Forbidden color

Most of the hot springs in Xishan are open-air, with large and small pools falling irregularly between the corridors of the bamboo forest. In addition, the snow in winter has not yet melted, and the stone platforms are staggered, shaded by pines and bamboos, and it is deep and quiet.

Before coming, Wen Silin asked him unintentionally, if anyone else wanted to come, Wen Sitian lowered his eyes and shook his head.

[The antiquity exhibited below is a salted fish marinated in [-], with a strong smell that lasts for three days]

Seeing that he was satisfied with wiping, Wen Sirin knelt there again in a daze, so she forced him to carry him to the rest area.

"Sleep after dinner, okay?" Wen Sirin kissed his ear, seeing that he was not in good spirits, she lowered her voice very softly, as if she was afraid of scaring him, "Do you want some water? Want some fruit?" ?"

Wen Sitian gradually came back to his senses, cheered up and nodded and asked for mango juice.

A few furry kids were running around in the empty hall, he watched intently until the sun outside the floor-to-ceiling windows almost disappeared to the horizon, Wen Silin hadn't come back yet, Wen Sitian got up, looked around and looked outside.

"...Professor Huang was very interested in reading your paper on deep learning, and told my brother in University A that I would like to talk to you if I have the opportunity."

Chen Guangyue's voice came from behind the bamboo fence, Wen Sitian stopped subconsciously, and the sound of a lighter came from there, and after a while, Wen Silin said something in a low voice.

"...Can you still be tied to him for the rest of your life? If you can really apply for Professor Huang's doctoral student, are you willing to go?"

Chen Guangyue said some weird proper nouns, which seemed to be related to Wen Sirin's profession.

Wen Sirin didn't speak, she was probably smoking a cigarette, she spoke for a long time before saying: "Let's talk."

"Didn't you say you bought him a trust or something? Are you worried that your brother will starve to death in the future?" Chen Guangyue laughed, "The 'funeral affairs' are all arranged...and don't you want him to follow you all the time? "

After a long time, Wen Sirin didn't answer either.

"Actually, he can apply with you after graduating from a bachelor's degree..."

"I promised Lao Yang that they would help me apply for Professor Huang's Ph.D. after I signed an internship with Company A. They may not be able to pass, and his grades... as long as I can be happy... in the future..."

They walked away while talking, but Wen Sitian was frozen in place and could not move.

He wondered if he could bear more sad things, his heart floating in mid-air seemed to be stepped into the mud.

Wen Sirin always wanted to get rid of him.

It turned out that he was so angry with Xu Qingyang, not because he wanted to be with him, maybe it was just out of possessiveness or bad jokes, that's how he was, when he was a child, the neighbor's uncle pinched Wen Sitian's face without his consent, Wen Silin jumped up and pushed the opponent fiercely, not afraid that he was half a head taller than himself, so after being locked up three times by Wen's parents and Wen's mother, no adults or children within a radius of ten miles dared to provoke Wen Sitian again. .

But even if he protects Wen Sitian like this, he can still pick up his luggage without hesitation and leave without looking back, plunged headlong into the novel and interesting world of young people with people coming and going, except that there is no Wen Sitian.

This time, he still planned to kiss Wen Sitian on the face without any warning, like the summer vacation in the first year of junior high school, and said that he was going to live in school?

Wen Sitian knew that Professor Huang was an expert in the field of international AI. It would be very rare for him to become his student. Wen Silin had no possibility of refusing, and he would never agree to him refusing for himself. .

But why didn't he tell himself?I have said many times that I will not hold him back, but Wen Sirin still plans to leave him a sum of money and then go on their own way?

His heart is heavy, but he is very at ease. In the past, his feet always seemed to be hanging in the air, but now no matter what, he has stepped on to the bottom.

Throughout the night, Wen Sirin acted nonchalantly, if not for what he said in the afternoon, Wen Sitian would not have been able to see the evil intentions he was hiding.

What else could he do?Wen Sitian thought numbly, it was useless to cry, it was useless to make trouble, Wen Silin refused his attachment, so he could only run forward by himself.

