Can't hold hands

"Xiao Yan, I think you've always been out of your mind recently. You haven't been like this before..." After I picked up the pipette by mistake for the second time in one day, my boss patted me on the shoulder, speaking earnestly.

What annoys him the most is sitting in the lab and being distracted, but we just received a subject, and we run to the lab every three days, and I will be arrested every two days.

Cursing secretly in my heart, I was so irritable that I couldn't explain it, so I had to bow and apologize,

"sorry."

"The academic report on organic materials in other provinces next month, you go?" He said with a smile, "You are really in a bad state."

I was stunned for a few seconds, opened my mouth to refuse, and then thought of Lin Jue, feeling tired from the bottom of my heart, it might be better to go out for a walk, and the report was not a bad job... I nodded and agreed.

"Okay, make adjustments."

"Thank you."

I sorted out my thoughts, put aside the messy things in my mind, and settled down to record the data.

The three undergraduates who asked me to be their advisors were also hanging out in the lab, and I left most of the material handling to them.

I went with Chen Shixin in the evening, he was more calm, so I stayed the last, and I was a little embarrassed, after all, I entrusted him with a lot of careful work.

"Are you hungry?"

"Um……"

I saw his tangled face, he seemed to be thinking about how to answer, and I wanted to laugh.

"Don't think about it, are you hungry? Do you have a girlfriend for dinner?"

"No." He shook his head embarrassedly.

"Come on, I'll treat you to dinner."

"Ah... ah?"

Chen Shixin was dumbfounded for a while,

"You just have to make an appointment."

I waved my hand, thinking that it would be embarrassing to eat alone with the teacher.

"No, no, no appointment, just...to eat together?"

He scratched his head.

"Can you eat spicy food?"

"Probably, I can eat a little..."

That just doesn't work...

"to make."

"Well, Teacher Yan, I came here by bicycle. I have to park the car in the shed. Can you wait for a while? Not far, soon."

I smiled and nodded, watching this handsome guy run forward.

After the Chinese New Year, it was only March, and this man was actually wearing a short-sleeved shirt, as expected of a hot-blooded young man.

I haven't agreed to be his mentor yet.

I don't know why Chen Shixin thought of asking me to be a tutor. I am young and have no qualifications. The other teachers in our laboratory are much better than me. Choosing them will be much better for my own development.

"Do you want Chinese food or Western food?"

When he came back after putting the car away, I asked him.

"Hmm... Chinese food?"

He looked at me and I shrugged.

"Let's go!"

I remember that the Cantonese cuisine on a road next to it is quite exquisite.

"Teacher, I... still want to choose you as my mentor."

I looked at him in surprise.

"I think you are closer to us."

That being said, I'm kind of happy,

"Tsk, nonsense, I'm not a few years older than you, so I can be your brother."

"Hey, that's right, we call you Brother Yan in private."

I smile,

"However, when doing research, most of the older people will always have more status than the younger ones, and the status of a mentor is related to your future development. Think about your brother's age, can you really be your mentor?"

"I'm not planning to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and you're not my brother, and you're pretty good..." He looked at me seriously, "But, there's no rush right now."

Sophomore, really not in a hurry, I nodded and stopped discussing this issue with him.

After dinner, I said goodbye to Chen Shixin, and went to the subway station to squeeze the subway. A student with a schoolbag was squeezed next to me. I felt my standing posture was distorted, and I thought of buying a car for the 190th time.

But thinking of the car queue that was not crawling as fast as me on the ground, I gave up this idea.

Lin Jue hasn't come to see me for a long time, I was holding on to the ring on the subway, in a daze, it's been a long time, in fact it's only 24 days.

Oh, I remember it so clearly.

I scolded myself while thinking about him. When I got home, I took a bath in a daze. I lay down on the bed and clicked on Weibo reflexively. The next second I wanted to slap myself.

Lin Jue is running a concert.

Hold.

I suddenly covered my head with the quilt, rolled around on the bed, couldn't think about it, and went to sleep!

The days that followed were even busier, and I had no time to think about Lin Jue. Apart from going to classes and laboratories during the day, I had to go home to do PPTs and write reports at night.

In April, I bought a plane ticket and flew to another city, a city in the north, where the strange cold air made me sober.

This time is considered a business trip, five days, the boss said that he hoped that I could make good adjustments during this time.

I sighed slowly.

The temperature in this city is much lower than that in the far south, as cold as my hometown, the difference is that no one here recognizes me, and I don't know anyone, probably... I put on a coat, just finished eating, Wander around the hotel.

Walk a hundred steps after dinner.

Finally, I sat down next to a fountain, and watched blankly as the fountain spouted high, then fell down immediately, splashing a large amount of water.

Instantly wonderful.

There were quite a lot of couples nearby, so I picked up my phone and looked up at the highest point of the fountain to take a picture, with a dark night sky in the background.

I lowered my head and shrank into the collar of my coat, not knowing what to think, so I sent a circle of friends after changing hands.

I wanted to delete it within a few minutes after posting, but there was already a reply. Chen Shixin called Brother Yan from below, clicked his tongue, put the phone back in his pocket, got up and walked back.

I have to go back and finally familiarize myself with the information.

