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When he came back from the vacation, Ming Xuan hesitated outside the door for a long time, and even had the urge to escape from that door.After finally doing enough ideological construction, he patted his cheek vigorously before taking out the key to open the door.As soon as he opened the door, he took a look at the shoe rack and heaved a long sigh of relief knowing that his brother was not at home.

Mingxuan is not yet ready for how to face his brother, what can he do to continue to pretend that nothing happened and continue to live? !When I think that not only did I not bring happiness to my brother, but instead I want my brother to suppress his true thoughts, I feel sorry for my brother's unnecessary forbearance, and I feel extremely sad for myself.

So he decided to avoid the limelight first, and wait until he thinks of a way.During this period, I had to avoid the interaction with my brother as much as possible. I got up early to go to school every day, and I didn’t come back until midnight at night. Occasionally, my brother was still awake, so he said a few words in a hurry and went back to the room.On weekends, I go out with my friends, and sometimes I don’t go back even if I just sit in a cafe all day when I’m tired.

Reassure yourself that it takes time to figure out what to do is the most correct way, and... you can't bear to leave.

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Yesterday was Mingxuan's birthday, and he was mysteriously dragged to a European restaurant by his friends just after class.

It turned out that someone proposed to organize a birthday party for him, and even booked the entire restaurant for it!During the period, many people came, including familiar friends, classmates whose names I couldn't name, and some people I didn't know.Everyone came to toast with him, the atmosphere was very frenzied, Mingxuan couldn't resist the enthusiasm of the crowd and drank many glasses until he finally lost consciousness.

When I woke up this morning, I realized that I didn't know when I was slumped on the table, feeling dizzy and uncomfortable.Looking around, there are still many people lying around in a mess, but when he took out his mobile phone, he found that it had turned off automatically.Just as he was about to get up to wash his face and wake up, he was stopped by a familiar female voice.

"Mingxuan,... would it be convenient for you to have a chat with me?"

Hearing someone calling his name, Ming Xuan turned around and looked at the source of the voice, it turned out to be Yang Fei!Her eyes were red, as if she hadn't slept all night, and she didn't look very energetic.Ming Xuan thought for a while, then nodded to her to signal her to follow, and found a quiet place.

As expected, it was about Xuzhou and Lin Xiaoxiao's "settlement" with Mingxuan.In fact, Yang Fei knew about it shortly after that, but she didn't have the courage to take the initiative to find Mingxuan, so she dragged it off until now.And this time it happened to be Mingxuan's birthday and got together again, so he made up his mind to make it clear.

Mingxuan looked at this girl who was usually so sassy, ​​but now she had a sad expression on her face and she pursed her lips slightly and muttered, which actually resonated with her.

Now that I am in deep trouble, what right do I have to hurt those who are sick and sympathetic?Thinking of this, Mingxuan patted her on the shoulder reassuringly, saying that the matter is over, and she will be his important friend no matter what from now on, as for how the two of them should get along with each other in the future, it all depends on her personal opinion.

After hearing Mingxuan's words, Yang Fei finally couldn't help crying and nodded, murmured "give me a little more time" and "thank you", and left first.

Since Mingxuan wanted to get some materials needed for today's class that were left at home, he woke everyone up to deal with the aftermath, and then turned back home.

As soon as I entered the door, I found a bowl of noodles on the table, perhaps because it looked hard because it had been left for too long.Then a low voice came from behind:

"I made longevity noodles for you last night, why didn't you come back?"

"...Student reunion." Hearing that his elder brother had personally made noodles for him, Mingxuan was not happy yet, but remembered something and became depressed.

"Who were you with just now?"

"Xiaofei."

Hearing this name, Li Yao's expression seemed to change, but it didn't seem to have changed, but there was a weird silence.

"Brother... I'm going to move out in two days." Mingxuan was depressed, when suddenly he had a flash of inspiration and thought of the answer to the question that had been troubling him for a long time.In fact, it was a mistake for me to exist here, and it was also the source of everything that happened later!Thinking that this might be the best way to suspend the conflict between the two people, he couldn't help blurting out.

"reason?"

"..." Mingxuan was just impulsive, remembering that a good friend said that he lived alone and had a spare room and was planning to find someone to share the rent, so he said it impulsively, but he didn't expect his brother Even asked the reason, could not help but be speechless.

After a long silence, I suddenly realized that I would be late if I didn't go to school!I had no choice but to go back to the room silently, get the materials and go out, planning to look back and find a good reason before explaining to my brother.

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Due to the hangover last night and another busy day of school today, when Mingxuan went home early to take a shower to catch up on sleep, his brother suddenly opened the door and came in.

Seeing the expressionless brother, Mingxuan felt a little flustered inexplicably, as if the time had gone back a long time ago.Mingxuan had a bad premonition in his heart, but he didn't know what was going on, so he didn't dare to speak rashly, he only hesitated to peek at his brother and wait for the following.

"What? Don't you like me? Did you find a new target so quickly?" Li Yao leaned against the door, stared at Ming Xuan and was silent for a long while before he spoke in a teasing tone, but it was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky. It fell on Mingxuan.

"What... like?" Hearing his brother's question, Ming Xuan turned pale in shock, not understanding why his brother said that suddenly, and in a panic, he only knew to deny it quickly.

Seeing Mingxuan's reaction, Li Yao laughed instead, with a gentle smile on his face, but there was no smile in the depths of his eyes and he continued:

"Huh? Do I have to be explicit? I just want to be liked by the kind I love!"

"No...I didn't...I don't like it!!" This time Ming Xuan was in complete chaos!I was completely unprepared for my brother's unexpected showdown!My mind went blank, and I was so flustered that I was about to suffocate.

Hearing Mingxuan yelling and eager to deny it, Li Yao finally put away his smile.He took out his phone neatly and pressed it a few times, and then a slight voice gradually came out from the phone:

"...uh...huh...uh...bro...ha...ge...wu...ah...yao...ha..."

With the ambiguous voice coming from the mobile phone, Ming Xuan's face gradually faded to be as pale as paper.

From the very beginning, Mingxuan recognized that it was his own voice, and it was his own voice when he was thinking about his brother committing suicide!Ming Xuan stared at the phone with an expression of disbelief the whole time, his eyes slowly began to lose his focus, and there was only one sentence in his mind, "How could this be?!"

After Li Yao finished playing the recording, he went straight to Ming Xuan and said in a playful voice:

"Tell me, what will happen if father and aunt hear about this?"

"...I'm sorry, brother, I'm sorry for you...I was wrong...I'm a bastard...If you get angry, you can punish me any way!! But please, don't tell your parents...Please! Woo...Please You..." Ming Xuan was startled by his brother's assumption, his head buzzed, and then he became incoherent.Because I was too scared, the tears flowed uncontrollably and I didn't bother to wipe them. I just pulled my brother's sleeve vigorously and said begging words repeatedly.

Li Yao forcefully pulled Ming Xuan's white hand from the sleeve away from too much force, but lightly stroked Ming Xuan's face, wiped away his tears with his thumb, and leaned closer to his ear and said, "No. Move out, I look forward to your next performance~" Turned around and left mercilessly.

And Ming Xuan, who was on the verge of collapse, looked at the empty hand with blurred vision, and didn't catch up.Just repeating "Please don't say..." almost stubbornly.