Possess
Chapter 12 Text
At the door of the ward, Li Zimu bid farewell to Ji Qingze. He didn't want to face the sober Feng Suli and Su Bei, and Zihan was still at home waiting to solve the problem by himself.
"Let's go, I'll ask Su Bei for his opinion on Zihan's matter." It's Su Bei's choice whether to expose or sue, and he has no right to decide.
That night, Ji Qingze slept on the sofa in the ward and woke up several times in the middle.He walked to Su Bei and sat watching for a while, seeing nothing happened, he went back to lie down again.
After tossing and turning all night, I woke up almost at dawn.Walking to the hospital bed, he found that Su Bei had opened his eyes!
After Su Bei woke up, he was still not sure where he was, and lay quietly, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes.After noticing that someone was approaching, he trembled slightly, but he didn't look away.
"Are you awake? Is there something wrong?" Ji Qingze sat on the stool beside the bed, squeezed his hand and asked.
Su Bei didn't give any response. He wanted to hug each other distressedly, but he was afraid of losing his sense of proportion.I had no choice but to gently comfort him by whispering in his ear, "Don't be afraid, it's all right."
After a long while, Su Bei blinked, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.Ji Qingze wiped it with his hands, but he couldn't finish it no matter what.He waited quietly, until Su Bei himself slowly calmed down.
Ji Qingze walked to the end of the bed and helped him shake the head of the bed, "Is there anything uncomfortable?"
He moved the stool away, moved closer, and cupped his face in the palm of his hand.I couldn't take a closer look in the car yesterday morning. Why did I lose weight again, and my chin is pointed.
Su Bei pulled his hand down very lightly.Ji Qingze simply sat down, and when the two were at eye level, Su Bei gently hugged the other's waist, and then tightened it tighter, as if he urgently needed to draw some strength from him.
Like an elder, Ji Qingze carefully avoided the wound and supported the back of his head with one hand, while stroking his back with the other.
"I hate when men touch me, it's disgusting!" Su Bei said coldly.
The movement froze for a moment, and Ji Qingze suddenly didn't know what to do.Like a child who has done something wrong, waiting to be blamed.
"But I like you." Su Bei finished softly, and buried his head down. The hair on the top of his head was pressed against his chest, where his heartbeat was warm.
Ji Qingze instantly felt that he had been redeemed. When he met such a person, every word he said could make him wander in heaven and hell, "I will never let you go again." I can't leave you anymore.
At 8 o'clock sharp, the medical staff came in to make rounds, opened the door and saw the two hugging each other tightly on the hospital bed.Director Li coughed twice. He saw that Ji Qingze wanted to get up, but the patient refused.This Director Li also has some personal relationships with Ji Rulin, but they don't have much contact.
Su Bei grabbed Ji Qingze's shirt with both hands, still buried his head, unwilling to lift it up, Ji Qingze couldn't tell if he was shy or what.
"Hey, let the doctor take a look." Those who knew him would probably drop their jaws in shock.But he himself didn't realize it at all, he just looked helplessly at the back of Su Bei's stubborn head.
"I'm sorry Director Li, he just woke up." Although he said apologetic words, he didn't show any guilt at all.
Director Li smiled indifferently, "It's okay, let him have a good rest. Young people can heal quickly after a little trauma, just wake up." He looked at the gauze on Su Bei's head and legs to confirm that there was no problem.He ordered the responsible nurse to change his dressing the day after tomorrow, told Ji Qingze not to use force until the wound on the patient's leg healed, and kindly closed the door behind him before leaving.
Su Bei suddenly pushed him away, "They know what happened to me? Who changed my clothes?" The hospital gown on his body smelled of washing powder, and the temperature of the air conditioner in the room was just right, and Ji Qingze only wore one Crewneck sweater in light gray.
Guessing that he might have suffered a blow to his self-esteem, "They are medical staff who only care about the health of patients. Beibei, believe me nothing happened."
Su Bei suddenly lifted the hem of his clothes, revealing the bruises on his abdomen that hadn't faded away. These were left by that pervert, so dirty!They must have seen it, and Ji Qingze saw it too, what would they think?
"Are you pitying me?" Su Bei raised his eyes and questioned him, his eyes were fragile at the touch of a touch, "Do you feel that you owe me?" All this is because he feels sorry for himself!
Ji Qingze didn't answer him, and stretched out his right hand to lightly cover the bruised skin, and slowly stroked it. The warm palm immediately caused Su Bei to tremble.
He wanted to escape, but stared at Ji Qingze blankly, his eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings, showing the master's panic, feeling that he was afraid or looking forward to something.It wasn't until Ji Qingze covered the kisses with bruises one by one that he thought of refusing "no"
Words can't stop the opponent's rhythm, Ji Qingze followed the navel all the way up, lingering at the heaviest collarbone, listening to the sound of sucking, Su Bei's toes curled up in shame.
The other party raised his head, and the sound of scorching breath sprayed in front of him. He had never seen Ji Qingze's hot eyes before, and it was a little scary. "Mr. Ji?" Before his lips could close, he was gently sucked by the other party .Different from the slight touch last time, this was a real kiss. His lips were visited by the other's lips and tongue bit by bit, chasing and plundering as if declaring sovereignty.
Su Bei went from being nervous at the beginning to gradually relaxing to enjoy this kiss. The action was not intense but unforgettable.After a long time, Ji Qingze forced himself to separate, fixed his eyes on Su Bei's mouth slightly opened as if he still had something to say, and there was a trace of crystal clear saliva at the corner of his mouth, which looked too tempting, he couldn't hold back and stuck out his tongue to lick it The corner of Su Bei's mouth was so frightened that the other party closed his mouth tightly like a clam shell that had been invaded by the outside world.
"Beibei, I only have one feeling for you. I like you, very much." Ji Qingze pressed his forehead and confessed.
Like a dish, like a painting or like a season, all of these can be blurted out, but it takes too much thinking to say like a person.He didn't know if Su Bei's liking was carrying as much weight as himself.
"I'm hungry." Su Bei turned his face away and looked out of the window, red from the base of his ears to his neck.All I wanted to do was let him be quiet, otherwise he would go crazy!
Ji Qingze realized what he meant, and decided to go out to buy some food with empathy, "Don't get out of bed alone, call me if you need something." He handed Su Bei a mobile phone, "Your one was thrown away by the kidnappers, use it first." this."
Su Bei took it and saw that it was quite an expensive mobile phone, so he didn't want to accept "I don't want it!" He didn't want to spend Ji Qingze's money.
"Take it! This is what I used. Do you have to tell me so clearly?" His tone was a little harsh, so Su Bei had no choice but to accept it first.
After Ji Qingze went out, he thought about it and called Feng Yan:
"Hey, who is it?"
"Feng Yan, it's me!"
Feng Yan recognized Su Bei's voice, "Su Bei? Where did you go yesterday? You didn't come back all night."
"Please take a sick leave with the counselor for me, just say that I was in a car accident in the hospital, and I will make up the leave when I come back." Su Bei called him because he had a calm and calm personality in the dormitory, and he didn't want the other party but looked naive. With a depressed tone, he kept asking questions.
After finally answering, I hung up the phone and saw that the call lasted for half an hour!No wonder I feel like my whole body is going to collapse after making a phone call.
Ji Qingze bought a cup of big bone soup, a drawer of crystal soup dumplings and a box of pea yellow.When he opened the door, he saw that Su Bei was stepping on the ground with one leg and moving the other leg down.He walked over to put down his things and asked sharply, "What are you doing?"
