He doesn't love me anymore!

Chapter 8

Qi Yu had never hated himself so much for a single moment, he couldn't even justify himself, he could only suppress the pain in his heart, and listened to the red-eyed Xiao Shi continue to gouge out his heart one by one: "You Did you really fall in love with me? If you really loved me, why did you go away?" Xiao Shi sneered, "Really Qi Yu, don't act like this love is as deep as the sea, it just makes people sick. If you have With a little sincerity, for the sake of being toyed with by you, you should get out of here and don't make me sick."

Qi Yu was about to be laughed at by him, if he really believed Xiao Shi's nonsense, Qi Yu would write his name upside down today!He ground his teeth in his heart, and said with a grin: "You don't want to tell me, it's fine, I have plenty of ways to know."

Xiao Shi was trembling all over, whether it was sadness or despair, he desperately told himself to calm down, but still replied with a little trembling: "What do you think you will find out? Find out that I am innocent, and find out that I have endured humiliation and been bullied." Don't be naive, I'm dirtier than you think."

Qi Yu watched Xiao Shi turn and leave. He didn't step forward to stop him, but raised his voice to Xiao Shi's back: "You don't want me to pester you, so I'll start with you as classmates. If I can't find out the truth , I will never appear by your side again."

Xiao Shi didn't stop on his feet, and responded coldly: "I only hope that the truth you want will come true."

Uncle Li, who was waiting outside the alley, saw several people walking out in twos and threes in the alley, and he hadn't seen Qi Yu for a long time. Suspecting that Qi Yu might be in trouble, he locked his car and ran into the alley.Before he could take a few steps in, Qi Yu walked towards him with a sullen face.

He looked Qi Yu up and down, and he was relieved when he saw that there was no sign of injury, "Young master, has anyone been found?"

Qi Yu replied with a cold face: "There's no need to look for it, just send me back."

Uncle Li widened his eyes, and said melancholy to the moody young man in front of him: "My young master, what are you doing running around?"

Qi Yu sneered, opened the car door and got into the car.

Uncle Li hurried all the way, and finally drove back to Qi's house according to Qi Yu's request before Qi Shao went out.

When Qi Yu stepped into the house, Xu Fan was coming down from the upstairs with Qi Shao's suit jacket and briefcase. When he first saw Qi Yu who was sweating profusely, he was very surprised and said, "Second Young Master, why did you come back?" came back?"

When Qi Shao heard this, he turned around in surprise and looked at Qi Yu who was nodding with Xu Fan: "What are you doing running back again? Did my sister-in-law catch up?"

Qi Yu ignored his jokes, and only replied with a frown: "Brother, I want to investigate someone."

Qi Shao stared at Qi Yu for a long time, then waved to Xu Fan and said, "Xiao Fan, go to the study to see if there are any documents you missed."

Xu Fan knew that he, an outsider, should not know what the two brothers said next, so he nodded and walked back upstairs.

Qi Shao watched Xu Fan's figure disappear on the second floor, then walked to the sofa and sat down, looked directly at Qi Yu and said, "Tell me, who do you want to investigate."

Xiao Shi got stuck in the dormitory and returned to the dormitory. Lu Xiao looked at his red eyes and said "Qi Yu went to look for you, why didn't you come back together?" He forcefully choked back into his stomach.

He didn't know what to say at this time, so he could only look at Tang Zhijia for help.

Tang Zhijia wrinkled his baby face and secretly waved at him.Lu Xiao had no choice but to look at Qiao Boyan again. Qiao Boyan just pursed his lips and shook his head at him with a gloomy expression.

The three of them just watched Xiao Shi finish washing without saying a word, then climbed into bed and pulled the quilt over to sleep quietly, so nervous that they didn't even dare to breathe.After a long time, Qiao Boyan sighed and said, "Since I'm back in the hour, I'll go back to the dormitory first, and you guys should go to bed earlier."

Xiao Shi closed his eyes and shrunk under the quilt, the double pressure of mental and physical strength made him fall into a deep sleep involuntarily.

It had been a long time since he had dreamed of the past.

Xiao Shi's parents died early, and he spent time in relatives' homes since he was a child.Having encountered such a calamity at a young age, compared with his brothers and sisters from relatives, his personality is inevitably a bit closed.After all, it is not his own child, even if relatives are considerate of his experience for a while, it is difficult to coax him for a long time.Xiao Shi doesn't like to talk and doesn't complain. He is always the target of bullying by his brothers and sisters. He is afraid of being bullied, and his personality becomes more and more gloomy every day.

No one would like to see a young mourner with a bad face at home from time to time. He was thrown around by these people until he was domestically abused by a distant relative so that the local child protection organization was disturbed. Fucked his own aunt.

