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Xie Zhongnan disappeared again, but this time Bu Fan knew where she was, and she asked Lao Zhou for leave to go home and review.This is true news, because Lao Zhou went to Xie Zhongnan's house to see her several times, and he was there every time, only once because Lao Zhou waited at the door for a while because he went out for dinner.

Bu Fan was still very happy when he heard the word "eating", thinking that Xie Zhongnan might still remember what he said, don't smoke and drink, don't stay up late to play games, and eat more fruits and have to eat, her memory is so good , I'm sure I can't forget her dislike.

It was the last fifteen days before the college entrance examination, and the daily life was dark and dark. Except for eating and sleeping, I was doing questions at other times, and the whole class was filled with a strange silence.

The strings in everyone's minds have been taut, and once someone plucks it lightly, the whole person will completely collapse.

Basically every few days there will be a fight at a table because the arm on the left touches the arm on the right. You accidentally hit my water glass and I can yell at you for half an hour, and finally have another fight and continue to do the questions.Two days ago, a girl from Class [-] was fished out from the river behind the school.

Many people were sick, and they took papers to study in the infirmary, and the air in the whole third grade was suffocating.When Bu Fan was in a particularly irritable mood, he would look up at the mirror, facing the empty seat. At that time, the disappointment in his heart could cover up the irritability.

Bu Fan was actually a little worried. She thought that she was already in a state of obsession with Xie Zhongnan, thinking that if she went to university in the future, she would never see Xie Zhongnan again in this life, and would she suffer from the same type of psychosis as Ou Lu.

And in order to make sure that Ou Lu did not harass Xie Zhongnan, Bu Fan had to make a phone call every day to confirm. The two of them started fighting against each other, but now they can still make a few jokes when they talk. She feels that Ou Lu is actually quite cute for a girl.

She also kept her promise and never went to Xie Zhongnan again, but only occasionally sent WeChat and called. Although Bu Fan was still a little reluctant, but thinking that Ou Lu was a patient after all, she let her go.

The days are repeated every day, and the loss and sadness in my heart have not decreased at all with the increase of time.There are still five days left, and after five days, I will have an account of my ten years, and I can also draw a new chapter for this period of high school, which is a perfect end.

The No. [-] Middle School gave them four days of review time, and today they used it to clean up the examination room and hand out the admission ticket, pens and other stationery prepared by the school.

The classroom was a bit noisy, and Bu Fan was dizzy from the noise, feeling as if he had passed away.She stared at the unclaimed examination admission ticket on the podium, feeling trembling in her heart.

Xie Zhongnan didn't come to get the admission ticket. Although Lao Zhou said to send it to her for a while, Bu Fan was still very worried.Xie Zhongnan came back once before to hand in the materials. There is no need to come by himself for this kind of thing, but Xie Zhongnan has come, and the admission ticket is much more important than that, but Xie Zhongnan does not come by himself.

Will you pass the exam?

Bu Fan was lying on the table, but when the thought flashed by, he sat up suddenly, and the phone on the table vibrated at the same time.Bu Fan took it out and took a look. It had the word Ou Lu on it.

Bu Fan frowned, she couldn't think of what Ou Lu should be calling her at this time, Bu Fan pressed the green answer button,

"Hello? Olu?"

"Bu Fan!" Ou Lu's voice was a little excited, nasal, and she was crying.Bu Fan was a little strange. Could it be that their relationship has reached the point where they can tell each other their hearts when they are sad?

"What's wrong with you?" Bu Fan still asked.

"Bu Fan, go and see Xiao Xie, I haven't been in touch for two days."

Bu Fan felt that her request was a bit strange, not to mention that Xie Zhongnan's inability to contact Xie Zhongnan for two consecutive months is an extremely normal thing, Ou Lu came to him to see Xie Zhongnan, this request will meet Yi Bu Fan thought that Ou Lu was going to find a reason to ask her out and kill her directly.

"Maybe she just doesn't want to talk to you." Bu Fan rolled his eyes.

"No," Ou Lu's tone was a bit serious, "Xiao Xie will reply anytime, anyone."

Bu Fan rolled his eyes again, and said that Xiao Xie hadn't replied to a message from me for several months, but after thinking about it, she was always an accident, and he was a little anxious at the moment, but he didn't speak, waiting for Ou Lu to continue talking.