Seeing that he was upset, Su Bei replied in a low voice, "I, don't I want to eat, I want to brush my teeth first."
"Don't move, wait!" Ji Qingze wanted to laugh when he saw how aggrieved he was, he suppressed his expression and went to the bathroom to get him toothpaste and a toothbrush, filled the cup with warm water, and walked up to him with a basin, "Come on, Brush it."
Now that it's all like this, Su Bei is not pretentious anymore, just take it and finish it in a few strokes.After Ji Qingze tidied him up, he took a towel and wet it with hot water to wipe his face, "Are you still dizzy?"
Su Bei was manipulated by the other party like a child, and gradually got used to being served "a little bit" He didn't know if it was because of the wound or hunger.
"Let's eat something." Put the bought food on the mobile dining table and push it in front of Su Bei.Then he went to pour water to wash the towel by himself, and when he came back, he saw him holding half a piece of pea yellow, looking hesitant.
"I'm full." He touched his slightly protruding abdomen, expressing that he couldn't eat anymore.
Ji Qingze walked over, took the remaining half of pea yellow into his mouth with his hand, and finally licked his fingers clean with the tip of his tongue.
Until the other party's warm lips and tongue were gone, Su Bei still stood there with his hands up in a daze, "You, why are you doing this?" He pulled up the quilt to cover his head, his heart pounding, "I'm tired and I want to sleep for a while ".
Ji Qingze didn't think too much about it just now, but now seeing Su Bei's reaction, he wondered if he had gone too far. He always felt guilty of abducting a child.
"Have a good rest!" He moved the dining table to the end of the bed and shook the head of the bed.He ate all the leftovers from Subei, threw away the garbage and came back to see that he had really fallen asleep.
Looking at Su Bei's defenseless face, he felt very relieved. Fortunately, you are not disappointed in this world.The captured prisoner was rescued after all, but the root cause of his illness had fallen. Li Zimu used his connections to arrange him into a designated cell.The other fugitive hadn't been caught yet, but because of Li Zihan, he probably would have been dead if he was found.
The light outside the window was a bit strong, and it still dazzled the eyes when the curtains were drawn.Ji Qingze moved the stool to the window, casting a shadow just enough to block the light for Su Bei.
After Feng Yan hung up the phone, he went to ask for leave for Su Bei, and took a taxi to the Armed Police Hospital.I went to the surgery and asked the nurse for his ward number.I was fine yesterday morning, why did I get into a car accident? Fortunately, it sounded okay on the phone.
The door of the ward was pushed open, and there was only one bed inside, and it was obvious that Su Bei was lying on it.Because the other person's back was facing him, he couldn't see clearly, but a man sitting next to the bed facing the door looked familiar.correct!Su Bei got out of his car yesterday!
Ji Qingze looked at the person who broke in at the door, he was a bright boy, stronger than Su Beigao.The other party's expression is not very good-looking, and the attitude of asking questions is also very unfriendly.
"Who are you, did you bump into him?" Feng Yan walked in angrily, and when he narrowed his eyes, he saw that the man was still holding Su Bei's hand, "Let him go!"
Su Bei was woken up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Feng Yan standing in front of him. He rubbed his eyes and thought he was dazzled, "Feng Yan? Why are you here?" He drew back his hand calmly and introduced, "This is Ji Sir, my friend."
"This is my classmate Feng Yan," Su Bei explained to Ji Qingze.
Ji Qingze got up and nodded at Feng Yan, then looked at Su Bei and said, "Then you guys chat for a while, is there anything you want to eat?"
He thought about it seriously and said, "I want to eat sweet and sour pork ribs! Feng Yan, how about you?"
"Me? I still have class, so I'll be leaving later." Feng Yan walked to Su Bei's side and circled around to see where he was hurt.
When Ji Qingze went out, seeing the boy holding Su Bei's face, he felt a little uncomfortable.
Su Bei knocked off his hand with a smile, "It's nothing, just a cut on the head, and the injury on the leg needs to be healed for a while."
"Did that person bump into it just now?" Feng Yan asked pressingly, crossing his arms.
"Of course not. They just sent me to the hospital. The person who hit me left after paying the medical expenses." I heard from Ji Qingze that Feng Suli had already paid a lot of medical expenses in advance.But she has already been discharged from the hospital, maybe she doesn't want to see her.
"How can I let him go? Sue him and let him go to jail!" Just hit him and pay him some money.
Su Bei was also very moved to see that he was genuinely anxious for him, "Forget it, he really didn't mean it. I just took the opportunity to rest for a few days, eat and sleep, and it's so good."
"Hey, how can you do it alone like this, you need someone to take care of you at night, why don't I ask for leave too?" Feng Yan suggested.
"No, no, I'm taken care of. Mr. Ji sleeps on the sofa at night." Su Bei quickly refused.
"Who? That man just now? How do you know him?" No matter how you look at it, you think that man has malicious intentions!
Su Bei thought for a while and made up a lie, "The driver who caused the accident knew him and entrusted him to take care of me. It's free. Don't worry about it. Don't worry, there are so many doctors and nurses here, don't worry at all."
Feng Yan knew that he was lying, but he didn't expose "everyone in the dormitory will be worried."
"So, don't tell them, the school is so far away from here. Just say that my family has something to ask for leave, and I will tell them when I go back." Everyone in the dormitory is impatient. If you know that you are hospitalized, you must come here every now and then. Look at yourself, it's too much trouble for others.
"I came in a hurry and didn't buy anything. Do you want any fruit? I'll go buy it right away!" Feng Yan only now remembered that he had come empty-handed to visit a patient, and he blushed a little embarrassed.
"Farewell, someone will buy what I want, how can it be cheaper for the perpetrators, right!"
Feng Yan thinks about it, it's still cheap for him.
Su Bei recalled what Feng Yan said about his broken love, and asked, "Did you break up with Yating?"
"Hey, that's not a problem. Anyway, I don't like her anymore." Feng Yan sat down and waved his hands, with an indifferent attitude on his face.
Su Bei felt in his heart that he must be pretending to be strong, and how uncomfortable it might be. "Yes, there are many beautiful girls. There are a lot of good-looking nurses in this hospital." He raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, comforting him. with.
"Since you're fine, I'll go back to school first. I'll see you tomorrow." Feng Yan got up and bid farewell.
"No need, how tired you are from running around."
Feng Yan stopped his refusal, "Needless to say, I don't feel relieved if I don't make a trip. You should have a good rest." Although it was still early, he didn't want to meet that man again, so let's leave early.
About half an hour later, Ji Qingze still hasn't come back.Su Bei held back his desire to go to the toilet, but was too embarrassed to find a nurse.He landed on one leg, leaning on the edge of the bed and trying to jump over.After the anesthesia wore off, the wound on my right leg was very painful, and I felt that I couldn't use any strength.When Ji Qingze opened the door, he happened to see him grabbing the railing at the end of the bed and preparing to jump to the bathroom with one leg on the ground.
"Don't move." He put down the things in his hand, walked over and put his arms around Su Bei's waist, supporting him, Su Bei felt that his whole body was almost lifted up.
"I can do it myself, I'll just go to the toilet" I don't really want him to help.
Ji Qingze scolded him, "Don't be stubborn." Then he took a few steps to help him to the toilet, put Su Bei's hand on the wall to support him, "Can you do it yourself? Call me when you're done." Then he thoughtfully closed the door and walked out .
"Woo", Su Bei let out a long breath, his body that was so tense and stiff just now finally relaxed a little.
After tidying up, he called Ji Qingze, and the other party came in and helped him onto the bed again, and gently placed the injured leg under the quilt.