Xiao Shi had heard people mention this aunt more than once. In the early years, despite her family's obstruction, she desperately broke all contact with her family and went overseas to earn a career.When Xiao Shi first saw his aunt, who was known by outsiders as a smart and smart aunt, and her noble younger brother beside her, he looked down at his dusty self, and shrank in a corner involuntarily.He lowered his head and thought, how will such a good-looking aunt and brother treat him this time?

His aunt stretched out her hand towards him, but she suspected that the other party was going to hit him, so she knelt down in fright and tightly covered her head.

Xiao Shi's aunt burst into tears.

The little Xiao Shi didn't feel the slightest pain, and vaguely heard his aunt's cry, he couldn't help looking at the tearful aunt through his fingers in doubt.When his aunt saw his cautious appearance, her pity was written all over her face. Regardless of Xiao Shi's struggle, she hugged him into her arms and said with a sob: "These bastards are not as good as beasts! We were also them when we were young." A person who can move?!"

Xiao Shi couldn't cry much at that time, he just widened his pitch-black eyes, and gradually gave up struggling when he heard the pity in his aunt's voice that he hadn't felt for a long time.Immediately afterwards, the younger brother who was taller than him beside the aunt came over and patted his head, and coaxed in a childlike voice: "Brother, don't be afraid, the bad guys have been driven away! From now on, Xiaoyu will protect you!"

Xiao Shi was six years old at the time, and he had long forgotten the instinct to shed tears in the repeated beatings and insults, and everyone asked him to be strong.But only his aunt and younger brother hold him tightly in their arms as a real six-year-old child and cherish him in every possible way.I had already forgotten how to cry so much that at that moment, Xiao Shi finally cried out heartbreakingly like a six-year-old child who had suffered so many years of suffering and grievances.

Aunt Xiao Shi felt sorry for him, and from the day she picked him up, she gradually shifted her work to the domestic market.His aunt always felt guilty that she had not been in touch with her family all the year round so that Xiao Shi had suffered so much for so many years. No matter how much she loved Xiao Shi, she couldn't love Xiao Shi enough, and raised Xiao Shi more preciously than her own son.

Xiao Shi is introverted, and his voice is clear like a girl's, so his classmates always make fun of him secretly, calling him a sissy and a pervert who likes men.Every time he heard someone talking behind his back, his younger brother Xiaoyu would always be the first to rush up and beat them up. Whenever he saw him get hurt, Xiao Shi would always be distressed and annoyed while giving him medicine and persuading him not to care about others.At that time, Ji Yu always put his arms around his shoulders, and said with a bared smile: "No one can bully my brother, come and beat me up!"

They could have been a very happy family.

If there is no Ji Xiangyun.

Xiao Shi couldn't tell exactly when it started, but when he realized it, Ji Xiangyun had already stared at him from time to time and began to touch him.

Xiao Shi is timid, he always feels that such touching is a normal elder's closeness to a child, even if it feels uncomfortable, he always forces himself to endure it.

Until he was 15 years old, Ji Xiangyun finally couldn't hold back and coaxed him to drink a glass of red wine with spices, and hugged him to bed with him who was hot all over, and rolled with him.

Ji Xiangyun stripped off his underwear and caressed and kissed him wantonly, Xiao Shi was drowsy and unable to make a sound, feeling the probing fingers behind him, he could only keep crying and sobbing.He struggled hard, but in Ji Xiangyun's eyes, even that insignificant effort turned into flirting.At the moment when he was about to be invaded, Xiao Shi vaguely heard the sound of the door being pushed open.

Xiao Shi did not regain some consciousness until a basin of cold water was poured down on him.He pulled the quilt and tried to cover his naked body when Ji Xiangyun slapped him in the face.

Xiao Shi's ears were buzzing, he looked at Ji Xiangyun's distraught face in confusion, and heard him say angrily, "You little bitch, you actually secretly drugged me!"

Xiao Shi stared wide-eyed at him confounding black and white, and hurriedly turned to look at his aunt, only to see his aunt standing by the bed and looking down at them all naked, holding Ji Yu in her arms while covering his hands. Er, with a cold expression, said: "Xiao Shi, I'll listen to you."

All of Xiao Shi's explanations fell silent.

He looked at Xiao Yu who was tightly protected by his aunt, and shivered from the bottom of his heart.

Xiao Shi pinched himself severely, and swallowed the explanation he had spoken.What does he want to do?This is my younger brother's father, and my aunt's husband. This is their home. After so many years of pampering, do I want to destroy Xiaoyu's home? !

