Son of Destruction
Chapter 55 Love and Hate
Before the fear in Uhtred's heart dissipated, he thought of his poor only son.
Before, even though he cherished Helo's only son, he regretted the despair revealed in him, and resented his behavior.
But at the same time, he was a little bit disapproving. After all, although Hilo had encountered danger when he was a child, isn't he the master of the dual-element law now?
This is a treatment that Uhtred does not have. As the first creature in hell, he has only become the master of destruction, and has not obtained other master godheads by accident.
So regrets are regrets. A small part of him actually felt that Hilo had overreacted a little. It should be that his spiritual intelligence was not mature enough at the time, so some things that were not too important left him with psychological pressure.
Although the energy of the material plane is not so sufficient, since he was successfully born and has lived well until now, it means that no matter how severe the situation is, it will not be dangerous.
Seeing that Hilo is alive and well now, Utred made a mistake in estimating the energy of the plane of Wangchuan back then.
I thought that the plane of Wangchuan was a type with particularly abundant energy and a relatively high level in the material plane. Since he was able to be born, the biggest problem was congenital insufficiency.
In addition, in the material plane, with his super beast absorbing energy, it is impossible to breed any more powerful beasts.
That is to say, even if Hilo has some congenital deficiencies, on that material plane, only ordinary beasts and low-level monsters can be born, and there is no threat of high-level beasts. , is still very optimistic.
Until this time, after experiencing N times in his own life, his understanding of the plane of Wangchuan was not so profound.
He has so many years of memories, the experience of comprehending the law, and the willpower he has developed over the years.
In the illusion, they almost collapsed because of the pressing death and the pressure.
This is because he knew from the very beginning that this was just an illusion. Even if he died unfortunately, it would just start all over again, and the situation was so serious.
After experiencing all of this in real life, once he died, he would truly fall, and he couldn't accumulate experience again and again. How desperate his poor child must have been at that time.
Thinking of this, while he was full of shame, he became more and more unable to control himself. Without holding back, he tore open the space and ran to the side of the Lord of Darkness as fast as he could.
"Why are you here?"
Siri, the Lord of Darkness, had just broken through the Dzogchen, and was stabilizing his realm, but suddenly discovered that Uhtred, the Lord of Destruction, had appeared outside his retreat.
Right now, you can let go of the retreat for now, let's take a look at the situation of my own father first, and the situation of Utred, the more I look at it, the more I look at it, the more I have a tendency to go crazy.
Although this world wants to become stronger, as long as one understands the law, the level of mood can affect only the speed of perception.
But Hilo can travel through another world, and he traveled to that world when he was born with a new mind and had not yet formed a complete impression of everything in the world.
Therefore, in many ways, he was unconsciously influenced by some thoughts of that world, such as attaching great importance to the state of mind.
From the eyes of other creatures in this world, the Destroyer Lord is just a little more irritable than before for some reason, and his aura is even more irresistible, full of oppression.
But from the perspective of Xi Rui, who received authentic oriental education and cultivated a reincarnation world because of those influences, Uhtred somehow got himself into a dead end again, and his mood went out of control somehow. The problem.
Of course, at this time, Ciri didn't know about the engram, because the blood from his Sanctuary deity and the power of time and space were mixed with the power of reincarnation, which caused a serious mutation.
Let that crystal be used only for viewing, but his crisis, except for the energy problem at the beginning, basically came from inside the body.
So much so that even though he can understand his past, the engram crystal, which is not very immersive, has become the activation key of the illusion, making Uhtred feel the same as him hundreds of times.
Therefore, in his opinion, this is Uhtred and for some reason, his little heart is too sensitive. Even looking at his past, it is only a not-so-serious external manifestation, and he can't bear it so much.
"Your blood is backlashing, is there anything I can do to help?"
Uhtred has a lot of things to ask, such as how much pain he had when Hilo went through all that, and whether he hated him particularly, because if he hadn't broken up with his mother, he wouldn't have had to go through so much suffering.
