many worries

Qiao Yu woke up from that dream, his cheeks were hot and red, his eyelids were too heavy, and he couldn't lift them up, so he could only half-open, and said vaguely, "Ah Ci."

Anping squatted in front, his whole body was about to become a ball, but his movements were as fast as lightning. He immediately pressed against Qiao Yu's lips, and only caught the last tone.

No one can hear clearly.

He hurriedly asked: "Xiaoyu, wake up, are you still feeling uncomfortable..."

Qiao Yu was in a daze. His whole body was in pain. It was so painful that he didn't want to wake up. It was probably due to a high fever. His head was also very dizzy. Everything in front of him seemed to have changed shape, or enlarged or shrunk. Compared with the dream just now, it was even worse. Like the world.

In fact, he could no longer remember what happened in the dream, but there was still a lot of sadness in his heart.

Even if Anping spoke seriously to him again, Qiao Yu only woke up for a moment, then passed out again.

Anping sighed, he took out two pieces of dry-baked pies from the package, soaked them in hot water until softened, scooped a large spoonful of fragrant beef sauce on one of them, and accidentally dripped a little on his finger, He licked it with his tongue, then wrapped the can very carefully, and handed the pie wrapped in meat sauce to the outside.

A lantern hangs on the horse's head, barely illuminating the road ahead, the path is extremely rugged, surrounded by weeds and dead trees, if you don't pay attention, you have to fall down, Changle puts all his thoughts on the road, even eating pie No effort.

Anping stretched his body and fed him in this position.

Chang Le took the first bite, before eating the beef sauce in it, smiled and said to Anping: "Did you steal the meat sauce in it just now?"

Anping was already fat, and he couldn't find his smiling eyes, "Brother's nose is really sharp, no wonder he has always been better at cooking than me."

Chang Le took a second bite, only to find that it was stuffed with meat sauce and big chunks of sauced beef. Just as he was about to open his mouth, Anping opened his mouth, "I've eaten it before, it's even worse than this." Too much, but it’s too salty, I took a big sip of water, and there’s no smell left, can senior brother still smell it?”

They have been imprisoned in the palace for half of their lives. They don't know the people and things outside, and they don't know how to go forward. They can only feel their way forward, even if they fall or suffer.

Anping was afraid that Changle would not be able to hold on, so he wanted to ask him to rest for a while, Changle stopped, looked at the road on the map with the dim lights, and said with a smile: "I can hold on for a while, it's not too tired. If you can go as far as you can, go farther, and feel panic. You take good care of Qiao Yu, I don't trust him now."

Their luck was very good. They just kept walking on the right path. Qiao Yu's high fever gradually subsided, but he had wounds all over his body. Wake up, occasionally opening eyes is also in a daze, unable to speak, living on the rice soup boiled by Anping every day, but the wound is getting better a little bit.

Qiao Yu burned on and off for more than a month, and only after the deepest wound on her body healed did she gradually wake up.

His voice was softer than that of a kitten, thin and small, but very firm. He asked, "Where is Your Highness? I haven't seen him for a long time."

Anping was taken aback. He actually didn't know much about Jing Yan's affairs. When they were still too pure, they only vaguely knew that Qiao Yu and Jing Yan had a deep relationship between master and servant. After they came out, they heard that they lived and ate together and had a close relationship. Unusually, everyone in the whole palace knew exactly what it was, but no one dared to say it publicly.

They always thought that Qiao Yu was forced. After all, he was a child of a family with thousands of acres of fertile land, an ancestral house to inherit, and an official position himself. He had a bright future, but he was forced to stay in the palace by Jing Yan's side.

Qiao Yu watched his brain gradually clear up. He glanced around. The narrow place was wobbly. He was definitely not in the palace. He asked again, "Where is my Highness?"

Anping told Qiao Yu about this from beginning to end, including the day when he was picked up, he was seriously injured, had a persistent high fever, almost died, and escaped day and night all the way until now.

Qiao Yu was startled, he closed his eyes, he didn't know what he was thinking, and struggled to get up from the narrow couch, "I want to go back, let's go back, I'm going to find His Highness."

He usually gets along with Changle peacefully, although he is a bit pampered, he is always restrained and will not make any unreasonable demands, at most he is acting like a baby and letting others give way to him.But now it’s different from the past, it’s frightening to be stubborn, almost bursting the wound, but Chang Le firmly held him down, his complexion was already dark, these days exposed to the wind and sun, he added many wrinkles, and became gloomy It was quite scary, he stared into Qiao Yu's eyes, and no longer comforted him, but said in a deep voice: "The palace change has three outcomes, either Concubine Feng Gui wins, and now the Second Prince becomes the emperor, or you Your Highness won, and now he is the master of the palace, and the other is that they all lost."

Qiao Yu was so weak that he heard this and still retorted, "Your Highness will not lose, he promised me."

Chang Le smiled coldly, "That's what you think, but for us, the First Prince only has a [-]% chance of winning at most, now you say let us go back to Beijing, if it is Concubine Feng Gui or His Majesty, will we still be alive? Qiao Yu, do you want us to die?"

Qiao Yu's heart clenched into a ball, he was so sad, he stared blankly at Chang Le, his wet black eyes were filled with tears, and it took him a long time to say, "I'm not, I'm not, I didn't want you... ...You guys are so nice, you saved my life back then, I know, you guys are nice to me...I just..."

He stammered for a long time, but couldn't say the rest, he just wanted to see Jing Yan too much.

It has been a month, and he has disappeared for a month.Qiao Yu didn't even dare to think about what his Ah Ci should do, whether he was sad, worried and afraid, whether he would cry for himself.

Qiao Yu couldn't bear to think about it anymore.

But what Changle said was right, others should not be responsible for their own affairs, he thought for a moment, and said seriously: "Then you put me down from the front, and I can go back to Beijing by myself. When I go back and find His Highness, I will come to see you again." you."

An Ping, who had been wiping away tears, finally rushed over. He stretched out a finger and poked Qiao Yu's shoulder. Without much force, Qiao Yu staggered and fell backwards uncontrollably.

He is too thin, too thin to be human-shaped, his bones are covered with a thin layer of skin, and every tiny blood vessel is clearly visible, and he has reached a terrifying step. Without strong wind, as long as people walk by him, they can brought him down.

Anping said: "Look at your appearance, can you walk back by yourself? Now that you can climb out of the carriage by yourself, I won't stop you from sending you off."

Qiao Yu couldn't climb down, he tightly held the only Buddhist bead, which was the blessing Jing Yan gave him, his life, his strength, all he had now.Thinking of Jing Yan in his heart, he was so courageous, but no matter how hard he tried, his body couldn't hold him up, and he couldn't make him stand up.

There was nothing he could do, really nothing.

Sometimes things in the world are just so helpless, you can’t do what you want, and you can’t achieve your wishes with everything you give. This is different from everything he has experienced before. All his previous wishes were made by Jing Yan did it for himself, but now there is no such person, he is far away in the sky, not by his side.

Qiao Yu thought of this, and finally couldn't hold back the tears, and burst into tears.