"Hello teachers and classmates, I am..."

On the second day, I went to give a report in a formal suit and answered a few questions. Overall, it went smoothly.

"Xiao Yan."

When I was collecting materials, a bald man came up. I probably guessed who he was. Judging by his age and appearance, he was also a deputy senior. I smiled, nodded, and shook hands with him.

"Hello."

"As expected of Professor Li's student, young and promising, young and promising..."

I know if I have done something or not.

"Praise Liao, the mentor is a real scientist, I can't compare."

After a few pleasantries, I said that I would go to have a meal with the teachers of their school the day after tomorrow, and exchange and learn from each other, so I agreed.

When I walked out of the lecture hall, the cold wind blew, and I felt that I was wearing less clothes. It was daytime when I came here, and the temperature was not so low, but now it is cold at night.

I ran a few steps, and the phone rang suddenly. I picked it up and saw it was an unfamiliar number. After a moment of hesitation, I picked it up.

"Hi, hello, I'm Yan Baiyi."

"one hundred……"

I stopped.

"Come to my concert."

I couldn't react, or maybe I was stiffened by the wind, and my mind was not clear, anyway, I didn't say a word.

"I'm in the same city as you, and have a concert tomorrow night."

Reason told me I should hang up the phone.

"Come on, I miss you..."

The next second I hung up the phone.

Lin Jue, he has a concert tomorrow night in this city.

These messages kept intertwining and spinning in my mind, messing up everything in my mind.

Actually, I already knew it, right?How could you forget?

The phone rang again, and this time I didn't answer.

"Yan... Teacher?"

A person ran past me. I tried to open my eyes wide and identified it. It seemed to be a student who had just listened to a lecture inside.

"Hello."

I didn't even dare to show a smile, I nodded with a stiff face.

"I go first."

"See you."

Hope I don't look aloof.

After he left, I came back to my senses and took a step forward. My body was so stiff that I felt sore for a while.

How did Lin Jue know I was here?

With my mind back, I began to think about this issue.

Only people in the laboratory should know this news, and I have always kept work and personal clearly.

Ok……

I walked on the road and looked up at the night sky, a night without any color except neon lights.

When I walked into the subway station, I suddenly remembered that I posted a circle of friends yesterday, and it was the kind with its own positioning.

I fuck.

No wonder.

I went back to the hotel extremely irritable, I definitely wouldn't go to the concert.

However, it is still very annoying.

Thinking of Lin Jue makes me annoyed, and I was almost over, but a phone call made my two months of hard work go to waste.

I took a deep breath, washed my face and brushed my teeth irritably, went to bed irritably, and slept irritably.

Annoying man!

If you are in a bad mood, you will be unlucky.

I was out of luck the next morning.Going to take the elevator, I was overloaded as soon as I stepped in; lined up to buy soup dumplings, waited for about ten minutes, and it happened that there were no more at my place, so I had to buy steamed dumplings; when I walked back with soy milk, I was caught by a The little girl bumped into it, and half of the soy milk spilled on herself.

I don't believe in God, but I think I'm probably going to worship God.

After changing into a T-shirt, I sat on the bed and decided not to go out for the rest of the day.

As a qualified modern person, I am also easily depressed. I encountered so many bad things in the morning, plus...Lin Jue, well, although I don't want to admit that he has a greater influence...

Opening the phone, maybe I paid too much attention to Lin Jue before, and he is really popular recently, his news will always appear on my homepage.

A concert of 2 people is very large.

I sighed, and flipped through it casually for a while, but I couldn't get my energy up.

[Brother Yan, do you have time to show me the experiment report?]

According to Chen Shixin's news, he signed up for an innovation experiment competition with several students.

[Send over to see]

Thanks for finding me something to do.

It's quite an idea.

After chatting with him at two o'clock in the afternoon, I slept for two hours, didn't eat lunch, woke up hungry, and didn't want to move, and lay down until almost six o'clock before I slowly got out of bed.

Still have to go out and get something to eat.

I looked at the dim sky outside the window, and the day was lost in the hotel, and it would pass quickly.Lin Jue didn't contact me again, maybe he gave up.

I walked out of the hotel, picked up my mobile phone, and looked at the nearby restaurants for a while, but I couldn't see why, so I decided to go to the one that pleased my eyes.

"beep--"

There is a car next to it.

Seems like you followed me all the way?

I stopped and turned to look.

Tut, tut...

"one hundred."

Lin Jue was in the driver's seat, wearing a pair of sunglasses. This person appeared in front of me, and I was able to calm down so quickly.

He's not afraid of being photographed, but the car doesn't belong to him either.

"Go to my concert."

He took off his sunglasses in a chic manner, and he did everything in a chic manner, no matter who told him he was good-looking.

"I... haven't eaten yet."

I don't know how Lin Jue got out. The staff are probably going to be mad at him.

"boarding."

He looked at me stubbornly and earnestly. I didn't know what to do. Maybe I was guilty of being a thief. I always felt that I would be secretly photographed. I didn't want to be famous.

And I will never be able to beat Lin Jue.

You can only get in the car honestly.

"I've reserved a place for you as a relative or friend."

He turned his head, looked at me, and smiled slightly.