He Baoen picked a time to find Kangli.

Conley had told her his story a few months earlier, when she had broken down in despair over her fate.

He is more miserable than He Baoen, and stronger than He Baoen.

But He Baoen was shamelessly comforted in the suffering of others.

After that, she had more frequent contacts with Kang Li, and even fell in love with racing under Kang Li's recommendation.

So, He Baoen thought——

If there is anyone who can help her get rid of her fear of death, that person must be Kang Li.

Seoul, in the basement rented by Kangli.

Just a few months ago, He Baoen heard Kangli's story here.And this time she came to the door with beer, to give Kang Li a gift in return.

This gift in return is called "He Baoen's Nightmare".

Strictly speaking, He Baoen actually felt that Qi He was quite lucky.

The girl named after the addition of her parents' surnames grew up in a very favorable environment.

Although I am lonely, I have no worries about food and clothing. Although I have been imprisoned in a big villa, I still learn the piano I want to learn, and occasionally I can eat the skewers I want to eat.

In those years when she was not very sensible, she felt that the material environment was nothing, without the care of her parents, she was just a poor, abandoned and forgotten.

Nothing hurts more than not having a presence.

Until the few years when she became He Baoen, she still felt this way.

When did you start to feel that these ideas were wrong?

Maybe it was after becoming a trainee, maybe after re-examining the orphanage as a funder, maybe after she was caught in a scandal and ran to the United States, or maybe after listening to Conley's story, she felt how alive she was. After pale.

Gradually, He Baoen finally understood that she shouldn't have so many complaints about her previous life.

Even if there is no parental love, even if no one cares about her existence.

She is also considered lucky, because she has healthy limbs and a good family background.

She was even so lucky that when she died, she remained ignorant of the world, and had the most beautiful figure and face in her life.

If the previous life was just a past, then He Baoen should learn to be content.

Because of this past, He Baoen has been created in this life.

Let her meet so many people, let her know that she can also gain a lot of love.

She was longing and greedy, but fate suddenly told her that everything has a limited time, and when it expires, it must be repaid.

This warning came too late, and He Baoen was too involved in the drama, and he was unable to leave.

So painful, so desperate, so painful to despair and pretending to be fine.

Because He Baoen doesn't want to lose to herself, she wants to go through it with a happy attitude even if there are only three years left, or rather, survive it.

She overestimated herself.

Some problems can not be solved by escaping.

Seeing the fear of death in the songs I wrote, I gave up writing songs and turned to practice driving.

What is the difference between this method of palliative rather than root cause and direct collapse.

But sooner or later, the ending is the same. Destroy yourself.

He Baoen came to Kangli and told him the story that he had buried in his heart for many years.

After listening, Kang Li lit a cigarette for himself and said something irrelevant.

"Did you know? I might not have lost to you in that match in Songdo."

"Eh?"

He Baoen couldn't keep up with the rhythm, so he could only sit on the side in a daze, not saying a word.

"I got the countdown to the hospital. Matsushima may be my last game. I still wanted to win a championship, but you snatched it away."

Kang Li took a puff of cigarette, He Baoen's eyes were red, and he didn't know what to say.

"I've thought about the same question as you before, since it gave me life, why did I take it back so quickly." Conley pressed the half-lit cigarette butt into the water glass, making a "here—" sound.

"Fate is not just a matter of short and long. Some people live a lifetime and suffer for a lifetime. Some people are broken halfway like this cigarette, but they will not end up in the end."

He Baoen followed Kangli's line of sight to look at the half of the cigarette, the fire was gone, and his mutilated body was soaked in the water, as quiet as death.

"We're actually pretty lucky."

Conley took out another cigarette and put it back in his mouth.

"At least we know when we are going to die, so we can do everything we want to do and say goodbye to those who should say goodbye before we leave. This is luckier than those who are suddenly crushed to death by a flowerpot while walking on the road That's a lot, isn't it?"

Kang Li tilted his head and smiled gently at He Baoen.

He Baoen seemed to be infected by his emotions, lightly grasped Kang Li's wrist, smiled and pulled the cigarette out of his hand, and put it out in the ashtray.

"If you are not in good health, smoke less." He Baoen reminded.

Conley shrugged and tossed the cigarette case to the corner of the sofa.

"I'm just hurrying to do what I want to do, and it suddenly occurred to me that if your two lives really overlap, then you are the one who can live for 50 years. In these 50 years, at least half of you The other half of the time, you are in the best years of a woman. You have also experienced so many things that others envy, soul wandering, being a star, these are all cool things .”

Kang Li's tone was brisk, He Baoen followed his words and thought carefully, and had to admit, it seems to be...

