Lu Xingyao's heart was in a mess, with self-blame, remorse and fear intertwined in his heart.He felt that he didn't think clearly about the cause and effect, nor did he take Xu Yi's future into consideration.He only thought about himself and Xiao Taozi, and only worried about whether he had paid too much.But for Xu Yi who loved him, Lu Xingyao never thought that the risks he took were comparable to his own.What he gave up did not lose to himself.

Every time Feng Lan came to him, it was as if he had experienced the baptism of his soul, and he was able to realize many problems that he hadn't realized before.But the result of his seeing more thoroughly and clearly every time is that he realizes again and again why Feng Lan wants him to leave Xu Yi so urgently.

Because without him, Xu Yi could have lived a life of wealth and idleness for the rest of his life, but because of him, Xu Yi might have lived in the prejudice and discrimination of others all his life. Moreover, would the child in Lu Xingyao's womb be able to get the Xu family's life? The recognition is unknown.

Lu Xingyao just came to his senses today. Feng Lan didn't want him to be with Xu Yi for the simple reason that he stood in Xu Yi's way to happiness.

Lu Xingyao felt that it was too contradictory.He really loves Xu Yi, and he hopes that Xu Yi will get better and better, live happier and happier.However, after losing his dream, will Xu Yi be happy?Xu Yi, who has lost the pillar of his life and only revolves around his family and children, will he still be the one he loves?Will he still be the magnanimous, second-guessed and rascal Xu Yi?Maybe, maybe not.But one thing he can be sure of is that losing a dream is like losing a wing, and it will never be the same as before.

After much deliberation, Lu Xingyao couldn't think of a way to have the best of both worlds. Perhaps accepting Feng Lan's suggestion is the best way.

After thinking about it, Lu Xingyao realized that he was 7 months pregnant, and now that his affairs were causing a lot of trouble in the city, maybe it was time to go out and avoid it.He has been in the entertainment industry for nearly 10 years, and he has never taken a good vacation. He plans to apply to Fu Yuhua for a vacation, and make up all the vacations of these 10 years until he gives birth to a child.After the child was born, he and Xu Yi would consider life-long events.If Xu Yi can't be with him at that time, he won't lose money, at least he has earned a child.

He planned to go back to his hometown first, to stay with his parents for a while, to calm down and think about the future of him and Xu Yi.

But this, before that, he had to find out what his parents said.From the bottom of his heart, he hopes that his parents can accept this child. After all, this child crawled out of his stomach and is their grandson.But realistically speaking, it may take longer for them to go from resistance to acceptance.

Before confessing, Lu Xingyao looked at his bank deposits again in case of emergencies.Since meeting Xu Yi, his ability to make money has also increased. With Xu Yi's recommendation and investment, he acted in several commercial films and TV series, and the returns he got were quite high.Lu Xingyao calculated the money he earned this year, and it was about the same as the sum he earned in the past few years.However, he couldn't help but sigh with emotion, if Xu Yi's small calculations were too loud, the money should not be used to support his son in the end?

After Lu Xingyao thought clearly about the ins and outs of the matter, he specially chose an auspicious day, and while Xu Yi was away, he called his parents.He usually talks to his parents once a week, but he seldom calls because of his busy work schedule.Ever since their relationship was exposed, Lu Xingyao hasn't dared to make a phone call home.

When he was on the phone, Lu Xingyao's palms broke out in cold sweat when he heard the "beep" sound coming from the phone.

Before that, he imagined this and that situation, and thought of various countermeasures respectively.But when it really came to this moment, his mind went blank, and his heart was pounding with nervousness.

"Hello," when Lu's mother's voice came from the phone, Lu Xingyao's eyes became hot.

"Mom." Lu Xingyao called Mom, and the urge to cry became stronger, as if he had become a wronged child in an instant.

"Xingyao, aren't you busy with work today? Why did you call?" Lu's mother was very gentle and thought of him wholeheartedly.

"No, the TV series just finished filming, and now I'm going on vacation." Lu Xingyao swallowed the pain in his heart, trying not to let his mother hear the difference.

"On vacation? Are you going to go home then?" Mother Lu's voice was full of excitement.

