Reflection

Ni Xian didn't know about Ni Tian's meeting with Xia Cen until half a month later. Although she knew that Xia Cen could handle it, she still felt afraid when facing someone who had hurt her.

Even if this person is his father.

Sometimes, Ni Xian really wanted to go back to his childhood, and felt that his father was very warm and his smile was full of kindness, but now... everything seems to have changed.

The only thing that remains the same is probably the mother's innocence and simplicity. She still believes that it is God's will that her father recover so quickly, and complains why Ni Feng can't think about it for a while, what can't be solved, and insists on suicide?

Every time I hear my mother talking about these things, Ni Xian feels a little sad. The last time I met was half a month ago. What is unexpected is that no one thought about my mother's body. There have always been problems. In the later period, it was because of Ni Feng's suicide that the best treatment time was delayed. When the disease broke out, everyone was caught off guard.

Ni Xian received a call from Lao Wu that his mother had already been hospitalized.

She flew back overnight, and Old Wu stood outside the corridor of the hospital. He told Ni Xian that the boss had arranged to go home to rest because of overwork, and now two nurses were taking care of him inside.

Ni Xian did not directly enter the ward, but went to the doctor's office on duty to ask about his mother's condition. The content was the same as what Lao Wu said when he called him, and he was not very optimistic.

"Is there the safest treatment plan?"

This hospital is designated by the Ni family for physical examination, so the attending physician did not hold back against Ni Xian, pushed his glasses, and said seriously: "Your mother has had low platelets since she was a child, and the wound is not easy to heal. The mother's condition may not be able to get off the operating table. If you choose safe treatment... it can only be said to be delayed, not cured."

"What does my father mean?" Ni Xian asked again after knowing his mother's situation.

"President Ni means to treat her properly. He doesn't want your mother to be in too much pain." The doctor said with a face of shame, "You should also be mentally prepared to stay with her during this time. A good mood is the most important thing."

Ni Xian nodded in agreement, and asked something he didn't want to ask, but needed to know, "Doctor, my mother..."

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Ni Xian dragged his heavy steps to his mother's ward. She was lying quietly on the hospital bed, looking very calm, not at all sick.

The nurse watched Ni Xian come in, helped the patient fasten his clothes, and whispered: "I just woke up, and fell asleep again."

With red eyes, Ni Xian sat quietly by the bed and whispered: "Don't disturb her, let her have a good rest."

This sits for an hour or two.

My mind is full of childhood memories. My mother took me to play in the yard, taught me to play the piano, and volunteered to be my sketch model. I sat for two or three hours at a time. Later, I liked to cook tea. The first cup I brewed was for my mother. taste.It seems that no matter what I did when I was a child, my mother always wanted me to be the first to share it with her.

Even if it was burnt food, she swallowed it without hesitation.

If Wei Lingxin entered the entertainment industry because of Wei Lingxin, then my first audience is my mother.

With a muffled cough, it was my mother who woke up and smiled at Ni Xian even though she was weak, "Come here so late, why don't you take a good rest?"

Ni Xian suppressed his emotions, turned to his mother with a smile on his face, and asked softly, "Mom, are you feeling uncomfortable? Are you thirsty? Are you hungry?"

"It's just that I didn't get enough sleep. I guess I was too tired to take care of your dad some time ago. I don't want to drink too much water, so I can save myself going to the bathroom. It's too much trouble." The mother said, watching her daughter's smile deepen, "Did you just get off the plane? are you hungry?"

"The plane meal is very rich. Don't worry about me. I'm already old enough to take care of myself." Ni Xian leaned down beside his mother and said coquettishly, "You need to get better soon, I still have a lot of ideals." It’s not finished yet, I want you to accompany me to witness.”

For the mother, just listening to these words made her feel kind, and raised her hand to gently stroke her daughter's hair, "You said you, the actress also took it, and the company opened... I didn't see it until I got married. , I really hope you can find a good home soon."

"I've found it, a very, very good home, mom... I'm very happy." Ni Xian raised his head, looked at his mother with red eyes, and only found out today that his mother was old, and the fine lines and nasolabial folds at the corners of his eyes seemed to appear overnight , without any warning, "Mom, take care of yourself quickly, and I will bring her to see you then."

The few years of being married to the Pan family, if it wasn't for the background of the Pan family, it wouldn't be a good home. Obviously, the home that Ni Xian was talking about was not Pan Ming.

"Oh? I'm a little curious." The mother looked at her daughter's sincere eyes and smiled gratifiedly. "It seems that you really like this person."

"You don't have to be curious, you know her too, but... I won't tell you yet, I'll tell you when you get better." Ni Xian's smile deepened, with a cute face, "Yes, I like her very much, and I only have her in my heart. She, I don't want anyone but her, so you must get better."

"I believe in your vision. I have known it since I was a child. You are a tough-tempered and stubborn character. Your father turned against me because of this, saying that I dote on you too much, but in my eyes Now, you say that you found it... I feel relieved." At this point, the mother sighed softly, "I just don't know if I can see you wearing it. Wedding dress……"

"Mom!" Ni Xian shed a tear. In order not to let his mother notice, he lowered his head and hugged her arm, "I don't allow you to talk nonsense, everything will be fine, I believe everything will be fine."

