Xiao has thought about it for a long time

The stalemate finally ended in a sudden light, the lights were turned on, and the whole living room was illuminated. The raindrops dripping outside the window were faintly visible, and the outside world became blurred in the rain, and even the outlines were worn away.

The rainy night is cold, which completely washes away the boredom and heat left over from the hot summer, leaving only desolation and tranquility.

The quietest one was Fu Bei, who was still in Josie's decisive stalemate one moment, and returned to normal the next moment, calm and self-possessed, as if nothing had happened just now.

Because after walking a few steps, it involved the congealed abrasion, and the wound was bloodshot again.

Taking off his high heels, Fu Bei hugged Josie to sit on the sofa, then half-kneeled in front of Josie with his bare feet, silently helping to treat the wound.This person has always been like this, paranoid and gentle, he will not do anything excessive, but he will not regress in the slightest, and will not be silently stubborn.

The light fell on her body, showing a circle of silhouette, even the strands of hair were clearly visible, the black hair was stained with rain, and there were wet stains on the back of the gray suit. bottom line.

It's all said to this point, Josie doesn't understand what she is insisting on, or is she avoiding.

"Don't get water on the wound. I'll bring medicine to remove the scar tomorrow. It should be fine in a few days." Fu Bei said, his voice as calm as ever.

Josie was unmoved, and looked straight at her, "Is this escaping?"

Fu Bei was very calm, "No."

"what does that mean?"

The man didn't answer.

Josie does things straightforwardly, does as she pleases, and doesn't like to make those twists and turns. Fu Bei is not always the same. Sometimes he is decisive and straightforward, sometimes it is the opposite. When facing Josie, it is mostly the opposite, just like this time.

Never straight up.

Silence is irritating, but it might be another way out.

After returning to China, Josie found her, and with all the things now, no matter good or bad, it proves that this road is feasible.

Fu Bei was restrained and forbearing, maybe God was creating an opportunity, splashing water down without stopping, the rain was too heavy, so he stayed here this night.

Maybe it was because the other party helped me so much tonight, she didn't leave, Josie didn't object, and went to sleep in the room after washing, while Fu Bei slept in the living room, and didn't even have a choice of guest room.

Josie slept too lightly, and her thoughts were messed up all night. She tossed and turned in a daze in the middle of the night. She accidentally rubbed her bruised knee and almost woke up in pain.

The light in the living room was left on all night, and it was so bright that it dazzled the eyes.

She didn't want to be in a stalemate with the other party, Josie just didn't want to talk to him, anyway, she just let this person go, and didn't care.

At three o'clock in the morning, there was movement in the living room, but unfortunately, Josie was already fast asleep, lying on the bed without any reaction.She didn't sleep well, and dreamed intermittently at night, dreaming that something was squeezed into the bed and slowly pressing on her body. She tried to open her eyes but couldn't open them. In the end, she got tired and let it go in compromise. The opponent tosses.

The man didn't actually do anything, just hugged her gently.

The scene in the dream changed, and it became the second time she had a close relationship with Fu Bei. After it was over, she lay down tiredly with her back facing her. on the buttocks.

Every time, she would not help Fu Bei a little bit, and only enjoy the other party's contribution without giving a little bit in return.Fu Bei arrived behind, holding Josie in the same way, conniving at these actions, the slightly burning breath on his neck was dense, as if it could penetrate into the limbs and bones along the spine, gnawing at her with itch.

Fu Bei pressed the softest circle on her body, touching her slow and strong heartbeat.

When Josie opened her eyes, Fu Bei just looked down on her, grabbed her slender ankle, and lowered her body...

There was no clear feeling in the dream, but because it happened in reality, it was very profound. When the first ray of sunlight fell into the unshielded glass window, Josie woke up suddenly.

She was the only one on the bed, and the one who should have left in the living room didn't know when, but it was different from the previous few times, this time there was a bouquet of fresh daisies with yellow cores and white petals on the coffee table.

It's not the same again and again, it's really addictive.