"So, babygirl, don't suffer from the things you can't change anymore, we are chosen by God, enjoy this big party~"

Conley stretched out his hands in a Jesus pose.

He Baoen was amused, she hadn't seen such an exaggerated American humor for a long time.

"mama~ don't cry for me, you have to eat and sleep on time every day, rest assured that I will come to find you in your dreams."

"Throw away the little black box, please take me where the wind blows, to see the elk and Santa's tracks."

"By the way, I forgot to tell you that I hid that dark green scarf under the bed."

"I once had a baby hamster who was waiting for me to be reunited."

This is a song called "tata", which means farewell.

This song was released half a month before Christmas, and it was not authorized to any music source website, nor was it arranged to play the song on the TV station.

It just quietly appeared on the youtube website in the early hours of the morning.

Three hours later, Youtube pinned the video to the top, and a black banner hung on the homepage.

"I wish Kangli continued happiness in heaven."

Following the short 3-minute video, many people burst into tears.

The fourth season of "musicvan" has been filmed, but it doesn't mean that everyone has forgotten that there was once a man named Kang Li who sang to everyone with a guitar.

The man left, and his friends sang him a song.

And looking at the introduction at the back of the video, Kang Li knew that he didn't have much time, and he composed this song with his friends, so there were scenes of Kang Li writing the song interspersed in the mv.

That was planned by everyone from the beginning, to film the whole process, and then cut it into the MV.

It's a pity that Kang Li didn't finish filming all the scenes, and didn't even wait for the recording.

In the end, the song was sung by lessang and Ha Bo Eun, who made most of youtube cry.

He Baoen has been helping Kangli's funeral, and when everyone has left, he heard someone ask:

"Tired?"

He Baoen looked up, it was hehe.

This brother is currently serving in the military, and he asked for leave, which is enough to prove how good his relationship with Kang Li was before.

"Things are all done by Gou Liopa and the others, I'm fine."

hehe patted her head and said:

"Don't be too sad."

He Baoen also stretched out his hand to touch Hehe's head, saying:

"You too."

The posture is a little silly...

"I heard that you have been having conflicts with your sister-in-law recently?"

He Baoen pulls Hehe to sit down in the corner, chatting about homework.

"It's okay. I'm going to serve in the military. It's normal that I can't be with her for more than two years."

Hehe waved his hand, wanting to change the subject.

"In the future, I may release an album with Gou Liopa and the others. During the dance that day, Gou Liopa said, "It would be great if you were there, we will have more fun together..."

As He Baoen was talking, he couldn't help but look at Kang Li's photo.

Hehe hugged her shoulders and pulled her into his arms.

"Everyone stays together the whole time."

In December 2008, He Baoen officially began to cooperate with lessang to produce a mini album that is expected to be released in the spring.

Ha Bo-eun's third Korean volume, which was originally scheduled to be released in March of the following year, was postponed. After Ha Bo-eun got Yang Xianshi's permission, it seemed like he had grown up in Lessang's studio for more than a month.

I don't know when it started, there are such rumors in the circle.

Because Kangli's death shocked people all over the world, attention continued to rise.

That's why He Baoen and Lessang temporarily decided to continue forming a team. In fact, they wanted to take advantage of Kangli's success and satisfy their selfish desire to make money.

In the beginning, these rumors were only hiding in certain dark corners.

Those who have nothing to do with themselves whisper to each other and speculate about everything with the greatest malice.

There's too much germs growing, plus someone's posting to spread the germs.A flu is inevitable, and He Baoen was blocked on his way to Lessang's studio one day.

"Hypocrites! Are you worthy of Conley like this!"

"Using the death of a friend to hype! You guys are so disgusting!"

He Baoen clings to the wall, trying to shrink himself into a ball.Suddenly someone brought up what happened a few years ago, and he shouted:

"He Baoen has always been a murderer! A hypocrite! He plagiarized and instigated child abuse! What else can you not do now!!!"

He Baoen covered his face with his hands, and at the same time opened his eyes to look at the man who shouted to kill.

She remembered this face.

"What are you doing, what are you doing!"

The two gentlemen of Lessang finally arrived.

In fact, He Baoen is a small and weak one. Just now everyone surrounded her, although they were noisy and cursing, but they really haven't touched her much.

After all, there is a camera in the upper right corner where He Baoen is next to.

Therefore, even the man who clamored to hold He Baoen responsible for the child abuse incident that year just squeezed into the crowd without showing much of his face.

The arrival of Jiang Gouli and Ji Li broke the deadlock.

When they came over, they only saw the crowded crowd, afraid that something might happen to He Baoen inside.

