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I was wearing tattered clothes and ran home holding the jade that had been broken in two. My mother was shocked when she saw me in a mess. My mother booked the earliest flight ticket for me and asked me to take a shower and change clothes before going. I didn’t have time, so I just found a suit of clothes and went out.

My mother stuffed a schoolbag in a hurry and handed it to me, and I embarked on the journey to see my grandma for the last time.

I was sitting near the window, holding the broken jade in my hand, I had nothing in my heart, I just kept talking about gods, Buddhas and ghosts so that my grandma must persevere!

As long as I can remember, I have lived with my grandma. I used to hate going to kindergarten the most, because other children were sent by their parents when they went to school. It's not very far, just a 10-minute walk.

Every time I hovered around the entrance of the kindergarten for a long time, waiting for everyone to go in, I followed in.

A child asked me, "Where's your mother?"

I said that my mother sent me to the door and went to work. I was sad for a long time about that incident. After returning home, I didn’t eat or talk to others. It became a particularly beautiful shape, but I just didn’t eat it. Grandma said feed me, so I overturned the egg custard. At that time, the conditions at home were not very good. Put the egg custard that is not dirty at all into your mouth and eat it.

I felt a little distressed, so I went to apologize to my grandma, and my grandma asked me why I was angry.

I said that because other children are sent to the kindergarten by their parents, and I go by myself every day, my grandma said that from now on, she will close the shop for a few minutes every day and send me to the kindergarten in person.

How could you be sensible at that time?I didn’t know that the steamed bun shop is only doing business in the morning, closing the door for a few minutes will save a lot of money, but I am still very happy, although others are given by my parents, but I am already very happy to have my grandma.

I raised my head proudly, wishing that every kindergarten child could see that I was a child sent by someone.

Grandma has always been kind to me. When I was young, no one was kind to me, only grandma was the best.

My biological father seldom talks to me even when he is at home, and sometimes loses his temper and beats me. My stepmother leaves the housework to do every day and makes me travel a long way to buy food for her. Grandma is from the older generation. She didn't dare to say anything, she felt that her father had already suffered a setback after getting divorced once, so she insisted on enduring it no matter what, for her father's sake.

I did it, but it didn't feel good.

Grandma would secretly go to the morning market to buy all kinds of snacks for me to eat. Those snacks were hidden in the gap behind the curtains. Eat it once, eat a little every day, you can eat it for a long time.

When I was young, I missed my mother. I still slept with my grandma when I was in elementary school. At night, I dreamed of my mother and woke up crying. My grandma turned around and patted me on the back and said, "Don't cry, don't cry, mom is here."

The plane shuttled through the clouds in the night, and I told myself that I must not cry now, and that I must wholeheartedly keep my grandma safe. If I could, I would even give my grandma some of my life so that she could live a good life for a few years.

After getting off the plane, I went directly to the hospital. The anger in the hospital was extremely low. I didn't care how uncomfortable my feet were and ran all the way.

Before the plane shut down, Ye Qian called me countless times, but now I have to go to see grandma first.Before I entered the ward, I could already hear crying, and I didn’t dare to take another step forward when I stopped at my mouth. I dare not accept this reality.

But anyway, I had to take a look at her, so I gently opened the door, the white cloth had covered grandma's face, everyone was crying like a tearful person, I rushed over to remove the mask on this person's face Bu, I have to check if this person is my grandma. I don’t know who stopped me next to me, and said to me: "You can stop making more trouble now, please!"

Tears welled up in my eyes, and I desperately wanted to remove the cloth: "Don't stop me, I can't even see her face, how do I know this is my grandma!"

My father slapped me hard on the face, his eyes were bloodshot, and he pointed at me to keep me quiet.

I said to him viciously: "What right do you have to beat me? Isn't it because grandma is so ill because she has never rested for so many years? As his son, have you let her spend her old age peacefully? You drink every day Lose your temper, why should you blame me!"

I grabbed my father's collar like crazy, and the aunts next to me also scolded me. My tears kept falling and I looked at them and said, "You are even less qualified to speak. For so many years, you can't even look at grandma." I haven’t seen it, what tone are you still pretending here?”

"Can the patient's family be quiet!" The doctor and nurse came in, and everyone was speechless after being scolded by me. They wanted to push grandma away and send her to be cremated.

I don't have time to care about what I did or said just now, I followed all the way until I couldn't go in again.

Didn't talk to anyone, everyone was busy with formalities and didn't go home until early in the morning, everyone was paralyzed with haggardness, my father explained the upcoming schedule in front, and told everyone to go to bed quickly.

