He doesn't love me anymore!

Chapter 5

The old doctor obviously didn't notice anything wrong with Xiao Shi, he just led him aside and explained to him how to take care of Qi Yu.When Xiao Shi remembered all kinds of things and came back after twisting a wet towel again, he saw Lu Xiao staring at him with a look of hesitation.

Xiao Shi replaced the wet towel on Qi Yu's forehead with a new one, then stopped completely, sat on a chair beside him, and smiled lightly at Lu Xiao, "What are you looking at me like that for?"

Lu Xiao shook her head, and said softly: "I'm just a little weird. Weren't you all doing well when we first met two days ago? Why did you reject him a little after you fainted yesterday and he sent you here? It's Qi Yu who bullied him. Did you? I just heard him muttering something like 'I know I'm wrong, I'm sorry' all the way."

Xiao Shi naturally heard it too.

Qi Yu in this life is very different from him in the previous life, even Xiao Shi, who knows his temper well, doesn't know what Qi Yu has experienced.Xiao Shi couldn't help but take another look at the listless young man on the hospital bed. In his two lifetimes, this was the first time he saw such a pitiful and wronged man.He didn't know who was so capable that he could make Qi Yu, who puts his face beyond the sky, down, even if he was unconscious, he still wanted to apologize to the other party.Xiao Shi's bitterness could not be expressed to others, he could only strangle himself, and replied calmly: "I have no conflict with him, and he is not apologizing to me." Xiao Shi looked away slightly After thinking about it, he continued to speak half-truthfully, "As a person I was born, I really can't climb up to Young Master Qi, and I don't want people to poke me in the back. He helped me yesterday, and today I will pay him back. He owes nothing."

Hearing what he said, Lu Xiao felt soft-tempered. Someone must have said something unpleasant behind his back that made him want to stay away from Qi Yu.Lu Xiao heaved a sigh of relief, walked over and patted Xiao Shi on the shoulder: "Although it is a bit unfair to Qi Yu, if this is your choice, we will support you. Then you can rest here with him, instructor I'll explain the situation to the counselor, and I'll come over with them at noon to bring you meals."

Xiao Shi smiled at Lu Xiao sincerely and walked him all the way to the door.Lu Xiao stopped walking and faced Xiao Shi sideways. He also had a younger brother in his family, and he was a few months older than Xiao Shixu, so he really regarded this restrained and slender young man as his younger brother.Now that Lu Xiao knew that he had been wronged, she ruffled Xiao Shi's hair comfortingly, and said softly, "You have been wronged. Come in."

Xiao Shi nodded and watched Lu Xiao leave.

What he said to Lu Xiao just now was not entirely a lie.In the previous life, when Xiao Shi was a follower beside Qi Yu, he never heard similar words. Sometimes Xiao Shi overheard them in the toilet or on the road, and sometimes others deliberately provoke him when Qi Yu was not around.After being scolded a lot by those harsh words, Xiao Shi became indifferent.At that time, as long as he could follow Qi Yu, he wouldn't care about these things.

Xiao Shi thought of the burnt-out person in the health care room who kept apologizing to others, so he couldn't help but lower his head and stare at his toes, and murmured in a voice that only he could hear: "It turns out that you also sincerely feel sorry for others. ah."

When Lu Xiao and his group came to deliver meals to Xiao Shi at noon, the enthusiasm that Qi Yu had just subsided came back again.Xiao Shi was so busy cooperating with the doctor that he didn't even bother to take a bite of his meal.When Lu Xiao stepped into the health care room again in the evening, Xiao Shi was already so tired that he fell asleep lying on the locker next to the hospital bed.Hearing the movement, the old doctor came out of the office softly, waved to Lu Xiao who was covering Xiao Shi with a thin blanket, and signaled him to come to the office.

Lu Xiao put down the food in her hand, and followed the old doctor into the office: "Doctor, is there something wrong with Qi Yu?"

The old doctor touched his beard and said seriously: "The little guy is not in a good condition. I have limited equipment here. If he still can't reduce his fever by tomorrow morning, he will be transferred to a higher-level hospital for treatment. Wait a while When the other little guy wakes up, you can tell him."