So the way of pushing the crowd away was a bit rude, which also caused many people to squeeze in front of He Baoen, completely pressing her against the wall.

"Don't squeeze! Everyone, don't squeeze!"

In fact, there were many people on the periphery of the crowd who were just watching the excitement. Seeing that there seemed to be something wrong in the middle of the crowd, some people with a little conscience hurriedly shouted, hoping that everyone can stay calm.

"Don't... don't squeeze..."

He Baoen was so squeezed that it was difficult to breathe, he stretched out one hand and raised it high, trying to make his own voice.

"Boen! Are you okay?"

The motor-developed Ginger Gouli moved faster, pushing aside a few people who were swaying left and right, and hugged He Baoen into his arms, while Ji Li was still blocked in the middle of the road...

"Let's go out first. Someone is deliberately making trouble now. If you go out, everyone can calm down as soon as possible."

Jiang Gouli lowered his head and opened his hands steadily, leaving room for He Baoen to move.

"it is good."

He Baoen nodded, and then Jiang Gouli pressed him into his arms.

Ten seconds later, the air became much fresher.

Ji Li also squeezed out, stood beside them, and looked back at the small group of people pushing each other, frowning.

"Gooli, take Baoen back first."

Jiang Gouli has been holding He Baoen's shoulders all the time, and he understands that Ji Li doesn't want He Baoen to continue to lead here, so as not to be unable to control the development of the situation.

If possible, he also wanted to take He Baoen and leave as soon as possible.

But now the road is full of people, and the sound of police cars honking can be heard faintly outside the street.

"It's late." Jiang Gouli said.

"I'm sorry, Oppa." He Baoen said.

"It's not your fault, the Obamas will protect you." Ji Li touched He Baoen's chicken nest.

"En." Jiang Gouli nodded with a serious expression.

Not surprisingly, He Baoen dominated the headlines of the evening news that day.

He Baoen was taken back to the company from the police station by Li Xianzai, and he was given a death order not to act alone again.

lost heavily……

With a sad face, He Baoen finally realized Anti's vicious intentions.

As a disobedient artist who is used to being free and undisciplined, she now has an extra assistant as standard for travel, and she expresses that she is unhappy.

Especially this assistant, who is not familiar with her...

Name An Minguo, some muscles...

She wants to take him to the supermarket to buy snacks, to eat at Liu Zaishuo's house, to hang out with Quan Zhilong...

stressed.

But everyone understands that this is the company's consideration for her personal safety.

So He Baoen himself did not refuse, not to mention that Mr. An Minguo also has the function of driving.

And the last driver He Baoen was on call in Seoul was Kang Li...

Thinking of this, He Baoen just got into An Minguo's car silently and fastened his seat belt.

"Want to play? This video?"

Jiang Gouli pressed the pause button on the computer and turned around to ask He Baoen.

Originally, the incident was such a big deal, YG didn't expect to release He Baoen from the company so soon.

But Ji Li called YG and said that there is a video that can clarify the previous slander, and whether this video should be put on the Internet also needs He Baoen's opinion.

So Li Xianzai gave the newly recruited muscular man An Minguo to He Baoen who might be blocked on the road at any time.

Then He Baoen sat in Lessang's work again, watching this video that they wanted to keep dusted.

In fact, in the documentary "tata" that was made at that time, there was a chat between Kang Li and everyone.

Said that he actually not only wanted to write a farewell song, but also wanted to write a song that more people hoped for.

He said he has a younger sister who has also gone through a lot of sad things.

So I want to write some songs like that, tell her the meaning of life, and let her learn to live in happiness in her lifetime.

Kang Li didn't say who it was, but everyone still agreed to finish "tata" first, and then write a song for that sister together.

It's just such a video, everyone didn't want to cut it into the MV of "tata", they planned to save it and seal it in memory.

Unexpectedly, I still need to move out, and the reason for moving out is.

Many people questioned that they were hyping Kangli who died.

Jiang Gouli did not expect that He Baoen cried again after watching the video.

Since knowing Kang Li's ending, everyone has been holding back their sadness.And all these sorrows were vented at the funeral.

Then, Conley left, and everyone returned to their own lives.

That's why Ha Bo Eun and Lessang will make this album together.

Although it is inevitable that there is a sense of nostalgia for Kang Li, this mini album is different from "tata", it is an album that a singer should release and will be used for commercial profit.

This means that, even though they miss Conley, those sorrows should be over.

I just didn't expect He Baoen to cry again.

Sure enough... is it a little girl?

"If everyone has no comments, I'll post it?" Ji Li turned around and asked for everyone's opinions for the last time.

He Baoen was still sobbing, Jiang Gouli helplessly pulled the paper for her, and nodded at Ji Li.

