such as mans

Bu Fan guessed that her mother was frightened, but when she heard the sound of high heels stepping on the ground disappeared, she deduced that her mother had stopped. After a long silence, she heard her mother speaking in English, which should be talking to the person next to her. After talking a long list, the general meaning is that I won't go through it first, and you can tell the professor.

Then she heard her mother's voice slightly nervous asking,

"What's wrong with you, Fanfan? Did something make you unhappy?"

Bu Fan cried even harder,

"It's just that you don't give me a call. I feel like I was adopted. I must not be my own, right? Just tell me, I'll just go by myself."

Her mother was stunned for a while, then laughed out loud,

"Busy, there is a jet lag between the two sides. You are sleeping when you have time, so I can't bear to wake up my Fanfan. Mom and Dad are the people who love you the most and are the closest to you. Fanfan you How could you think that way?"

Then there was another pause,

"Mom and Dad can give away this life, as long as you are happy, you know Fanfan?"

Bu Fan listened on the other end, her mood gradually calmed down. This time the tears fell because she was moved. She roughly pulled the tissue and wiped her nose vigorously. It must have been hard for her mother to hear it.

"Fanfan, even though you are at home, you should be more refined, you know?"

Bu Fan rolled his eyes, then continued,

"I'm very angry now. I think you don't want to care about me at all. I'm very scared alone."

Her mother sighed softly over there,

"Mom knows that you are uncomfortable, and whoever you change will not be uncomfortable. When I came back for more than ten years, I saw you fell asleep, and you were still asleep when I went out. Sometimes an academic exchange is far away and long, and my mother also misses it." you."

"But there is no way. I think your future can go as far as you want, so we must win you more things now, so that your future can be truly free."

"Mom is very sorry for you. In fact, what I really ask of you is that you are happy, but Fanfan is excellent, has good grades, and doesn't cause trouble for parents. Do you know that Fanfan, you are the pride of my father and me. "

Bu Fan was at a loss for words for a while, she opened her mouth, and finally could only spit out one,

"mom…"

All of this was bought by her parents, and everything she was proud of was given by her parents. It's too much for her to ask her mother like this!

It's just that after all, flesh and blood is what is called a heart-to-heart connection. Her mother knew that there was something wrong with Bu Fan's call, so she asked after thinking about it,

"Fanfan, is there something that makes you unhappy?"

Bu Fan thought for a while, then hummed softly into the phone.

The other side froze again,

"Is it something you can't control outside of school?"

Bu Fan paused for a moment when he heard the words, thinking that this tacit understanding must be her own, she thought about it, and hummed for a while.

"It's okay. Mom believes in your eyes. Your dad and I were together in the third year of junior high. I don't object to your puppy love, but you have to be measured."

She was about to kneel down and worship such a reasonable mother, and only then did she feel that she hadn't really paid attention to understanding what kind of person her parents were after all these years.Everything is for her alone, this feeling is really shocking.But I don't know how her mother would feel if she knew that her daughter's crush was a girl.Will you fly back from abroad and have a good talk with her?

Bu Fan finally decided to tell the truth,

"Mom, the point is, that person, she is not a man."

She could feel that there was a long silence on the other end of the phone that could make her feel suffocated. This silence lasted for almost 3 minutes. In the middle, Bufan turned the phone screen several times to see if it was dropped.

It wasn't until her mother started talking again that she put the receiver on her ear,

"Fanfan, mom doesn't know what to say. At your age, it's normal to have some thoughts. There are many classmates who broke up with mom and dad. First love, most of them will get hurt."

"But your mother has never encountered a situation like yours. But this matter, if something happens to you two... problems, and finally separated... I don't know how many years it will take to recover."

"Mom doesn't object to your idea, but you really have to control yourself, don't... don't take that step."

Bu Fan heard the words and sighed,

"I know my mother, I think this feeling is a bit deformed, but I don't think she is deformed. I am very happy just looking at her like this. Don't worry, I will not do anything."

She really thought so, as long as she could look at Xie Zhongnan, it would be good to see her frowning or smiling with the corners of her mouth raised.

But she didn't tell her mother about some specific things that happened between them, such as going to Tibet together, such as watching the starry sky holding hands, such as her own fruit box half an hour earlier, such as Xie Zhongnan betraying her in front of the whole class for her.

All the points left unsaid,

"Oh mom, don't worry, I just feel like I'm a bit psychotic because I've been pressured by my studies recently, so I want to talk to you, and I feel much better after talking with you now. She is the kind of good-looking one, just I think it looks better than Wang Zuxian, maybe I like this face, it's super superficial."

Her mother opened her mouth and was about to speak when Bu Fan interrupted her.

"Okay, Mom, I have my sense of proportion. Don't worry. Go to the lecture and learn from the foreign professor. I'll hang up first. I'm sleepy and want to sleep."

Bu Fan really didn't want her mother to waste too much time talking about these issues for her. If she missed the lectures of those big professors, it would really not be worthwhile.My main purpose is to tell her mother about this sudden change in my sexual orientation. I am afraid that it will be too sudden in the future and I will not be able to accept it. Although it is sudden now, I feel better in my heart.

"All right,"

"Fanfan, you may be the only one going to school this time. After this academic exchange is over, you have to go to University B. It will take a week. Dad and I may not be able to make it back."

Bu Fan didn't think there was anything wrong, she really got used to these words after hearing too much, she nodded,

"Well, it's okay, I can do it myself."

After this phone call, Bu Fan felt a lot more relaxed, but seeing that Xie Zhongnan hadn't replied to her, his mood dropped again. After going back and forth for a while, Bu Fan felt that he had to go back and forth. A heart attack or something.

Xie Zhongnan was with her mother in the United States for the past ten days, and she probably turned off her phone because she didn't want to be disturbed, but it is impossible for her phone to be turned off all the time when she returns to China.Could it be because she didn't want to reply to her messages, but after thinking about it, she didn't seem to have offended Xie Zhongnan?

Is it because of holding hands?

Thinking of this, Bu Fan's face was on fire again. She threw her phone on the bed beside her, opened the physics book she was going to study next semester, and planned to study to calm herself down a little.