Josie had a feeling of powerlessness, feeling that nothing happened last night, and as soon as the rain stopped and the sky dawned, everything went on as usual.After washing up and going out, I wanted to take out the daisies on the coffee table and throw them away, but when I got closer, I suddenly remembered that I had sent such a bouquet of flowers to Fu Bei, and I was very happy.

That night in the hotel, she slept deeply in the first half of the night, but her sleeping pattern was dishonest. When she fell asleep, she kicked off the quilt she was covering and pushed herself into Fu Bei's bed.

It was cooler in the second half of the night, and with the air conditioner turned on, it was a bit cold. She almost lay down on Fu Bei's body to sleep. Because the air conditioner was blowing on the bed, she didn't sleep well in the second half of the night, and she curled up the quilt while half asleep and half awake. , hugging Fu Bei tightly.

Fu Bei had always slept very lightly, but no matter how much Josie tossed about, he never moved a bit.

Unintentionally, Josie fumbled around in the quilt, and accidentally touched the softness. She hadn't fully fallen asleep, but now her heart trembled, and she woke up, her whole body froze, with her hands still resting on the He didn't dare to move his position, for fear of waking Fu Bei up.

Teenagers are the period of forming a complete concept, ignorant and confused, it's not that I haven't had intimate fights with girls of the same age around me, and even took a bath together, but I don't have this feeling.

Josie's heart tightened, her throat was dry, and her body was as stiff as a straight stick.

The stiff fingers curled up, and she didn't take them away. Her face was flushed, and she could feel her cheeks burning hot, and her head was as dizzy as a messy paste.

It's mean, and it shouldn't be.

It was time to get rid of the hand, shrink to the side and lie down, pretending to be nonchalant, but the brain didn't listen to it, as if it was frozen, it was frozen in place and could not move.

After a while, he raised his head slightly.

Maybe it was because the distance was too close, or maybe it was distracting thoughts, but Josie felt Fu Bei's thin, long and well-proportioned breathing, which fell gently on his lips, itchy and slightly hot, dense and warm breath It lingers between her lips and teeth, enters her body with unsteady inhalation, spreads around, enveloping every part.

The lights on the street are always on, and they are scattered here and there. With the faint light, Josie stared at the people below in a daze. She has always known that Fu Bei is good-looking, with a very beautiful face, and there are crowds everywhere. The focus of the movie, this person is so beautiful that she is not gaudy, and she can only be seen from a distance, but she can't help but want to get closer.

Josie still doesn't know what liking is. Her adolescence is no different from other people's. She is bound by heavy studies and has no time and energy to explore feelings, let alone what is heartbeat.

My heart was pounding in my chest, almost jumping out.

She moved her hand away, but she didn't know where to put it. She stood up in a daze, and looked down at Fu Bei who was sleeping with his eyes closed.

The other party's lips were thin, slightly opened and closed, breathing steadily and evenly. Josie lowered her body slightly, and the long hair of both sides became entangled, inseparable. She finally stayed on Fu Bei's lips, and did not go any further. Inside is full of confusion, with an abnormal blush, trying to figure out what is going on with the feeling in his heart, but he dare not act rashly.

From waking up to this time, the time was very short, but it was extremely long for her. After struggling for a moment, she still moved away and lay down, sideways next to Fu Bei.

After doing so much, maybe she was careful enough to be lucky enough not to wake this person up.

Staring at the boundless night scene outside the window, Josie didn't feel sleepy, and her thoughts were more complicated than the heavy snow in winter that year.

Time passed quickly, the sky turned white, and it was dawn in a short time.

Josie got up first, and obediently went into the bathroom to put on the corset hanging on the hanger. When she heard the movement outside, she knew that Fu Bei had also woken up. These clothes were hung up by Fu Bei for himself, and he was so ashamed.

After packing up and going out, she didn't dare to look at Fu Bei, and squatted down to put on her shoes.

Fu Bei was also reticent, and after entering the bathroom to wash up, he asked, "What do you want for breakfast?"

The voice is low, with the unique hoarseness after waking up, and I feel a little tired when I listen carefully.