Lu Xiao asked some other precautions, and then walked towards Qi Yu's hospital bed while thinking about whether to contact Qi Yu's parents.When he arrived at the ward, Xiao Shi had already woken up and was sitting on a chair hugging the thin blanket that Lu Xiao had just covered him in a daze.Lu Xiao stepped forward quickly, took out the meals in the food bag and arranged them one by one, then handed a pair of chopsticks to Xiao Shi: "I've been hungry all day, hurry up and eat something. The doctor just told me that Qi Yu's condition is not very good , if the fever does not subside by tomorrow morning, he will be transferred to a higher-level hospital. He still needs your care tonight."

Xiao Shi paused for a moment with his hands holding the food, and asked unnaturally, "Is it serious?"

Lu Xiao nodded worriedly: "It is said that he is afraid that he will have a fever."

Xiao Shi pursed his lips, and didn't say a word until Lu Xiao had to go back to the dormitory because of the access control.

Qi Yu kept running a fever and talking nonsense all night, Xiao Shi was worried, so he had to keep physically cooling down and massaging his muscles.The two of them tossed like this until it was almost dawn, and Qi Yu finally calmed down.Xiao Shi stretched out his hand to feel the temperature on Qi Yu's forehead, and compared it with his own, seeing that his heat had really receded, he heaved a sigh of relief and sat back on the chair exhausted.

When Xiao Shi stopped for a moment, he felt sore all over his body.He leaned against the back of the chair and resisted the discomfort. In order not to focus on his stiff and sore limbs, he rolled his eyes and looked up, down, left, and right in the ward, and then his eyes fell on Qi Qi uncontrollably. Yu face.

When Xiao Shi came back to his senses, his right hand was stroking the base of Qi Yu's pretty nose.He withdrew his hand as if electrocuted, and wanted to look at Qi Yu's face with some guilt.Before he could see clearly whether the person on the bed was awake or asleep, Xiao Shi was startled by Qi Yu's unusually clear call.Nervously, he took a step back and looked at Qi Yu, only to see that the latter was closing his eyes tightly, and the snow-white pillowcase was wet with tears from his eyes, and he called out to him very clearly.

Xiao Shi's heart suddenly beat wildly uncontrollably, and immediately after that, his eyes widened unbelievably!

He looked at Qi Yu who was trembling violently on the hospital bed in disbelief, and heard him wail in despair, "Xiao Shi, I know I was wrong!" As if enduring some huge pain, he curled up and continued to whimper, "Wake up, wake up."

Xiao Shi only felt a thunderbolt from the blue sky, it turned out that he was not the only one, even Qi Yu was reborn along with him!

He stood at the same place at a loss at first, but was gradually attracted by Qi Yu's sobs and struggling to shout nonsense, Xiao Shi unconsciously lowered his head and listened quietly.

It wasn't until the sunlight outside the window completely illuminated the entire ward that Qi Yu gradually calmed down from the dream of his previous life.

Xiao Shi also slowly raised his slightly stiff neck, and smiled at Qi Yu who was sleeping, which was uglier than crying: "Why didn't you tell me these words earlier?"

Xiao Shiman's sourness and pain in his body and mind seemed to have been cherished by someone for a while.He bent down and caressed Qi Yu's cheek, he just felt that he was a human being in two lifetimes, and all the attachments that made him unable to get rid of him were all annihilated at this moment.Eight years of entanglement, the expectation of two generations, but it turned out that it was not his one-man show alone.

Xiao Shizhenzhi pressed another light kiss on Qi Yu's forehead, as if he was determined to say goodbye to something, he stroked Qi Yu's soft hair again, and said with a very gentle smile: "I don't hate you anymore, I won’t remember the sad things in the past. In this life, I will walk towards the path I like. Those things that make you sad and regretful, after waking up, remember to forget them.”

He straightened up, turned his head to look at the bright sky outside the window, narrowed his eyes and smiled, then turned and walked outside without looking back.