"I brought some daily necessities, all of which you used to use at home." He just went back to pick up his things, and bought a pair of plush slippers by the way.
Su Bei looked at toothbrushes and towels, they were all used at Ji Qingze's before, so they didn't throw them away.And when he said about home just now, it warmed his heart.
"Don't you have to go to work?" I haven't been to the company for two days, so I should have a lot of things to deal with.
Ji Qingze touched his chin and said don't worry, "I told the chairman that you are also injured because of me, and it is right to take care of you."
Su Bei was used to him calling his father unfamiliar. Although he thought it was not good, he had no right to interfere.
After eating, seeing the sun outside, Ji Qingze pushed Su Bei to the garden.There is a row of ginkgo trees planted in the yard, a piece of brilliant yellow, just looking at it makes me feel warm.
The two quietly admired the scenery without speaking, Su Bei was thinking about something secretly, wondering why he didn't see Tao An, was it because Ji Qingze was always around and couldn't make it through?He should already know he's safe.
When going to bed at night, Su Bei saw that the sofa was lying aggrieved and let him go to bed.The two tacitly took up half of the bed each, and at first they could keep a distance, but then they forgot about it when they fell asleep.Seeing that he was fast asleep, Ji Qingze pulled him into his arms. Su Bei couldn't lie down flat, he had a wound on the back of his head, and he was afraid that he would move around and press on his injured leg, so he simply pinned him to his chest all night.
The weather is getting colder and colder. Subei has been in the hospital for a week, and his breath smells like disinfectant.Ji Qingze is still with him every day.Feng Yan came to see him again and didn't show up again, probably because he listened to his persuasion.It's just that Ji Qingze has been answering more and more calls in the past two days. Although he doesn't answer them in front of his face, he can guess that the company has a lot of things for him to deal with.
That evening, Ji Qingze took a basin of hot water to give Su Bei a bath, "I can't do it, but I have to wipe it, right?"
Su Bei persisted for a week, and felt that he had to compromise. After all, he is usually a relatively clean person. "Okay, I'll wipe it myself." The hair also grows a little bit.
In fact, he wanted to wash his hair more than take a bath, and felt that the hair could be squeezed out of oil.
Ji Qingze sat on the sofa and typed with a notebook in his hand. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw that Su Bei was struggling to wipe his back with his back facing him. He put down the notebook and walked over to take the towel in Su Bei's hand with a helpless expression, "I'll do it again." help you."
But before he let go, Ji Qingze laughed angrily, "What are you afraid of?"
"I, am I afraid of causing you trouble?" He didn't tell the truth, because he didn't know what he was afraid of.
Ji Qingze wiped his body routinely, carefully avoiding the wound, and rubbed his hair with a semi-wet towel.
"I'll soak your feet later." He poured out the dirty water, took some cold water again, and went to the boiling water room to mix the boiling water with his hands to test the temperature.
Su Bei watched him go in and out during this period of time, and his mood was very complicated. He felt something swell in his chest and made him dizzy.
After putting the hot water on the ground, Ji Qingze rolled up his sleeves and grabbed Su Bei's feet.
"What are you doing, I'll just put bubbles in it myself." Su Bei dodged away.
Ji Qingze didn't talk nonsense with him, he pulled down his left leg and ankle and put it into the hot water, and when Su Bei was stimulated by the hot water, he carefully put his right foot in it "not hot" , I tried."
The water temperature is high but not hot, very comfortable temperature.Su Bei's feet were very white with round toes, which left an impression on Ji Qingze when they met for the first time.He gently kneaded and massaged the acupuncture points on the soles of Su Bei's feet with his fingers.
After the initial discomfort, he settled down to enjoy this rare service.The strength of the massage is just right, and the temperature of the water is just right, making the whole person want to close their eyes lazily.
Ji Rulin who opened the door almost had a heart attack when he saw this scene.Since the accident, Ji Qingze hasn't mentioned the matter of getting engaged to Feng Suli again, as if it's just gone.The company didn't come, just asked for leave, and then stayed in the hospital for so many days.After hearing Feng Suli say that the person who rescued her was called Su Bei, he was somewhat impressed.This person had been an intern in the company during the summer vacation. Although he was worried about having a rift with Ji Qingze and didn't interfere with his life too much, he remembered Su Bei.
"You asked for leave just to do these things in the hospital?" Ji Rulin asked.Only then did Su Bei open his eyes and look at the person who came. He thought it was a nurse. The way they get along with each other these past few days has become familiar to the nurse sisters.He and Ji Rulin met occasionally at the company's morning meeting before, but they never spoke, but the overwhelming momentum made him unforgettable at a glance.
Su Bei wanted to retract his feet, but was stopped by Ji Qingze. He spread out the towel on his knees, wrapped the other's feet in it, wiped them carefully, and then put them under the quilt again, telling him, "Don't move around, I'll wait a while." Come tidy up" and then turned around, just in time to see the shock on Ji Rulin's face that hadn't had time to put it away, and felt an inexplicable sense of relief in his heart, "Let's go outside and talk."
Ji Rulin glanced at the child's panicked face, and walked out without saying a word.The two came downstairs and stood in the yard, one of them lit a cigarette and smoked for a while.Ji Qingze is an adult, and he can no longer speak to him in a lecture tone, after all, the relationship between father and son is already on thin ice.
"Do you like this child?" The care is so meticulous, if it's not for your own son, I'm afraid there are only people you like.
Ji Qingze was surprised that the other party could think of this level, so he wouldn't be able to have feelings for him with his popular science man "hmm".
"Does Su Li know?"
"I didn't say it, but she should know that she is so smart." The two couldn't see each other's face clearly through the layer of smoke, testing each other in words.
"What are your plans? When will you get engaged again with Su Li?" If he said to think about it first, or discuss it later, then Ji Rulin can feel at ease, but the other party directly told him, "There is no engagement, Su Li and I are over."
Ji Rulin immediately paid more attention to it, "If you like that child, you can look around, but you still have to get married. No matter how much you mess around outside, you must have a home."
Ji Qingze snuffed out the cigarette, and sneered twice, "Hehe, so this is what you have always thought." The red flag at home is not down, and the colorful flags are fluttering outside. From now on, there will be only one Subei." I used to think that such a tall father, who I admired and hated, is now at eye level with me, standing at the same height and looking at each other. In fact, he is just a man. Just ordinary people swallowed by desire.
"When did you start liking men? It was because of me and your mother." He thought it might be because of bad family relations that made him rebellious.But before he finished speaking, he was denied.
"It has nothing to do with these things. I know what I feel in my heart. After so many years, this is the first time I have met someone who I want to catch so much. If I miss it, I will lose all expectations for my future life." Ji Rulin spoke the truth, and the two of them who usually talked no more than three sentences and even had no heated quarrels had a conflict because of this incident.
Ji Rulin was very angry, but anger is the expression of incompetent people.He disdains this kind of emotion "If you insist on doing this, then you will be at your own risk." The only thing that can hold him back is the company that has not let go. If he doesn't want to lose a penny, he can be stubborn.
But emotion is not stubborn, it has nothing to do with any other emotion, because it cannot be controlled, so we have to let it grow freely.
"Whatever you want, just one thing, don't touch Su Bei. You know, if I don't let go, it will be futile for you to try hard from him." Ji Qingze drew the bottom line, if the other party still knows himself a little , then you should know what you can't do.
A conversation broke up badly, Ji Qingze returned to the room, and saw Su Bei standing by the window with one leg propped on the window sill.It was rare that he didn't get angry because of this, he just walked over and hugged him from behind, "What are you looking at?"
