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Su Bei stayed in the hospital for the next few days, and there was an accompanying room in the ward where he rested temporarily. Ji Qingze brought him daily necessities the next day, and he also came to sit for a while every day, but not for long He will be driven away by Song Dezhang.Su Bei and him probably settled down after so many years, and they no longer wanted to get tired of being together when they met each other like before, but were willing to sit quietly and talk for a while.

Song Dezhang was a majestic person, but he didn't embarrass Su Bei, he just treated him as an ordinary junior.On the contrary, Su Bei couldn't bear to see him seriously ill in bed, so he took care of him comprehensively and thoughtfully.Except for some too many private things that were left to those close to him, other things such as eating, cleaning, and simple washing were all handled by Su Bei.

Song Yushu came to the hospital after a few days, and she looked much more energetic.When she arrived at the ward, Su Bei was helping Song Dezhang arrange meals, three light dishes and one soup, he probably couldn't take a few mouthfuls if he had a bad appetite.Song Dezhang couldn't hold the chopsticks by himself, so he was fed by Su Bei little by little, and every time he waited patiently for him to swallow it before delivering the second bite.He said he didn't want to eat, so Su Bei took a half-wet towel soaked in water and wiped his mouth for him.

After finishing, he went to clean up the dishes and chopsticks and throw away the trash, leaving space for the father and daughter. He walked back to the ward when he thought it was almost time. He wanted to knock on the door but heard a sound like arguing inside.

"Dad, are you confused? How could Qing Ze spend his whole life with that kind of person?" Su Bei thought that Song Yushu was probably talking about herself.

He didn't expect Song Dezhang to speak for him: "Yushu! This child looks pretty good to me." The wholehearted care of people these days is made of flesh, and he thinks he has a good eye for people.

Of course, Su Bei didn't think about getting anything when he did these things, he just tried his best to treat an old man better.

"He took care of you for a purpose. If it wasn't for the purpose of entering the Song family, he would have done this." In her eyes, Su Bei was probably a goblin who had more than just seduced her son.

Song Dezhang patted her hand to calm her down: "I'm afraid you parents don't know much about this child Qingze. He is independent and strong and looks cold and unkind. In fact, he is very insecure. He The longing for affection is never shown in front of you."

Song Yushu felt a little sad when she heard this, and felt that she owed her son a lot: "It's not that I won't let him fall in love, but he can't be this boy. Qingze obviously likes women, and it's not that he hasn't fallen in love with women, but It's all about being seduced by someone with a heart." In her opinion, the last relationship was always caused by Su Bei's intervention, which led to Ji Qingze's breakup, and then Su Bei was the third party, and she hated this kind of person the most!

Song Dezhang knew what the biggest conflict in her heart was, but the knot was actually her own.He had heard about Ji Qingze's relationship a few years ago, and he naturally disapproved of Song Yushu's way of handling it, but he would not interfere. Besides, he wanted to see how far Ji Qingze could persist in this relationship.When I heard that they broke up, Song Dezhang was still thinking that they were really uncertain children, and the relationship between the two was too shallow.But I didn't expect that Ji Qingze would live a life of innocence and asceticism in the next few years and never talk about relationship matters. Even the Song family seldom came. He must have resentment towards Song Yushu and the Song family in his heart.

"Yu Shu, actually, I've always wanted to tell you about the relationship. You can't force it, including if you and Ji Rulin have no relationship, you should make a good plan. Delaying it for so many years will also hurt you and Qingze." The topic suddenly changed. When it came to Song Yushu herself, she fell silent and fell into a dazed state.

She doesn't know what she thinks about Ji Rulin now. Originally, she wanted to say that she should live on for the sake of her son, but she was not sure whether it was for Ji Qingze or because she was unwilling to be betrayed.But it is impossible to make her forget the past and regain the old good. When she sees Ji Rulin's face, she will think of the humiliation she has suffered.

Song Yushu's whole body was depressed, she had to go back and think about it: "Dad, take a good rest, I'll come back another day."

Su Bei walked a little far away and didn't meet Song Yushu head-on, and returned to the ward after seeing her leave.

Although he took care of Mr. Song with all his heart in the past few days, there was very little communication between the two of them, and they basically followed orders one by one.Now Song Dezhang looked at him half-lying and said, "Come and sit."

Su Bei had just watered the flowers in the pot. At this moment, he put down the water bottle and walked over to sit on the stool beside the bed respectfully, with an expression of obeying his orders.

The old man usually speaks sonorously and forcefully, but after being ill, he inevitably speaks slowly: "How old are you?"

"23."

"How long have you known Qing Ze?" Although he had heard about it, the person involved must have known it in more detail.

Su Bei remembered that the first time he met him was actually on the road, but the official confrontation was at Ji Qingze's house, when he was treated as a small thief by the other party at that time, thinking of this, he couldn't help smiling: "I met him when I was 18 years old. "

Song Dezhang has been observing his expression, thinking that there are many stories between them, otherwise how could his grandson make such a choice.

"You gave up once, how do you know whether you will give up again when you encounter obstacles next time?" Song Dezhang has always been able to find out the key points of contradictions and hit them right away.

The matter of being separated for a few years is actually a knot in Su Bei's heart, but "he never gave up on me, and I know that I have been waiting for him."

