Can't hold hands

On the afternoon of October [-]th, Lin Jue suddenly lost contact.

"Can't you get through the phone?"

By 06:30, the makeup, costumes and hairstyles of the actors over there were almost ready. Lin Jueren didn't show up once. When I asked his program manager, I found out that none of his band members had arrived.

Neither phone can get through.

"What are you doing?" Zhao Wenying murmured and curled her lips. She had always disapproved of this friendship.

The show started at 07:30, and the audience entered the venue at seven o'clock. The person in charge of the show was a freshman girl who was in charge of two shows and couldn't get away. Now she was so anxious that she shed tears.

"I'll go find him at his school."

When it was [-]:[-], I couldn't sit still, so I stood up.

"Senior..."

I rubbed between my brows, "I've negotiated with him so many times, I'll go and have a look first, if it doesn't work... I can only delete his show."

"The publicity has been done, it's so unbelievable..." The director of the performance department was already busy, but he was also very annoyed when this happened. Many people came for Lin Jue , "Anyway, I'll trouble you to make a trip."

I smiled and took the traffic card.

"His show is at the back, and if he finds someone, he will definitely be able to catch up."

"thanks, thanks……"

I seem to be able to hear the girl thanking me even after I walked out of the playground.

I calculated the time. It took more than half an hour to go to the Conservatory of Music by subway, and it took an hour to go back and forth. The program of that person was at the end, and it was about 08:30. I squeezed in the subway and glanced at my watch. five o'clock.

Hope to bring people back at eight o'clock.

The subway was close to the station, and I was almost taken down by the flow of people. I stepped on the feet of the people next to me several times, and apologized quickly.

As a result, after a few stops, I wanted to get off the bus, stepped on other people's feet several times, and felt restless after getting out of the station.

It's already 07:30.

I said I came to find someone, but I don't know where to find Lin Jue. I can't just go to their school and ask where Lin Jue is, right?

"Sorry, you called..."

Anxiously hung up the phone, scratched his head, and walked into their campus first.

After walking a few steps, the phone rang again. I thought it was Lin Jue, so I quickly picked it up. It turned out to be the director of the performance department.

"Bo Yi, the band members of Lin Jue's band have just arrived, have you found Lin Jue?"

"No," I sighed, looking at the sweet-scented osmanthus tree beside me, "do they know where Lin Jue is? I still can't get in touch."

"They were late because they were waiting for Lin Jue,"

Someone seemed to be saying something over there, and his voice came back a few seconds later,

"Go to Lin Jue's dormitory and have a look."

I wrote down the area code of the dormitory, asked a few couples along the way, and finally found the place.

Lin Jue definitely doesn't live in the dormitory.

I didn't report any hope. The door of his dormitory was closed, so I reached out and knocked on the door.

After a while, no one responded, so I knocked again, more urgently than before.

"Come here, come on, what are you knocking..."

An impatient voice came from inside, it wasn't Lin Jue, I went through what I wanted to say in my mind.

"Hello."

The boy who opened the door for me was taken aback when he saw me, probably because I was different from what he thought, so I smiled at him and said hello.

"You..." The man frowned, "Who are you looking for?"

"Excuse me, is Lin Jue in the bedroom?"

He gave me a strange look, I couldn't figure out what he meant, so I had to continue,

"He had a performance at our school today, but he never showed up, so I wanted to ask if he was in the dormitory."

"He..." The man looked suspicious, but he still turned sideways, "He is in the dormitory."

"Thank you." I breathed a sigh of relief, thanked him, and walked in.

The environment of their dormitory is good, they go to bed and sit on the table, and what's rare is that it's a boys' dormitory, and it's not too messy.

When I thought of our dormitory, I was a little embarrassed for a while.

I soon saw Lin Jue. He was lying on the table by the window, as if he was sleeping. I felt a little angry and strode over.

"Lin Jue!"

I patted him on the shoulder, but there was no response.

"He came back this morning and has been lying down until now," his roommate said beside him, with a hint of worry in his words, "He doesn't come to the dormitory a few times a year, and I don't know what stimulated him this time."

Only then did I take a rough look at the bunk, and it was indeed empty, with no bed, only a mosquito net hanging on it.

I pushed Lin Jue again.

"Well……"

He was muttering something, and I wanted to lean over to listen to him by accident, but I finally held back.

"Lin Jue!"

This time I pulled him up.

"Did you know there is still a performance today?"

As soon as I saw his face, I suddenly panicked, Lin Jue's face was abnormally red, and I quickly touched his forehead.

hot.

My heart tightened immediately, and I didn't care about any performance.

"Hey! Wake up! Lin Jue—"

"Got it..." He frowned, his voice was hoarse, and soon he pushed my hand away, shook his head, and finally opened his eyes.

His eyes were a little blurred at first, but they moved around, and finally stopped on my face, making a clear expression.

"One hundred..."

My heart was pounding.

"You... go to the hospital first."

I took his arm and walked out of their dormitory as if escaping. Lin Jue just let me pull him obediently until he reached the downstairs of the dormitory.