"He's still standing there" came from Su Bei's vague voice.
Following his line of sight, Ji Rulin was still standing in the yard, his back looked a little lonely, like a lonely old man passing by at random on the street, standing there alone without a destination, waiting for his family or missing the past.
"Don't look at it." Ji Qingze picked him up, walked back to the bed and put him down.
Su Bei quietly did not resist or speak from the beginning to the end.
"What do you think? Tell me," Ji Qingze had to ask seeing his abnormality.
"I have no idea, I'll wait for you to think about it." He has always been in a passive state in this relationship, and he seems to lack the right to speak whether it starts or not.He just looked at Ji Rulin just now and thought of his parents. What would happen if one day they also faced the fact that their son chose a man?Ji Rulin still has money, rights and social status, so he is helpless in the face of this kind of thing, and his parents are just ordinary farmers, what should they use to accept this feeling?
Ji Qingze kissed him lightly on the forehead, interrupting his chaotic thoughts, "Alright, then don't think about anything, just follow me."
The two of them behaved completely differently. Ji Qingze only hoped that he would take care of his health quickly, and that no matter what happened in the future, he would be confident that he would be able to withstand the wind and rain for Subei.But Su Bei was worried about what kind of attitude he should use to face relatives, friends, and society's gossip when this relationship was revealed to the world.
Since Ji Rulin came, Su Bei began to have nightmares every night, dreaming of the warm lights and delicious food in the small bungalow in the yard of his house, and he sat with his parents and Ji Qingze happily.Then his father disappeared, followed by his mother. He grabbed Ji Qingze's hand in fear, and even Ji Qingze disappeared together.Everything around him became darker and darker. He stood up and ran around only to hear his own footsteps, and then woke up in this endless dream of darkness.
Ji Qingze saw that the round chin he had finally cultivated was worn away by the worries of the past few days, and he hated Ji Rulin in his heart.He tried his best to enlighten him, but with little effect.
Finally, Su Bei decided that the two of them had a good talk, "Qing Ze, can we talk?"
He hasn't slept well in the past few days, and Ji Qingze has also been restless, with blue swelling under his eyes, "I said, you don't have to worry, I have everything."
Su Bei pressed the other person's eye sockets with his fingertips, feeling very distressed, but he had no choice but to say, "I don't know what to do. There are some things I can't count on you for. When I think of my parents, I feel too selfish."
"Then what do you want to do?" He grabbed Su Bei's hand and kissed it on his lips.
Su Bei flinched and didn't take it back, "Can we just leave it like this for the time being, don't rush to talk about feelings. I want to finish school first, and I also want to test the acceptance of my parents." This kind of request is not suitable for Ji Qingze. It would be too selfish, but he couldn't think of a way to get the best of both worlds, and he would always owe one party.
Ji Qingze stood up and looked at him disappointedly, "Then your parents can't accept it, and we will never be together?" He crossed his arms and looked down at Su Bei, "You are afraid of this and that, have you ever been afraid that I will be uncomfortable? "
Su Bei couldn't bear his questioning eyes, and lowered his head guiltily.In the face of feelings, he has chosen cowardly escape, "Give me some time, okay?"
Completely disappointed, Ji Qingze could only compromise "It's up to you".
After staying in the hospital for a month and a half, Ji Qingze insisted on staying with him until Su Bei was discharged from the hospital.During the period, Liu Qing brought him to the hospital to find him any work, and finished it while Su Bei was taking a nap.The mood in the following period was too depressing, and when they announced that they could be discharged from the hospital, they even felt relieved at last.
"Get out of the car, I'll take you in." The car stopped at the gate of the school, Ji Qingze opened the door and said to Su Bei.
"No need, I'll just go in by myself." After all, Su Bei's right leg had undergone surgery. Although he recovered well, he still felt a slight difficulty in walking.
Faced with his countless rejections, Ji Qingze lost his temper, forcibly picked him up from the seat, and closed the car door.Su Bei felt his low pressure and said nothing more.The two walked towards the dormitory building silently, very slowly.No matter how difficult this period of time is, we are still together after all, and I don't know what reason to use to get in touch if we want to meet after this separation.
Su Bei was having a hard time going upstairs, Ji Qingze couldn't help but hugged him.Fortunately, Su Bei didn't resist and just buried his face in his shoulder silently.If the world could be smaller, it would be great if Ji Qingze had such a big chest, and he could shrink in it and not come out and not care about anything.
Soon he arrived at the door of the dormitory designated by Su Bei, and he put him down, "I'm leaving, take care of yourself." Ji Qingze's eyes were full of reluctance, but his movements were not slow at all.Su Bei didn't even have time to say goodbye to him, something seemed to be stuck in his throat, and his voice was choked and unable to utter.
Feng Yan heard movement at the door, opened the door to look, only to see Su Bei standing alone at the door, with tears still shining in his eyes? "What's wrong with you? You've been discharged from the hospital, why didn't you tell me in advance?"
"I didn't have anything, so I took a taxi and came back." Su Bei was dragged into the room, saw that his bed had been changed, and asked, "You changed with me?"
After coming back, Feng Yan thought that Su Bei's legs were not so fast, so he switched his lower berth with Su Bei's, "Well, it's convenient for you to sleep on the bottom".
Su Bei nodded, that was all he could do.In fact, the reason why he chose the upper bunk was because he was afraid that others would sit on his bed, so he was a bit of a clean freak. "Thank you."
Liao Tianfan came over and patted Su Bei's shoulder, "It's okay, everyone is worried about you. But Feng Yan told us not to disturb your recovery, just come back! I'll make you a braised pork rib at noon to make up for it!" Song Yichen also ran over to watch, "Be careful walking in the future, the cars on this road don't have eyesight. Just don't move around, let us help you if you need anything."
Everyone mobilized Su Bei's emotions with each other, and Feng Yan finally felt relieved when he saw his smiling face.
At night, Tao An, who hadn't seen him for a long time after everyone was asleep, suddenly appeared and shocked Su Bei.I feel that he is different. Although Tao An was a ghost before, he was not scary, and he always talked enthusiastically with Su Bei.But today's Tao An made him unable to see through, as if there was a layer of black veil in the middle, which seemed real and unreal.Could it be that I have stayed with Ji Qingze for too long, and my ability to hell has weakened?
There was a uniform snoring sound from the dormitory, and Su Bei called out "Tao An?" in a low voice.
no answer.
"what happened to you?"
The other party was still quiet.
Su Bei felt a little nervous, "What happened to you?"
This time he saw the black shadow approaching him, and it was very close to confirm that it was Tao An.The other party didn't stop and continued to approach. Su Bei was a little scared and moved back.The bed was small and quickly and unavoidably pushed against the corner of the wall.
Tao An finally spoke, and leaned into Su Bei's ear, feeling a gust of cold wind seeping into his ears, "Ji Qingze is in love with you" in an unusually calm tone.
Su Bei's heart was suspended, he didn't know what he saw to be so sure.It turned out that it wasn't that Tao An didn't show up, but that he hid in the dark and didn't notice it.
"I, I'm sorry, I couldn't control myself." I really felt sorry for Feng Suli and Tao An for falling in love with that person even though he knew it was wrong. He went from being ignorant to shrinking back to accepting and then giving up on this surging feeling. Too much self-condemnation.
"Hehe, Ji Qingze is worthy of liking. I don't blame you, but I hate why he chose you!" Suddenly, a thick black mist filled his body and enveloped Su Bei.
Before he could see what happened, he was swallowed by darkness. What was different from being possessed last time was that this time his eyes were in chaos, the whole world was blurred, and he couldn't perceive his surroundings.
