drunk drunk Changan

"The more strangers pass through the Qian, the use of each other is in vain."

When Situ Lu woke up, he heard this line of lyrics.

"Qi Kuo talks about his old kindness."

It was Li Jiu singing.

"The moon and stars are thin, and the black magpie flies south."

Li Jiu, outside the door, maybe further away, outside the courtyard.

"Three times around the tree, what branch can you lean on."

And Situ Lu himself was living in Shang Hongye's house next door to his own house in Chang'an, the western capital of the Tang Dynasty during the Zhenguan period.

"Mountains never tire of being high, and seas never tire of being deep."

Situ Lu was a little annoyed, he was trapped in Shang Hongye's house, and that bastard Li Jiu still wanted to sing.

"Duke Zhou vomits and feeds, and the world returns to its heart."

However, after thinking about it, there was no agreement between him and Li Jiu that he must be rescued, and Situ Lu himself was not in any critical life-and-death situation.

This is the guest room of Shang Hongye's house, and two maids are guarding the door.I thought it was to watch Situ Lu prevent him from sneaking away after waking up.

Situ Lu didn't see him either, he simply regarded this place as his own home, and started ordering Shang Hongye's maid: "Go and pour me a cup of tea."

The two little maids were stunned, looking at each other at a loss.

Situ Lu frowned: "Did Shang Hongye tell me not to let me go?"

"Yes……"

"I asked you to pour tea, but I didn't mean to leave."

The two little maids discussed in a low voice, one of them stayed, and the other went to pour tea.

When the tea was poured, Situ Lu continued to make demands: "I'm hungry, go get something to eat."

……

In this way, after a morning, Shang Hongye finally came back.

At this time, Situ Lu was surrounded by maids and servants, serving in fancy ways.

"Are you really not being polite at all?" Shang Hongye looked at all this in the guest room, dumbfounded.

Situ Lu chewed the grapes in his mouth casually, and attacked Shang Hongye with a hidden grape seed: "Tell me, what happened?"

Shang Hongye curled her lips: "You really can't hide anything from you."

"Cut." Situ Lu continued to eat grapes, "I don't know about your bad hobby of teasing me beforehand, no matter what?"

Shang Hongye looked at the sky, noncommittal about this, and only mentioned the business: "Last night, I happened to see your father sneaking over the wall of your courtyard with someone."

"and then?"

"I reckoned that I wanted to tie you back to get married, so I tied you up first while they were talking to Chun Yu."

When Situ Lu heard this, he accidentally crushed a grape seed, and immediately had a bitter look on his face: "The old man still remembers that ghost engagement?"

Shang Hongye joked: "Isn't that right. How about you just hide with me for the rest of your life? I'd be happy to support you~"

"roll."

"Seriously, what are you going to do?"

Situ Lu lowered his head, lost in thought.

confused.

confusion.

Under the attitude of life that seems to be arbitrary, it is drifting without a clear goal.

No pursuit, no desire.

Even facing the one you love is like facing fate.

Destiny is illusory, irreversible, and unpredictable, just like Li Jiu's obsession, and Situ Lu's obsession.

Everything outside of the body can be discarded.

The laws of nature and ethics can all be discarded.

All thoughts can be discarded.

Only this almost crazy obsession will never give up even in death.

Die.

"My surname is Shang, I want to ask you a question." Situ Lu raised his head, "What is it that makes you feel the need to live?"

Shang Hongye raised the corners of her mouth and smiled casually: "I haven't figured out a perfect way to die yet, so I have to live on for the time being."

"It's really what you would say."

"Thank you for the compliment."

"I decided to go home and get married, you can go away."

"What?" Shang Hongye didn't realize what Situ Lu said for a moment.

"I want to find the feeling of being dead while I'm alive." After saying this, Situ Lu pushed the door open and walked away.

The servant girl wanted to stop her, but after seeing Shang Hongye's indifference, she backed away.

Situ Lu walked out of the courtyard gate of Shang Hongye's house, and then saw his father standing next door at his own door.

Situ Lu stepped forward and showed a non-smiling smile: "Are you here to arrest me and get married?"

"Yes."

"Let's go then."

