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Chen Sang woke up again in the autumn of the 17th year of Yuande.He is dead, and he has been with Xinxin for more than twenty years. When he was young, he was exhausted, suffered serious injuries, and lost too much body. It is not easy to live to 60 years old.After Xin Xin died, Chen Sang carried him into the coffin together, hired someone to bury them in the soil, and set up a tombstone. When they heard the movement outside, Chen Sang drank the poison in his hand, Xin Xin died together.

But he came back to life again, and at this time the Chen family had just collapsed, and not long after he climbed up from the bottom of the cliff, the news of his survival had already spread to Jing Yan, the deposed prince in the capital.

Chen Sang didn't know if it was a dream or it was real, so he lay on the bed for three days.Fortunately, his original situation was too bad, as it should be, and the people around him didn't see anything wrong.

It wasn't until Jing Yan replied that he looked at the familiar handwriting and said that it was the same as the previous life, and he finally realized it.

He lived back to the worst time in his life, some things were destined and irreversible, but the only thing, his heart, was still in good condition, safe and healthy waiting for him in the palace.

Dozens of people stood guard inside and outside the courtyard, and Chen Sang couldn't even leave the door. He read the letter for a long time, and finally dipped it in thick ink, writing sharply, "Of course I want it, revenge."

Chen Sang knew his nephew very well. If he didn't want to take revenge, no matter whether he wanted to go back to Beijing to find out the truth now, or he was disheartened and lived in seclusion, Jing Yan would rather kill him by mistake than let such a hidden danger of himself stay in the world.

It would have been better if it had been a few days earlier, even Chen Sang couldn't help thinking about it, but he felt that he was too greedy, there were so many things he wanted to redeem in the past, his father, his sister, and everyone in the Chen family were doomed. There is no way.

Since you want revenge, you can't bear such a face.After Chen Sang woke up in his previous life, he slapped his face and made his voice hoarse. It was probably because of this that Jing Yan had been wary of him from the very beginning.

On the fifth day, Chen Sang finally got up and opened the window, and said to the empty yard, "I want to go out."

Only one voice sounded, "I don't know what's important for you?"

Chen Sang lowered his head, dipped his finger in the tea, drew two circles vaguely on the table without erasing them, and said casually, "Change your face."

Southern Xinjiang is the most chaotic place in the Great Zhou Dynasty, and even Saibei, which has been fighting continuously every year, can't compare with this place.The chaos here is not due to frequent fighting, but the constant conflicts between the various villages.Southern Xinjiang is rich in mountains and water, and the land is fertile. A single mountain can support a group of people, and going down the mountain is troublesome and dangerous. Therefore, each village has its own customs, and some even speak different languages, so it is safe in the first place.But later the neighboring countries intervened and provoked various villages, resulting in constant disputes.

In his previous life, it was Chen Sang who returned to Beijing to report on his work with more than 100 villages that had recovered, that he won the appreciation of Emperor Yuande.

Chen Sang was deeply impressed by one of the villages, because the old witch inside would make a special mask out of pigskin and cover it on her face, as if she had changed into a different person. With the addition of a potion that could change her voice, she was almost impossible to find. Get out of the way.

In fact, Chen Sang didn't pay much attention to his face, but he always remembered that for many years afterwards, Xin still felt sad for him.

He always felt that he shouldn't be like this.

Chen Sang learned that method and temporarily changed his face for himself.

What happened later was no different from the previous life. He calmed down the southern border ahead of time, and now he had something that belonged to him again, so he returned to Beijing to report on his duties almost impatiently.

Emperor Yuande was the same as he remembered, but Chen Sang couldn't feel any gnashing of hatred anymore.He has lived so long that he has forgotten all his hatred, only love and liking remain in his heart.

At this time, Yixin is not the chief steward of the Daming Hall, he is standing outside the hall, he is only in his early 20s at this time, although he is smooth and transparent, he is still a bit young after all, his eyes are level, falling in the void of nowhere.

Chen Sang really wanted to ask Xin to look at him, he was his, and he should only look at himself.

Emperor Yuande finished chatting with him about the affairs of southern Xinjiang, and he was very happy. In addition, it was raining suddenly outside. General Xia Xueqing, who came from southern Xinjiang, had no property in the capital, and now he was still living in a military camp in the suburbs of Beijing. , It is said that life is extremely difficult.Emperor Yuande asked Chen Sang to stay in the palace for one night as a show of favor. He glanced at him and said, "Xinxin, you can lead the way for General Xia and stay overnight in Xicong Pavilion."