It was very quiet here, and he didn't know what was about to happen.
"Let's go, I'll ask Su Bei for his opinion on Zihan's matter." It's Su Bei's choice whether to expose or sue, and he has no right to decide.
That night, Ji Qingze slept on the sofa in the ward and woke up several times in the middle.He walked to Su Bei and sat watching for a while, seeing nothing happened, he went back to lie down again.
After tossing and turning all night, I woke up almost at dawn.Walking to the hospital bed, he found that Su Bei had opened his eyes!
After Su Bei woke up, he was still not sure where he was, and lay quietly, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes.After noticing that someone was approaching, he trembled slightly, but he didn't look away.
"Are you awake? Is there something wrong?" Ji Qingze sat on the stool beside the bed, squeezed his hand and asked.
Su Bei didn't give any response. He wanted to hug each other distressedly, but he was afraid of losing his sense of proportion.I had no choice but to gently comfort him by whispering in his ear, "Don't be afraid, it's all right."
After a long while, Su Bei blinked, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.Ji Qingze wiped it with his hands, but he couldn't finish it no matter what.He waited quietly, until Su Bei himself slowly calmed down.
Ji Qingze walked to the end of the bed and helped him shake the head of the bed, "Is there anything uncomfortable?"
He moved the stool away, moved closer, and cupped his face in the palm of his hand.I couldn't take a closer look in the car yesterday morning. Why did I lose weight again, and my chin is pointed.
Su Bei pulled his hand down very lightly.Ji Qingze simply sat down, and when the two were at eye level, Su Bei gently hugged the other's waist, and then tightened it tighter, as if he urgently needed to draw some strength from him.
Like an elder, Ji Qingze carefully avoided the wound and supported the back of his head with one hand, while stroking his back with the other.
"I hate when men touch me, it's disgusting!" Su Bei said coldly.
The movement froze for a moment, and Ji Qingze suddenly didn't know what to do.Like a child who has done something wrong, waiting to be blamed.
"But I like you." Su Bei finished softly, and buried his head down. The hair on the top of his head was pressed against his chest, where his heartbeat was warm.
Ji Qingze instantly felt that he had been redeemed. When he met such a person, every word he said could make him wander in heaven and hell, "I will never let you go again." I can't leave you anymore.
At 8 o'clock sharp, the medical staff came in to make rounds, opened the door and saw the two hugging each other tightly on the hospital bed.Director Li coughed twice. He saw that Ji Qingze wanted to get up, but the patient refused.This Director Li also has some personal relationships with Ji Rulin, but they don't have much contact.
Su Bei grabbed Ji Qingze's shirt with both hands, still buried his head, unwilling to lift it up, Ji Qingze couldn't tell if he was shy or what.
"Hey, let the doctor take a look." Those who knew him would probably drop their jaws in shock.But he himself didn't realize it at all, he just looked helplessly at the back of Su Bei's stubborn head.
"I'm sorry Director Li, he just woke up." Although he said apologetic words, he didn't show any guilt at all.
Director Li smiled indifferently, "It's okay, let him have a good rest. Young people can heal quickly after a little trauma, just wake up." He looked at the gauze on Su Bei's head and legs to confirm that there was no problem.He ordered the responsible nurse to change his dressing the day after tomorrow, told Ji Qingze not to use force until the wound on the patient's leg healed, and kindly closed the door behind him before leaving.
Su Bei suddenly pushed him away, "They know what happened to me? Who changed my clothes?" The hospital gown on his body smelled of washing powder, and the temperature of the air conditioner in the room was just right, and Ji Qingze only wore one Crewneck sweater in light gray.
Guessing that he might have suffered a blow to his self-esteem, "They are medical staff who only care about the health of patients. Beibei, believe me nothing happened."
Su Bei suddenly lifted the hem of his clothes, revealing the bruises on his abdomen that hadn't faded away. These were left by that pervert, so dirty!They must have seen it, and Ji Qingze saw it too, what would they think?
"Are you pitying me?" Su Bei raised his eyes and questioned him, his eyes were fragile at the touch of a touch, "Do you feel that you owe me?" All this is because he feels sorry for himself!
Ji Qingze didn't answer him, and stretched out his right hand to lightly cover the bruised skin, and slowly stroked it. The warm palm immediately caused Su Bei to tremble.
He wanted to escape, but stared at Ji Qingze blankly, his eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings, showing the master's panic, feeling that he was afraid or looking forward to something.It wasn't until Ji Qingze covered the kisses with bruises one by one that he thought of refusing "no"
Words can't stop the opponent's rhythm, Ji Qingze followed the navel all the way up, lingering at the heaviest collarbone, listening to the sound of sucking, Su Bei's toes curled up in shame.
The other party raised his head, and the sound of scorching breath sprayed in front of him. He had never seen Ji Qingze's hot eyes before, and it was a little scary. "Mr. Ji?" Before his lips could close, he was gently sucked by the other party .Different from the slight touch last time, this was a real kiss. His lips were visited by the other's lips and tongue bit by bit, chasing and plundering as if declaring sovereignty.
Su Bei went from being nervous at the beginning to gradually relaxing to enjoy this kiss. The action was not intense but unforgettable.After a long time, Ji Qingze forced himself to separate, fixed his eyes on Su Bei's mouth slightly opened as if he still had something to say, and there was a trace of crystal clear saliva at the corner of his mouth, which looked too tempting, he couldn't hold back and stuck out his tongue to lick it The corner of Su Bei's mouth was so frightened that the other party closed his mouth tightly like a clam shell that had been invaded by the outside world.
"Beibei, I only have one feeling for you. I like you, very much." Ji Qingze pressed his forehead and confessed.
Like a dish, like a painting or like a season, all of these can be blurted out, but it takes too much thinking to say like a person.He didn't know if Su Bei's liking was carrying as much weight as himself.
"I'm hungry." Su Bei turned his face away and looked out of the window, red from the base of his ears to his neck.All I wanted to do was let him be quiet, otherwise he would go crazy!
Ji Qingze realized what he meant, and decided to go out to buy some food with empathy, "Don't get out of bed alone, call me if you need something." He handed Su Bei a mobile phone, "Your one was thrown away by the kidnappers, use it first." this."
Su Bei took it and saw that it was quite an expensive mobile phone, so he didn't want to accept "I don't want it!" He didn't want to spend Ji Qingze's money.
"Take it! This is what I used. Do you have to tell me so clearly?" His tone was a little harsh, so Su Bei had no choice but to accept it first.
After Ji Qingze went out, he thought about it and called Feng Yan:
"Hey, who is it?"
"Feng Yan, it's me!"
Feng Yan recognized Su Bei's voice, "Su Bei? Where did you go yesterday? You didn't come back all night."
"Please take a sick leave with the counselor for me, just say that I was in a car accident in the hospital, and I will make up the leave when I come back." Su Bei called him because he had a calm and calm personality in the dormitory, and he didn't want the other party but looked naive. With a depressed tone, he kept asking questions.
After finally answering, I hung up the phone and saw that the call lasted for half an hour!No wonder I feel like my whole body is going to collapse after making a phone call.
Ji Qingze bought a cup of big bone soup, a drawer of crystal soup dumplings and a box of pea yellow.When he opened the door, he saw that Su Bei was stepping on the ground with one leg and moving the other leg down.He walked over to put down his things and asked sharply, "What are you doing?"
Seeing that he was upset, Su Bei replied in a low voice, "I, don't I want to eat, I want to brush my teeth first."
