sneak peek

At noon on Saturday, after the alarm clock rang 20 times, Gu Yexi finally woke up, scratching his buttocks.He looked out the window with his eyes empty, feeling full of urination but didn't want to move, he didn't get up until his stomach growled.

After washing, he swiped the delivery software for a while, and finally felt that the one he made would taste better.He ambled to the kitchen, scratched his stomach, checked the refrigerator, and decided to make himself a meat-filled salad with a dollop of homemade honey mustard dressing.

Gu Yexi has a habit that all human beings have, that is, if you don't watch the video when you eat, you will feel as if you haven't eaten.It can be said that video delivery is the ritual sense of human eating in the 21st century.

Holding a salad plate, he sat cross-legged on the sofa, intending to see what criminal investigation TV series he could complain about recently.While flipping through the playlist, he stuffed a large piece of grilled chicken breast into his mouth, and he seemed to glimpse something strange out of the corner of his eye.

He frowned slightly, and found a gray thing stuck under the crack of the main entrance.He put down the salad plate and went over to pick it up.

It turned out to be another vinyl record, an album by a band called Sunset Speeder that he had never heard of: bossanova.

One could tell at a glance that it was that kid Mo Wang who pushed in through the crack of the door.

Gu Yexi turned the record to the back and began to look at the track titles. Sure enough, the eighth song was pasted with polarizing scotch tape, called: IknowyouknowIloveyou.

Gu Yexi: ...I'm not, I don't, I don't know!

For a period of time, Gu Yexi kept hinting to Mo Wang not to have strange thoughts about himself. In the past two days, Mo Wang has been more restrained than before. He thought that Mo Wang had given up.

Unexpectedly, he was secretly holding back his big move.

Gu Yexi took the record and didn't know what to do, so she accepted it and pretended not to know?This trick was tried last time, and it obviously didn't work.Answer the other party face to face?Gu Yexi felt that he couldn't say anything cruel to Mo Wang, and he would soften his heart when he saw his sad look, and he didn't want to do that.

He hesitated for a while, and decided to fill his stomach before talking, casually put the record on the small table in the entrance, and picked up the salad plate to eat again.But he has no intention of watching the drama anymore, walking around the house with a salad plate like sleepwalking, thinking about what to do while eating.After eating the whole salad, he felt as if he hadn't eaten anything, everything he ate was digested on the spot while pacing back and forth and his brain running at high speed.

"What~what~do~ah~" Gu Yexi fell down on the sofa like a melted ice cream.The pony slippers were kicked away by him and fell to the floor unsteadily.He rubbed his already messy hair and stared blankly at the ceiling.

He began to think seriously about his feelings for Mo Wang.Before that, he had always been in a state of evasion.He felt that as long as he didn't admit it to himself, then he wasn't tempted.

But is he really unmoved?

He had to admit that he liked being with Mo Wang very much, and seeing his cute appearance as a good student, he wanted to bully him.All kinds of dreams and strange reactions since this time seem to be my subconscious mind constantly reminding me: You are tempted.

Gu Yexi felt that she was in a contradictory state, like an elderly woman who had an accidental pregnancy. She thought that she would not be able to get pregnant again, and she had already made a life plan to have no children, but she became pregnant by accident. How to do it?Should he sabotage his own plan to have a child, or grit his teeth and destroy the hard-won child?

He was very sure that he was going to be celibate for the rest of his life.The past few relationships made him deeply aware that he is a person suitable for celibacy.Because of his work, he has an irregular schedule. He often makes appointments on weekends but leaves the plane, or half of the appointment suddenly has an urgent case.I also tried to meet a fugitive on a date, and he left the partner without saying a word, and chased the fugitive.The next day, the object dumped him with a text message.

In addition, Gu Yexi cannot accept being with people 24 hours a day. Unless it is necessary for work, he must have a certain time every day to be by himself, or read a book, or play games, or just relax.This is another reason why he was dissed by the target.Obviously because of work, he has been unable to accompany others for a long time, and he doesn't want to spend all his free time on his partner. Who would be happy?

After struggling with several relationships like this, Gu Yexi came to a conclusion: I'd better be single.

In the past few years, he has also been living a carefree celibate life according to his own conclusions.

Until Mo Wang appeared.

"So, what should we do now?" Gu Yexi frowned.

After a while, he finally made up his mind.Now that I have decided to be celibate, don't waste Mo Wang's feelings and time, or firmly refuse.However, in order to avoid seeing Mo Wang's sad look, he chose a compromise method, which was to slip the record back to Mo Wang through the crack of the door.

Gu Yexi thought, in this way, he should understand.