After all, even if Uhtred managed to empathize with Hilo through the illusion, he only felt what Hilo felt at that time. Uhtred still had no way of knowing what he was really thinking.
Even Uhtred hated himself very much when he experienced all these time and time again. If he hadn't been awakened in time, he almost couldn't hold back and committed suicide in self-loathing.
At that time, Hilo was not as mature as he is now, and when he was threatened with his life all the time, did he really hate him?
But when it came time to speak, Uhtred suddenly didn't dare to ask, he almost couldn't help himself committing suicide, how could he ask for his only son, and don't resent his irresponsible father.
He was afraid that his only son, who was still willing to recognize him, would be stimulated by his words, recalling the despair and sorrow of the past, and change his mind to keep him at a respectful distance again.
Before Uhtred escaped from the illusion, the last scene was the master of the water system and the deity of the sanctuary, using each other as coordinates, tearing apart the space channel, so he knew about the mutation of the crystal, but Hilo didn't know about it.
In this way, as long as Utred doesn't kill himself and mentions what happened, Hilo doesn't bother to go, recalling his desperate past.
Uhtred now wants to take the real identity as quickly as possible, let everyone know their father-son relationship, and then use this almost eternal life to resolve Hilo's grievances little by little.
Even if Hilo really hates him secretly in his heart, he can still use time to soften Hilo's attitude a little bit, and exchange his sincerity for forgiveness.
Of course, if he is careful not to expose the fact that the memory crystal has mutated, and to test Hilo's tone, he can actually get an answer that surprises him.
Before leaving the material plane, Hilo felt resentment towards his parents because of the traumatic experience, but because he thought that his mother did what he did for his own good, he naturally couldn't have such feelings of hatred.
After all, the reason why his mood became so extreme was because he discovered the fact that he was abandoned by his mother, and he thought that no one in the whole world cared about him.
In addition, at that time, the psychological shadow left by struggling to survive when he was young, when he was still at the peak, naturally stimulated him and directly blackened him.
Before, even though he cherished Helo's only son, he regretted the despair revealed in him, and resented his behavior.
But at the same time, he was a little bit disapproving. After all, although Hilo had encountered danger when he was a child, isn't he the master of the dual-element law now?
This is a treatment that Uhtred does not have. As the first creature in hell, he has only become the master of destruction, and has not obtained other master godheads by accident.
So regrets are regrets. A small part of him actually felt that Hilo had overreacted a little. It should be that his spiritual intelligence was not mature enough at the time, so some things that were not too important left him with psychological pressure.
Although the energy of the material plane is not so sufficient, since he was successfully born and has lived well until now, it means that no matter how severe the situation is, it will not be dangerous.
Seeing that Hilo is alive and well now, Utred made a mistake in estimating the energy of the plane of Wangchuan back then.
I thought that the plane of Wangchuan was a type with particularly abundant energy and a relatively high level in the material plane. Since he was able to be born, the biggest problem was congenital insufficiency.
In addition, in the material plane, with his super beast absorbing energy, it is impossible to breed any more powerful beasts.
That is to say, even if Hilo has some congenital deficiencies, on that material plane, only ordinary beasts and low-level monsters can be born, and there is no threat of high-level beasts. , is still very optimistic.
Until this time, after experiencing N times in his own life, his understanding of the plane of Wangchuan was not so profound.
He has so many years of memories, the experience of comprehending the law, and the willpower he has developed over the years.
In the illusion, they almost collapsed because of the pressing death and the pressure.
This is because he knew from the very beginning that this was just an illusion. Even if he died unfortunately, it would just start all over again, and the situation was so serious.
After experiencing all of this in real life, once he died, he would truly fall, and he couldn't accumulate experience again and again. How desperate his poor child must have been at that time.
Thinking of this, while he was full of shame, he became more and more unable to control himself. Without holding back, he tore open the space and ran to the side of the Lord of Darkness as fast as he could.