"Back...Of course I have to." Lu Xingyao felt his voice trembling, "Mom, I, I'll tell you something, don't get excited."

"what's up?"

"Mom, I met a man. He treated me very well, and I liked him too..." Lu Xingyao didn't know how to say it.

"You want to bring your partner back?" Mother Lu's voice was full of disbelief.

"No, Mom, listen to me first. He, he's a man, and I'm pregnant." Lu Xingyao only felt these words burn his mouth. After saying it, not only his mouth was burning, but his heart also felt like being scalded. Like.

"..." After such a long silence, Lu Xingyao didn't dare to ask more questions for a while, and the two people on both sides of the phone kept silent.

"It turns out that the news is all true..." Mama Lu suddenly sighed heavily.

"News? Mom, have you watched the entertainment news?"

"No," Mother Lu sighed, "it was your third uncle's son who forwarded the news to us. We thought it was fake news at first. After all, you said that there are many false reports in the entertainment industry for hype. Me and Your father didn't even think about it...I didn't expect it, it's true..."

Since childhood, Lu Xingyao was not afraid of being scolded or beaten, but only afraid of his mother's sigh and his father's disappointed eyes.In order to make his parents look good, he has always strived to be the first in everything. When he first entered the film and television industry, he also wanted to be famous very much.The reason for being famous is also very simple. He wants his parents to be proud of him, so that when he shows off to other old men and women, he can proudly say that my son is Lu Xingyao, that well-known actor.

It's a pity that later, he has been acting in his beloved literary films, and he doesn't have so much obsession with being famous.Later, after meeting Xu Yi, she suddenly became famous.This time he became famous, completely losing his original intention at the time. Of course, his parents could show off him, but the negative news also spread to his parents' ears at the speed of light.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I'm so sorry..." Lu Xingyao's tears rolled in his eyes.At this moment, he felt that he had lived half of his life, and the one thing he did to his parents the most was to be with Xu Yi and conceive a child without living up to expectations.

"Mom, if you think I'm ashamed, then I won't go back. I have my own house in S City, so you can come and see me..." Lu Xingyao didn't want to embarrass his mother.In the small town where he was born, everyone didn't look up and look down. You know me, I know you, and rumors spread quickly.His identity has been guarded by his parents until he was admitted to university, and no one knew he was a subrace.Now if he went back to give birth with a full stomach, wouldn't everyone know the secret of his family?

Lu's mother suddenly sighed heavily: "I think you are ashamed? As a parent, how can you be ashamed of your child? I'm only afraid that you will have a bad life, and that you will be unhappy in the future. Does your partner treat you well?"

Lu Xingyao's teardrops fell in strings, and he wiped his eyes with a tissue: "It's okay."

Lu's mother said: "Since it is the path you chose, your father and I will not forcefully interfere. There is no point in embarrassing you. As long as he treats you well, you can live a good life in the future. We will never say anything else."

Lu Xingyao felt even more bitter in his heart. He couldn't fully express his thoughts to his parents, because his parents were his parents after all, they loved him, and everything would be considered from his point of view.But he also cherishes Xu Yi and loves Xu Yi.He wants Xu Yi to be happy, he wants him to realize his dream, and he wants him to live in high spirits and uncompromising forever... But fate can't let a mermaid and bear's paw have it both ways, he has to make compromises.The compromise that Xu Yi couldn't make, he came to help him.

As soon as Xu Yi got home, he saw a suitcase lying in the living room.In these sensitive times, one suitcase can carry too much information.Xu Yi hurriedly dropped the bag, before he even had time to change his shoes, ran to the bedroom and found that Lu Xingyao was packing another suitcase.

"Stop! What are you doing?" Xu Yi went up and snatched the things from Lu Xingyao's hand.

Lu Xingyao was taken aback: "What are you doing?"

Xu Yi became anxious: "You still ask me? What are you going to do after packing?"

Lu Xingyao said: "Go home, I called my parents today."

When Xu Yi heard it, he immediately became dog-legged: "How is it? What did they say?"