"If she really doesn't contact anyone, there is only one possibility." Ou Lu's tone became more urgent.

"What?" Bu Fan's voice trembled.

"When you are ready to give up completely."

Bu Fan let go of his hand suddenly, and the phone hit the ground. She bent down to pick it up in a panic, and when she looked up, her head hit the corner of the table. The pain woke her up a little, and she said anxiously to Ou Lu,

"Is she home now?"

"It should be, go and take a look." Ou Lu's tone relaxed a little, and she sighed, "I surrendered to Bu Fan, and I will stay away from you two in the future, but you must take Xiao Xie Get cured, you are right, my existence will only remind her of those sad pasts. So if I disappear, maybe she can really live happily."

Bu Fan was stunned for a moment, wondering if Ou Lu's disappearance was an extreme way.

"You do not want…."

"Don't worry, I will live well."

"Bu Fan," Ou Lu's tone became serious, "Xie, please."

"Well, good." Bu Fan nodded, hung up the phone without stopping too much, rushed to the podium, and snatched Xie Zhongnan's examination admission ticket under Lao Zhou's horrified eyes. Shaking in front of Lao Zhou,

"Old Zhou, I'll help you deliver it."

Li Shan whistled at Bu Fan in the last row, and said "Come on, squad leader."

With his back turned to him, Bu Fan gestured OK, and rushed to Xie Zhongnan's neighborhood like a hot wheel.She was trembling when she was sitting on the elevator. She held the admission ticket with her left hand and clenched her right hand into a fist in front of her chest.

When did Ou Lu say that he chose to give up completely?Was it the moment she left marks on the arteries in her left and right hands?

When the elevator arrived, there was a ding, and Bu Fan's back stiffened suddenly, and he staggered out of the elevator and rushed to the door of Xie Zhongnan's house.

Her right hand knocked on the door panel continuously, she didn't dare to think about the most likely situation inside, fearing that after she went in, she would see Xie Zhongnan lying on the ground with his blood dried up.

This is an anti-theft door, and Bu Fan couldn't open it after smashing his whole body, so he could only knock on the door, his whole hand was numb, but Bu Fan felt that his strength seemed to be stronger in a trance,

"Xie Zhongnan, open the door! I'm Bu Fan!"

"Xie Zhongnan!"

Bu Fan put his ear on the door to listen, and there was a bang, like metal hitting the ground.Bu Fan's heart seemed to be pricked by countless needles at the same time. It was a knife, and it was the sound of a knife falling to the ground.

Hearing the gradually clearer footsteps, Bu Fan held his breath and took a step back.

The door was opened, and Xie Zhongnan stood in front of Bu Fan and looked down at her. It had been a long time since I saw her this time, Xie Zhongnan was not as thin as before.It's just that the bloodshot eyes and pale lips are declaring that Xie Zhongnan's mental state is very bad.

The moment she saw Bu Fan's eyes flashed a light, but then it dimmed, and she looked at Bu Fan expressionlessly,

"What are you doing here?"

There was a sudden tick, and Bu Fan looked in the direction of the sound, and several drops of Yin Hong's blood appeared on the snow-white tiles.Bu Fan pulled Xie Zhongnan's left hand out from his back, and there was a wound on the artery that looked like it was cut in half.

Bu Fan was glad that he arrived at the right time, and the wound didn't look deep. If he came a few seconds later, maybe when she knocked on the door outside, Xie Zhongnan's blood was flowing from his body until it dried up.

"Xie Zhongnan..."

Bu Fan's hand holding Xie Zhongnan was trembling, and her lips were trembling when she spoke. She looked up at Xie Zhongnan, and it was at that moment that she realized for the first time what it was like to be so sad that she couldn't cry.

I was so depressed that I wanted to draw the same wound on my own hand, but no tears came from my eyes.But at the moment when he met Xie Zhongnan's eyes, Bu Fan's whole body tensed up,

Tears flowed from Xie Zhongnan's eyes, slid down his cheeks to his chin, gathered into one and then hit the ground, Xie Zhongnan stretched out his empty hand, gently stroked Bu Fan's hair, and raised his eyebrows. corner of mouth,

"very nice."