His tears rushed out, and Xiao Shi heard himself say: "Auntie, I was wrong, it was me... I put the medicine."

He curled up and buried his head in shame.Without saying a word, his aunt took out the key chain from Ji Yu's body, unloaded one casually, opened the bedside table and took out a bank card, threw it in front of Xiao Shi coldly, and said lightly: "This is the keychain." The key to the room in the East City, the money in the card is enough for you to use until you are an adult, the password is written on the back of the card, you get dressed and get your things and get out."

Xiao Shi hurriedly climbed out of bed and hid in the bathroom, took a shower with icy cold water before putting on his clothes, picked up the key and card on the bed, and went out.When it was time to leave, he suddenly wanted to take one more look at his aunt and say goodbye to her, to thank her for the kindness of nurturing her over the years.

He walked all the way to the study room, but heard the conversation inside through the half-closed door. He stood in front of the door, watched his aunt slap his uncle, and sneered, "Don't think I don't know about your dirty thoughts." , I don’t expose you just because of Xiaoyu.” Seeing her aunt close her eyes, Shi Shi said, “Since Xiao Xiao is willing to take the blame for you, let him carry it. As for you, go back to country A and stay there.” Bar!"

Xiao Shili shivered violently outside the door.

After that day, Qi Yu didn't show up at school for a whole month.Lu Xiao and the others couldn't even get through to Qi Yu's phone.Although they didn't dare to mention it in front of Xiao Shi, they were also worrying uneasy in their hearts.They have been looking forward to this day after day, and one day after one month, they did not expect Qi Yu to return, but they expected an unexpected guest to come.

The person who came was Ji Yu who surrounded Xiao Shi that day.

Seeing the hostile look on the visitor, Lu Xiao got up and asked, "Which classmate are you looking for?"

Ji Yu ignored him, just looked straight at Xiao Shi in front of the desk, and raised his voice, "Xiao Shi, come with me."

Xiao Shi looked at him without saying a word, and got up without changing his expression.Lu Xiao was anxiously about to stop her, but Tang Zhijia stopped her softly by grabbing the hem of her clothes.

Xiao Shi followed Ji Yu all the way to the grove behind the dormitory building, and saw that there were no other figures around, so he said, "Come here, what do you want to tell me?"

Ji Yu is much taller than when he was a child. At first glance, his back looks like an adult man. He is trembling slightly, holding a paper portfolio tightly in his right hand.

He thought of Qi Yu who came to find him with it just now, the man mocked himself with mocking eyes: "I'm here to let you know how much I've been treated by Xiao Shi, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it for a while!"

Ji Yu turned around abruptly, smashed the file bag in his hand on the ground, his teeth were rattling as he was bitten by himself: "Do I ask you to sacrifice like this for me?! Who are you showing it to! Are you stupid? ?! Can’t you explain?! Even if it’s my mother! How many fights did I fight for you?! Would I not trust my own brother?!” Ji Yu pushed Xiao Shi hard with tears streaming down his face, “Are you Don’t you want to hide it from me for the rest of your life?! Make my mother feel guilty for the rest of my life, and make me despicably enjoy the so-called happy family you gave me?! You miss me that much?! My mother broke up with that beast! You Let me lose my father, and let me lose my brother!"

Xiao Shi squatted down to pick up the scattered stacks of papers, put them back into the bag one by one, and handed them back to Ji Yu.

Ji Yu wiped away tears with his left hand and pulled the documents with his right hand, then turned around and was about to run.Xiao Shi shouted softly behind him: "Xiaoyu, don't blame aunt, she just... loves you so much. If you see aunt, I want her to stop feeling guilty. I never hated her."

With his back turned to him, Ji Yu choked up and said, "You've been like this since you were a child. It's despicable to be so soft that you only stab knives into other people's hearts."

Xiao Shi watched Ji Yu's receding figure, and secretly wiped away the moisture from the corners of his eyes.When he calmed down completely, he caught a glimpse of Qi Yu's back turning away in the corner.He subconsciously yelled, and saw the man turn around, smiled at him a little unnaturally: "I just can't understand his stupid ignorance..."

Xiao Shi interrupted him aloud, "Why do you do this?"

Qi Yu looked at him with unbearable pity on his face: "Do you think I can see how much wronged you suffer?"

Xiao Shi bit his lower lip, and after a while he whispered: "Qi Yu, even if you do this, I won't forgive you."

Qi Yu looked at him, and smiled very easily: "You can try and never forgive me for the rest of your life, that's what I deserve. But just like this, there are some things that people have to try their best to try." Give it a try." He looked at Xiao Shi tenderly, "This time we have a lifetime. How much I love you and how sincere I am, you will know one day."