[Hokage] One tit for another

The premonition that has been hidden in my heart for a long time has finally been fulfilled.

Shikamaru was speechless, he went home and thought for a long time, his mind was filled with various thoughts.There are very few times like this in Shikamaru, because there are very few things in this world that require Shikamaru to think for more than a minute, but those conjectures about Sasuke are always entrenched in his mind, no matter how he deduces and thinks, it seems to be a solution. There is a deadlock that cannot be opened, and there is no way to find the way forward.

Then Sasuke woke up.

But the one who woke up was not the Sasuke that Shikamaru had been familiar with all along.

The black-haired boy was lying on the hospital bed, staring at the ceiling with dead eyes, like an empty body, and his soul had already drifted away.

No matter who came or what happened, the young man never responded. He was immersed in his own world, depressed, as if he had lost all his spirit and arrogance, and stubbornly wandered in a deadlock, refusing to share it with the outside world. It's a look.

That Sasuke who is proud, pompous, curls his lips, suppresses a smile, feels helpless, embarrassed, tempted by tomatoes, crosses mountains with Shikamaru on his back, and competes with Naruto for barbecue, seems to follow those The once beautiful years were shattered together.

The Sasuke built with the fetters of so many years disappeared, and everything returned to the original starting point.It's like a big dream, and when you wake up, it looks extraordinarily cruel.

Without the packaging of warmth, the unavoidable blood in the core is naked|naked|nakedly revealed.

That insurmountable sea of ​​blood is right there and has always existed.It's just that everyone underestimated the cruelty before removing the disguise.

Shikamaru sat beside Sasuke's bed for a long time, and Sasuke remained silent, as if Shikamaru didn't exist at all.

Shikamaru felt sad.Just like when he was very young, his rabbit Cimaru died.Rabbits have a limited lifespan, and Shikamaru knew that such a day would come sooner or later, and Jimaru had been ill for so long, Shikamaru should have been prepared for it long ago.But when the rabbit closed his eyes, Shikamaru was still sad.

It's just that a rabbit died, there are a lot of reasons, not to mention that Cimaru has left children, so many cute little rabbits are exactly the same as Cimaru.But what is gone is gone, there is no substitute, and it can never be made up.A person's life is spent in this constant disappearance.

All one can do is get used to the loss.

In the end, Shikamaru still managed to control himself, he pretended to calmly take out the chessboard, and laid it out in front of Sasuke.

"Sasuke, do you want to play chess?" Shikamaru asked.

Sasuke didn't respond.

This time it was still Shikamaru's one-man show. He carefully looked at the criss-crossing chessboard. One black and one white chess pieces fell alternately, forming a complex and changeable situation on the chessboard.

This is the most serious game of chess that Shikamaru has ever played, and every step he takes is extremely cautious.Shikamaru has always understood the principle of when enough is enough, but this time, he abandoned all distracting thoughts, devoted himself to the chess game, and tried his best to put every chess piece in the most correct position.

After an unknown period of time, the situation on the chessboard became more and more anxious.Shikamaru is playing chess with himself, black and white are evenly matched, entangled and inseparable, Shikamaru is caught in a long test, hesitating with a white chess.

But the white piece in Shikamaru's hand was suddenly snatched away, Shikamaru raised his head, watching Sasuke slam the piece on a certain point.

That was something that Shikamaru had thought about, but felt that it was not perfect.

But Shikamaru never dared to underestimate Sasuke, this is the first time Sasuke is willing to play chess with him.

The chess game continued, and Shikamaru showed 12 points of seriousness and hard work.

But in that round, Shikamaru lost miserably.

Originally, it was a difficult situation between black and white, but the moment Sasuke took over, from the first chess piece Sasuke dropped, Shikamaru was doomed to lose.

This is the world in Sasuke's eyes.

Sasuke can see the future and see through fate.Just like that game of chess, in Shikamaru's eyes, the unpredictable situation is as clear and irrefutable as one plus one equals two in Sasuke's eyes.

This looks very illusory and vague, but it is actually very simple, so simple that it is ridiculous.

As Sasuke once said: "Everything in the world has laws." For example, one plus one equals two. When people understand the laws and algorithms, they can naturally calculate one plus two, two plus two, and two plus two. Three... From addition to subtraction, from multiplication to division, from one-digit operations to two-digit and three-digit numbers.

How many digits can ordinary people count?Five digits, six digits?Or seven digits, eight digits?

Shikamaru is a genius with an IQ of [-].

Even the calculation of more than a dozen digits is easy for him.

But what about tens of digits?How about hundreds of digits?

What is the difference between "1+1" and "8796534251674973+18463720966007235"?

Obviously they are exactly the same, but there are very few people who can calculate the latter.

The board of Go is a square of nineteen roads by nineteen roads, with a total of 360 intersections.That is to say, when making a move from the first step, there are 360 ​​options, and there are 360 ​​choices in the second move.

This is the factorial of 360, and the answer is about 1.43 times 10 to the 768th power.

However, there is still no difference between the factorial of 360 and one plus one.

So it's ridiculously simple.

Isn't the so-called "unpredictable", "unexpected" and "uncertain" due to the limitations of human thinking?Suppose you can break through this upper limit and expand your thinking infinitely.

Not only can calculate the factorial of 360 one, even the factorial of 360 one factorial.

So, in this world, what else is changing?

