[Hokage] One tit for another

The heavy rain seemed to be the only theme of the night.

I jumped up the sloping tree vines and gradually approached Naruto and Itachi who were fighting.

Itachi seemed to have noticed something, backed away from the battle, and turned his head, but the moment he saw me, the original calm expression on his face was suddenly shattered.

This moment seemed extremely long. I landed on a tall tree vine, and across the rain curtain, I looked at Itachi from afar.The heavy rain was majestic between us, blurring the vision, as if blurring the time.

In fact, there were many, many unwillingness and despair.The thick black sea poured down from the zenith and engulfed me.There have been countless times when I wanted to jump up and yelled at Itachi.

Do you know what I'm giving up? !

you bastard...

I... I'm about to... I deny all the meaning of my existence!

Just for such a human being.

I could have always existed.

I have worked so hard for so long, desperately wanting to get out of that ruined and dead world, I have been working so hard to live, for the little remaining warmth and color.

But I easily discarded everything I had finally obtained, and then sank to the bottom of the cold lake again.

There will be no next time.

An accident like mine will never happen again.

So, this is my end.

I...was originally born to pursue warmth and color.

But I denied myself and threw myself into the world I had tried so hard to get rid of.

The instinctive resistance went deep into the bone marrow, and the panic became stronger in the end, almost driving me crazy.

I know, I'm almost out of control.

The mud in the abyss wrapped around my body, and the coldness penetrated deep into the bone marrow. More and more silk threads revolved around me, as if I could cut off all those fates with just one breath.Subconsciously, I can imagine the thrill of destruction.Because tyranny is the nature of "I".

So much time and space overlap, the lines of fate are intertwined into a big net, the fear that surges up from the deepest grabs me, drags me out of that bright and beautiful world, and throws me into the vast snowstorm.

I have no power to resist, and struggling will only bring deeper despair.

I'm clearly not a good thing.

How could it be possible for me, who was piled up with desires enough to subvert the gods, to be so kind.What the hell have I done? !

Obviously from the moment of birth, what I have learned is greed and plunder.Because of greed and ambition, I exist, and I must do my best to get what I want, so I can survive forever.I chase colors and yearn for warmth, and I must hold firmly in my hands what I get.

Everything I do is for myself, because my existence itself is the greatest miracle in the world.

When the hell did I go against the instinct that made me born.

I obviously... don't know these things at all!

But when I saw Itachi, I suddenly felt that everything was not important.

Itachi looked at me in a daze. He has always been extremely forbearing, but this time, it wasn't the kind of sternness that he gritted his teeth to bear, nor was it the calm that was forcibly sustained and suppressed.That expression...maybe it's called sadness, but I couldn't find the right words to describe it.It was as if something collapsed and shattered in an instant, and it couldn't even cover it up, revealing the softest essence.

The rain wet Itachi's hair and flowed wantonly on his face, spreading a large area of ​​deep ink.Itachi looked very embarrassed in this rain, he seemed to have suddenly forgotten what he was doing, who he was, and everything, but his eyes and face were blank, he was dazed and at a loss.But he was so sad, but so helpless that he couldn't even cry, just like the child who was excluded by his peers many years ago but couldn't even be sad.

In fact, I can't see his expression clearly, I just feel that at this moment, an unknown feeling is surging in my heart.

Why do you show that expression?

I want to ask this.

Itachi looked at me, his lips moved slightly, but he couldn't say a word.

I don't know what he wants to say at the end.

Just a simple thought popped up in my heart.

—he looked like he was about to cry.

"I am fine."

The words came out easily.

The screaming beast in my heart was suppressed severely.Mingming wanted to shout out everything so much, because I was the most despicable person, and I didn't want to just disappear quietly like this.As long as I think that I will disappear and be forgotten, and there will be no trace of my existence in the world, I will tremble with fear.

I don't want myself to disappear so indifferently.

Even if it makes others suffer, at least that kind of strong emotion can make me know that I am still alive at this moment.

At least yelling is a less quiet way.

I spoke too softly, too quietly.

I am obviously so afraid of being quiet.

I'm obviously crazy, but why should I pretend that everything is normal?

"I said I could see." So, don't make that look.