I stopped, turned around, and met his half-smiling eyes, his eyes were naturally affectionate, which made my face warm and heartbeat.

The hand that was holding him fell down involuntarily, not wanting to be held by him when we intersected with him. There was a slight warmth from the fingertips, but in an instant, he let go of his hand again.

"Go to your school's orientation party."

His face was calm, he was awake, I felt the heat from my fingertips spread to my face,

"You have a fever……"

I was probably in a daze at the time, but fortunately it was night and no one could see clearly.

"It's okay, the voices used for singing and talking are different, let's go to your school first," he stepped in front of me, "Let's go."

I wanted to say it wasn't a throat problem, but seeing his back, I couldn't say it again.

When I went back, I still squeezed the subway, and I stood side by side with him on the subway, feeling strangely sour and sweet in my heart.

"One hundred," Lin Jue suddenly leaned over, and even put his weight on it a little, exhaling hot breath in his ears, causing a shiver, "Is my band here yet?"

I opened my mouth and stared blankly at the person close at hand,

"Well...they'll be there at 07:30."

"That's good."

I just remembered that I need to call over there to report the situation. Counting the time, Lin Jue can still catch up with his own program.

Backstage, Lin Jue was invited into the dressing room like all the stars.

"I have a fever, can I go?"

Zhao Wenying is on the side, I don't know whether it's ridicule or worry, I don't want to talk to her,

"I can."

When Lin Jue came out, he had already changed into a new outfit, white T-shirt and black vest, simple and clean, slightly curly blond hair was also taken care of, the whole person is very handsome and beautiful, it may be because of the makeup, he no longer looks like he has a fever .

There are still three programs before he goes on stage. He smiled at me and went out to rehearse with his band. Yesterday he only took 10 minutes to walk around the stage. I smiled back at him and looked down at the program list.

"This man is also very courageous," Zhao Wenying suddenly sat next to me, "Choose the Great Wall."

"This is the 21st century, so it's not so taboo."

I shook my head, wondering why he didn't choose his own song.But thinking of the frenzied scene in his MV, I vaguely understand it.

I heard that he usually goes to the bar to sing.

"Bo Yi—"

I turned my head and saw a boy all the way,

"Go and move the supplies!"

The next show is Lin Jue, and I will definitely miss his performance if I go to move supplies now.

"Looks like I'm going to lose you as an audience!"

The band was ready to play at this time, Lin Jue saw the situation on my side, winked at me, my scalp exploded,

"I will always be your loyal listener."

Ahhh!Am I sick!I was a little crazy along the way, how could I say such things in a serious manner!Simply!shame!

Fortunately, there were not many people standing around at that time, I hope they all think I am joking.

The pace of moving water became faster.

Even if Lin Jue’s band lacks a few of our audiences, it doesn’t matter. Not to mention that we have arranged screaming volunteers in the audience in order to avoid the silence, and Lin Jue’s band itself is enough to attract a large number of people. Fans came and voluntarily let out their screams.

And after tonight, there will be no more interaction between Lin Jue and I.

My heart quickly calmed down, Yan Baiyi has always been a rational person, some things are impossible, so I don't need to think about them.

I went back from a fight with a few people, passed the auditorium, there was Lin Jue’s band on the stage, awake, the lights were psychedelic,

"Bo Yi!"

A familiar voice sounded from the side, and I saw that it was Han Hui, and the eyes of the boys next to me became ambiguous.

"Hey, why don't you sit so far ahead!"

I asked her loudly, here is the fifth row.

"Well, it's a little bit related... Do you want to go together?"

Before I could speak, I felt light on my hand,

"Let me help you move in!"

The director of the performance department didn't care about my reaction. He was a senior in the junior year, but now he took the water box empty-handed and winked at me.

"..."

I couldn't speak, so I had to sit down next to Han Hui, the surrounding was very noisy, and Han Hui and I didn't continue to talk at the top of our voices.

Han Hui is actually a very nice girl who can chat with me. If I like girls, I might choose to try with her.

But my eyes were always on the stage.

Surrounding the old country

The truth around the facts

……

Lin Jue has a very good voice, high-pitched and powerful, suitable for rock and roll, and when he roars, people can fall into his world at once, so only his voice is left in the world.

What is he tortured?

The first time I listened to Lin Jue's live performance, the song was almost over, he didn't look at the audience below, he raised his head slightly, as if he was looking at the endless busy night, he was still handsome, with blond hair flying, in the light, I once again had the illusion of seeing a god.

ears covered

blindfolded

His eyes suddenly turned to the audience at the moment the music ended.

He leaned back, raised his eyebrows, and raised the corners of his lips slightly.

So uninhibited, like a mockery.

For some reason, I remembered that he had a fever.

The light flows.

Everything is back to darkness.

He told the lighting engineer yesterday about lighting like this, but he didn't expect the effect to be so shocking.

There was a scream in my ear.

Ah, yes, he is so captivating and makes people crazy, like the brilliance of that moment, dazzling.

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