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"Bell~"

The alarm clock on the table made a piercing sound just as it pointed to six o'clock.A big hand slapped the alarm clock, and the room was instantly quiet again.

The mess on the bed squirmed, and it took several minutes to reveal a head with a tousled hair.A figure struggled to get up, closed his eyes and quickly dressed and washed, ready to go for a morning run.

Mingxuan is now a quasi-senior high school student. In order to maintain a healthy body, he persists in jogging for an hour every morning.

Mingxuan's studies since he was a child depended on his self-awareness that he didn't need his parents to worry about him, but he was playful by nature and loved to participate in various activities, so his studies were only mediocre.

However, when he was about to enter his third year of high school, he suddenly announced that he would be admitted to X University.The study pressure suddenly increased, and I spent almost two-thirds of the time studying, and I also enrolled in various cram schools during the holidays.

His mother was very distressed when she saw it, and advised him not to work so hard, and would rather fail the exam than his son who was exhausted.But Mingxuan said that he would pay attention to the combination of work and rest, but he still studied hard like that.

Mom had no choice but to cook all kinds of delicious food for Mingxuan as much as possible, and asked for leave to go home during the last two months of Mingxuan's third year of high school, cooking nutritious meals for Mingxuan.In the night when Ming Xuan stayed up late, prepare a cup of warm milk for him.

Ever since Li Yao went to university, he seldom went home. Occasionally he came back to have a meal or stay for a day or two before going back to school.And Mingxuan was usually going back and forth between school and cram school at this time, and rarely had the opportunity to meet each other.Occasionally when Li Yao came back, Mingxuan was also at home.Mingxuan just did nothing and stayed in the hall watching TV, calling it relaxing.It's just that only he himself knows whether the drunken man's intention is in the wine.

Ever since I accidentally kissed my brother that night.Mingxuan gradually realized that he might have special feelings for his brother.

He was flustered at first, and asked Du Niang online.Found that he is not the only one, there seem to be many people similar to him? !He didn't know if he was a person from that world, he had never felt that way towards anyone other than his brother.

He tried downloading porn from the Internet.First, I clicked on the gay movie, but after watching the whole movie, I was just amazed that men can do that kind of thing!But there is no physical feeling, but a little psychological response.So he turned on what was said to be the most prestigious movie in the island country, and turned it off without interest after watching it for a few minutes.

He lay in bed thinking all night, and only came to the conclusion that "I'm afraid I'm doomed".

He wanted to try to divert his attention, planning to find a girl to fall in love with first.He thought that maybe it was just because he cared too much about his brother, which created an illusion.

Mingxuan is good-looking, with a hearty personality, plus he loves sports and has a good figure, so he has always been very popular in school.Therefore, it was easy to lock on the target, who was Yang Fei who was always by his side.

Yang Fei is a cheerful and pretty girl.Although he declared that he wanted to chase after Mingxuan since the first year of high school, he never stalked him to death, but kept hanging around with Mingxuan's gang.It was very comfortable to get along with, although Mingxuan failed to call her.

But Mingxuan thinks, feelings can be cultivated.At that time, he wanted to correct his "illusion", and established a relationship with Yang Fei without thinking too much.

Backfired.

When I first got together with Yang Fei, although I felt fresh, the way of getting along has not changed much, but the two of them spend more time alone than usual.

Soon it was Yang Fei's birthday, and Mingxuan invited Yang Fei and a group of good friends to sing K.When the party reached its climax, someone ordered a love song for them to sing a duet. After singing, everyone booed and wanted to see them kiss and show their affection.

Yang Fei looked at Ming Xuan with a smile in his eyes, and closed his eyes generously.But Mingxuan paused for a while, and his brother's face suddenly appeared in his mind.At that time, everyone was watching expectantly, so Ming Xuan turned around and tapped Yang Fei's lips lightly, and then backed away.

Everyone couldn't enjoy watching it, but they booed louder and asked for a deep kiss.Mingxuan had a strange feeling in his heart, and silently evaded it.

Yang Fei only thought that he was shy, hooked Ming Xuan's neck and kissed him.Ming Xuan was startled, and reflexively pushed Yang Fei away, and the atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

Yang Fei looked at him in astonishment, and after a while, said softly: "Ming Xuan, do you like me?"

Ming Xuan lowered his head and did not answer.

Yang Fei's tears flowed down immediately, crying and shouting: "Mingxuan, you bastard! You don't like me, why promise me!"