"Don't move, wait!" Ji Qingze wanted to laugh when he saw how aggrieved he was, he suppressed his expression and went to the bathroom to get him toothpaste and a toothbrush, filled the cup with warm water, and walked up to him with a basin, "Come on, Brush it."
Now that it's all like this, Su Bei is not pretentious anymore, just take it and finish it in a few strokes.After Ji Qingze tidied him up, he took a towel and wet it with hot water to wipe his face, "Are you still dizzy?"
Su Bei was manipulated by the other party like a child, and gradually got used to being served "a little bit" He didn't know if it was because of the wound or hunger.
"Let's eat something." Put the bought food on the mobile dining table and push it in front of Su Bei.Then he went to pour water to wash the towel by himself, and when he came back, he saw him holding half a piece of pea yellow, looking hesitant.
"I'm full." He touched his slightly protruding abdomen, expressing that he couldn't eat anymore.
Ji Qingze walked over, took the remaining half of pea yellow into his mouth with his hand, and finally licked his fingers clean with the tip of his tongue.
Until the other party's warm lips and tongue were gone, Su Bei still stood there with his hands up in a daze, "You, why are you doing this?" He pulled up the quilt to cover his head, his heart pounding, "I'm tired and I want to sleep for a while ".
Ji Qingze didn't think too much about it just now, but now seeing Su Bei's reaction, he wondered if he had gone too far. He always felt guilty of abducting a child.
"Have a good rest!" He moved the dining table to the end of the bed and shook the head of the bed.He ate all the leftovers from Subei, threw away the garbage and came back to see that he had really fallen asleep.
Looking at Su Bei's defenseless face, he felt very relieved. Fortunately, you are not disappointed in this world.The captured prisoner was rescued after all, but the root cause of his illness had fallen. Li Zimu used his connections to arrange him into a designated cell.The other fugitive hadn't been caught yet, but because of Li Zihan, he probably would have been dead if he was found.
The light outside the window was a bit strong, and it still dazzled the eyes when the curtains were drawn.Ji Qingze moved the stool to the window, casting a shadow just enough to block the light for Su Bei.
After Feng Yan hung up the phone, he went to ask for leave for Su Bei, and took a taxi to the Armed Police Hospital.I went to the surgery and asked the nurse for his ward number.I was fine yesterday morning, why did I get into a car accident? Fortunately, it sounded okay on the phone.
The door of the ward was pushed open, and there was only one bed inside, and it was obvious that Su Bei was lying on it.Because the other person's back was facing him, he couldn't see clearly, but a man sitting next to the bed facing the door looked familiar.correct!Su Bei got out of his car yesterday!
Ji Qingze looked at the person who broke in at the door, he was a bright boy, stronger than Su Beigao.The other party's expression is not very good-looking, and the attitude of asking questions is also very unfriendly.
"Who are you, did you bump into him?" Feng Yan walked in angrily, and when he narrowed his eyes, he saw that the man was still holding Su Bei's hand, "Let him go!"
Su Bei was woken up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Feng Yan standing in front of him. He rubbed his eyes and thought he was dazzled, "Feng Yan? Why are you here?" He drew back his hand calmly and introduced, "This is Ji Sir, my friend."
"This is my classmate Feng Yan," Su Bei explained to Ji Qingze.
Ji Qingze got up and nodded at Feng Yan, then looked at Su Bei and said, "Then you guys chat for a while, is there anything you want to eat?"
He thought about it seriously and said, "I want to eat sweet and sour pork ribs! Feng Yan, how about you?"
"Me? I still have class, so I'll be leaving later." Feng Yan walked to Su Bei's side and circled around to see where he was hurt.
When Ji Qingze went out, seeing the boy holding Su Bei's face, he felt a little uncomfortable.
Su Bei knocked off his hand with a smile, "It's nothing, just a cut on the head, and the injury on the leg needs to be healed for a while."
"Did that person bump into it just now?" Feng Yan asked pressingly, crossing his arms.
"Of course not. They just sent me to the hospital. The person who hit me left after paying the medical expenses." I heard from Ji Qingze that Feng Suli had already paid a lot of medical expenses in advance.But she has already been discharged from the hospital, maybe she doesn't want to see her.
"How can I let him go? Sue him and let him go to jail!" Just hit him and pay him some money.
Su Bei was also very moved to see that he was genuinely anxious for him, "Forget it, he really didn't mean it. I just took the opportunity to rest for a few days, eat and sleep, and it's so good."
"Hey, how can you do it alone like this, you need someone to take care of you at night, why don't I ask for leave too?" Feng Yan suggested.
"No, no, I'm taken care of. Mr. Ji sleeps on the sofa at night." Su Bei quickly refused.
"Who? That man just now? How do you know him?" No matter how you look at it, you think that man has malicious intentions!
Su Bei thought for a while and made up a lie, "The driver who caused the accident knew him and entrusted him to take care of me. It's free. Don't worry about it. Don't worry, there are so many doctors and nurses here, don't worry at all."
Feng Yan knew that he was lying, but he didn't expose "everyone in the dormitory will be worried."
"So, don't tell them, the school is so far away from here. Just say that my family has something to ask for leave, and I will tell them when I go back." Everyone in the dormitory is impatient. If you know that you are hospitalized, you must come here every now and then. Look at yourself, it's too much trouble for others.
"I came in a hurry and didn't buy anything. Do you want any fruit? I'll go buy it right away!" Feng Yan only now remembered that he had come empty-handed to visit a patient, and he blushed a little embarrassed.
"Farewell, someone will buy what I want, how can it be cheaper for the perpetrators, right!"
Feng Yan thinks about it, it's still cheap for him.
Su Bei recalled what Feng Yan said about his broken love, and asked, "Did you break up with Yating?"
"Hey, that's not a problem. Anyway, I don't like her anymore." Feng Yan sat down and waved his hands, with an indifferent attitude on his face.
Su Bei felt in his heart that he must be pretending to be strong, and how uncomfortable it might be. "Yes, there are many beautiful girls. There are a lot of good-looking nurses in this hospital." He raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, comforting him. with.
"Since you're fine, I'll go back to school first. I'll see you tomorrow." Feng Yan got up and bid farewell.
"No need, how tired you are from running around."
Feng Yan stopped his refusal, "Needless to say, I don't feel relieved if I don't make a trip. You should have a good rest." Although it was still early, he didn't want to meet that man again, so let's leave early.
About half an hour later, Ji Qingze still hasn't come back.Su Bei held back his desire to go to the toilet, but was too embarrassed to find a nurse.He landed on one leg, leaning on the edge of the bed and trying to jump over.After the anesthesia wore off, the wound on my right leg was very painful, and I felt that I couldn't use any strength.When Ji Qingze opened the door, he happened to see him grabbing the railing at the end of the bed and preparing to jump to the bathroom with one leg on the ground.
"Don't move." He put down the things in his hand, walked over and put his arms around Su Bei's waist, supporting him, Su Bei felt that his whole body was almost lifted up.
"I can do it myself, I'll just go to the toilet" I don't really want him to help.
Ji Qingze scolded him, "Don't be stubborn." Then he took a few steps to help him to the toilet, put Su Bei's hand on the wall to support him, "Can you do it yourself? Call me when you're done." Then he thoughtfully closed the door and walked out .
"Woo", Su Bei let out a long breath, his body that was so tense and stiff just now finally relaxed a little.
After tidying up, he called Ji Qingze, and the other party came in and helped him onto the bed again, and gently placed the injured leg under the quilt.
"I brought some daily necessities, all of which you used to use at home." He just went back to pick up his things, and bought a pair of plush slippers by the way.
