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The county magistrate of Fujia brought Qiao Yu back to his house in the inner city.Although she was originally Feng Cheng's wife and the mistress of the Feng family, she had worshiped the Buddha for many years and had never participated in these matters, not to mention that she was originally a member of the royal family and Qiao Yu's grandmother.Not only did Jing Yan not blame her, but he also arranged another house for her in the inner city, severed ties with the Feng family, and his name was still included in the royal genealogy.

Although I haven't been back for a long time, it has been cleaned by someone. It is very clean and I can move in immediately.The Master of Fujia County ordered the kitchen to serve a table of dishes, and asked the doctor to come and see Qiao Yu's health, but Qiao Yu was too tired to cheer up, so the Master of Fujia County had no choice but to give up and let him go back to the house early. Tell him to rest more.

Qiao Yu took a bath for herself and New Year's Eve, dressed in plain and smooth silk clothes, and looked at herself in the mirror.His complexion was very fair before, but now it is almost the same as New Year's Eve, a little black cat, a little black, very different from before.

After all, it has been half a year after all.

Qiao Yu thought about it endlessly for a long time. That night was extremely long. He leaned against the window and could see the light from the imperial palace in the middle of the inner city, which could not be covered by even the high walls and green tiles.

He looked at the light, and measured the distance between here and the palace in his heart, it was not far at all.

One step, two steps, not many steps.

Qiao Yu touched the sleeping New Year's Eve. Its belly was very warm. When they were walking outside in winter, the two of them often hugged each other to keep warm. He thought to himself that he had already walked thousands of steps, and the remaining roads were only so close. , he had no choice but to wait for his Ah Ci to come over.

As always, he was sure that his highness, his sweetheart, would come.

It was probably because she hadn't slept on such a soft bedding for a long time, but Qiao Yu didn't quite get used to it, tossing and turning, and almost stayed up all night.He woke up very early, most of the sky was still white, only the small area near the ground was dyed red.Qiao Yu half-opened her eyes, and vaguely saw a fireball falling on the branch outside the window. It was the distant sun, which seemed to be close in front of her eyes, but she couldn't touch it.

He lay there for a while, the surroundings were quiet, and there was no sound at all.

After a long time, the princess of Fujia County opened the door and came in. She wore a precious and complicated gemstone headgear, shining brightly under the sun, because she just went to the palace to hand over the booklet.The county lord of Fujia didn't see Jing Yan, she was received by Sheng Hai, and now Sheng Hai is the chief eunuch next to Jing Yan, very proud, even if they don't hold him up and down, they will never offend him easily, for Fu County Lord Jia was very polite. Hearing about the intention of County Lord Fujia, he promised several times that Jing Yan would submit it to the court as soon as Jingyan arrived, or asked County Lord Fujia to stay for a while and meet Jing Yan in person. Yan said this.

The county magistrate of Fujia didn't want to stay, she wanted to go back to see Qiao Yu earlier, she walked up to Qiao Yu, and asked, "You've walked so much and you're so tired, you should have slept a little longer, do you want to sleep?" Have some breakfast first?"

There were only two of them, grandparents and grandchildren, but they served a table full of pastries and desserts. Qiao Yusai's stomach rolled away, looking at a dark self reflected in the milk porridge, always a little sad, he asked: "Grandma, can I Isn't it too dark now, not as beautiful as before?"

He knew that the owner of Fujia County had already handed over the booklet, and he was always worried that Jing Yan would break into the door the next moment. If he looked around but didn't recognize himself...

The magistrate of Fujia County smiled, and he could see Qiao Yu's careful thoughts at a glance, scooped up a bowl of sweet soup for him, and said kindly: "How can it be, we Xiaoyu is such a romantic and handsome young man, no one can tell Half a sentence of slander. Besides, people who like to cherish you don't care about your appearance, they only care about how well you live."

Qiao Yu was startled, but also pursed her lips and smiled.

He knew, of course he should know.

After breakfast, the county master of Fujia went out to do something. Qiao Yu's identity was unknown, and he couldn't show up now, so he stayed in his room.Perhaps it was because he had enough food and drink, and because of the words of the county master of Fujia, he didn't sleep well yesterday. Qiao Yu only felt sleepy and couldn't hold on any longer, so he fell asleep by the window where he could see the imperial city. up.

New Year's Eve's ears twitched, as if it had sensed Qiao Yu's gentle breathing, it jumped onto the soft couch, lay down at Qiao Yu's feet without shoes and socks, curled up and fell asleep.

A few gusts of spring breeze blew in from the half-closed window, Qiao Yu and the shadows of the tall trees outside were reunited, swaying, and they all became a fuzzy mass.

in the palace.

Jing Yan was still the regent, so he didn't bring the eunuchs with him to court in order not to lose his temper.After he came out of the main hall, Sheng Hai hurried up to meet him, handed over the copybook of the county magistrate of Fujia, and said, "This morning, the magistrate of Fujia county entered the palace and said that he packed up some things at home, Mr. Qiao." If His Highness is interested in the old items, you can go and have a look."

Qiao Yu has lived for nearly 20 years, and spent more than half of her life with Jing Yan. Only before she was eight years old, Qiao Yu grew up in Longnan. After his family passed away, the old house was taken over by the family. After all these years, Qiao Yu There are no traces of Yu Yu's life when she was young, and even Jing Yan sent people to find it.