Josie didn't go into it, but felt his head was buzzing, thinking about what he had done that night, his blood was rushing straight to his head, his face was red, his ears were red and his heart was pounding, and he was almost out of breath. Fortunately, his back was facing Fu Bei. Otherwise, I really don't know.

She pursed her lips, and after a while, she stammered, "Casual, whatever..."

I have no confidence at all.

Fu Bei moved quickly, simply tidied up and waited at the door.Josie breathed a sigh of relief, she was too embarrassed to face this person, she dawdled for a long time, and then went out meekly, without looking at Fu Bei along the way, walking in front dodgingly, when Fu Bei went to check out the card, she Just stick to the stairs.

Employees operate slowly and take a long time.

Josie waited impatiently, and looked back, only to meet Fu Bei's deep eyes.

As if she had seen through her mind, she immediately stiffened her back.However, in the next moment, Fu Bei looked away naturally, as if he wasn't looking at her just now, but just glanced over here inadvertently.

Josie squeezed the corner of her clothes hard, feeling uncomfortable.

When Fu Bei came over, she still walked in front, and said as she walked, "I want to eat noodles, from the shop at the front door."

The front door is far away, so you have to walk around it.

"There is a noodle restaurant downstairs, the taste is similar." Fu Bei said.

Josie held Xiao Jiujiu in her heart, and insisted, "I don't want to eat here, I want to go to the front door."

Deliberately wasting time, I don't know if I don't want to go back or want to stay here longer.

Fu Bei still took her to eat noodles at the front door. Josie was very lukewarm. After eating, it was past nine o'clock, and then he took a taxi to take her back. It was almost ten o'clock in the courtyard.

It happened that the old lady was out for a walk, and when she saw them coming back, she kindly asked Josie if she would save her lunch.

The two of Qiao's family were not here today, they went out early, and they didn't even call to ask their daughter, let alone wait at home.

In the past, Josie would usually decline, but today she was hesitant, and after a while, she agreed.

The old lady said happily: "Come here earlier, your Uncle Fu is here today."

Josie nodded, while Fu Bei on the side remained silent.

Girls' feelings are like rain in June and July, which comes without warning and in a hurry, one after another, and it is impossible to predict when the next heavy rain will come.Josie was not in a hurry to figure out the feelings in her heart, she followed her feelings, and quietly approached the other party. She was as ignorant in terms of feelings as a piece of white paper that had not been stained with pen and ink, and she was probing step by step with longing.

Fu Bei is an unshakable rock, and will not respond to all temptations in the slightest.

One is only fifteen or sixteen years old, and he doesn't understand anything without human affairs, and the other is an adult, so only he knows whether he understands it or not.

Josie took all the silence as acquiescence, and the girl's mind was ready to come out.

Once Fu Bei hosted a competition. She learned from the old lady that she sneaked over on the day of the competition and bought a bunch of daisies. She mixed in with the students and sat in the front row in a daze.

When Fu Bei saw her coming, he was startled for a moment.

The front row was where the contestants sat, and she sat there holding a bouquet of flowers, which attracted a lot of attention. She didn't have the slightest sense of self-consciousness. When she saw Fu Bei, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and her smile exploded brilliantly like fireworks in March in the spring.

Fu Bei wore a long light gray dress, and was co-hosting with a rather handsome boy. She was too outstanding in appearance and tall, and she looked a little taller than that boy in high heels.

Josie sat there unconsciously, and no one drove her away. Some special feelings were haunting and haunting. She always glanced at Fu Bei's chest intentionally or unintentionally, holding a large bouquet of daisies with her hands in her arms. Clenching tightly, the palms of the hands are dripping with sweat.

She was a little ashamed, and felt that this was wrong, and only perverts would look at people like this.This age is equivalent to half an adult, and after struggling for a while, I understand everything.

Thoughts that are too embarrassing to speak out are like scourges, but also like warm sunshine, frightening and yearning.

Josie didn't pay attention to that match, and didn't even know what was going on. She stared at the light gray figure on the stage from the beginning to the end, and her gaze was fixed there.