Every wind that blows, every leaf that shakes, every cloud that passes by, every tiniest speck of dust is a member of 1.43 times 10 to the 768th power.

In this world, nothing escapes this simple calculation.

The whole world is fixed and static, as unbreakable as "1+1=2".

At this time, 1+1=2 is no longer just a simple formula that everyone knows, it has another name - destiny.

Later, Shikamaru would always think of that game of chess, and of the deeply suppressed, suffocating feeling as if being strangled by the throat during the game.

No matter how Shikamaru thinks, no matter how he calculates, when he makes a move, Sasuke will follow him without hesitation and play a move, as if he doesn't need to think at all... No, it's not that he doesn't need to think, Sasuke's kind of penetration All the eyes told Shikamaru that he already knew that Shikamaru was destined to fall at that point.

Even if Shikamaru played almost crazy in a place where he could never go normally, Sasuke's expression was still flat, he didn't even raise his eyes to see where Shikamaru put the chess pieces, because this move It is also Shikamaru's unchangeable fate.

"Sasuke, do you believe in fate?"

Shikamaru asked Sasuke that at that time.

"Yes." Sasuke replied softly.

Yes, Sasuke must believe it.

But why, Shikamaru is not the only one struggling on the chessboard?

Sasuke is obviously the one holding fate, why is he struggling like Shikamaru?Still struggling so crazy and desperate.

Since all the results of this game of chess can be calculated, why not choose the simplest and fastest way to win this game of chess?Why did he fight Shikamaru's black chess in such a resolute and ruthless way, smashing himself to pieces.

In Go, as long as you occupy more places than your opponent, you can win.

But Sasuke didn't go to surround the space, he entangled the black chess relentlessly, and finally killed all the black chess pieces on the board, leaving no one left.

Is this the ending Sasuke wanted?

Regardless of how much he has lost, and no matter how broken he is, he is only focused on achieving the goal he wants.

Sasuke never asked for peace, and never left room for it.

He wanted to seal off all escape routes, not giving the other party any chance of survival.

Sasuke didn't want to win, nor did he want to win.

Where does that kind of ambition and determination born out of despair, that kind of indomitable momentum and hatred, that great sadness and pain point to?

What Sasuke wants is to crush fate.

Smash his own destiny and save him from the chessboard on which it is all destined.

In fact, the ending has been doomed since then.

If a person who can calculate 8796534251674973+18463720966007235 at a glance is a genius, then can someone who can calculate the factorial of 360 really be called a human being?The gap between them is even bigger than the gap between chickens and eagles, birds and fish, orangutans and humans.

Naruto can guard Sasuke's ward for the second time, but he can't pull Sasuke out of the quagmire of despair for the second time.At this moment the story goes for a fork.

Perhaps from the beginning, they looked in different directions.

Shikamaru looked ahead and saw the sky and white clouds; Naruto looked around and saw Sasuke and many companions; and Sasuke kept looking behind him, looking at the old house of Uchiha.The dusty memories will never fade. Sasuke has been living in the old house and is unwilling to move out. Even after so long, he still wears the clothes with the Uchiha clan emblem and still holds the sword.

Sasuke left.

Except for the knife, nothing was taken.

Look, isn't this already clear?

In Sasuke's eyes, from beginning to end, only that knife is truly his own.Everything else can be discarded.

This is the way Sasuke Uchiha survives.

Keep giving up, keep giving up, even if the flesh is cut off, the blood is drained, the bones are broken, even if he becomes fragmented, he must hold on to his last breath and walk towards the end he wants.

That time, it was Naruto who was lying in the intensive care unit.However, it was not Sasuke standing outside the ward.

Naruto was burned by the boiling chakra because of the power of the nine tails, and after waking up, he had to face the interrogation and review of Konoha's high-level officials.

Naruto was taken away and inspected over and over again, constantly strengthening the seal on his body.

But Naruto always, only repeats one sentence.

"I want to bring Sasuke back," Naruto said.His voice was dry and hoarse, like a tireless repeater.

What can't be brought back, can never come back.

Shikamaru wanted to say that.

——That is a road of no return.

The author has something to say:

This is the end of Shikamaru's extra episode, followed by Kakashi's, and then itachi brother.

Suddenly I started math problems. This is the so-called world is completely composed of mathematics, which refers to a concept of "limit".IQ limits our imagination 23333, if we can really do unlimited calculation, then we can indeed deduce the whole world, then there will be no "unknown" and "change" in this world, Sasuke is like this.Shikamaru explained Sasuke's world view from the perspective of a science student.

Sasuke's ultimate goal is to kill Kuroko.Although it has been said that the world of Hokage is imprisoned by fate, but in fact Er Dan is the same, he wants to get rid of the fate of his own personality.

Also, a little angel said before that he thought Erdan was facial paralyzed XD, but in fact he was not. Erdan fried chicken was lively when he was a child. After the genocide, Erdan is not so lively (xiong) anymore, but his expression is still very rich.After being beaten up by Brother Weasel, Erdan started to embark on the road of no return with facial paralysis, and his expression was much less with Uncle Snake, but at this time his inner activities were still relatively rich and full of emotions.The last turning point was changing eyes. It was relatively normal at the time of changing eyes, and then the emotional fluctuations became smaller and smaller. In the last few chapters, the five senses basically disappeared, leaving only hearing... because after changing eyes, the two The personality of the egg is constantly weakening until it is swallowed.