"Send it."

So it was sent.

Ji Li released the video in the name of lessang, and it didn't take long for YG to transfer the video to the official website to justify the name of his own artist.

There are still people jumping around on the Internet, and some people are still holding on to the crowded incident that almost turned into a stampede in the afternoon.

The tough gems stood up and took out the troublemakers to fight back one by one.

"Which eye of yours has seen our Baoen hype! She is a victim, a victim, okay!!!"

"The dead are the big ones. Both Lessang and YG have clarified it. Those who are still talking about hype are the real hype!"

"The friendship that transcends life and death has been slandered like this by everyone. The crowding incident is your own fault. Please examine your conscience carefully!"

Gradually, the hype of Lessang and He Baoen in Nakang became much smaller, and even because of the turmoil before, more people expressed their expectations and blessings for the album, which is a blessing in disguise.

However, the blessing did not last long.

The Internet has never been a land that can stop.

The voices scolding He Baoen for hype disappeared, and some people actually said that He Baoen and Jiang Gouli were together, and there was a picture of the truth.

The so-called truth map is the day of the accident...Jiang Gouli hugged He Baoen in his arms and squeezed out of the crowd.

I don't know whether the person who posted the post is a fan or a black one, so I blurred the background of the crowd and focused everyone's attention on Gou Li and Bao En.

"Let others scold and squeeze into meat pies, as long as I'm in your arms, I feel at ease."

This poster may have a bit of literary talent, as well as a romantic plot.

Propaganda pictures that are beautified like movie posters, with occasional provocative and literary sentences.

Jianghe CP is actually popular.

Even if a large group of male fans rushed over to fight and pointed out n obvious flaws in the post, they still couldn't stop it...

Jianghe CP is completely popular.

The ginger in the ginger dog, the river in He Baoen.

The same is an emotional lyricist, and at the same time a well-known figure in Korean hippop.

An uncle, a girl.

One decadent, one fresh.

And most importantly, when a group of people scolded He Baoen and rushed towards He Baoen.

Jiang Gouli hugged He Baoen in his arms.

It's like a romantic idol drama, and it's even better than an idol drama. Jiang Gouli and He Baoen are real people, and they will release an album together soon.

Oh, right.

Jiang Gouli, He Baoen and their mutual friend Kangli, Jianghe cp risked being slandered by the world in order to fulfill the agreement with their friends, and also released this album.

"..."

After He Baoen knew that he had the first pair of CPs in his life, he rushed to watch online with great interest.

But after reading it, she had only one reaction.

Brain tonic is a disease and must be cured.

This group of people on the Internet has multiple tastes, which is why they rationed her, a delicate underage, to an uncle with a beard all day long...

What else, they are Romeo and Juliet between freelance musicians and YG...

He Baoen sighed, and sighed again.

Hehe who was in the army sent text messages to mock her, but she hadn't figured out how to make Quan Zhilong happy.

The first pair of CPs He Baoen was really attracted to by fans, the male protagonist was not Quan Zhilong.

He Baoen went to Lessang's studio to make an album without saying a word, and Quan Zhilong didn't know it until he hadn't seen him in the company for more than a week.

He Baoen ran out by himself, but was blocked on the road and was almost injured.

He Baoen was rescued, and once again, the hero was not Quan Zhilong.

The above are all the reasons for Quan Zhilong's anger.

He made several calls before He Baoen received it.

After the call was connected, he told about his grievances and injuries, and then hung up the phone directly.

This seems to be the first time that Quan Zhilong hung up on He Baoen's phone since the relationship.

He Baoen was taken aback for a moment, but thinking back to the phone call just now, Quan Zhilong's voice was more grievance than anger.

So I knew that my boyfriend was being arrogant.

He hung up the phone first, but actually wanted He Baoen to give in, so he hurriedly called back to coax him.

However, from Quan Zhilong's attitude, He Baoen reflected on whether he relied too much on Quan Zhilong's tolerance and favor, and became more and more free-spirited without considering other people's feelings...

If Quan Zhilong knew that He Baoen's brain had gone so far, he would definitely grab He Baoen's shoulder and shake her back!

Don't think so complicated!Just make a phone call to coax me!

He doesn't pick! ! !

It's a pity that He Baoen and Quan Zhilong's telepathy skills still haven't been activated.

After racking his brains, He Baoen finally remembered that Christmas is two days away.

So I stopped calling for now, waited for Christmas to make a big surprise, and confessed once and for all~

After thinking it through, He Baoen was finally able to fall asleep with peace of mind.

And in the YG artist dormitory, Quan Zhilong bit his finger while holding the phone.

Why haven't you called...

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