Get angry

I thought that everything would be better because of my departure, I thought there was always room that the Ye family could not influence, but now it seems that I am simply a small bug in the cage of the Ye family, who got out of the gap and wanted to be with other partners When I went home, everyone was hurt together with me.

"How on earth can you let me go completely?" I made countless calls like this to the Ye family.

But they never gave me an answer, until one day they told me: "Mr. Ye Hua said that as long as Ye Qian gets married, you will be completely free!"

"When will he get married?"

"Three years later."

"Three years?"

"Correct!"

"You XX will continue to torture me like this for three years!?"

"Wu Wen, you must always remember that your mother is also within our control!" A cold voice on the other end of the phone crushed my anger.

A week later, I heard the news of the disbandment of the water band. The news rang in my ears like a bolt from the blue. I knew it was definitely related to me. I went to Xiao Xiao’s dormitory to find him, his roommate Said that Xiao Xiao asked for leave and went home to rest, and I called him and the voice prompts that his mobile phone has also been turned off.

I have been to his house once before, so I remembered Xiao Xiao’s home address, and found the door of his unit after groping. This time, I want to persuade Huishui Orchestra not to let such an excellent band be destroyed because of me alone.

Mustering up the courage to knock on the door, Xiao Xiao came out to open it by himself. He saw me standing at the door of his house with a somewhat surprised expression: "Wu Wen? Why did you come to my house?"

"I'm sorry for interrupting, but I want to talk to you about the band!" I went straight to the point, and I wanted to persuade Xiao Xiao to continue the band.

Xiao Xiao said that his parents had gone to work, and there was no one at home, so he asked me to go in, changed his shoes and walked in, and told Xiao Xiaoshui that the band is really a very good band, even if there is a lack of a guitarist It does not affect the overall performance, everyone is talented and capable, and considering the current water band, it is not difficult to recruit another excellent guitarist.

Xiao Xiao shook his head: "If the band changes people, it will be different."

"It's just another person?" I think Xiao Xiao is a little too negative, but all the mistakes are because of me.

"Wu Wen, the senior drummer is going to work soon. Originally, participating in this competition was his last wish before his internship. We will also be preparing for the internship soon, so the water band will be disbanded soon!"

"But if the band does well, it may be our career!" I am fighting for the hope that the water band will stand up again.

"Do you think there will be people who are willing to give up a good job and play a band here every day?" Xiao Xiao is right, we are a key university and all majors are very easy to find employment. It is not difficult to start a business, but if such conditions are not met, it would be a pity to be a band.

"Xiao Xiao, you are the captain..., you can watch the water band just disappear like this!?"

He struggled for a while: "Because I told everyone that we will not do this business in the future anyway, so I let you come back, and we will develop steadily and become a campus band. Many people disagree...so we broke up."

I felt incredible when I heard what Xiao Xiao said: "Xiao Xiao, why did you say such things to them, how could you make the whole band sacrifice for me alone?"

"Because the Water Orchestra cannot live without you!" Xiao Xiao lowered his head.

"Water Orchestra is enough with you!" I told Xiao Xiao loudly.

"But I don't want to be without you!" Xiao Xiao was suddenly very emotional, "Wu asked if you know why I kept keeping a distance from you on purpose for a while, because I found that I seemed to like you a little bit! I want to control myself, But I can't control it, I just want to get close to you, I seem to really like a boy!"

I was stunned, looking at the emotional Xiao Xiao, I couldn't say a word, Xiao Xiao also realized something after saying these words, he sighed and said: "I'm sorry, I didn't control my emotions well, I don't know what's wrong with me, I've never felt this way about a boy, so I..., what should I do?"

"No, Xiao Xiao is not the way you should go!" I looked at him firmly, "Continue to live the life you should have, don't ruin the water band just because of your whim, let's calm down for a while and you should be Get well!"

I got up and was about to leave, but Xiao Xiao suddenly stood up and held my shoulders and let go immediately. He wanted to keep me but didn't know what to say or what to do: "Wu Wen, why don't you go?"