He will not give him a chance to get rid of himself, he will catch up with Wen Sirin, he has been chasing after so many years, only to find a little gap in time, how can he steal the days with him Downed by Singapore?

Wen Sirin must have underestimated him.

Even the death of his parents could not dissuade him, unless one day, Wen Sirin stood in front of him and said that he fell in love with someone else and was going to live a normal life, at that time he would leave willingly, otherwise he would never May be defeated by external force.

"I don't want money..." He managed to force out a sentence, blinked away the sour moisture in his eyes, and kissed the sleeping Wen Sirin forcefully on the mouth.

Isn't brother going to Singapore?Then he also has to follow, in the past he was always unable to catch up with Wen Sirin, but now he can, he will not always ask Wen Sirin to stop and wait for him, and he no longer expects Wen Sirin to come back to him like he did when he was a child .

He used to be afraid of the world, his parents, and Wen Sirin's anger, but now he has nothing to be afraid of. As the saying goes, barefoot is not afraid of wearing shoes. He has nothing, so he can always walk boldly.

Wen Sitian was baptized by the hot spring water in Xishan. After he came back from there, his soul was sublimated and his spirit was cleared. He was no longer greedy for hot quilts and chocolates. He changed from a lazy Persian cat to a cautious little tiger and began to study English seriously. Then he asked Wen Sirin for money, and said he wanted to enroll in an IELTS class.

"Why do you suddenly want to take the IELTS test?" Wen Sirin was very uncomfortable with his hardworking brother.

"My classmates are all taking the test...I want to take the test too." Wen Sitian muttered, "And you..." He raised his eyes to look at Wen Silin, and stopped talking.

"What's wrong with me?"

Wen Sitian tentatively evaded the important point and said, "Didn't uncle say that your major will develop better abroad in the future?"

If Wen Sirin dared to say in front of him that he didn't want him to go with him, he wouldn't pester him shamelessly, he might as well run away from home after crying a lot.

Wen Sirin froze for a moment, reached out to stroke his thin back, and said, "Is it because of me that you want to take the IELTS test?"

Wen Sitian hesitated, shook his head and said, "No, no...I, I want to go abroad too..."

Let Wen Sirin know his plan, maybe he will get in the way.

Wen Sirin was silent for a moment, as if she didn't know what to say.

He held the pen nervously, unable to write for a long time, for fear that Wen Sirin would see through his trick and reject him coldly.

Fortunately, Wen Sirin didn't, he just frowned slightly and asked, "Then you don't have to work so hard..."

If you don't work hard, the cooked brother will grow wings and fly.

"...You haven't gone out all winter vacation, don't you want to hang out with friends?" Not only did he not go out, he even stopped playing with his mobile phone.

Wen Sitian raised his head from the book, with a rare stubborn expression on his face: "...I have you is enough." He nodded, as if agreeing with himself, "You can't be too greedy, I want a the most important."

In the past, he wanted everything, so that others were punished along with him.

He refused Wen Sitian's hug, lowered his head and continued to study, Wen Sitian didn't speak for a long time, Wen Sitian's evolution was too fast, which made him at a loss, so he had to withdraw his hands and feet in frustration, he probably had to find some time tomorrow to buy something to please Wen Sitian Food, in order to re-capture the heart that he would act coquettishly.

Wen Sitian looked up at the back of him sitting back in front of the computer, showing a little greedy look, and then returned to English.

When the seasons change, Wen Sitian is a little irritable. He often wakes up at four or five o'clock in the morning, with only a little morning light peeking through the cracks in the curtains, and then he closes his eyes and pretends to sleep until seven or eight o'clock.

He always felt that he was tight, and he was very excited every day, like an old man who was suspended by a mouthful of ginseng soup. He didn't need to sleep or rest, until the fuel in his body was exhausted.

He once missed those antidepressants that made him weak and sluggish, but he didn't want to go to Luan Jian anymore, he didn't want others to feel uncomfortable because of his presence.

Similarly, after school started, he fell into the situation of being alone again. Sometimes Liu Miaomiao came to talk to him deliberately, and he would end the topic as soon as possible and leave with a book in his arms.