I can't sleep, and I feel sick even looking at the people in this room. Grandma worked hard all her life, but finally left us like this. Before she left, she had some bone disease and a disease caused by a fall. I hate it After seeing all the people here, I feel that grandma has raised a litter of wolves.

At night, I don't know if it was a dream or a hallucination. I saw my grandma standing in front of me. She smiled and waved to me, and then told me earnestly: "Don't be angry, just live happily in the future."

I just strode forward, I wanted to keep up but just woke up.

All the rules are in accordance with the traditions of my hometown, until the day of the cremation I completely collapsed, how could I watch them burn my grandma, I grabbed the staff there and begged them not to burn my grandma Lose.But the box they brought out broke my heart completely.

I don't know how I spent that week, and after a few days, these people gradually left, and only my father, stepmother and brother were left in the whole house.My father asked me to eat, but I ignored them, and they never called me again. I don't want to leave yet, I want to stay here with grandma for a few more days.

Originally a somewhat stable mood, but turned around to see the broken jade on the table, was so sad, tears were all cried, and I didn't look in the mirror, so I don't know what kind of mess I am in now.I hope I can sleep, so maybe I will dream of grandma, I want to talk to grandma more, and I want to take her over to live with me when I grow up.

My father opened the door in the middle of the night, handed me a phone, and it was Ye Qian's voice who answered, "Wu You, I'm Ye Qian..."

Although my mood is really low now, I still had some ups and downs when I heard Ye Qian's voice: "Why do you have my dad's phone number?"

"I went to your house to look for you. Your mother told me about grandma. When you come back, I can go to city A to pick you up." Ye Qian's voice was like that of a stray dog ​​who was abandoned, a little pitiful " I want to be by your side in your saddest time."

"I'll be back in a few days, you don't have to worry..." My voice was very weak, and I hadn't eaten for a few days.

"Wu You, can you turn on your phone?" Ye Qian seemed to be talking to me in a pleading tone.

I promised Ye Qian and returned the phone to my father. When I turned on the phone, a flood of text messages and missed call notifications flooded out. Ye Qian went crazy and wanted me from all over the world. He said that if I didn’t reply again, he would go to find me at home. , Then I may have heard about my grandma from my mother and sent a lot of words.

"Wu You, I know you're in a very bad mood now, and I've also heard how important your grandma is to you, but everyone has life and death."

"Wu You, I will be with you no matter what, and I will comfort you when you are most sad."

"Wu You, I'll go to City A to look for you, okay? Tell me where you are and I'll look for you. You don't have to be afraid of anything with me here!"

I looked at the text on the phone and felt mixed emotions in my heart. Ye Qian's words seemed to give a little strength to a person who was about to sink to the bottom of the sea, so that he would not sink any more.

With tears in my eyes, I replied to Ye Qian's text message: "Ye Qian, grandma's jade is broken!"

Soon Ye Qian replied to my text message, he has been watching my message by the phone, he said: "It's okay to Wu You, I know a very good jade repairer, no matter what kind of jade is broken, I guarantee that it will be fine." Fix it for you, I swear I will definitely fix it for you!"

His tone revealed firmness, I held the broken jade in my palm and finally felt a little sleepy, so I gradually fell asleep, dreamless all night, I woke up when the sun shone through the window.My father was sitting in the living room as if waiting for me to come out, my younger brother was going to kindergarten, and my stepmother was sitting beside me: "Wu You, come here!"

I sat quietly beside.

Father cleared his throat and said, "Your grandma left one of the two houses to you before she left."

The stepmother suddenly raised a tone: "Oh, I don't know where Wu You will develop in the future, maybe I won't go back to that hometown."

"Don't even think about it!" I slapped the table violently, sat up and stared at my stepmother, "Even if I don't live here, I won't give you this house, stop dreaming!"

"Yo, now you're in high school and you've lost your temper?" The stepmother rolled her eyes, obviously upset.

"Grandma is gone. From now on, this family has nothing to do with me. When I work, I will give you a little living allowance every year."

"You bastard!" My father suddenly stood up and pointed at me angrily, "You're going to rebel right after your grandma left?"

"Grandma is gone, and the family is gone!" I called my mother and asked her to book a ticket for me to come back. I packed up my things and took the real estate certificate and will left by my grandma on the table, turned and left.

"Don't come back when you're gone!" My stepmother shouted at me from behind.

"Take care of my younger brother, don't let his childhood be like mine!" That meaningful look is no longer the me I used to be.