Lin Zhengqing

Lin Zhigang asked Lin Zhengqing for help: "Zhengqing, help me, I really want to follow them."

He was the most embarrassing one, it was difficult to handle right and left, and Lin Zhengqing didn't know what to say, as if saying nothing was right.He could only look at Bai Haoyu.

"Then can you tell me why you want to join us so much?" Bai Haoyu said.

"If I tell you, you will promise me."

Lin Zhigang's heart is a bit like a beast biting the meat in its mouth, and he is unwilling to let go, as if he regards them as a life-saving straw.

Lin Zhicheng said, "I promise you, really."

Lin Zhigang was very happy when he heard that they agreed, and then he thought about why he joined and said sadly: "I just want to make money, and I don't want to be called trash by my parents."

"Uncle Zhong said?"

"Hmph," Lin Zhigang slapped his chopsticks on the table, and said angrily, "That's what he said, saying that I can't study, comparing me with my elder brother every day, saying that I am worse than him in everything, isn't it just to go out and study?" Is it a university, what's so great about him, I just can't pass the exam, what can I do?"

Speaking of which, he was so angry that he was about to cry.

Seeing his grief and indignation, Lin Zhengqing felt bitter. If his parents were around, they would probably say the same about him. He is useless and has nothing to do. He will just spend his days here, really useless.

Could it be that if they don't come back, Lin Zhigang will have to go to the city to work?

Lin Zhicheng thought of the migrant workers in the city, most of them are migrant workers, doing hard work in the corner of the city, and living in a bad place. If Zhigang went out, would he be the same as them?

They built this city, but they forgot all about it when they were the richest.Their family members will probably feel the same as him, feeling distressed.

"It will be very hard if you go out to work, you should follow us." Lin Zhicheng said.

Lin Zhigang picked up his rice bowl, continued to eat, and said, "Who doesn't know how hard it is to go out, and who wants to go out if they can live? Those who leave their homes sleep in steel plate concrete. If you are not careful, you may lose your arms and legs, and the risk is great."

"You know a lot at such a young age." Bai Haoyu laughed.

Lin Zhigang was not convinced.Said: "You are only a few years older than me, how young can I be?"

What he said seemed to make sense, probably because Lin Zhigang's temperament was too childlike, so he unconsciously regarded himself as a big brother.

After eating, Bai Haoyu and Lin Zhicheng continued to squat there for an afternoon, but there was still no one there. Now they completely gave up.

"Tell me, did your parents contact the whole village? Otherwise, how could there be no one?"

Lin Zhicheng rolled his eyes at him, and said, "It's like I'm not my own, so my parents wouldn't do such boring things."

"Go back, don't feed mosquitoes here."

Bai Haoyu was really scared. At night, the mosquitoes are very scary here. It seems that all the mosquitoes that are usually hidden in the nest have come out.

Buzzing in your ears is like a 360-degree stereo sound, and what's even more frightening is that they are in groups, as if they can't hide anywhere.

Lin Zhicheng smiled and said, "Otherwise, why do I always say be careful of being carried away by mosquitoes?"

"I finally understand the profound meaning of your words."

When we went back, the lights in the house were turned on, Lin Zhengqing built a small fence in the geese hut, with wooden chaff under it, and the little geese were placed in the place surrounded by the fence. .

Such cute goslings, small and fluffy, it's hard to imagine their fierce appearance when they grow up.

"How much did you raise?"

Lin Zhengqing was giving them water and something to eat, when he heard him speak, he raised his head and said, "There are about ten of them."

There were a few barks outside the house, and Da Huang came back, wagging his tail and ran in happily.Seeing the little ones, the tail wagged even more happily.

"Did you come back after playing with Rhubarb?"

"Well, it's running around when nothing happens."

Rhubarb leaned his head towards the fence, and the goose inside was frightened and ran to the other side, howling.

When we first started raising them, the goslings were very afraid of people, but Rhubarb liked to tease them the most, and he never changed his mind after repeated scolding.Seeing it coming again, Lin Zhengqing waved his hand to drive it out.

Rhubarb refused to leave.

"Haoyu, take Rhubarb out."

"Me?" Lin Zhengqing actually asked him to take the dog out? ? ! ! !

"I still have to cook, do you two want to eat?"

Yes, Bai Haoyu found sadly that he was listed side by side with the dog.

Not long after, the firewood in the kitchen lit up, and the aroma of the food slowly wafted into the room.

Bai Haoyu feels that he has adapted to this kind of life. When he is tired, the happiest thing is to hear the sound of cooking and the unique fragrance.

Accompanied by the faint moonlight outside, it is the most beautiful imprint here.

After dinner, Lin Zhengqing sat in the living room watching TV, Bai Haoyu took out his laptop, sat on a chair and started working.

Lin Zhengqing was very surprised, and said: "Shouldn't work be done in a quiet place? I will disturb you if you come out."

It was because it was too quiet in the room, so I thought of a popular place.I don't know why, sometimes I don't really like a place to stay, and I always want to work in a place with people.

