my big star

Arthit's body was extremely sensitive because of kongphop's teasing. His originally fair skin turned pink and tender. I don't know if it was because of shyness or nervousness.

Kongphop's hands parted his round buttocks.

"Senior, this is the first time, right?"

Arthit's body trembled slightly because of his movements, he turned his head, "Yeah."

She closed her eyes gently, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, which was indescribably sexy.

When kongphop heard the answer he wanted, he smiled with satisfaction, and while kissing the person who was asking for the bed hungrily, he took the lubricant in the drawer of the bedside table with his other hand.

The cold touch penetrated into Arthit's secret place in an instant, "Um..." he couldn't help moaning.

The pain came along with the coldness. He took a deep breath and wanted to take a deep breath to relieve the pain. When a finger was pressed tightly, he felt something strange.

He opened his eyes, and couldn't help but look down at Kongphop. The pants that hadn't been taken off had already stretched out the small cloak, and Arthit was a little scared.

Kongphop undid his zipper, and with a "click", arthit tightened his legs, and his body trembled even more intensely.

"Big legs!"

Kongphop ordered him sternly, "After tonight, I will send the money to your mother."

kongphop reminds arthit.

Arthit opened his legs, and fear spread all over his body.

kongphop one to come forward.

"what!"

arthit let out a howl, is this the feeling of tearing?

it hurts......

His vision was instantly blurred by the overflowing tears.

Kongphop slowly started to move, without any enjoyment, only endless pain.

"Slow down, slow down, please..."

As Arthit said, his hands gripped the sheets tightly, his knuckles turned white.

"so ugly!"

Kongphop said mercilessly, turning him over.

Although he tried his best to make arthit open his legs, arthit closed his legs desperately because of the pain.

Reluctantly, he could only open his legs.

Arthit arched his body, biting the flyer tightly with his mouth, even though there was something in his mouth, he could still hear a whimper overflowing from his throat.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

Kongphop ignored his cries and continued to demand him.

It wasn't until he vented himself that he realized that the people under him had lost their voices.

Withdrew from Arthit's body, his avatar was all bright red, did it bleed?

Kongphop stared at the bright red, stunned for a few seconds, lost in thought.

The person turned over, his face was full of tears, his originally fair face became even whiter, he patted Arthit's face.

The person under him had already fainted, and he kissed his pale lips lightly.

"I came back, not for this, senior..."

He hugged the body below him, hugging him tighter and tighter, and buried his head in arthit's arms, finally his movements were a little gentle.

The temperature of arthit, the taste spread in the tip of kongphop's nose.

After a long time, the buried head trembled slightly, and the uncontrollable sobs reverberated intermittently in the room.

He raised his head, wiped away the tears with his broad palms, and covered his mouth fiercely, but the crying still overflowed from his fingers.

The pain that has been suppressed for five years is still on the verge of breaking out. Being strong is just a disguise on the outside.

After cleaning arthit's body, kongphop lay beside him, not only his body was exhausted, but also his heart ached.

In the middle of the night, the nightmare haunted me again. I had the same dream for five years.

He couldn't forget Arthit's contemptuous and disgusted eyes.

To him, he is his nightmare.

"Senior, I like you..."

arthit stood opposite him, didn't answer, just looked at kongphop.

"Like? We are all boys."

"So what, I like gender-neutral, senior. From now on, if you want to cry, you can cry in my arms. If you want to laugh, let me laugh with you, okay?"

Arthit averted his eyes.

"I. Kongphop, I, I don't know how to answer you."

After speaking, arthit ran away like a frightened rabbit.

Surrounded by familiar schools and familiar classmates, it made him so strange and scared him, everyone twisted their faces.

"Have you heard? Kongphop is gay!"

"It's disgusting."

"I heard he likes seniors."

"Perverted."

The sound of small discussions reached his ears.

"Student, senior... In the eyes of senior, am I disgusting too?"

Apart from Arthit, he couldn't think of another person who would tell about his liking for boys.

"kongphop..."

Arthit lowered his head, still avoiding his gaze.

"You can refuse if you don't like it, why tell others and let everyone slander me!"

"I..." Arthit looked at Kongphop, momentarily at a loss for words, and his eyes were a little sad.

"Does the senior want me to be expelled so much? That's right, so no one will harass you."

"Kongphop, no..."

"Enough, don't pretend to be a good person. The way you reject people is really special. By the way, there is something I want to let you know. I wanted to say it later, but we have no future. I don't like men. I only like men. you."

Arthit stared at him with wide eyes, lips trembling slightly.

Kongphop woke up suddenly, he helped his forehead, looked at the people around him, his face was still pale.

With a tearing pain in his heart, he caressed Arthit's face, such a lovely and pure face, it's hard to imagine his ruthlessness back then.

Kongphop sighed.

"Sorry, kongphop..."

A moan made Kongphop's heart tighten, and he stared at Arthit with wide eyes.

Didn't wake up, it was sleep talk, why did sleep talk apologize to himself?

"I'm sorry......"

arthit murmured, kongphop poked his head, sure enough, he had a fever.

He found the medicine from the bedside table and gave it to him. Kongphop frowned. Has this person been guilty for five years?

No, definitely not, he looks so good.

"Unfortunate...I'm sorry..."

arthit moaned intermittently, kongphop looked at him and told himself not to think too much.

In the early morning, Arthit slowly opened his eyes. The moment he got up, there was pain from below, "Hiss."

He couldn't help gasping.

After sitting up and stopping for a long time, he finally recovered. He moved his body carefully. The bed beside him was already cold. He knew that kongphop had gone to work.

And it was time for him to go to the company.

While he was in a daze, the door was opened.

"woke up?"

Bright poked his head and asked.

"Um......"

Arthit replied lightly.

"Well, my junior asked me to pick you up, saying that you don't have to go to the company for acting class today."

Entertainment companies have acting classes for artists every day, and they can go to training when they are not in the crew.

Bright looked at arthit carefully, arthit was a little sick at this moment.

Arthit put on his clothes slowly, "Take me back to the apartment."

he said lightly.Then he stood up enduring the pain.

"you......"

Bright finally couldn't hold back his mouth.

"It's all over, I don't want to mention it, if he does this, he will feel better, so be it."

"You, why didn't you explain to him?"

Bright watched him staggering out of the room, feeling very uncomfortable.

"There are so many explanations, and I don't want to pursue who is the real villain. I hope he will reduce his hatred for me soon, and let me go after playing enough."

While arthit was talking, the two had already walked outside the door, and Bright supported him, "You really don't like kongphop at all? Or is it like you said before, just afraid?"

Arthit didn't speak, and sat quietly in the car.

Seeing him like this, Bright didn't want to talk anymore.

"Yes, the money has arrived."

"Well, pay it back to the creditor directly, don't pass it through my mother, otherwise she can't help but gamble."

Arthit said, resting his head on the car window, he really wanted to end this life as soon as possible.

"Well, don't worry, I'll take you back to the apartment first."