"Why are you here?"
Siri, the Lord of Darkness, had just broken through the Dzogchen, and was stabilizing his realm, but suddenly discovered that Uhtred, the Lord of Destruction, had appeared outside his retreat.
Right now, you can let go of the retreat for now, let's take a look at the situation of my own father first, and the situation of Utred, the more I look at it, the more I look at it, the more I have a tendency to go crazy.
Although this world wants to become stronger, as long as one understands the law, the level of mood can affect only the speed of perception.
But Hilo can travel through another world, and he traveled to that world when he was born with a new mind and had not yet formed a complete impression of everything in the world.
Therefore, in many ways, he was unconsciously influenced by some thoughts of that world, such as attaching great importance to the state of mind.
From the eyes of other creatures in this world, the Destroyer Lord is just a little more irritable than before for some reason, and his aura is even more irresistible, full of oppression.
But from the perspective of Xi Rui, who received authentic oriental education and cultivated a reincarnation world because of those influences, Uhtred somehow got himself into a dead end again, and his mood went out of control somehow. The problem.
Of course, at this time, Ciri didn't know about the engram, because the blood from his Sanctuary deity and the power of time and space were mixed with the power of reincarnation, which caused a serious mutation.
Let that crystal be used only for viewing, but his crisis, except for the energy problem at the beginning, basically came from inside the body.
So much so that even though he can understand his past, the engram crystal, which is not very immersive, has become the activation key of the illusion, making Uhtred feel the same as him hundreds of times.
Therefore, in his opinion, this is Uhtred and for some reason, his little heart is too sensitive. Even looking at his past, it is only a not-so-serious external manifestation, and he can't bear it so much.
"Your blood is backlashing, is there anything I can do to help?"
Uhtred has a lot of things to ask, such as how much pain he had when Hilo went through all that, and whether he hated him particularly, because if he hadn't broken up with his mother, he wouldn't have had to go through so much suffering.
After all, even if Uhtred managed to empathize with Hilo through the illusion, he only felt what Hilo felt at that time. Uhtred still had no way of knowing what he was really thinking.
Even Uhtred hated himself very much when he experienced all these time and time again. If he hadn't been awakened in time, he almost couldn't hold back and committed suicide in self-loathing.
At that time, Hilo was not as mature as he is now, and when he was threatened with his life all the time, did he really hate him?
But when it came time to speak, Uhtred suddenly didn't dare to ask, he almost couldn't help himself committing suicide, how could he ask for his only son, and don't resent his irresponsible father.
He was afraid that his only son, who was still willing to recognize him, would be stimulated by his words, recalling the despair and sorrow of the past, and change his mind to keep him at a respectful distance again.
Before Uhtred escaped from the illusion, the last scene was the master of the water system and the deity of the sanctuary, using each other as coordinates, tearing apart the space channel, so he knew about the mutation of the crystal, but Hilo didn't know about it.
In this way, as long as Utred doesn't kill himself and mentions what happened, Hilo doesn't bother to go, recalling his desperate past.
Uhtred now wants to take the real identity as quickly as possible, let everyone know their father-son relationship, and then use this almost eternal life to resolve Hilo's grievances little by little.
Even if Hilo really hates him secretly in his heart, he can still use time to soften Hilo's attitude a little bit, and exchange his sincerity for forgiveness.
Of course, if he is careful not to expose the fact that the memory crystal has mutated, and to test Hilo's tone, he can actually get an answer that surprises him.
Before leaving the material plane, Hilo felt resentment towards his parents because of the traumatic experience, but because he thought that his mother did what he did for his own good, he naturally couldn't have such feelings of hatred.
After all, the reason why his mood became so extreme was because he discovered the fact that he was abandoned by his mother, and he thought that no one in the whole world cared about him.
In addition, at that time, the psychological shadow left by struggling to survive when he was young, when he was still at the peak, naturally stimulated him and directly blackened him.
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