Su Bei looked at toothbrushes and towels, they were all used at Ji Qingze's before, so they didn't throw them away.And when he said about home just now, it warmed his heart.
"Don't you have to go to work?" I haven't been to the company for two days, so I should have a lot of things to deal with.
Ji Qingze touched his chin and said don't worry, "I told the chairman that you are also injured because of me, and it is right to take care of you."
Su Bei was used to him calling his father unfamiliar. Although he thought it was not good, he had no right to interfere.
After eating, seeing the sun outside, Ji Qingze pushed Su Bei to the garden.There is a row of ginkgo trees planted in the yard, a piece of brilliant yellow, just looking at it makes me feel warm.
The two quietly admired the scenery without speaking, Su Bei was thinking about something secretly, wondering why he didn't see Tao An, was it because Ji Qingze was always around and couldn't make it through?He should already know he's safe.
When going to bed at night, Su Bei saw that the sofa was lying aggrieved and let him go to bed.The two tacitly took up half of the bed each, and at first they could keep a distance, but then they forgot about it when they fell asleep.Seeing that he was fast asleep, Ji Qingze pulled him into his arms. Su Bei couldn't lie down flat, he had a wound on the back of his head, and he was afraid that he would move around and press on his injured leg, so he simply pinned him to his chest all night.
The weather is getting colder and colder. Subei has been in the hospital for a week, and his breath smells like disinfectant.Ji Qingze is still with him every day.Feng Yan came to see him again and didn't show up again, probably because he listened to his persuasion.It's just that Ji Qingze has been answering more and more calls in the past two days. Although he doesn't answer them in front of his face, he can guess that the company has a lot of things for him to deal with.
That evening, Ji Qingze took a basin of hot water to give Su Bei a bath, "I can't do it, but I have to wipe it, right?"
Su Bei persisted for a week, and felt that he had to compromise. After all, he is usually a relatively clean person. "Okay, I'll wipe it myself." The hair also grows a little bit.
In fact, he wanted to wash his hair more than take a bath, and felt that the hair could be squeezed out of oil.
Ji Qingze sat on the sofa and typed with a notebook in his hand. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw that Su Bei was struggling to wipe his back with his back facing him. He put down the notebook and walked over to take the towel in Su Bei's hand with a helpless expression, "I'll do it again." help you."
But before he let go, Ji Qingze laughed angrily, "What are you afraid of?"
"I, am I afraid of causing you trouble?" He didn't tell the truth, because he didn't know what he was afraid of.
Ji Qingze wiped his body routinely, carefully avoiding the wound, and rubbed his hair with a semi-wet towel.
"I'll soak your feet later." He poured out the dirty water, took some cold water again, and went to the boiling water room to mix the boiling water with his hands to test the temperature.
Su Bei watched him go in and out during this period of time, and his mood was very complicated. He felt something swell in his chest and made him dizzy.
After putting the hot water on the ground, Ji Qingze rolled up his sleeves and grabbed Su Bei's feet.
"What are you doing, I'll just put bubbles in it myself." Su Bei dodged away.
Ji Qingze didn't talk nonsense with him, he pulled down his left leg and ankle and put it into the hot water, and when Su Bei was stimulated by the hot water, he carefully put his right foot in it "not hot" , I tried."
The water temperature is high but not hot, very comfortable temperature.Su Bei's feet were very white with round toes, which left an impression on Ji Qingze when they met for the first time.He gently kneaded and massaged the acupuncture points on the soles of Su Bei's feet with his fingers.
After the initial discomfort, he settled down to enjoy this rare service.The strength of the massage is just right, and the temperature of the water is just right, making the whole person want to close their eyes lazily.
Ji Rulin who opened the door almost had a heart attack when he saw this scene.Since the accident, Ji Qingze hasn't mentioned the matter of getting engaged to Feng Suli again, as if it's just gone.The company didn't come, just asked for leave, and then stayed in the hospital for so many days.After hearing Feng Suli say that the person who rescued her was called Su Bei, he was somewhat impressed.This person had been an intern in the company during the summer vacation. Although he was worried about having a rift with Ji Qingze and didn't interfere with his life too much, he remembered Su Bei.
"You asked for leave just to do these things in the hospital?" Ji Rulin asked.Only then did Su Bei open his eyes and look at the person who came. He thought it was a nurse. The way they get along with each other these past few days has become familiar to the nurse sisters.He and Ji Rulin met occasionally at the company's morning meeting before, but they never spoke, but the overwhelming momentum made him unforgettable at a glance.
Su Bei wanted to retract his feet, but was stopped by Ji Qingze. He spread out the towel on his knees, wrapped the other's feet in it, wiped them carefully, and then put them under the quilt again, telling him, "Don't move around, I'll wait a while." Come tidy up" and then turned around, just in time to see the shock on Ji Rulin's face that hadn't had time to put it away, and felt an inexplicable sense of relief in his heart, "Let's go outside and talk."
Ji Rulin glanced at the child's panicked face, and walked out without saying a word.The two came downstairs and stood in the yard, one of them lit a cigarette and smoked for a while.Ji Qingze is an adult, and he can no longer speak to him in a lecture tone, after all, the relationship between father and son is already on thin ice.
"Do you like this child?" The care is so meticulous, if it's not for your own son, I'm afraid there are only people you like.
Ji Qingze was surprised that the other party could think of this level, so he wouldn't be able to have feelings for him with his popular science man "hmm".
"Does Su Li know?"
"I didn't say it, but she should know that she is so smart." The two couldn't see each other's face clearly through the layer of smoke, testing each other in words.
"What are your plans? When will you get engaged again with Su Li?" If he said to think about it first, or discuss it later, then Ji Rulin can feel at ease, but the other party directly told him, "There is no engagement, Su Li and I are over."
Ji Rulin immediately paid more attention to it, "If you like that child, you can look around, but you still have to get married. No matter how much you mess around outside, you must have a home."
Ji Qingze snuffed out the cigarette, and sneered twice, "Hehe, so this is what you have always thought." The red flag at home is not down, and the colorful flags are fluttering outside. From now on, there will be only one Subei." I used to think that such a tall father, who I admired and hated, is now at eye level with me, standing at the same height and looking at each other. In fact, he is just a man. Just ordinary people swallowed by desire.
"When did you start liking men? It was because of me and your mother." He thought it might be because of bad family relations that made him rebellious.But before he finished speaking, he was denied.
"It has nothing to do with these things. I know what I feel in my heart. After so many years, this is the first time I have met someone who I want to catch so much. If I miss it, I will lose all expectations for my future life." Ji Rulin spoke the truth, and the two of them who usually talked no more than three sentences and even had no heated quarrels had a conflict because of this incident.
Ji Rulin was very angry, but anger is the expression of incompetent people.He disdains this kind of emotion "If you insist on doing this, then you will be at your own risk." The only thing that can hold him back is the company that has not let go. If he doesn't want to lose a penny, he can be stubborn.
But emotion is not stubborn, it has nothing to do with any other emotion, because it cannot be controlled, so we have to let it grow freely.
"Whatever you want, just one thing, don't touch Su Bei. You know, if I don't let go, it will be futile for you to try hard from him." Ji Qingze drew the bottom line, if the other party still knows himself a little , then you should know what you can't do.
A conversation broke up badly, Ji Qingze returned to the room, and saw Su Bei standing by the window with one leg propped on the window sill.It was rare that he didn't get angry because of this, he just walked over and hugged him from behind, "What are you looking at?"
"He's still standing there" came from Su Bei's vague voice.