Xu Qingyang's eyes were horrifying, they looked the same as usual, but they made him feel full of scrutiny, he didn't dare to raise his head, maybe he thought he was doing something bad to Liu Miaomiao again.

It is indeed difficult for human beings to go from extravagance to frugality. He got used to life with friends so quickly, so he feels so sad now.

He doesn't want to hurt anyone anymore, and he doesn't want to lose what he shouldn't get anymore.

There is nothing wrong with that, the road back home from school is still the same, with dwarf bushes and passing stray cats on the side of the road, changing colors as the seasons become more and more lively, Wen Sitian runs wildly past again and again, Rushing along this path, from the green early spring to the hot summer in the hot moon, but he no longer stops here, and he no longer feeds the cats regularly, he will no longer be confused by the well-decorated world. In fact, it was all false advertisements for himself, he was going to leave here with all his strength, and go to a place where only he and Wen Sirin were alone.

Wen Silin has been an intern in a chip research and development company since May, working while writing a thesis, probably waiting for the results of the doctoral application at University A, and at the same time, Wen Sitian is doing her best to repair her terrible GPA.

Seeing his anxious appearance, Wen Sirin was very distressed. He comforted him many times. It doesn’t matter if he doesn’t do well in the exam. There is still a whole year to go. You can also study.

Wen Sitian didn't listen, he walked up and down the room like a monk chanting scriptures, making a noise like a mosquito.

"I want to get a score of 7..." He spun like a top, and was hugged by the whole person.

Wen Silin pressed him on the sofa and said threateningly: "Wen Sitian, are you trying to drive me crazy or yourself?" Kneeling is required, because this way he can read while doing it.

"Didn't you want me to stay in school before? I love studying so why didn't you let me go..." Wen Sitian muttered a few words in a low voice, struggling to bounce between Wen Sirin and the sofa.

"Why are you stressing yourself out so much?" Wen Sirin sighed helplessly.

"Because I want to be with you all the time..." He muttered, but Wen Sirin didn't answer, maybe he didn't hear it, or he didn't want to respond.

He didn't care about it, and buried himself in Wen Sirin's chest and said in a muffled voice: "After the exam is over, let's go to the beach, you promised me."

He has been looking forward to it for a long time, that diary full of love paintings, more or less must be filled, rounding up is that he compensated him for a midsummer.

Wen Sirin hesitated for a moment, his heart was instantly lifted into his throat.

"...Okay." Fortunately, Wen Sirin agreed.

He had to fulfill these wishes as soon as possible, otherwise, he didn't know when something would happen.

Even if Wen Sirin didn't suddenly jump into the taxi to the international airport, he might return from get off work one evening, followed by a bunch of children, saying that he was getting married, otherwise the children would not be able to register.

Wen Sitian was shuddered by this chilling imagination.

"Tiantian, what else do you want?"

He was brought back to consciousness by these words, and found that Wen Sirin had been staring at him, with a sad look in his eyes.

"I don't want anything..." Wen Sitian murmured indifferently.

What else would he dare to ask for?

Wen Sirin said in a low voice: "You can tell me anything you want...Tian Tian, ​​I want to give you everything..."

But he refused to give himself to Wen Sitian.

Wen Sitian shook his head and smiled at him happily: "I'm more than happy that you are willing to accompany me to the beach, brother, really." Then he turned his eyes away, and his tone was as soft as a puff of smoke, "I just think It's tiring... being a normal adult is tiring..."

He raised his eyes, with a look of pity and self-pity, and asked, "Brother, are you tired?"

Wen Silin's dark eyes seemed to be bloody from a needle prick, and his pupils trembled. Wen Sitian didn't want him to answer, and slowly got up, sat down at the desk obediently and began to study.

Why didn't Wen Sirin understand?Every minute he spends with him is worth more than those millions of trusts.In their future, there will be countless days and nights when they don't see each other, and they may have a cheeky private relationship, how many more days will there be?

He bit his pen, unwilling to look back at Wen Sirin's face again, there is no limit to the sea of ​​learning, there is no limit to the sea of ​​suffering, and Wen Sirin will go ashore one day, or, he has always been on the shore.

As for myself, I don't know if I can cross this river and see a new piece of land.