Xin Xin flicked the clothes in front of his knees, knelt down to receive the order, and there was a little eunuch behind him who wanted to pack up the utensils for tonight's stay. He held up a black umbrella, his stature was still thin, and his clothes were empty, standing in the rain, bending over slightly Bowing, holding the umbrella very high, most of his body is in the rain, "Please, General Xia."

He looked at the strange General Xia looking at himself, as if life and death were separated by mountains and seas, thousands of emotions passed by in a flash, and disappeared in an instant.

Xin Xin thought he was delusional.

It was early spring at this time, Xinxin's hand was holding the umbrella handle firmly, but his fingertips were blue and white from the cold, it was raining heavily, there was no one on the road, and the dark guards did not follow.Chen Sang looked around, and unscrupulously snatched the umbrella from Xin Xin's hand, and grabbed Xin Xin's sleeve, pulling it into his arms.

Yixin reacted quickly, her face changed, and she was about to run into the rain without even touching Xia Xueqing, but she couldn't escape the strong Chen Sang.

He smiled in a low voice, using the falsetto he had learned, but he was a little hoarse, "Why are you running, haven't you been waiting for me to come back?"

This voice is very familiar, Yi Xin has heard it countless times in her dreams, but she can't believe it is real.

Yi Xin was taken aback, and said sharply, "I don't know what General Xia said, I offended you so much, I hope you will forgive me."

Chen Sang remembered that in his previous life, Xinxin looked at his back, recognized him at a glance, and then boldly revealed the truth without fear of death, why couldn't he recognize him this time?

After thinking about it for a while, he probably understood that in his previous life, he returned to Beijing after only a few years, and some actions and behaviors remained unchanged.After living for decades, his right hand was broken, he had been hunting for a long time, and his legs and feet were not very good. Naturally, his way of walking and walking changed drastically.

Chen Sang forgave Xin very tolerantly.He was holding an umbrella, one hand was enough to catch the struggling Xinxin, and he pressed the person under a tall luxuriant tree, close to Xinxin's ear, tore off the mask on his face, and said softly: "I'm back, Your Chen Sang is back."

Yi Xin burst into tears almost immediately, he stared blankly at Chen Sang for a while, as if it was the same as in the dream, choked up, and tried hard: "Who are you, I don't know you."

He couldn't help but secretly added, "Who knows if this face of yours is real? Maybe it's also a deceptive mask?"

Chen Sang couldn't help laughing. He was probably too impulsive, and Xin Xin was too cautious. He wanted to protect his reputation during his lifetime, and he didn't even dare to admit it. He kissed the corner of Xin Xin's mouth and grabbed his hand. Lift it up, "Don't you know if it's real if you touch it yourself?"

Yixin still feels that she is dreaming, because Chen Sang has long forgotten him, and his sweetheart never belonged to him.

Chen Sang made up a lie to lie to him, saying that he had fallen in love with Xinxin a long time ago, but firstly he had no power and power, and secondly, he was targeted by Emperor Yuande. He was afraid of hurting him, so he reluctantly pretended not to like him.

He said this not to make Xin like him more, but to make Xin happy, even a little bit, to make up for the regrets in the past.

Yixin was wet all over, the corners of his eyes were red, full of traces of crying just now, he was not a little happy, but a lot of happy.

After a long time, Yixin said softly, "What's the trouble? I've liked you for a long time..."

He swallowed all the pain and struggle he felt after Chen Sang died, and he didn't say anything. What he offered now was naked and sincere love.

Before leaving, Chen Sang gave her a wishful branch and picked it off, surrounded by peach blossoms full of buds, half-opened and half-closed.

This flower replaces Chen Sang and stays with Xinxin for two years.

In the third year, Chen Sang gave everything to Jing Yan, and came out of the palace in exchange for Xinxin.

Jing Yan has no reason to disagree, Chen Sang is still stationed in southern Xinjiang, just watching this place for Jing Yan, at his disposal, and never returning to Beijing.

Before leaving, Chen Sang said that he and Xinxin were together, and that the Chen family was doomed to have no descendants, so he picked a child from the hidden guards, ranked No. 20.

Chen Sang asked him if he would like to go with him.

27 is still a little 27, shy and timid, but he asked him expectantly: "You want to take me away, do you want to be my daddy?"

Chen Sang couldn't help laughing, "If I take you away, you will not only have one father, but two!"

27 happily ran away with the two fathers.

Everything has been fulfilled, nothing could be more complete, nothing could be more joyful.

It's just that sometimes when Chen Sang woke up in a dream, Xin would gently stroke his back and ask, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Chen Sang shook his head, "It's a good dream, no matter how you say it, it's a good dream."

Even in the previous life, because of you, it was a better life.