Following his line of sight, Ji Rulin was still standing in the yard, his back looked a little lonely, like a lonely old man passing by at random on the street, standing there alone without a destination, waiting for his family or missing the past.
"Don't look at it." Ji Qingze picked him up, walked back to the bed and put him down.
Su Bei quietly did not resist or speak from the beginning to the end.
"What do you think? Tell me," Ji Qingze had to ask seeing his abnormality.
"I have no idea, I'll wait for you to think about it." He has always been in a passive state in this relationship, and he seems to lack the right to speak whether it starts or not.He just looked at Ji Rulin just now and thought of his parents. What would happen if one day they also faced the fact that their son chose a man?Ji Rulin still has money, rights and social status, so he is helpless in the face of this kind of thing, and his parents are just ordinary farmers, what should they use to accept this feeling?
Ji Qingze kissed him lightly on the forehead, interrupting his chaotic thoughts, "Alright, then don't think about anything, just follow me."
The two of them behaved completely differently. Ji Qingze only hoped that he would take care of his health quickly, and that no matter what happened in the future, he would be confident that he would be able to withstand the wind and rain for Subei.But Su Bei was worried about what kind of attitude he should use to face relatives, friends, and society's gossip when this relationship was revealed to the world.
Since Ji Rulin came, Su Bei began to have nightmares every night, dreaming of the warm lights and delicious food in the small bungalow in the yard of his house, and he sat with his parents and Ji Qingze happily.Then his father disappeared, followed by his mother. He grabbed Ji Qingze's hand in fear, and even Ji Qingze disappeared together.Everything around him became darker and darker. He stood up and ran around only to hear his own footsteps, and then woke up in this endless dream of darkness.
Ji Qingze saw that the round chin he had finally cultivated was worn away by the worries of the past few days, and he hated Ji Rulin in his heart.He tried his best to enlighten him, but with little effect.
Finally, Su Bei decided that the two of them had a good talk, "Qing Ze, can we talk?"
He hasn't slept well in the past few days, and Ji Qingze has also been restless, with blue swelling under his eyes, "I said, you don't have to worry, I have everything."
Su Bei pressed the other person's eye sockets with his fingertips, feeling very distressed, but he had no choice but to say, "I don't know what to do. There are some things I can't count on you for. When I think of my parents, I feel too selfish."
"Then what do you want to do?" He grabbed Su Bei's hand and kissed it on his lips.
Su Bei flinched and didn't take it back, "Can we just leave it like this for the time being, don't rush to talk about feelings. I want to finish school first, and I also want to test the acceptance of my parents." This kind of request is not suitable for Ji Qingze. It would be too selfish, but he couldn't think of a way to get the best of both worlds, and he would always owe one party.
Ji Qingze stood up and looked at him disappointedly, "Then your parents can't accept it, and we will never be together?" He crossed his arms and looked down at Su Bei, "You are afraid of this and that, have you ever been afraid that I will be uncomfortable? "
Su Bei couldn't bear his questioning eyes, and lowered his head guiltily.In the face of feelings, he has chosen cowardly escape, "Give me some time, okay?"
Completely disappointed, Ji Qingze could only compromise "It's up to you".
After staying in the hospital for a month and a half, Ji Qingze insisted on staying with him until Su Bei was discharged from the hospital.During the period, Liu Qing brought him to the hospital to find him any work, and finished it while Su Bei was taking a nap.The mood in the following period was too depressing, and when they announced that they could be discharged from the hospital, they even felt relieved at last.
"Get out of the car, I'll take you in." The car stopped at the gate of the school, Ji Qingze opened the door and said to Su Bei.
"No need, I'll just go in by myself." After all, Su Bei's right leg had undergone surgery. Although he recovered well, he still felt a slight difficulty in walking.
Faced with his countless rejections, Ji Qingze lost his temper, forcibly picked him up from the seat, and closed the car door.Su Bei felt his low pressure and said nothing more.The two walked towards the dormitory building silently, very slowly.No matter how difficult this period of time is, we are still together after all, and I don't know what reason to use to get in touch if we want to meet after this separation.
Su Bei was having a hard time going upstairs, Ji Qingze couldn't help but hugged him.Fortunately, Su Bei didn't resist and just buried his face in his shoulder silently.If the world could be smaller, it would be great if Ji Qingze had such a big chest, and he could shrink in it and not come out and not care about anything.
Soon he arrived at the door of the dormitory designated by Su Bei, and he put him down, "I'm leaving, take care of yourself." Ji Qingze's eyes were full of reluctance, but his movements were not slow at all.Su Bei didn't even have time to say goodbye to him, something seemed to be stuck in his throat, and his voice was choked and unable to utter.
Feng Yan heard movement at the door, opened the door to look, only to see Su Bei standing alone at the door, with tears still shining in his eyes? "What's wrong with you? You've been discharged from the hospital, why didn't you tell me in advance?"
"I didn't have anything, so I took a taxi and came back." Su Bei was dragged into the room, saw that his bed had been changed, and asked, "You changed with me?"
After coming back, Feng Yan thought that Su Bei's legs were not so fast, so he switched his lower berth with Su Bei's, "Well, it's convenient for you to sleep on the bottom".
Su Bei nodded, that was all he could do.In fact, the reason why he chose the upper bunk was because he was afraid that others would sit on his bed, so he was a bit of a clean freak. "Thank you."
Liao Tianfan came over and patted Su Bei's shoulder, "It's okay, everyone is worried about you. But Feng Yan told us not to disturb your recovery, just come back! I'll make you a braised pork rib at noon to make up for it!" Song Yichen also ran over to watch, "Be careful walking in the future, the cars on this road don't have eyesight. Just don't move around, let us help you if you need anything."
Everyone mobilized Su Bei's emotions with each other, and Feng Yan finally felt relieved when he saw his smiling face.
At night, Tao An, who hadn't seen him for a long time after everyone was asleep, suddenly appeared and shocked Su Bei.I feel that he is different. Although Tao An was a ghost before, he was not scary, and he always talked enthusiastically with Su Bei.But today's Tao An made him unable to see through, as if there was a layer of black veil in the middle, which seemed real and unreal.Could it be that I have stayed with Ji Qingze for too long, and my ability to hell has weakened?
There was a uniform snoring sound from the dormitory, and Su Bei called out "Tao An?" in a low voice.
no answer.
"what happened to you?"
The other party was still quiet.
Su Bei felt a little nervous, "What happened to you?"
This time he saw the black shadow approaching him, and it was very close to confirm that it was Tao An.The other party didn't stop and continued to approach. Su Bei was a little scared and moved back.The bed was small and quickly and unavoidably pushed against the corner of the wall.
Tao An finally spoke, and leaned into Su Bei's ear, feeling a gust of cold wind seeping into his ears, "Ji Qingze is in love with you" in an unusually calm tone.
Su Bei's heart was suspended, he didn't know what he saw to be so sure.It turned out that it wasn't that Tao An didn't show up, but that he hid in the dark and didn't notice it.
"I, I'm sorry, I couldn't control myself." I really felt sorry for Feng Suli and Tao An for falling in love with that person even though he knew it was wrong. He went from being ignorant to shrinking back to accepting and then giving up on this surging feeling. Too much self-condemnation.
"Hehe, Ji Qingze is worthy of liking. I don't blame you, but I hate why he chose you!" Suddenly, a thick black mist filled his body and enveloped Su Bei.
Before he could see what happened, he was swallowed by darkness. What was different from being possessed last time was that this time his eyes were in chaos, the whole world was blurred, and he couldn't perceive his surroundings.
It was very quiet here, and he didn't know what was about to happen.
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