Get angry

The air in the suburbs smells a little sweet. Even if the weather is hot, sitting in the shade of a tree and blowing the wind still feels as comfortable as being in an air-conditioned room. Ye Qian looked at me while roasting meat, he brought He looks even more handsome with black sunglasses, and today he is wearing brightly colored casual clothes which is rare.

He sighed loudly: "It's been a long time since I came to the suburbs to relax!"

Seeing him so happy, I didn't know how to talk about it, so I stood up to help, but he kept refusing me to intervene, and asked me to prepare words to praise his craftsmanship, Ye Qian said: "You know, I It’s most comfortable to come to the suburbs to relax when you feel bad.”

While baking, Ye Qian told me a story. He said that when he was in elementary school, his parents were still with him. At that time, their family was not as rich as they are now. Once when the whole family traveled abroad, he took a camera and took many pictures. Since then, he has fallen in love with traveling and taking pictures.

But his parents are getting more and more busy. The way to make up for him is to buy the best and newest camera and one ticket after another to travel abroad. Before the first year of junior high school, he went to many countries with the tour group. At first he felt that Life is very interesting, you can do whatever you want, and your parents are all satisfied.

But one day he didn't want to go to school anymore, and his parents agreed to him, and hired him the best tutor to study at home. He finally found that no one was with him, no one who loved you was by his side, no matter how good the situation was. It is also a bubble.

So he found another way, which is to fall in love. At first he would pursue some people he likes, and then gradually found that everyone was with him because he was generous and could satisfy any wishes of the girls, but It wasn't until he met me that he realized that love is not like that.

Sitting on the stone pile next to me, I couldn't believe that this was a story about a boy who was just going to be a sophomore in high school. He was not as good as I imagined.

"I didn't expect to be so snobby when I was so young when I was in love." Ye Qian took off his sunglasses and put them in his pocket, then waved the barbecue in his hand: "Baby, come and taste it!"

Since my grandma left, I haven't tasted a thing for a long time. I feel like swallowing everything, without sourness, sweetness, bitterness, saltiness, until I opened my mouth and took a bite of Ye Qian's grilled meat skewers. He exclaimed, "It's delicious."

"Is it delicious!" Ye Qian jumped up happily, "Then you can eat more, I'll give you all these, and I'll bake it now!"

I grabbed a handful of meat skewers and started to eat them. At first, Ye Qian advised me to eat slowly so as not to get burnt, complaining why I was so hungry?But as time went on, he realized that something was wrong with me, so he stopped what he was doing and held my hand.

I frantically gnawed on the meat skewers, stained my face with seasonings and oil, like a glutton, swallowed the meat together with tears, Ye Qian grabbed me: "You are not right today!"

"No?" I quickly took a tissue from my pocket and wiped away my tears, "Maybe something got into my eye."

"Tell me what's wrong?" Ye Qian was always so smart, he suddenly became serious, his bright eyes fixed on me, "Wu You, tell me everything you promised me!"

"Ye Qian, you misunderstood..." I still wanted to explain, but I couldn't lie by looking into his eyes.

"Tell the truth!" Ye Qian became a little angry.

"Ye Qian, I've dropped out of school!" I put the meat skewers in my hand on a plate beside me, then continued with a cold face, "My mother is going to transfer me to a boarding high school in the county."

"Didn't your mother tell you to move in with me?" Ye Qian was a little surprised.

"Maybe my stepfather disagrees." I shook my head helplessly.

"You can tell your mother to live by yourself, and then move to my house?" Ye Qian frantically gave me an idea.

"I have already withdrawn from school."

"How could your mother do this?" Ye Qian was stunned, he couldn't believe that things would turn out like this.

I picked up a tissue to clean up the oil stains on my face again. I wanted to at least be more radiant when talking about important things, then stroked my glasses and looked at Ye Qian: "That's it, let's break the contract!"

"Say it again!?" Ye Qian kicked the grill down, the iron frame fell to the ground and fell to pieces, and the hot charcoal rolled on the yellow ground.

I didn't dare to look into Ye Qian's eyes. Although I was very scared, I said it a second time: "Ye Qian, let's break the contract."

Ye Qian nodded: "Break the contract, right?"

He kicked away the things on the picnic cloth with his feet, then grabbed my collar and pressed me hard on it, and started to tear my clothes apart crazily. The short sleeves were torn, and then the pants were ripped off by him. He pinned my hands behind my back and couldn't move. He started to untie the belt, and I asked him, "Ye Qian, what are you doing!"