"Figured out?"

"Figured out."

"Now that you've figured it out, I'll go back and set a date."

"Definitely."

So, the father directly took a group of servants, turned around and left.

Situ Lu looked at his father's back, and asked, "Will anyone keep watch over me?"

"Although you act capriciously, you never go back on what you promised."

"Heh..." Situ Lu smiled wryly, and didn't say another word.

Come in, go home.

Walking through the corridor to the backyard, I saw Li Jiu and Daoist Ziqing sitting on the stone bench in the courtyard.

"Are you... all right?" Li Jiu looked worried.

Situ Lu looked at Li Jiu indifferently, without answering.

Ziqing walked away knowingly.

Li Jiu continued: "I was worried that something might happen to you, and the house was guarded by your father and you were not allowed to enter or leave the house, so I made a secret signal to ask Priest Ziqing to climb over the wall to discuss countermeasures..."

Situ Lu listened quietly without saying a word.

Seeing that Situ Lu didn't respond, Li Jiu also stopped talking, and looked at each other silently.

It seems that there is an invisible wall between the two, separating the past life from the present life.

After a long time, Situ Lu finally said the first sentence: "Drink with me."

Li Jiu was taken aback for a moment, and then replied: "Okay."

After that, Situ Lu took out several jars of old wine from his own winery, and drank without saying a word.

Li Jiu sighed and drank together.

When one altar bottoms out, another altar will be opened.

In this way, I kept drinking in silence until dark.

not drunk.

Even if he drank until his head became dizzy and his mind became blurred, the dull pain in his heart could not be paralyzed, on the contrary, it became more obvious after other sensations became dull.

Li Jiu didn't talk too much, just drinking jar after jar with Situ Lu.

Situ Lu drank like this until he couldn't stand still, and then was helped back to the bedroom by Li Jiu.

Sitting on the couch, Situ Lu finally said the first words after drinking: "Li Jiu...I like you."

Li Jiu was stunned, and before he could reply, he heard Situ Lu say the next sentence: "Unfortunately, I'm not the person you're looking for."

"Why?" Li Jiu was a little puzzled.

Situ Lu smiled, picked up the empty wine jar and took a sip of the non-existent wine: "The person you are looking for is already dead, lying in that ancient tomb of the Western Zhou Dynasty! You should go to the tomb to find him, Instead of coming here to find me!"

"I……"

"What kind of reincarnation, even if there really is, that person has already washed away his past at the time of reincarnation, and is no longer that person."

Li Jiu wanted to say something, but Situ Lu sealed her lips unreasonably.

The wine was still stained on the lips and tongue with three points of madness, as if he was going to drink Li Jiu up in one gulp with such force.

It wasn't until he couldn't even taste the taste of the wine that Situ Lu moved his lips an inch away, and said softly: "But I just like you who are so obsessed with illusory things. If you are no longer obsessed, you will no longer be My favorite... Li Jiu."

Li Jiu's drunken eyes shone with unpredictable light, like clear lake water being stirred up by the wind.

While reaching for the wine jar, Situ Lu muttered inarticulately: "After drinking this jar, Situ Lu will die."

Li Jiu frowned slightly: "Dead?"

Situ Lu picked up the wine jar, only to find that the wine jar was already empty: "Ah... so I'm already dead. Heh, Li Jiu, would you like to stay drunk with me and lose your soul?"

Li Jiu's eyelids drooped slightly: "How do you stay drunk for so long? How do you lose your soul? And why do you want to stay drunk for so long? Why do you lose your soul?"

Situ Lu handed the empty altar to Li Jiu: "It's like this long drunk, like this, the soul is gone. In this way, the wine in this wine jar is no longer wine, and your body is no longer Li Jiu, my body. Zhong is no longer Situ Lu."

Li Jiu stopped talking, raised the empty altar, and drank Situ Lu's three souls and seven souls in one gulp.

Situ Lu didn't say much, took back the wine jar from Li Jiu's hands, and drank the only Li Jiu left in the jar.

Say goodbye to the two empty altars.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, I will live forever.

The sound of chickens and dogs is heard from each other, and old age and death do not communicate with each other.

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