Mingxuan looked at Yang Fei's tears and couldn't say anything.He just silently took the tissue and wiped away her tears.But Yang Fei wiped more and more tears, Ming Xuan sighed, and said slowly: "I'm sorry, Xiao Fei. It's my fault. You are a good girl, and I am not good enough for you." After reacting, I walked out of the room, went to the front desk to check out, and left.

Mingxuan knew that because his rashness hurt Xiaofei's heart severely, he felt very sad.But she can't give Yang Fei any comfort, she can only hope that Yang Fei can come out soon and meet someone who really suits her.And because of this, I really understood my inner thoughts.Obviously he can't help but kiss his brother, but he resists Xiao Fei's kiss.

He knew that he could no longer lie to himself.

After that incident, although Mingxuan's friends complained about his actions, they didn't mention it again.

But after Mingxuan understood his intentions, it was fine when there were people around him during the day, but in the dead of night, the thoughts of his brother always popped up in his mind from time to time.

The longing accumulated a lot but he couldn't see each other, so he became annoyed because he couldn't control himself. Sometimes he wanted to yell and overturn the table and destroy everything around him, but he couldn't!

He wanted to talk to a friend, but he didn't know where to start and couldn't speak.

When he couldn't suppress himself, he threw himself on the bed and took out his brother's ID photo from the inside of his wallet.

Looking at my brother's serious face, I remembered the expression my brother looked at me indifferently at home in the past. The difference is that the eyes in the photo are not disgusted but emotionless.My brother has always disliked taking pictures, and there is no picture of my brother at home.Even the only ID photo in my hand was stolen from the library card of the school library with great effort!

After watching for a while, I slowly closed my eyes.I began to think back to my brother's figure, my brother's voice, the smell I smelled when I accidentally passed by my brother, and my brother had beer-smelling soft lips that night...

His hands moved uncontrollably towards a hot place under his body.

After finishing the work, my heart was full of self-blame, thinking that my brother did such a dirty thing, it was like a beast!

But he couldn't control himself. If he didn't use this method to relieve stress and longing, he didn't know what else to do.

He was determined to keep the secret, but still wanted to be closer to his brother.

I originally wanted to go to my brother's university, but I was really not interested in those medical knowledge, so I chose X University near my brother's university.Although the entry requirements are very high, it is not impossible if you try your best, so in the third year of high school, he shifted most of his energy to study.

But now, the college entrance examination is about to take place in more than a month, and my heart is getting more and more anxious.Often halfway through learning, my brain suddenly goes blank, and I can't do anything.

Thinking of eating, my mother said that it will be my birthday in two days, and asked me what gift I want.But then he said that because this May Day fake brother also had a part-time job and would not come back, the depression in his heart was even more turbulent.

He thought dejectedly, he hadn't seen his brother for a long time...

Can you be willful?If I am admitted to X University, can I be rewarded with a brother's kiss?Thinking of this, he suddenly laughed!Laugh at yourself like a mentally retarded!It's only when I'm stupid in reading that I have such a whimsical idea!Although he knew it was impossible in his heart, the idea never left his mind.

When it was the birthday, after blowing out the candles.He closed his eyes, and silently said in a voice that only he could hear, "I hope I can kiss my brother again."

I don't know if it was because his thoughts were too strong, but the result turned out to be a hundred times better than he expected!

Not long after the college entrance examination, he followed his parents' advice and went on a one-month graduation trip with his friends to relax.

After returning, not only did he receive the admission notice from X University, but his mother also announced a decision that made him extremely excited but tangled.

It turned out that when parents knew that he had been admitted to X University, they considered that Mingxuan had proposed long ago that he would not live at home after entering university, but wanted to rent a house independently, and it happened that his school was very close to Li Yao's school.The two husband and wife discussed it and felt that Mingxuan was leaving home for the first time, and his temperament was not yet settled, so it would be better to have someone he could trust by his side.So I went to consult Li Yao's opinion.They decided to let Mingxuan move to Li Yao's rented house when he went to college, so the two brothers could take care of each other if something happened.

After Mingxuan heard his parents' decision, many thoughts flashed through his mind.

If you get too close to your brother, maybe one day you will not be able to control yourself and do something stupid!So the heart is very tangled.But he was reluctant to give up this rare opportunity no matter what, so he ignored the warning deep in his heart, and couldn't hide the expectation emanating from the corners of his eyes and brows for the next few days.