Forbidden color

The two wrapping papers were even cleaned and flattened, as if they were beautiful candy wrappers specially collected by children.

Si Lin narrowed her eyes slightly, as if she couldn't understand the meaning of the wrapping paper.

Si Tian still looked at him with an expectant expression, as if hoping to receive some praise, but Si Lin's expression seemed to be frosted quickly, freezing his fleeting tenderness.

It took him a while to raise the corner of his mouth mockingly.

"Is that how you bite your mouth?" He said interrogative sentences, but his tone was like a declarative sentence.

Si Tian was stunned for a moment, he didn't realize what Si Lin meant.

"You really have grown up..." Si Lin smiled coldly and sat up.

"I didn't just play with other people...it's a classmate..." Si Tian murmured, reaching out to grab Si Lin's quilt.

"Student?" Si Lin twirled the two pieces of plastic paper, without looking at Si Tian, ​​with a cold mockery in her tone, "Xu Qingyang?"

Although the wound on the mouth was not caused by Xu Qingyang, he did have many intimate actions with him. Si Tian subconsciously wanted to use him as a prevarication, but when the words came to his mouth, he felt sorry for Xu Qingyang. He knew he liked it. I might not have thought of taking advantage of him that night, but now I still want to use him as an excuse. Thinking of this, Si Tian couldn't open his mouth no matter what.

He was a little tongue-tied, watching Si Lin's expression getting colder and colder.

"You have to wear a condom when you do it in the future, you know? Don't let him cum in it." Si Lin stared at Si Tian's gradually horrified eyes and said word by word.

The night light in the bedroom emits a dizzying light, making Si Lin's sharp eyebrows blurry, and the pair of dark pupils in his deep eye sockets have no light at all, looking at Si Tian like a ghost.

Is the malice contained in this blatant sentence his illusion?Si Tian guessed blankly, he felt that his thinking was numb and his mind was stiff, and he couldn't analyze Si Lin's meaning at all.

"He didn't..." Si Tian's cheeks were burning with shame, his eyes were moist, and he couldn't say the second half of the blunt sentence.

"Well, I know, isn't it all used up?" The warm spring water in Si Lin's eyes is condensing into ice at the speed of light, "You adapt quickly."

Si Tian's cheeks that were originally rosy due to shame quickly faded away, and he gradually understood the insulting elements of Si Lin's words, he never dreamed that Si Lin would say that about him.

He got up and knelt in front of Si Lin face to face, trying his best to speak a complete sentence, even though he was trembling badly.

"Obviously you stuffed the condom in the suitcase..."

He gave him a ticket to the coming-of-age ceremony, but he thought he carried it out too quickly?

"I let it go, but this is what you decide to use." Si Lin's vicious words penetrated into Si Tian's heart.

"Brother...!" Si Tian finally couldn't help crying.

How could he say that, why did he treat him like this, he pushed himself out and then blamed himself in turn, what the hell is Sirin trying to do?

"What do you want me to do..." Si Tian's eyes and lips were red from crying, tears rolled down, and dripped from his chin on the bed, fainting dark water stains, "What do you want me to do... ..."

He collapsed on the bed, his thin body trembling.

He has already done everything according to Si Lin's will, but he still got such a result.

After a long while, he was picked up and wrapped in a quilt. His wet eyelashes were glued together, and he no longer had the strength to make a sound, nor did he have any desire to struggle. His eyes were closed tightly, and tears gushed out from the corners of his eyes silently.

"...Tian Tian don't cry, I was wrong."

After Si Lin said this futile consolation, she got out of bed, picked up her coat and walked out of the bedroom, shutting the dim light and Si Tian's shrinking sobs behind her.

He cried for an unknown amount of time, the pillow was wet, and he half closed his eyes, staring blankly out of the window.

fast

It's raining, and the dark night sky has no stars or moon, it is deep and heavy, approaching the world.

The unique sound of midnight streets penetrates outside, the annoying chirping of insects in midsummer is hidden under the dense vines, the faint and noisy human voice

From afar the stalls that are open all night.

He remembered that sometimes he would clamor for supper in the middle of the night, and Si Lin had to climb out of bed and take him to the food stall at the gate of the community. There was a pot of spicy crayfish and sea melon seeds. He smacked his lips and stuck out his tongue. Breathing out, he insisted on taking a sip of Si Lin's cold beer, but Si Lin pinched his face and refused, so he secretly drank it while Si Lin was going to pay, and his skin turned red immediately.

"I'll change the color for you to see, hehe." He turned red into a small shrimp, and acted coquettishly before Si Lin opened his mouth to scold him.

He gets sick so easily, Sirin even limits the number of times he eats gear, hoping that he will always be healthy and happy.

Is it all fake?Does he think that bacteria, viruses, and waste oil can hurt him more than what he said?

When Si Lin went back, Si Tian had already cried dry, and fell on the bed, babbling.

His thin gossamer-like voice whispered: "Mom...brother..."

But obviously Sirin was the one who abused him, but he still asked him for help when his consciousness was blurred.

Si Lin smelled heavily of cigarettes, and his deep eyes were half-closed, as if he was extremely tired. When he saw Si Tian trembling, he finally couldn't help but want to hug him, he immediately woke up , Crawled to the other side of the bed on his feet, and buried himself in the quilt.

"I..." Si Lin's voice was hoarse, and just about to speak, he was interrupted by his hasty begging: "Don't say it...brother, stop it..."

He scrunched himself into a ball, not wanting to hear a word.

Maybe it's because she couldn't get rid of herself who asked him for love no matter from reason or emotion, that Si Lin became so uncontrollably irritable, and then apologized and comforted because of her distress.

It wasn't that Si Lin wanted to hurt him maliciously, it was because he insisted on inserting it into Si Lin's heart like a pointed spear.

He asked for it... He made it up to himself... Si Lin, who was forced to fall in love with him, resorted to such a cruel trick...

Even though Si Lin stood at the bedside looking at him for so long, until his back was burning, but he didn't dare to turn around and act coquettishly again.

He couldn't take any more attacks.

They didn't mention the quarrel that night again. After Sitian woke up the next day, he still looked obedient, making noodles with sesame sauce in the kitchen, and then started his life of leaving early and returning late.

The school is about to start school, and the library is open in advance to allow students to come in and out, so he goes to report every day, holding the tome and gnawing there, until the library is about to close, and then dawdling along the campus path at the speed of changing money I walked home slowly, afraid that I would not waste too much time, except for one time when he secretly ate chocolate in the library and was kicked out by the administrator, he spent more than 12 hours a day there.

He squatted in the bushes imitating the meow of a kitten, trying to lure out a few stray animals. When he saw Si Lin coming back from the laboratory from a distance, he wanted to get down on his stomach to avoid him.

He knew that Si Lin had seen him, he could see Si Lin's slowing pace from among the intertwined bushes, he was afraid of Si Lin's falling from the sky and took him out, he closed his eyes tightly and shrank there until he heard the call to leave Footsteps.

Si Lin probably won’t be willing to accompany him to tease the kitten anymore, and he doesn’t dare to ask him to accompany him anymore, he dare not stare at Si Lin when he talks now, sometimes Si Lin habitually wants to reach out to touch him, and he will Frightened and generally dodged back, as if he was poisoned.

He would rather be alone than force Si Lin to hurt him.