I heard my own voice say this.

"Show me a smile, Itachi."

I simply ordered.

I don't know if itachi can hear the sound of rain like this.

But he must be able to see my mouth shape, must be able to know what I'm talking about.

I am so determined.

Sure enough, Itachi was stunned for a while, as if after a century, he finally pulled the corners of his mouth, bent his eyes, and smiled at me.

How should I put it, Itachi is worthy of being a former gold medal undercover agent.

It was really a perfect smile, the curved eyes covered the expression in his eyes, he was already delicate, and his smile was both shy and gentle.Even the slight melancholy in his brows added a touch of melancholy and stability to him.

so good……

I closed my eyes slightly, and in a trance, I seemed to smell the night wind in midsummer, with a bit of the clarity of the grass and the brilliance of the stars.

That is the most beautiful view I have ever seen.

It's terrifying.

I can see all the future, so from the very beginning, did I foresee such an ending?

No wonder I find Itachi scary, whether it's his gentleness, or his damn sense of responsibility and patience.

Because I was destined to be overwhelmed by this terrible warmth from the beginning.

The scariest thing is...

Even now, I have never regretted it.

Inexplicably, I remembered what Kakashi said to me before, and remembered the silk thread that still refused to disperse for a long time in a blank space.Is it so wonderful between people?Connecting with a thin ethereal thread, it seems that this person has the meaning of existence, direction, destination, countless possibilities, so many difficult stories and past.

Even pain can blossom.

Is this "love"?

It's ridiculous, how could I understand such a thing.

But at the end of the day, what am I thinking?

I'm thinking, that's great.

It's great to be Itachi's younger brother.

It's great to meet Itachi.

That's great, I also met Naruto.

so good……

Even if it disappears, I feel fine.

The long knife came out of its sheath with a "hum--", I held the knife tightly in my hand, and rushed out, the dazzling thunder suddenly appeared in the darkness, my speed was unprecedentedly fast, like a bolt of lightning flashing through the air Pass.The long knife cut through the galloping wind, the thunder and lightning flickered, smashed the slanting trees and vines, and the dense rain screen avoided me.

Countless lines waved frantically in mid-air.

I can no longer see Itachi, and the concept of "person" is no longer in my eyes.

Every "person" is a complex data, and countless fine lines extend outward, affecting the world, as if every action of each "person" is affecting the world, and the world is formed from this .All "people" are nodes on a large network, trembling slightly, causing the entire network to float, and they are also controlled by the silk threads on the network at the same time, countless "causes" have caused countless "effects".

Each of them is accidental, but also inevitable, and each of their actions is inevitable.This is another vertical web, from the past to the future.

When I see a "person", I see the whole world connected with him, as well as the past and future connected with him.

The ultimate power swelled in my body, the deepest darkness kept churning, erupting, impacting me, crushing my bones and muscles.

I have seen an unprecedented scene, the great web of fate is so clear, every node in it is in my hands, I look down on all this from a high position, and hold the power of destruction in my hands.

I can almost feel it finally crawling up from the deepest part, squeezing into my body, occupying every corner of my body.

In a trance, it seemed that blood flowed from an unknown place and flowed everywhere.

Finally, the moment when it finally took possession of the body, is now.

My eyes were wide open and my mind was clearer than ever.

The web of the world converges at this moment.

I firmly grasped Otsutsuki Kaguya Hime, and using her as a fulcrum, I smashed that damned sacred tree, Heijue who killed a thousand knives, Sage of the Six Paths and those guys living on the moon, all things that should not exist All the things are pulled out of the big net.

The Flying Thunder God's charm flashed slightly.

The space changed instantly, and I came to the place I had prepared long ago.

It is said that it is ready, but it is just a very large and very empty open space, in order to avoid hurting innocent people.

These things involve too much, just a teleportation, all my chakras were emptied, which was more than I expected. The knife was pushed out.

The long knife pierced through the woman's chest, and her fingers were already numb. A large snow-white storm rushed towards me, almost engulfing me completely. The extreme cold eroded me, and the darkness spread to every corner of my body.

It seemed that something had penetrated my abdomen, and warm blood was splashing everywhere.

But it doesn't matter.