light summer breeze

"Qiao Qiao?" On the other side of the phone connection, Rui Di was busy revising the final drawing, but after seeing the phone screen, she still answered the phone without hesitation.

"Rui Di..." Su Qiaofei murmured, only to realize that he had done something stupid. On the one hand, he really wanted to tell Rui Di directly what he wanted, and on the other hand, he felt that he was too petty to do so. Thinking about it, Su Qiaofei actually felt that the corners of her eyes were sour.

There is always a kind of person in this world who seems to feel sad just thinking of their names.

In fact, without mentioning it, Su Qiaofei sighed, thinking that she still hoped that Rui Di would take the initiative to tell herself why he disappeared inexplicably on the wedding day.

A big man shouldn't be fussy.

But let's just pretend he's not a big man.

"What's the matter?" Rui Di asked eagerly when she heard Su Qiaofei didn't speak for a long time, and immediately switched hands to answer the phone.

"Do you think... are we normal?" Su Qiaofei lowered his head and flipped through the booklet at hand, intending to divert his attention.

"Us?" Rui Di was puzzled.

"We...are gay." Su Qiaofei sighed.

"Homosexuality?" Rui Di laughed and said, "What's the trouble with it? We don't disturb the society, and we don't hinder others. There's nothing abnormal about us."

"But many people still think that the word homosexuality means perversion." Su Qiaofei said, "You know, even if we don't do anything, it seems that as long as we have the three characters of homosexuality on our head, it seems that we are born inferior to others. Wait a minute."

"Walking on the street and holding hands will be laughed at, and our marriage is not even protected by society. As long as you are gay, is it not tolerated by society?"

Rui Di was silent when she heard this, and scribbled on the white paper with a black pen in her hand. She was silent for a long time before saying, "If you think so, you will be puzzled. We are not RMB, so how can we expect everyone to like us?"

"It really is like this." Su Qiaofei said, "That's right. People who like us will not change because we are gay. But people who reject us will not change their views on homosexuality because of what we have done. Said After all, aren’t we still a bunch of clowns entertaining ourselves?”

"...Ah?" Rui Di frowned slightly, "What's wrong with you?"

"Anyone can say good things. But these good words can only add to the icing on the cake, not help." Su Qiaofei said, "As long as it's something that doesn't concern me, almost everyone will hang it high and wait to see the excitement. Anyway In the eyes of everyone, homosexuals deserve to die, just like homosexuals in country E, they were imprisoned in the precept there. Until the so-called recovery."

"There is such a saying." Rui Di said, "The so-called do what you can and obey the destiny. We are all human, and we cannot fight against the sky. The probability cannot be calculated by multiplying it together. Ming Chengzu in the Ming Dynasty was about to be defeated. The strong wind from the sky broke the enemy's battle flag. This just proves that manpower is overwhelming."

"Then since we all know that we can't fight against the sky, the huge society will not change because of one of us. Then why force it? Although society will not change because of us, it will definitely follow the track that should happen Keep going. As long as there are human beings in this society, one day it will become inclusive and open."

"We just have to wait. As long as there is light ahead, that should be the way we go. Production happens because of need. There are too many problems like homosexuality in this world. Feminism, race, country …These things are not something we can easily solve with a few shouts of support.”

"During war, should unarmed people deserve to die? Everyone knows they shouldn't die. But it is precisely because of their death that people know the value of peace."

"If you can't change society, just change yourself. Since people think homosexuality is harmful, shouldn't we be more self-improving?"

"Qiao Qiao, I grew up in the United States, and God has no chance for me to choose my nationality. But because of this nationality, I am constantly mentioned, and I am not allowed into country M, nor my own motherland. But this What can I do? Some people are just unreasonable. They think you deserve to die, and no one will pay attention to you even if you explain it tens of millions of times.”

"But why do you need them to pay attention to you? Wouldn't this lower your self-worth and make yourself lower in vain? As long as I have a clear conscience, I am worthy of the parents who raised me and the people who treat me well. If I still have If you have spare energy, then serve the country. That's enough."

Su Qiaofei laughed when she heard it, and snorted softly: "You're changing concepts secretly again."

"I..." Rui Di smiled sheepishly.

"But... I just like this kind of Rui Di." After Su Qiaofei was silent, he rarely felt numb. He looked at the blue sky from the window, as if seeing Rui Di for the first time in that windy and beautiful afternoon.

In the novel, Su Rui blended with Rui Di in such a clear and innocent way.

She has a beautiful appearance, a slender figure, a beige sweater, and a smile.

How simple.But it was so easy to get into Su Qiaofei's heart.

All these good things cannot be defiled by others.

It has nothing to do with gender and sex.

Rousseau's idea of ​​having Mrs. Warren in "Confessions" feels no longer true after owning it. On the contrary, Su Qiaofei never regrets having owned Reddy.

"Rui Di..." Su Qiaofei took a deep breath and said, "I want to ask you why you..."