What kind of person Ji Qingze is, I think Song Dezhang knows no less than him. The breakthrough in this matter was never here in Subei, but Ji Qingze's insistence.If he wants to give up in his heart, unless he doesn't love him anymore, otherwise even if Su Bei refuses, he won't let go and pester him to death.

The old man was about to start treatment, so the two interrupted the conversation, but there was nothing more to say, Song Dezhang had already made a decision.

That night, Su Bei got up to go to the toilet and passed by Song Dezhang's bed to cover him with a quilt. He found that the old man's muscles were trembling and his body was convulsing, so he pressed the beeper. Seeing them busy for a moment, he was at a loss for a moment. After regaining his senses, he quickly called Ji Qingze and asked him to come over.

Ji Qingze put down the phone and drove over there. Soon after he arrived, he saw Su Bei's expression of bewilderment. After seeing him, he let out a sigh of relief and calmed down.Song Dezhang was still in the rescue, and Ji Qingze also went to Su Bei's side for fear of affecting the staff.

The hands of the two were unconsciously held together. Only then did Su Bei realize that Ji Qingze's palms were icy cold, and he couldn't help but pray that Song Dezhang would survive without incident.

An hour later, Song Dezhang's signs of life stabilized, and he was breathing weakly.The doctor on duty came over to Ji Qingze and said, "Let's go out and talk."

Su Bei stayed and looked at Song Dezhang, and Ji Qingze followed the doctor to the office. "Doctor Li, is my grandfather okay?"

Dr. Li sat tiredly in the chair and looked at Ji Qingze with a embarrassed look, "You have to be mentally prepared."

The nearly 90-year-old man is usually in good health, but it is difficult to recover from this illness.Ji Qingze has already done countless constructions in his heart, but he is still sad at this point and doesn't know what to do.

He didn't go directly to the ward, but went to the window of the passageway, lit a cigarette and took a sharp puff. The spicy and stimulating feeling made his eye circles red.Song Dezhang was regarded as his closest relative, and he had the grace of teaching and nurturing, so he never thought that he was already so old, so old that he was going to die.

Seeing that Ji Qingze hadn't come back for a long time, Su Bei wanted to go out to look for him, and finally saw him standing alone in a dark corner smoking a cigarette and retreated.This person is more rational and transparent than anyone else, comforting him does not need to let him be alone first.

In the second half of the night, Ji Qingze didn't sleep and stayed in front of the hospital bed wondering what he was thinking. He asked Su Bei to go back to bed to catch up on sleep. Su Bei thought he needed to be alone with Song Dezhang and agreed. Fall asleep with eyes open until dawn.

Ji Qingze saw the sky turn white outside the window and called Song Yushu to tell her what happened last night. The person who received the call was full of complaints about why he didn't call earlier. Although it couldn't help, maybe we could still see each other if there was an emergency. What about the last side.

Not long after, Song Yushu came in in a panic, first looked at Song Dezhang's shallow and weak breathing and thin cheeks, tears filled her eyes.

They alternately stayed in front of the bed for a moment, and in the afternoon, the person on the bed finally half-opened his eyes, and Su Bei hurried to call the doctor.Dr. Li sighed inaudibly after seeing it, and Ji Qingze followed him out of the ward and heard the other party say: "Hurry up and say goodbye." Song Dezhang's body functions have been completely weakened and cannot be recovered. It's just a question of how long.

Ji Qingze felt so powerless for the first time. He couldn't hold the doctor's hand and say that you must save him even if he lived a few more days. The fragility of life cannot be recovered by manpower. Song Dezhang looks tough these years, but his body is broken The losses are now raging and can no longer be backlogged.With trembling hands, he called Ji Rulin and his two uncles to tell them to come and see his grandfather quickly, and he didn't dare to put down the phone and rushed to the hospital. The ward was crowded with people again.

Su Bei couldn't bear it, and the whole family was crying and confided that it was inevitable that he felt that his appearance was inappropriate, so he walked out of the ward lightly and came to the window to breathe.

After a while, the people inside came out one after another. Song Yushu walked up to him with an unconcealable pain on his face and said without emotion, "Go in."

He didn't dare to delay and hurried to the ward. First, he saw Ji Qingze's forbearance expression and flushed eyes, and then he looked at the old man on the bed. He looked more energetic than last night after going to the respirator.

"Come here??????" Song Dezhang stretched out his wrinkled hand and raised it weakly at Su Bei, and he hurried over to hold the old man's hand.

"You??????, from now on, live well." He put Ji Qingze's hand together with his and then pulled it away by himself, with anticipation and reluctance in his eyes.

Su Bei burst into tears in an instant, and he already felt affection for this old man who had only been with him for a few days, so he called out, "Okay, grandpa."

Song Dezhang smiled gratifiedly and said to them, "Go ahead and ask Yushu to come in."

Although they were reluctant to leave, they didn't dare to waste the old man's time, so they hurried out and called Song Yushu, who was lying on Song Zhaohe's body and crying sobbing.

Everyone watched her sort out her emotions and then went in. After a while, there was a sound of wailing inside, and everyone broke in at this time.The doctor came in to give first aid, but he couldn't save his life for a few more hours like he did in the night. It was hopeless.

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