"It's okay, this place doesn't need to be too quiet." Bai Haoyu said.

"Oh oh."

"Are you alright tomorrow?"

"what happened?"

"Tomorrow, Lin Zhicheng and I have to go and see the grape seedlings. I want you and Zhigang to bring someone to fix the land. The seedlings can be planted in two or three days."

"Me? I don't even know if I can do well. Do you just trust me like that?"

Both of them are absent, Lin Zhengqing will feel that he has a heavy list and suddenly has no support.You'll feel like you can't do it well.

"It's a very simple matter, why don't you believe me?" Remembering that Lin Zhengqing never clearly said that he wanted to join them, Bai Haoyu said again: "I haven't asked you yet, are you willing to join us?"

join?In fact, Lin Zhengqing didn't have any ideas. They asked for help, and if he was free, he would definitely help if he could. Maybe there was no need to formally say whether to join or not.

"Actually, it doesn't matter."

"If you want, we will write it clearly in black and white and sign the contract. This kind of thing can't be vague."

"Well, if you need my help, I'll join."

"Isn't Zhigang's family very supportive of him coming to our place?"

Lin Zhengqing thought for a while, and said: "Actually, he has made it clear about Zhigang's family today. His family doesn't treat him well. He has an older brother on his head. His older brother is better than him in everything. His parents are biased." with his brother."

Bai Haoyu nodded. In fact, this kind of thing is very common in both rural and urban areas.If the family is patriarchal, it may be even more partial.

Others may just say a word of habit.But really when you are in it, you have to go through the bitterness and bitterness of every moment slowly, there will be resentment, there will be sadness, there will be sadness, there will be anger, but many times, you are powerless .When I was young, I only knew it was unfair, but you didn't understand what was going on, and you didn't understand why it happened.When you grow up, you understand, but you can only look back with a smile and tears.

"Did you know? Zhigang showed me that it doesn't mean that you will be happy if your parents are around at home. It was also from that time on that I didn't have such a strong desire for the existence of my parents."

Lin Zhengqing looked at the wooden carving he put on the TV counter and said.

Bai Haoyu's hand typing on the keyboard froze for a few seconds, and then he realized that this was the first time Lin Zhengqing talked about his family and mentioned his parents. Does it mean that he can regard him as a friend?

But what he said was so indifferent, so indifferent.This indifferent attitude hurt his heart. He never felt that he was very happy. People just don't know how to cherish it until they lose it.

"You will treat me as a family member in the future, and I will take care of you as my younger brother."

He said it so easily, did he really mean it?Lin Zhengqing is unwilling to give himself hope easily, it is really sad to be broken after being given hope.

Those who have never seen the light are not afraid of the dark because they are used to it.Suddenly being pulled down into the sun, if there is no other meaning besides the tears of being stabbed, there is no need to leave the darkness where you can be invisible.

"Okay. Thank you."

The hand that originally wanted to touch his head was put on his shoulder, and said: "It's okay, I will be there from now on. When you marry a wife, you won't be so lonely."

Lin Zhengqing patted Rhubarb lying at his feet, and said: "With my broken house, who would marry his daughter to endure hardships. I have been like this all my life, and I only hope that Rhubarb can accompany me a little longer. Now, when you are young, save a little money, and when you are old, you won’t be full twice, but you will be hungry twice.”

How can you be so negative?In Bai Haoyu's eyes, a person's life will be very exciting, and all kinds of things may be experienced, how can one live a life of shamelessness?

How can people in their twenties see the head?Life is still a long time.

"How come, you are only in your twenties, next time I take you out for fun, don't think about it. When you find something you want to do, something you like, you will be interested in sticking to it, and then excel in this field.”

The things I love?Lin Zhengqing felt that the things he liked had already been obliterated by life. For him, three meals a day, the fields, and his home were all he had, and nothing else was an extravagant hope.

Bai Haoyu sighed, not knowing what to say.

Forget it, it's still a matter of walking, maybe something will happen in the future to change his mind.The future is still long, who can say what will happen in the future.

The different ideas of the two of them are like liquids with different densities mixed together, neither of them can penetrate the other, and they cannot be mixed together, and there is a clear dividing line in the middle.

the next morning

Lin Zhicheng found Lin Zhigang's door-to-door notification, saying that he would get paid to help with work today. Everyone in the village laughed at them. College students are really different. When they come back to the village, they will be like local rich men and give them money.

Lin Zhicheng laughed awkwardly.

Lin Zhigang said: "What kind of land rich man? Where did the land rich man come from?"

After some publicity, many people really came.

Lin Zhicheng gathered them all in the open space in front of Lin Zhengqing's house, and he believed that there must be a lot of spectators involved.

Bai Haoyu whispered to Lin Zhicheng: "Is it because nothing happened in the village recently, so all the bees rushed here?"

"Where did something happen? Isn't the biggest thing that I brought you back? They probably all took us for fun."