After the game, she was too embarrassed to go up to deliver flowers, and sat at her original position at a loss, waiting quietly for Fu Bei to come over.However, when Fu Bei came over, she was a little nervous again, and she was about to bury herself in the bouquet of daisies. in front of myself.

"Why are you here?" Fu Bei asked, his words were calm and indifferent, unlike her, as if some shady secret had been exposed.

Josie barely calmed down, but the excuse was particularly clumsy, "I have nothing to do, let's watch the game."

Fu Bei really believed it.

She was holding the daisy, and she obviously bought it as a gift, but she didn't dare to take it out. At that time, she didn't know if she liked this person, but she just passed by the flower shop and bought it because she thought it looked good.

As for whether to send it or not, I haven't considered it yet.

Fu Bei asked, "Who did you buy the flowers for?"

She suddenly panicked, and subconsciously wanted to explain, but she couldn't explain why, she hugged the bouquet even tighter, her ears were getting hot, and finally stammered: "No, no one!"

The flower language of daisies is purity, innocence, and uneasy, cautious secret love.

They went to the second canteen for dinner, and after eating, Josie deliberately took a step ahead and didn't take the initiative to get the flowers, and then the daisy was in Fu Bei's hands.

She didn't ask for it, and Fu Bei didn't return it.

To be precise, there was no chance to return it, because she hurriedly found an excuse and ran away, in order to give the flowers away completely.

The love of youth is cautious, low to the dust.

The daisies on the coffee table were fresh, just like the bunch she gave out back then. Josie lowered her eyes, but still didn't throw them away.

After the heavy rain, Jiangcheng was washed clean, the air was fresh, filled with vitality and vigor, the sky was clean and blue, with a few white clouds floating sparsely.

Friday is the old lady's birthday. Although the old man is no longer alive, the whole Fu family went to the cemetery to worship together, and even the Liang family came.

Josie was definitely going, but she didn't want to be with these people. In order not to bump into them, she chose to go there at four o'clock in the afternoon. She knew that she was unlucky, and bumped into this group of people and hadn't left yet.

Liang Jincheng was among them.

As the youngest of the Liang family's peers, Liang Jincheng is only 39 this year, much younger than Liang Yuzhi and the others. He is quite handsome, with a nose and eyes, not ugly, and even handsome.

When the old lady was alive, she didn't like to see this person very much, and she told her face not to let him enter the door of Fu's house, so Liang Jincheng seldom appeared in Fu's house at that time, and Josie didn't know that Fu Bei had a relative until a long time later. uncle.

It's so strange today that he was asked to visit the grave together.

Liang Jincheng respectfully put a stick of incense on the old lady, and said: "You come here without invitation, don't blame your old man."

Fu Bei and Fu's father stood aside, their attitudes were indifferent, and Fu's grandfather was also expressionless. Only Liang Yuzhi cared about her younger brother.But it was Grandpa Fu's approval that Liang Jincheng was able to come today, and the reason is not clear.

Josie happened to bump into Liang Jincheng after finishing the incense. She felt that she had gone at the wrong time, and the whole family froze when they saw her with a strange expression.

When Liang Jincheng saw her, he probably didn't recognize who it was at first glance, and it took him a while to realize that he was the first to greet her, saying familiarly and kindly, "Come here, come here."

Josie frowned immediately, not knowing where it was sung.

Before she moved, Fu Bei stood in front of her and looked at Liang Jincheng coldly.

Liang Jincheng just smiled and stepped aside indifferently.

Liang Yuzhi was not very happy about this, and her displeasure welled up between her brows. She didn't know who she had an opinion on, but luckily she didn't show her emotions too obviously.

Josie didn't want to please these people, but she still called people one by one. Father Fu was the kindest, Liang Yuzhi responded indifferently, and Grandpa Fu didn't even open his mouth.

She didn't care, it had nothing to do with her anyway.

However, Fu Bei looked at Grandpa Fu and suddenly called out.

"grandfather--"

The voice is very low, neither humble nor overbearing.

Liang Yuzhi's face instantly became embarrassed.