Difficult to leave

Suddenly such an accident came, the sadness is the sadness, the life can’t stop and move forward, the food still needs to be eaten, how can we have the strength to be sad if we don’t eat enough.

Besides, it's not worth being sad for such a stinky man.Qin Fei was lying on the table, and the wine bottles in front of her were in a mess.Jiang Xueqing put down the phone and explained some company affairs.Looking at Qin Fei, who was flushed and obviously drunk, she let out a light breath from the tip of her nose. During this period, Qin Fei's cell phone never stopped, and it was full of messages from her classmates.

Fortunately, when the incident happened, there were not all the guests, and not many classmates came, but bad things have been spread for thousands of miles, and one classmate knew about it, and two, three, and more knew about it.The most asked questions are not how Qin Fei is doing now, but when Qin Fei and Tong An are together.

Jiang Xueqing turned off Qin Fei's phone, and after a while her own phone rang.After reading the obvious name, he picked it up.

"Xueqing, what's going on? Qin Fei's cell phone can't get through. I saw that something happened to her wedding in the group? Do you want me to help?"

It was Qiao Chen who called. He had just left the lab today, and when he turned on his phone, he saw that the classmate group was about to blow up. Then I found Jiang Xueqing.

Jiang Xueqing said that Qin Fei was fine with him.Qiao Chen said, "You are always at ease. If you need help, just ask."

Jiang Xueqing hung up the phone, and saw the person who seemed to have fallen asleep just now, half-raised his head, staring at him with two big eyes flashing, with a smirk on his face, "Xueqing, you are so pretty."

Jiang Xueqing asked the waiter to take a warm towel and cover Qin Fei's forehead, "Wake up."

Qin Fei held the towel, and looked at Jiang Xueqing infatuatedly, "The first time I saw you, I thought you were good-looking. You are so noble, your nobleness is engraved in your bones, and you look good when you eat , you look good in class, even when you are fighting with Gao Ying. Unlike me, I envy you, Xue Qing."

Jiang Xueqing took the towel from her hand and wiped her forehead, "You are drunk, be obedient, wake up, I will take you home."

Qin Fei grabbed his hand, "Xueqing, I've been really tired these past few years. I've wondered more than once if I wasn't born in that kind of family, would I be different now. I like reading, but My parents refused to let me know what is the use of reading so many books for a girl. If the village committee hadn't found someone to coordinate, I might not even be able to read. I was two years late, and I was two years older than my classmates. , I am very inferior. But I don’t have so much time to feel sorry for myself. This opportunity is hard-won. I have to seize it. Only studying is my way out. During the days of studying, I dare not get sick or make a small mistake , I can only rely on scholarships, without scholarships, I can't continue my studies. I know what you called me behind my back in high school, saying that I was a money slave, selling things at school behind the teacher's back, but what can I do, I think You can only get what you want by yourself.”

Tears welled up from the corners of his eyes, Jiang Xueqing patted Qin Fei's back, "Cry, it feels better to cry."

Qin Fei hugged Jiang Xueqing, "If you hadn't concealed the truth from the teacher for me back then, I would have been exposed for selling things at school, and my whole life would be over. They all laughed at me behind my back, only you, only you and Gao Ying sincerely regards me as a friend. Gao Ying, don’t look at him as fierce. He fights non-stop all day long, even the teacher is afraid of him. But it’s him who secretly puts bread into my bag while watching me eat pickled vegetable steamed buns. In the desk. I will never forget it in my life. I, Qin Fei, have nothing, and you don’t need anything. Maybe you won’t need someone like me to help you in your whole life. But I really treat you as friends, really.”

Jiang Xueqing patted her on the back, "I know, go back and have a good sleep, okay? Don't think about anything else."

Qin Fei shook her head and grabbed Jiang Xueqing's shoulder, "Xueqing, I actually admire Gao Ying. Back then, he dared to fight so hard. No matter how he treated you later, I really admire his courage back then. I like Tong An, very much. I was admitted to the university from that small place, because you and Gao Ying knew him, and I liked him the first time I saw him. But what is the use of liking, what should I pursue? A woman who was born in the countryside and has two younger brothers. My younger brother's living expenses and tuition fees, including marrying a wife and buying a house in the future, all the pressure is on me, so what qualifications do I have to chase after him."

Qin Fei wiped the tears on her face, "For so many years, from girls to women, I have never really gotten anything I like. I don't know what I live for. Maybe the meaning of my existence is just the cash machine at home. .When my machine breaks down, it will no longer be of any value. Why did I find such a phoenix man? The one with poor conditions can’t afford a family like mine, so he ran away as soon as he heard about it. Good conditions don’t like me This person, what can I do? I know that what he and I are looking at is the relationship between me and you behind the scenes, how can I not tell that he has no real feelings for me. But I really want a home, Xueqing , you all have a home, but where is my home? Tell me."

Jiang Xueqing's face was heavy, and Qin Fei in his arms gradually calmed down, hiccupping in his arms.Jiang Xueqing helped her up, put her coat on, and when she helped her out of the door, she saw Gao Ying and the dumbfounded Tong An standing outside.

Gao Ying reached out to take Qin Fei from Jiang Xueqing's hand, but Jiang Xueqing refused, "No need, I will take her back personally."

Although the three of them had been friends for many years, seeing Qin Fei leaning against Jiang Xueqing's arms so intimately, Gao Ying still felt a little uncomfortable.

Pulled Qin Fei over and threw it into Tong An's arms, "Neither of us is qualified to send it away than Tong An."

Tong Yu followed Qin Fei, who was smelling of alcohol in her arms, and had a headache.He heard what Qin Fei said in it just now, what should I do if I was so embarrassed.

Qin Fei was pushed and pulled, and she woke up a little bit. When she saw Tong An, she immediately reached out and pinched his face, "Who are you? You look so much like that bastard Tong An."

Tong Yu grabbed her hand, "Why am I an asshole again?"

Qin Fei narrowed her eyes, "Let me tell you, I can't compare with your DFE predecessors, but I also have B, okay? B! If you don't believe me, just look!"

Qin Fei, who had already reached out to untie her down jacket, scared Tong Yu to death, and quickly hugged her, "I'll send her back first, she's so scary when she's drunk!"

The two noisy people entered the elevator, and the corridor of the box fell silent instantly.

Jiang Xueqing straightened the coat on her wrist, nodded to Gao Ying, and was held back by Gao Ying just as she was about to leave.

"It was so difficult before, why did I give up. I was too naive before, but I have really reflected on it these days, and I will change it. I'm sorry."

Gao Ying spoke very solemnly.

Jiang Xueqing stopped and stood opposite him, "Have you ever thought that we were wrong from the beginning. We shouldn't have started, and we shouldn't have wasted so many years with each other. Gao Ying, we didn't get to where we are today, not unilaterally." I am also wrong. Instead of correcting the mistakes we made many years ago, it is better to think carefully about whether our relationship needs to continue. The divorce agreement is the last decision I think about, and I hope you can also think about it .”

Gao Ying lowered her head, the corners of her eyes were a little red, and her thumb and index finger rubbed each other anxiously.

"I have a lot of mistakes, and I can correct them. But the only thing I don't want to change is you. I can't correct it in this life, and I can't forget it. If I deny the ten years I was with you, then what am I for so many years."