Lin Zhengqing

29.

"it is good."

While Lin Zhengqing was taking a shower, Bai Haoyu locked the door.

The shower gel at Bai Haoyu's house smelled very fragrant, and when they got close, they smelled like each other. Lin Zhengqing naturally nestled in his arms and closed his eyes.

They slept from noon till night.

"Bang bang bang," Bai Haoting knocked on the door outside, and said, "Haoyu, wake up."

After turning his door lock a few times, Bai Haoting muttered, why did this kid lock the door.

Bai Haoyu was woken up by him, looked at Lin Zhengqing who was still awake beside him, and said, "Understood brother, I'll be down in a while."

"hurry up."

"Oh."

After confirming that the people outside had left, Bai Haoyu woke them up and said, "Zhengqing, wake up, get up and eat."

"En." Lin Zhengqing was a little sleepy, sat up and opened his eyes, just in a daze.

"Hey, are you awake?" Bai Haoyu looked at him a little funny, pushed him, and said, "Are you hungry?"

A little hungry, Lin Zhengqing wiped his face and said, "Wake up."

"Go and wash your face, let's go down to eat."

"it is good."

When he went downstairs, Lin Zhengqing was wearing the new clothes Bai Haoyu bought for him, a white top and jeans, which looked very refreshing.

The style of these clothes is simple, looks clean and comfortable.It is also the feeling that Lin Zhengqing likes.

The others were already sitting at the dining table, waiting for them to come down, Lin Zhengqing looked at the situation, feeling a little apprehensive.Not only are Bai Haoyu's family members here, but their friends are also there.

Lin Zhengqing smiled timidly, and sat beside Bai Haoyu.

Bai Haoyu shook his hand quietly under the table, smiled at him, and wanted him to relax a bit.

Lin Zhengqing quietly took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down.

Everyone is here, Bai's father said: "Okay, let's eat."

Lin Zhengqing didn't know if anyone would watch him, and he ate his meal obediently.Bai Haoyu chatted with everyone, and the dinner table quickly became lively.

In this way, no one would pay too much attention to him. Lin Zhengqing listened to their chat with peace of mind, and would smile along with them when he heard something interesting.

Bai Haoyu glanced at him quietly.

Lin Zhengqing ate relatively quickly. After eating, he saw that no one else left the table, and it was not easy to leave the table, so he just sat here.

Thinking about whether to help wash the dishes later.

Just when he was about to stand up to help, Bai Haoyu said: "Zhengqing, come and sit here after eating."

Lin Zhengqing followed him obediently, and Bai Haoyu said in a low voice: "You are a guest, so let my family come here."

Lin Zhengqing nodded, and sat with them in the living room, where a large family was watching TV and chatting, and a group of young people were chatting together.

It turns out that this is the feeling when so many people are together.

I'm very happy, but it's a pity that he can't get in.

After Bai Haoyu came back, the phone kept ringing. The friends here knew that he was back, and they were all looking for him to hang out.The group of friends at home here are also talking about where to go to play and where to eat.

During the Chinese New Year, it was quite lively.

The next day is the New Year's Eve, and in the evening, they will post Spring Festival couplets here, serve wine and worship the gods, it is booming, and the atmosphere of the New Year comes out.

Bai Haoyu said to take him out to celebrate the New Year's Eve together tonight.

Together with many people I don't know, in a beautiful place in the city, waiting for the ringing of the New Year's bell, ending the past year and ushering in the new year.

Lin Zhengqing followed him and his friends, waiting for that moment in the crowd.

How much I want to hold his hand, cheer with him for the arrival of that moment, and follow the crowd.But Lin Zhengqing didn't dare, he was afraid that his friends would see it, and people he didn't know would point fingers when they saw it. In the fireworks, Bai Haoyu smiled happily.

Actually, isn't it good to see him happy?

Even though Lin Zhengqing didn't know his friends very well, he sometimes felt uncomfortable with them, but when Bai Haoyu said he wanted to be with his friends, he didn't refuse, and he did what Bai Haoyu said.

Although in his heart he wanted to greet this moment with the two of him alone.

The twelve o'clock bell rang, and the crowd cheered again. No matter what happened in the past year, the new year is coming, and people hope that they can have a new start and hope that their lives will have new changes.This is the first time that Lin Zhengqing has expectations for the new year.

Although he knew that maybe the joyful mood might not last long.But seeing Bai Haoyu smiling so happily beside him, he couldn't help but look forward to it.

He likes to see him laugh.

In this moment of joy for everyone, you will be infected unconsciously.Forget everything else and get drunk on the emotion.

After returning home, Lin Zhengqing sat by the window and stared blankly at the non-stop fireworks outside, it was so beautiful!This is different from the liveliness of the countryside, where the sounds of cars, fireworks, and people gather in a small space.The noise here seems to have an echo, constantly circulating.

Bai Haoyu squeezed onto the single sofa he was sitting on, and said, "Zhengqing, what are you looking at so engrossed in?"