"Understood, it's getting late... I can't take a good rest if you're here, go back quickly." Mother patted her impatiently, "Come back tomorrow."

Ni Xian wiped away tears, nodded with a smile, "Well, then I'll come to accompany you tomorrow morning."

"Remember to eat something, don't be hungry."

"Row."

After leaving the hospital, Ni Xian did not go home, but went to Xia Cen's.Recently, her movie hits theaters, and she is about to start promoting her next TV series. She took a rare week off. Her original plan was to go to Japan, but she was delayed by her own affairs.

Xia Cen knew that Ni Xian was coming back, and knew that she would be in the hospital. She thought she would keep vigil, but unexpectedly, she saw the message that she was going to stay at his place overnight, and even threatened to be hungry.

The helpless Xia Cen, wearing pajamas, came to the kitchen to boil the water, cooked a bowl of noodles, and heard the sound of parking outside just after cooking.

Because he just came back from the hospital, Ni Xian dragged his coat outside first, went to wash his hands, and then walked over to hug this woman whom he hadn't seen for a while, "Congratulations, your movie box office has already exceeded [-] billion, I am more optimistic about it." Our "Hua Ting Banquet"."

The more she evaded the problem, the worse her mother's physical condition was. Xia Cen responded with a smile, "Eat the plain noodles first, then take a shower and go to bed."

"Well, I'm really tired."

Ni Xian took the warm water that Xia Cen handed to him, took two sips, and moistened his throat.Picking up the chopsticks and eating the noodles quietly, during this process, Xia Cen had already taken out the clothes in her suitcase, and by the way put the clothes that needed to be changed in the bathroom in the bathroom.

Ni Xian put down his chopsticks and looked at the person who was with him with happiness in his eyes, "It's really virtuous, but I'm sorry that it affected your vacation to Japan."

"You need someone to accompany you now, and I'm going to be a trapeze person next week. It's more meaningful to be with you when you need it." Xia Cen watched her put down her chopsticks and asked, "Have you finished eating?"

"Well, we're done." Ni Xian got up to clean up, but was stopped by Xia Cen, "I'll do it myself."

"Don't waste time, I'll wash the dishes, you go take a shower." Xia Cen took the bowls and chopsticks in her hand, "You are not tired, but I am sleepy."

Seeing her back going to the kitchen, Ni Xian smiled, "That's hard work."

It may be that the body is too tired, or it may be that there is too much reluctance in the heart. When the two of them lay flat on the bed, they both lost sleepiness.

"I told my mother today that I have found a good home." Ni Xian stared at the dark ceiling, acknowledging his vision, "That's right, I really found a good home."

Xia Cen concealed the sweetness in his heart, and asked concerned: "How is Auntie?"

"It's not very good. The doctor said that if you treat it on time and use medicines to maintain it, it will take half a year at most." As soon as Ni Xian said this, the tears in his eyes couldn't help flowing.

Xia Cen moved closer to her, and hugged her, "Good boy, I'm here, stay with her during this time, don't think about anything, don't let your life have any regrets."

Hearing this, Ni Xian deepened his hug and cried even harder.

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During this period of company, Ni Xian and Ni Tian met almost every day. In order not to worry her mother, Ni Xian would try her best to make her happy in front of her as before.

After the mother rested, she left indifferently, and had no extra words with Ni Tian.

Anyone who is careful can see that Ni Tian has aged a lot during this time, and his health is also a little weak, especially when he looks at his daughter's indifferent back, he always sighs softly.

Old Wu couldn't stand it anymore, and when Ni Xian left, he followed her out and stopped her, "Miss, you can't treat the boss like this."

Ni Xian was all dressed up, standing by the car in a low-key manner, looking back at Lao Wu, and said with a smile: "Old Wu, I have always regarded you as an elder, and I will listen to your words many times, but I have done many things, it does not mean that I will be punished." people forgive."

"But he's always your father, he's old...can't you forgive him?"

Ni Xian frowned slightly. She didn't know that her father was old, so she pursed her lips and said to Old Wu, "You should know that anyone in this world can forgive my father, but I can't."

"Why?" Old Wu really didn't understand, let alone why the eldest lady was so persistent.

"If you were someone else, would you forgive someone who has nothing to do with you?" Ni Xian looked straight at Lao Wu, "When you are old, you can't just dismiss things as if nothing happened. What if he is not old? What words do you want to use? To persuade me to understand?"

Old Wu: "..."

"I blame my father, not only for other things, but for the matter in front of me. If it weren't for his selfishness, my mother might not be like this." Ni Xian couldn't hide his emotions, and clasped his hands tightly, "Whoever did something wrong The person is obviously him, why should my mother bear the burden?"

Old Wu froze in place, watching Ni Xian drive away, because he didn't know how to answer these words.

The author has something to say: I don’t know if my readers have children from Wuhan, so they must pay attention to protecting themselves.

Don't panic and don't be overly sensitive about this issue.

As long as you pay attention to hygiene, don't go to crowded places, and wear a mask, I believe it will pass soon.

Come on together!

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感谢在2020-01-1922:00:51~2020-01-2316:36:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: 1 smile;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 4 smile;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 2 smiles; 1 wind;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: NaughtyCat3 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!