"Tell me to go home and have a baby." Lu Xingyao gave Xu Yi a white look, "Why don't you return the things in your hand?"

Xu Yi laughed dryly: "How can I ask my wife to pack things? I'll help you, I'll help you."

Lu Xingyao saw that he was so diligent, so he sat down and instructed him to take this and that.Xu Yi was directed around, and asked happily: "Did Mom and Dad say they want to see me?"

This guy's mouth is as sweet as honey, he doesn't even bark at uncle and aunt, and jumps directly to mom and dad.

"I said it, but I said that you are not free and are filming in the crew."

Xu Yi looked at Lu Xingyao in disbelief: "Xingyao, where are you singing..."

"Okay, let me tell you, you and I were on the cusp, we went home to meet our parents together, what should we do if we were photographed by the paparazzi? Now we can still speak hard, and the two studios issued a statement saying that these are just rumors , but I was really photographed with my stomach upright, you come home with me, isn't this just a stone hammer?"

"What are you afraid of if you get the photo? Just get the marriage certificate, because I'm afraid he won't be able to get the photo!" Xu Yi said proudly.

"Marriage? It's a beautiful idea." Lu Xingyao snorted, "I'm a subspecies rarer than giant pandas, why do I marry people so casually?"

When Xu Yi heard this, he quickly squatted down to his wife's feet and hugged his thigh: "Xingyao, what do you mean? We all have little peaches, are you still unwilling to give me a title? I have repeatedly said that I will go to your house The purpose of the visit is to obtain the consent of the two elders, let us get married!"

Lu Xingyao pretended to be a heartless prodigal son: "Well! Let me think about it."

Xu Yi rushed forward and pushed Lu Xingyao down on the bed, and lay beside him: "Xingyao, I can't live without you in this life. I must be the man behind you, so you just accept me~~"

Lu Xingyao was amused by him: "Why are you so cheap? When I met you, Mr. Xu was quite normal, handsome, cool and upright. The more I get to know you, the more I think you are cheap."

Xu Yi took his hand, put it on his lips and kissed again and again: "Of course it's because of you. I've been stalking me until now, but you still refuse to marry me!"

Lu Xingyao said, "Be normal. Let me tell you something serious."

Xu Yi lay on his side, propped his head with his hands, and put on a serious look: "Speak."

"I'm going home to avoid the limelight, to take good care of the baby and give birth to the child. We will be separated for a few months, if you want to see me, go quietly, and don't let anyone take pictures."

Xu Yi thought for a while: "We've all reached this point, why are we still sneaking around, and we can just announce our relationship directly."

Lu Xingyao said: "Don't be stupid, you announced your relationship, do you want to hang out in the circle? Do I want to hang out?"

Xu Yi said nonchalantly: "What does that matter? Didn't I say that it doesn't matter to me whether I act in a movie or not."

Lu Xingyao said seriously: "Xu Yi, you have to think twice before doing things. You can't do it as soon as your brain is hot."

Xu Yi said: "When I pursued you, it was indeed a hot-headed decision, but to spend my life with you is a decision that is made after thinking twice. I have thought about it a lot, and I have thought about the difficulties and obstacles we may encounter. over and over again. But even with so many difficulties, I still want to be with you..."

Lu Xingyao's eyes became hot again: "But I'm not as brave as you, I can't bear these consequences..." What he couldn't bear the most was not his own suffering, but Xu Yi's broken dream.

Xu Yi felt a sharp pain in his heart, as if being pricked by a needle, but he quickly adjusted his emotions: "It doesn't matter, it's not your fault that you don't trust me enough, it's just that I did too little. Don't worry , I will prove to you that I am a trustworthy man."

Lu Xingyao looked at him with a smile, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes. He suddenly grabbed Xu Yi's hand: "Xu Yi, what was the thing you wanted to do most before you met me?"

Xu Yi thought about it, thought about it again, and said with a smile, "I can't remember."

Lu Xingyao nodded: "Then you should think about it carefully, I'll go home to recuperate, come to me after you think about it!"

[The author has something to say: I will try my best to update it in the past few days~~Addition will be added to the number of words in each chapter, and the number of chapters will not be added!

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