"Don't you want to break the contract? You promised me, but now you want to break the contract, so I'll kill you now!" Ye Qian was like a beast, I could feel that he had already taken off his pants.

I bit my lower lip tightly, and didn't make any more resistance. The clothes on my body have been stripped off by Ye Qian. I ruined the contract, so I will accept whatever he does, I thought.

But Ye Qian's movements gradually slowed down, and after a while he stopped, let go of my hands and stood up: "Wu You, if the two of us are just my wishful thinking to like you, then our agreement has no meaning at all." It's just useless."

I got up naked, and Ye Qian was arranging the messy clothes. This scene looked very much like a high-ranking rich winner and a utterly defeated counselor.He looked at me disappointed, and I looked up at him pitifully, and I said, "I'm sorry Ye Qian, I'll accept whatever punishment you have."

"Do you remember the first time I kissed you?" Ye Qian said indifferently, "I, Ye Qian, have never fallen in love with someone so suddenly, and the liking was uncontrollable, and I have never been loved by anyone I refused, but when I kissed you for the first time, you wanted to leave, the kind of resistance that came in exchange for sincerity, do you know how much I was hit at that time?"

"Sorry." Picking up some clothes I could wear.

"That's right, you said I'm a young master, I admit it! I haven't suffered any blows or setbacks, but I have already done more than my bottom line for you, why are you still indifferent?"

"sorry."

"Now I finally understand Wu You, you don't like me at all, if you like me, why don't you want to go through the difficulties with me, why do you keep everything from me?" Ye Qian put on the sunglasses again, I don't know At this time, he had a look in his eyes, and he turned his face to the side.

"I'm sorry." I don't know where I started, but I think what he said is right, but I don't love him as much as he said, really!

Ye Qian found a coat from his bag. On the way here, he said that there were a lot of mosquitoes in the suburbs, so he prepared a thin coat for me. He threw the coat on me instead of handing it to me.In such a stalemate atmosphere, the driver came, Ye Qian told the driver to take me back first, and he would stay here alone and then walk around, I didn't say anything, because I thought that was my purpose?

Putting on clothes and getting into the car, Ye Qian turned his back to me, looking at the scenery in front of him with his hips akimbo, like a sculpture motionless.

Just for a second, I really wanted to run down from the car, hug this person from behind and say to him, "Ye Qian, actually, I love you so much, I love you so much! The more you care about me, the more I feel The more I love you, the more I can't extricate myself, but I feel that I am a burden, and I don't want you to worry about me, and I don't want you to do so many things for me."

In the end, the car drove away, and I still didn't have the courage to do such a thing. After a few 10 minutes, the driver took me home and returned to pick up Ye Qian. I staggered back to the room and found that my mother had already left work. When I got home and started packing, she didn't talk to me, and neither did I.

Back in the room, the cell phone that Ye Qian gave me was placed next to the pillow. I remember Ye Qian said that his cell phone should always use the latest model, but until now, there have been two new models of this cell phone, and he still wants to use it. Insist on using the same as me, don't know why.

The number I entered last night was Ye Qian's phone number. If I called Ye Qian that night and said, "Ye Qian, I'm so sad."

Ye Qian will definitely come to my house to find me, I can even imagine the scene of him holding me tightly in his arms, Ye Qian's arms are really warm.

I sat on the bed and looked around the room that would not last long to belong to me. I felt so uncomfortable, as if life was torturing me, and at the same time I was torturing myself.

Before school started, I didn't go out much, and Ye Qian's phone was permanently turned off because of the lack of battery.My mother emptied out everything in the house except my room. She knocked on the door and asked me, "Are you ready?"

I just got up and went out with the things I wanted to take away. I looked back and thought about what was missing. When I saw the mobile phone on the table that I was reluctant to part with, I still put it in the bag. Let’s take it as a thought.

After taking the bus for an hour, my mother sent me to this huge key high school. The high fence at the gate was like a prison cage, and the high fence next to it was full of sharp iron spikes. My mother took me to apply for it. For the admission procedure, the teacher said that someone will take me to the dormitory to settle down in a while, and the parents who send the students can leave.

I sent my mother out of school, and my mother turned her head and hugged me tightly, then her eyes turned red and she said, "Son, I'm sorry."

I shook my head: "It's fine."

I watched her leave blankly, and looking back at this high school, I think it has no taste at all.

Then the teacher in charge of the dormitory took me to the dormitory. She smiled and introduced the school environment and some equipment to me. When I came here, I thought that the teachers here were all cold and bloody. The education method here was the same as the prison-like decoration outside. Strict, I didn't expect her enthusiasm to make me feel a little abnormal.