Gu Yexi took a deep breath, opened the door and walked out of the corridor, then carefully stuffed the vinyl record through the crack of Mowang's door.

When it was halfway filled, Gu Yexi felt a force and pushed the record out.

Gu Yexi:? ? ? ?What's the matter?

He pushed in a little harder, and the record was pushed out a little more by that force.

Gu Yexi now understands, this kid Mo Wang is probably against him from the inside, he pushes in here, and Mo Wang pushes out from the inside.

Like childish ghosts, the two pushed back and forth several times.

Gu Yexi finally decided to end this farce, took back the record and held it in his arms, and knocked on Mowang's door.

No matter whether Mo Wang will be sad or not, now we have to say no face to face.

Mo Wang opened the door, his expression was a little different from usual, a little deserted in his sadness.

Gu Yexi handed the record to Mo Wang, "Don't give it away, it's useless."

Mo Wang didn't answer, but just looked at Gu Yexi.

Gu Yexi took Mo Wang's hand, trying to put the record in his hand.Mo Wang turned his wrist, took Gu Yexi's hand, pulled him into the room, closed the door at the same time, and pressed him against the door.

Gu Yexi was caught off guard by the wall, and after realizing what happened, Mo Wang's face was already in front of his eyes.Mo Wang didn't do anything to Gu Yexi, he just looked at him face to face.

Gu Yexi couldn't see Mo Wang's mood at the moment from Mo Wang's dark eyes, but could only see his own reflection.He pushed Mo Wang, "Let go."

Mo Wang whispered, "You really, don't like me at all?"

Gu Yexi's eyelids twitched, "I like to be by myself."

"You did not answer my question."

Mo Wang pinched Gu Yexi's chin lightly, looking straight into his eyes, making him unable to look away.Gu Yexi is not a person who likes to lie to those around him, not to mention it is even more difficult to lie when he is closely watched.

Lying in this situation is easier to spot than not telling anything.

Gu Yexi swallowed, "You take the record, I'm going back."

Mo Wang gritted his teeth, as if he had made some major decision, and said, "If you don't want to see me, if you don't like me, I can disappear, but you don't want to avoid my feelings anymore."

Gu Yexi: "I don't want to waste your time."

Mo Wang seemed to be breaking the cans: "As long as you say, you don't like me, I will move out immediately, I will apply for a team change, and I can be transferred to other divisions, anyway, you will never see me in the future. Make your choice."

Gu Yexi: "You..."

Gu Yexi suddenly felt that he was a bit overwhelmed. It is true that he did not want to promise Mo Wang anything, but he was not willing to let Mo Wang disappear from his own world.He instantly felt like a bit of a green tea bitch.

Gu Yexi struggled for a while, and said, "Don't do this."

Mo Wang let go of Gu Yexi, turned around and turned his back to him: "You answer me now, if you don't answer, I will take it as your default that you don't like me, and I will know what to do."

Gu Yexi looked at Mo Wang's back, and wanted to punch him, how could this brat be so violent all of a sudden?Still forcing people to make choices? ! ! !

He thought to himself, I don't believe you will really apply for a transfer.

Thinking of this, he turned half sideways, put his hand on the doorknob, and wanted to open the door to leave, but holding the doorknob for a long time, he didn't have the strength to open the door and go out.

Gu Yexi realized that she was really, really afraid that Mo Wang really disappeared suddenly.

What if, what if this little fool really applies for a transfer?

In this way, the two stalemate for a while.

Teddy, who was lazily basking in the sun in the nest, witnessed the whole process of the two men's quarrel, and it didn't quite understand what the two men were arguing about, so it scratched its fur and yawned, thinking that it would be more pleasant to sleep.

After a long time, Gu Yexi finally sighed and opened the door.

The sound of the door opening, Mo Wang thought it was the sound of his heart breaking.

He was just betting that Gu Yexi liked him enough that he would not let him go.

Unexpectedly... He smiled wryly and lost the bet.

"Let's talk about it after I listen to the whole record." Gu Yexi whispered and left Mo Wang's house.

After Gu Yexi left for a while, Mo Wang realized the meaning of this sentence.

He gradually showed a smile, feeling that the broken heart just now was put back together again.He picked up Teddy and rubbed its chubby face, "He doesn't want me to leave, right? He accepted the record, and I think he will agree to me in the end. What do you think?"

Teddy, who was woken up, "meowed" very unhappy, pushed Mo Wang away with his paw, and went back to sleep in the nest.

Mo Wang touched his lips subconsciously, and smirked, as if Gu Yexi had agreed to be with him.