Jing Yan stopped, and he thought for a moment, "When he was three years old, he came to the capital to meet the county magistrate Fujia once, so he should have stayed at that time."

He had Qiao Yu in his heart, even the plants and trees used by that little fool were precious, he didn't read the booklet, and even the county magistrate of Fujia didn't tell him, he went straight out of the palace and went to the mansion.

The county magistrate of Fujia did not expect to see him at this time. She heard that His Royal Highness the Prince Regent worked hard day and night, and couldn't even sleep for a few hours, but came here just after the morning court.

Because of that brochure, it only said that there were Qiao Yu's old things in it.

She sighed secretly in her heart, feeling that there was nothing to stop her, she had never seen such a sincere feeling in her life.

The county magistrate of Fujia gave a salute to Jing Yanfu, still calm, and said softly: "I packed up the things that were moved out of Feng's house a while ago, and there are old things from Xiaoyu's childhood inside, Your Highness, go, those Things are kept in the room at the end of the backyard."

Jing Yan frowned, didn't say a word, vaguely felt that something was wrong, but when he thought about it further, he didn't dare.

When he grows up to such a big age, he can do everything he thinks about, and this is the only thing he dare not think about.

The road was extremely long, and the end was too far away. Finally, under the cover of the verdant trees, he found the house.Jing Yan quickened his pace, and before he opened the door, he saw a lame black cat jumping down from the window sill, tilted his head to look at him, and jumped down.

Jing Yan closed his eyes, held his breath, and softly ordered: "You stay here, go in alone."

What will be behind this door?

Qiao Yu had many dreams, those unconstrained dreams intertwined with reality, passing by his eyes like a revolving lantern, he stared blankly, feeling a little sad in his heart.

He couldn't distinguish between reality and fantasy, but in the dream and outside the dream, it was full of scenes.

That was the last dream.

Qiao Yu always felt out of breath, struggling to wake up, the whole body seemed to be suspended in the air and fell, but was suddenly caught forcefully.

He opened his eyes and wanted to rub them, but found that he was hugging someone. He raised his head, but because he was too close, he only saw half of his face.

It was so familiar, Qiao Yu knew it was Jing Yan.

In fact, he hasn't cried much recently, nor is he sad, but when he saw Jing Yan, the grievances and sadness in his heart seemed to be awakened in an instant, and his tears fell in big drops, which not only soaked his heart Cheeks, even Jing Yan's cheeks were wet.

Jing Yan's arm stiffened, he had been holding Qiao Yu for a long time from morning till evening.At this moment, I finally saw a lively, open-eyed, tearful Qiao Yu, so I changed my posture, leaned down, and kissed the corner of Qiao Yu's eyes, where there were tears, "My little Yu is back!" gone."

Qiao Yu came back, traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers, and came back here just for Jing Yan.

And Jing Yan's light, his life, and his soul also returned to his body at this moment.

Qiao Yu cried even harder, and even the sound of choking was drowned out. He is very thin now, curled up in Jing Yan's arms, crying and trembling, very pitiful, Jing Yan didn't know how to coax him, he seemed to suddenly Will not speak.

He has been waiting here for Qiao Yu to wake up, but he never asked anyone how Qiao Yu came back.Because Jing Yan knew that no matter what, it was a difficult and dangerous journey, and Qiao Yu had suffered so much before returning here, by her side.

Jing Yan didn't care about the pain, he only cared about Qiao Yu.Those trivial, forbearing, and deep-rooted things are only temporarily suppressed by the reunion.

It's still dormant there, reminding Jing Yan that this is lost and found, they were once separated by thousands of miles.

Jing Yan could only kiss Qiao Yu's forehead, eyebrows, cheeks, lips and dimples little by little, so that he could definitely feel that Qiao Yu was beside him, in his arms.

It's just that those are salty, the taste of tears.

Jing Yan's voice was still hoarse, and he leaned into Qiao Yu's ear and said, "My sweet jade has become salty."

Qiao Yu hiccupped, and after hearing this, she raised her head to look at Jing Yan through her tear-filled eyes.

With a smile in his eyes, Jing Yan looked at himself as usual.

It was only after looking at the whole face like this that he realized that he was much thinner.

Qiao Yu was taken aback, he had never seen Jing Yan so thin, and even his voice was so hoarse, he felt very sad.

He looked at Jing Yan for a long time, and even forgot to shed his tears. Seeing that Jing Yan's hair was a little messed up by his tossing just now, he wanted to straighten it for him, so he raised his hand to touch his temples, and saw a There are many white hairs under the thin layer of black hair, which are deliberately hidden.

He is not yet 25 years old, already young and gray-headed.

Qiao Yu's breath was suffocated, he couldn't breathe, his hand suddenly lost strength, and fell down as if it had been broken.

Although he was wronged and sad, and the journey was difficult, he was very firm in his heart, knowing that Jing Yan was waiting for him here.

The one who is left in the same place is the most painful, because he doesn't know anything, he doesn't know life or death, everything is empty, there is only endless waiting.

Qiao Yu tried his best to support his body, his back was thin and long, and his shape was extremely moving.

He leaned against Jing Yan's temples, and kissed the hidden white hair little by little, his lips were moist and soft, and silent tears wet Jing Yan's head.

Qiao Yu didn't have much strength, her upper body swayed, but she still managed to hold on, and said firmly, "Don't be sad, I'm here, Xiaoyu is here, Ah Ci, don't be sad."