dozens of bright blisters, Xiao Shi couldn't help but clenched his lower lip. .

Ever since he was reborn and came back, he decided to stay away from Qi Yu from now on.He was terrified of being hurt by Qi Yu, and he no longer wanted to give himself a little hope.But Qi Yu in this life took the initiative to appear in front of his eyes, inexplicably flattering and clinging to him.He didn't know what Qi Yu was thinking about him now.He was scared and angry.He was afraid that Qi Yu would use his heartfelt liking as a laughing stock again, treat himself as a thing to relieve boredom, and be angry that even if he was trampled by this person like that, when he saw him hurt, he still couldn't restrain his heartache.He hated himself for being like this.

Xiao Shi closed his eyes, forcing himself to recall every detail of his last life.

At that time Xiao Shi really liked Qi Yu to death.

Xiao Shi's parents left early, and he lived among relatives in turn since he was a child.With such a background and extraordinarily handsome appearance, he was often ridiculed and bullied by his peers from childhood to adulthood.Accustomed to other people's strange gazes, Xiao Shi gradually became introverted, inferior, and not talkative.He grew up to 17 years old, and he didn't have any other playmates except Qiao Boyan from the neighbor's house.

Until I met Qi Yu.

Xiao Shi couldn't tell how he fell in love with Qi Yu, but when he recovered, his eyes were already firmly attached to Qi Yu.Xiao Shi had never met anyone like Qi Yu in his previous life, he was like a little sun, radiating light and heat wherever he went.Sometimes Xiao Shi even felt that he was like an inconspicuous sunflower in a flower field, wherever Qi Yu went, he would involuntarily turn there.

Qi Yu's family background is good and popular, sunny and handsome, Xiao Shi never dared to watch silently and follow him from a distance.He looked at others hooking shoulders with Qi Yu, and seeing others laughing and laughing with Qi Yu casually, he was extremely envious.Xiao Shi always sneaks a look at Qi Yu who is in the next bed every night before going to bed, and then hides under the quilt and scolds himself for wishful thinking in a low voice.

But such Qi Yu suddenly grabbed Xiao Shi's shoulder one day, and a heroic face like a knife and ax was brought close to his eyes, one corner of his mouth was pulled up and he said with a smirk: "Isn't this the fourth child in our dormitory?" ? Always follow your brother Qi, why don't you come up and talk to me?"

Xiao Shi was so excited that even the tips of his ears turned red.

From that day on, an inconspicuous follower appeared beside the gleaming young master Qi.The little follower eats, plays, and attends classes with Young Master Qi, and the two are inseparable.In the past four years, the combination of these two people has blinded many people's eyes, and even the little follower Xiao Shi himself was getting deeper and deeper in Qi Yu's sugar-coated shells every day.But no matter how reluctant he was, Xiao Shi never thought of confessing his love. At that time, he thought that even if he could only hide from the sidelines for the rest of his life, it would be good. He didn't want to cause troubles to Qi Yu because of his deformed emotions, and he was even more afraid that Qi Yu would suffer from it. hate him.Even though the day of parting is getting closer, Xiao Shi just takes care of all aspects of Qi Yu's life and study more than before, and has no other actions other than that.

After that, Xiao Shi thought more than once, if he could hold back the momentary longing, did not attend the party in the dormitory that day, and did not indulge himself in having sex with Qi Yu.

They also had a sweet time when they first got mixed up.At that time, Qi Yu probably still had a new feeling for him, so he ran to him every day.But he took it as the love between the two, and he was full of joy to change the furniture and buy daily necessities for Qi Yu.One day about a month later, Qi Yu suddenly stood in the middle of the living room in a panic and taunted him, laughing at him for not knowing the heights of heaven and earth, and laughing at him for being sentimental.

At that time Xiao Shi was stunned and terrified, but he alone could not get angry with him.Xiao Shi thought, it was because he was too excited to make it difficult for Qi Yu to do it.Qi Yu might have some interest in him, but it was indeed too hasty for two men to live together after rolling the sheets a few times.Xiao Shi only hoped that Qi Yu would not alienate him because of this, as long as Qi Yu would still come to see him, he would definitely make Qi Yu fall in love with him in the long run.