"It's so beautiful!" Lin Zhengqing exclaimed.

Bai Haoyu smiled and said, "Really?" It was like this every year, but he didn't realize how special it was: "Do you like it?"

If he likes it, he still prefers the feeling of the countryside.

"It just looks good."

The lights at night seem to flow, a little bit of light converges into rays of light, and rays of light are combined to form patterns.Like flowing light and shadow, it depicts a beautiful city. The word prosperity is really appropriate.

Bai Haoyu looked up at the light and shadow outside, and then turned his head to look at Lin Zhengqing who was looking outside in a daze, suddenly feeling a little satisfied.She stretched her arms around his waist, leaned on his shoulders and said, "If you like, you can stay here for a few more days. My family won't have any objections."

Lin Zhengqing slightly turned his head to look at him and smiled.

He likes these close actions of Bai Haoyu, which can make him feel that the two of them can get closer, can make him feel warm, and can make him feel that at least at this moment, this person likes him.

He had never seen Bai Haoyu have such close physical contact with anyone.

"Are you tired?"

"Not sleepy." Lin Zhengqing shook his head and said, "I just slept in the afternoon, so I'm not sleepy now."

"Sleep even if you are not sleepy, tomorrow is the first day of the new year," Bai Haoyu said.

"Are you going to sleep?"

Bai Haoyu pulled him up and said, "Go to sleep too, don't watch it, you've been watching it for a long time."

Lin Zhengqing nodded and turned off the light.Lying in bed listening to the sound of fireworks rising outside.

His parents used to live in the city, and sometimes they didn't go home during the Spring Festival. At that time, would they also be fascinated by watching the fireworks, and would they be moved by seeing such beautiful fireworks?Is it like he is today, amazed by this beauty, has this strange city given his parents a little warmth?

Lin Zhengqing thought about it, and suddenly felt like crying.His grandparents once told him that he lost his parents and they lost their only child.There are still many children of parents who have lost like him in this world. We must learn to be strong and be grateful.At least he can grow up healthy, at least his grandparents have been with him for several years.

They are all very good people. If they are still there, they will definitely give him a warm home.

Seeing his expression change, Bai Haoyu stretched out his long arms and pulled him into his arms.This kind of inadvertent fragility made him very distressed. He was obviously sad, but he wanted to cover it up and not tell anyone.My heart hurts to death, and I don't want to find someone to cry with.

He was stubborn, but he still couldn't heal the wound in his heart.

Lin Zhengqing leaned on his shoulder, blinked, and the tears disappeared quickly.

Today is the first day of the new year, he knows.

Bai Haoyu patted his head, sighed, but didn't say anything after all.

Lin Zhengqing took the initiative to reach out and hug him, and buried his head in his chest.He admitted that he was really sad, he knew he shouldn't cry, there are many people less fortunate than him.

The two emotions have been tugging in his heart, and this struggle has never disappeared.He tried to be sane, strong, and happy, but he never succeeded.

No matter how lively the Spring Festival here is, he can't share it.The loneliness in my heart is like a shadow, watching them laughing and making trouble is like seeing myself standing aside in embarrassment.

He just wanted to grit his teeth and tell Bai Haoyu that he was very happy, because he really couldn't bear to spoil their happiness.

The next morning, Bai Haoyu woke up first.

Lin Zhengqing was still asleep, holding his hand.Bai Haoyu brushed his hair away with his hands that were not held, and looked at him in a daze.

Life in the past few years has worn this person's skin very rough. He is only in his twenties, and he looks exhausted.Lin Zhengqing had always slept very restlessly, and it was rare to see him sleeping deeply, no matter whether he was in his own home or outside.I always like to lean on something on my back when I sleep, and when I sleep with him, I like to sleep with his hand, or get very close when I sleep.

I can feel his fear, Lin Zhengqing has been afraid of something.

Bai Haoyu lowered his head and held his hand.

The hands are also rough, the calluses on the hands have been smoothed out, and another layer of skin has grown.

It was dawn, and the sound of firecrackers outside rang out one after another.Chinese people love to burn firecrackers during Chinese New Year.

Lin Zhengqing just woke up, Bai Haoyu turned to him and smiled, "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

Bai Haoyu shook the hand he was holding, and said, "Then let's get up."

Looking at the person whose fingers were intertwined with his own, Lin Zhengqing smiled and said, "En."

The warmth made him reluctant to leave, and made him want to get closer.Let this feeling of happiness extend a little longer, as long as he can be by his side, as long as Bai Haoyu doesn't drive him away, no matter how uncomfortable he is, he won't leave his side.

Even if he can't get into it, he is willing to face it with a smile.

During Chinese New Year, isn’t it just friends eating, drinking and singing together.So at the end of the game, their battlefield shifted to KTV.

I booked a room and sang enough.

Like him, Bai Haoyu's friends are all crazy, so even if Lin Zhengqing is a little quieter, it doesn't matter, there are so many people who can chat, so you won't be bored.

He also nestled in the corner with peace of mind.