such as mans

How could Bu Fan be polite at this time and say that you don't need to give me what you are holding for yourself? She was afraid that Xie Zhongnan would put the things back in her pocket a second later.She took the lighter and the half-pack of cigarettes and put them into her pocket, then put her hands into the bag together, trembling.

After blowing for a while, she may also need infusion to reduce the fever.Xie Zhongnan looked at Bu Fan's shivering body, pointed to the inside of the room,

"Go in."

Bu Fan looked at Xie Zhongnan,

"Come in together."

Xie Zhongnan shook his head, but didn't speak.

Bu Fan lowered his head and glanced at Xie Zhongnan's naturally hanging hands that were purple by the wind,

"Why don't you wear gloves?"

In fact, Bu Fan bought a pair of gloves for Xie Zhongnan before, but Xie Zhongnan didn't know which one was wrong at the time. Bu Fan lobbied her for a whole geography class and refused to agree, and finally was snatched away by Yu Yao. up.But obviously Xie Zhongnan's hands were extremely cold, so he didn't wear gloves.

Xie Zhongnan looked at his hand, then raised it up to let the wind blow it,

"Do not want to."

Bu Fan pressed her hand down,

"Xie Zhongnan, stop convulsing, it's cold."

When she spoke this time, her whole teeth were fighting up and down, and now she felt like the blood in her whole body was congealing.Xie Zhongnan stared at Bu Fan, then grabbed her arm, opened the door and walked into the room.

The heat came rushing towards her face, and Bu Fan stood still and shook for a while before feeling the blood circulation in her numb limbs resumed. She turned her head to look at Xie Zhongnan who had been standing beside her, and said,

"Xie Zhongnan."

"Ok?"

Bu Fan thinks this is the most interesting way in the conversation. She calls Xie Zhongnan's name, and Xie Zhongnan will hum with a questioning tone, and then she can continue talking. Yu Yao said that it looks like a neuropathy, but she I thought it was very fun, and no one except her would be able to experience this kind of fun.

"Are you in a bad mood today?" Bu Fan asked.

Xie Zhongnan nodded, and then walked towards the big bed. She lay flat on the big bed, and then patted Bu Fan on the empty seat next to her.

Bu Fan walked over and lay down, but when he looked up, he found that there was something wrong with the ceiling.Their floor should be the top floor, because the ceiling facing the bed is transparent, and you can see the sky outside when you look up.

It's really strange, with such a strong wind blowing outside, the clouds above the head still move very lazily, the sky is very clear, dark blue, and there are some stars dotted on it.

"It's so beautiful." Bu Fan admired softly.

Xie Zhongnan nodded, staring at the sky in a daze.

At that moment, Bu Fan felt that Xie Zhongnan was very unreal. In fact, she had known Xie Zhongnan for so long and never felt that this person was real. It seemed to be transparent. You can look at it from the side. Be careful if you touch it, it may disappear all of a sudden.

She is now a little curious about what Xie Zhongnan's life is like outside of school. Anyway, it must not be like her, Yu Yao, Mao Ziyi, or the others, but normal middle school students with nothing in their heads. A good university, a good job, and then, she didn't dare to think about it.

Because every time I think of this place, Bu Fan will be afraid. Who doesn’t think that he is born different, but later on, he gradually finds that everyone is similar. The lake of life is so calm that even throwing a stone can’t make waves. Every day They have been there in the same way, so what will they become in the future?

But Xie Zhongnan is definitely different from them. She can casually give up the first important exam in her life, the high school entrance exam, and she can skip the physics exam regardless of her grades.She can also run out to blow such a strong wind shortly after the fever of 39 degrees subsides, and can cut her hands like that, smoke, go to Internet cafes, it seems that Xie Zhongnan is doing everything in school except hair dyeing and puppy love Things that middle school students are not allowed to do.

There seemed to be nothing in her eyes, as if Xie Zhongnan didn't really care about anything, whether she could be admitted to a good university, whether she could live a healthy, safe and pain-free life, whether she could have a job that could talk about the future, whether she could I can't meet my true friend or lover.

These things that everyone will care about, these things that make the temples extremely prosperous, Xie Zhongnan seems to have never cared about them at all.

So what does she really care about?That Huya girl?Or maybe she doesn't care at all.To live or to die, to be poor or to be rich, to be healthy or to be sick, to have a score of [-] or zero.She didn't even think about it.

"Xie Zhongnan." Bu Fan shouted again.

Xie Zhongnan still cooperated and hummed, Bu Fan thought for a while, and then continued,

"Xie Zhongnan, after I met you, I realized that life is actually very interesting. Of course, it doesn't mean that I was bored before. Anyway, after you appeared next to me, I feel that every day is very good."

"So I hope you won't be in a bad mood anymore, and don't often skip food. You have to be kind to yourself. If one day I turn around and find that you are no longer by my side, I may feel that life is more boring than before. You might even feel hopeless."

"You may not feel anything, but your existence, at least speaking, has brought me a lot of differences. You have to protect yourself, just for your deskmate, okay?"

Xie Zhongnan listened quietly at the side, and then seemed to grasp the point, her voice was much better than the hoarse before, she said,

"No, don't despair."

"you can not."

Bu Fan nodded,

"That's right, no one wants to despair of life, we are all looking for fun in this boring and moldy life, just like we ran to such a high place without telling our parents, and Yu Yao, Mao Ziyi and I usually It’s like holding a note meeting if you’re so close. It’s not that your brain is not working, but you just want to find a little bit of fun in this kind of life.”

"Xie Zhongnan, you have to find some fun things. Don't be against eating anymore. In fact, when you eat something really delicious, your mood will be particularly good for the whole day."

Xie Zhongnan was silent for a while, then hummed.

Bu Fan breathed a sigh of relief, Xie Zhongnan's hmm after thinking about it was the most reassuring for her, Xie Zhongnan never agreed or agreed to anything easily, but if she agreed, she would seldom regret it.

The two of them lay on the bed together and looked at the sky above their heads. Bu Fan listened to Xie Zhongnan's even breathing, and said again,

"Xie Zhongnan, have you thought about your future?"

Xie Zhongnan turned his head to look at her with doubts in his eyes.

"It's what university you want to study in the future, what major you want to choose, what job you want to find, and what your future boyfriend will be like."

When Bu Fan said this, his heart twitched again. After all, Xie Zhongnan would eventually become a boy's girlfriend. She might also carry a lifetime of unwillingness to marry someone she didn't like according to her parents' wishes. people.

"No." Xie Zhongnan replied, and turned his head back to stare at the sky.

"Coincidentally, neither did I. In fact, I don't want to leave school at all. The days to come feel so far away." So far away that I felt that there would no longer be Xie Zhongnan by my side at that time.I would rather sleep for six hours a day, or be pressured by papers so that I can’t lift my head, but it doesn’t matter, as long as you sit next to me all the time.Bu Fan thought, but she didn't say it.

Then she hesitated for a moment, and asked softly,

"Xie Zhongnan, do you have a boy you like?"

Xie Zhongnan hardly hesitated,

"No."

"What about the girl?" Bu Fan asked again.

Xie Zhongnan paused for a while,

"No."

Bu Fan felt relieved, and then asked again,

"Then has any boy confessed to you?"

"Have."

He was so courageous, he was almost beaten to death by Xie Zhongnan in the end.After being silent for a while, Bu Fan took a deep breath in his heart, and then said slowly,

"Then, have any girls confessed to you?"