From then on, Qi Yu gradually faded away from him, and some flowers and plants began to appear around him.Xiao Shi understands that when socializing, he will inevitably ask a few public relations to add to the fun, as long as there is no physical relationship, he can understand.Because of this, every time he was on the bed, Xiao Shi always blushed and tried to make Qi Yu more comfortable. He only hoped that Qi Yu would not see others so quickly and could give himself more time.Xiao Shi probably didn't even need his self-esteem at that time.

Until the night before the showdown between Xiao Shi and Qi Yu in the previous life.Xiao Shi was temporarily dispatched that day and needed to accompany the project director to a reception.Xiao Shi had heard Qi Yu mention it earlier, and when he arrived at the venue, he suppressed his joy, and while the director was talking with others, he quietly left and searched for Qi Yu.He hadn't seen Qi Yu for a week, Xiao Shi thought about him so much that his bones ached.

He turned left and circled around the huge venue, and finally saw Qi Yu hidden in the darkness beside the podium.

Qi Yu in the dark is kissing someone else.

Xiao Shi shook his head, his fingernails sank into his palm, leaving a few bloodstains.He always thought that even if Qi Yu hadn't fallen in love with him yet, at least he was straight, he couldn't bear the closeness of any man except himself, and he was always special to Qi Yu.But at this moment, Xiao Shi felt that he was so wrong. He should treat Qi Yu better. If Qi Yu didn't come to him, he could go to him.

He rushed forward quickly, pursed his lips and gently pushed the handsome boy beside Qi Yu, and said coldly, "Who told you to touch him!"

The boy was stunned for a moment, tears welled up in his round eyes, he shrunk his shoulders and hid in Qi Yu's arms, and said coquettishly, "Young Master Qi, who is this man? He is so fierce!"

The other people at the reception noticed the commotion here and gradually gathered over.Xiao Shi raised his head and looked at Qi Yu with gloomy eyes and frowning, his face was full of emotions he couldn't understand.Qi Yu watched him quietly, and after a long while, he pulled one corner of his mouth mockingly, and said without the slightest emotion: "My person is also something you can touch? It's just someone who has fought with me a few times, and each takes what he needs. , Who are you showing these appearances to?"

Qi Yu hit the head with a blow, smashing a dream of Xiao Shi's.He thought that even if Qi Yu didn't accept his own heart, at least he wouldn't look down on it.But Qi Yu not only looked down on him, but also put his heart in front of everyone and trampled on him fiercely.Xiao Shi loved him for eight years and entangled him for four years, full of affection, so far.

Xiao Shi didn't know how he got home that night, and how he got into Qi Yu's car again the next day, he was full of exhaustion.Qi Yu acted as if nothing had happened between them all the way, chatted freely, lowered his figure appropriately, and only waited for Xiao Shi to compromise.Xiao Shi suddenly wanted to laugh again.He laughed that he couldn't see through it for eight years. This person has always been like this. He gave him a stick and then gave him a candy. There is no trace of sincere remorse.

Xiao Shi opened his eyes and sighed, unwilling to think about what happened next.Qi Yu, who was in the next bed, also woke up and was sitting on the bed, looking straight at him.Xiao Shi turned his head, stared directly at Qi Yu with cold eyes, and said calmly: "Thank you for helping me block the soup last night, and I will compensate you for the medical expenses I need."

Qi Yu's eyes turned red.

He raised his hand and pressed his eyes hard, trying to press back the surging tears.Qi Yu wiped away tears without a trace, suppressed the unreasonable fear in his heart, opened his red eyes and smiled at Xiao Shi: "Did I make you unhappy? If I apologize to you, can you not hate me?" ?”

Xiao Shi lowered his eyes, pinched his fingertips, and warned himself not to be fooled by the appearance of this person in front of him again.Thinking of this, Xiao Shi smiled perfunctorily: "It's too late for everyone to please Young Master Qi, how could I hate you?"

Xiao Shi has always been soft and beautiful, but the moment he raised his head to look at Qi Yu, Qi Yu only felt that the person in front of him was extremely cold.Xiao Shi put away his perfunctory smile, as if he didn't even want to take another look at him, and got out of bed on his own: "I just don't want to have anything to do with people like you."

Qi Yu fell into an ice cellar, feeling cold all over his body.