"Xiao Xiao, this is not something you should touch." I left a sentence and left Xiao Xiao's house.

What I said to Xiao Xiao is my lesson from the past.

Later these days, I helped to ask many people who can play guitar. I asked them if they were interested in joining the water band. When we were together before, we were not too angry with me, but a little soft-hearted after listening to my advice.

The words of the senior drummer touched me the most: "Wu Wen, do you know that I am about to graduate, and I also understand the band, I can't continue to do it, Xiao Xiao said that we will call you back and we will divide our duties into a campus The band, if I alone agree, but the band is everyone's...."

I understand what the drummer senior means, and I don't blame him, I can see that everyone is reluctant to part with this band.

Once again, everyone gathered in the rehearsal room of the water band. There has been no music in this classroom for many days. It would be a little awkward to make eye contact with Xiao Xiao. I recommend the best guitarist I have chosen to everyone, and Tell everyone that I will always accompany you in rehearsals in the future, and if I can’t get on the stage, I will be a behind-the-scenes partner, or a rehearsal audience.

In fact, everyone has the water band in their hearts, and everyone did not refuse. On the contrary, everyone thought it was the best way. In this way, the water band began to reunite slowly. No matter what the future holds, we are still together.

Although the water band was affected a lot because of my withdrawal, it quickly recovered. When everyone went out to perform, I would follow them to help them pack things or prepare some water, although it seemed like a chore , but I am very happy that I am still in the water band.

I don't understand why Xiao Xiao said that to me that day, but all I know is that Xiao Xiao shouldn't go this way. The incident with Ye Qian made me fully understand how wrong it is to like a boy. So no matter what, I don't want to experience that kind of pain again, let alone a person who has not set foot in it, being able to love the opposite sex is an enviable thing.

I have also tried to like a girl secretly, but I always feel that this kind of liking is added to myself. I can't find that kind of "love" feeling at all. The feeling of loving someone is no matter where and when, I would suddenly think of him, even if we were separated for a minute, I would like to call him and ask him what he was doing, and I wanted to be with him all the time, even if we were walking in the park together, I felt warm in my heart.

I have never found this feeling in anyone except Ye Qian. I comfort myself that it takes time, maybe everything will be fine after a while, why force myself to like someone.

The weather is getting cooler. Since I retreated to the backstage, I started to spend more time on my studies. I adapted to the pressure of the university and slowly began to find a rhythm. With the reduction of basic courses and the increase of practical knowledge, the university can freely allocate The time has also become more.

Zhou Yuwen's new company has finally finished renovations. He specially came to the school to pick me up to take a look at the company. However, Zhou Yuwen is too flamboyant. He insisted on parking a luxury car at the gate of our school, causing many people to watch me. Car, I told Zhou Yuwen that next time I would go to him by car.

Zhou Yuwen smiled and said, "Why, are you afraid that others will mistake you for being taken care of by your uncle?"

I blushed and shook my head: "No, no...." Where can I find such a handsome uncle?

Zhou Yuwen stretched out his hand to pinch my face, but I told him to drive hard, but how could this guy listen to me, and almost pinched a piece of flesh off my face, does he know how strong he is?

When I arrived at Zhou Yuwen's new company, I was taken aback. I could actually start a business on such a large scale from the very beginning, with a separate office. The design is not as rigid and old-fashioned as ordinary companies, but rather a warm feeling. Zhou Yuwen told me that he would take over some of his father's previous overseas businesses, and his sister was in charge of the former real estate part, which means that the Zhou family now divides the previous projects into two and hand them over to the two children.

I smiled and looked at him: "I think you will definitely make the Zhou family stand up again!"

"Then..., would you like to work here after graduation? I'm short of talents like you here!" Zhou Yuwen suddenly stood very close, and the atmosphere in the company hadn't opened yet was very embarrassing.

"Where is my talent..."

"Hey, you are a student of the Finance Department of University D, how many companies recruit people directly, okay?" Zhou Yuwen held my face, "I will never treat you badly!"

My face heated up very quickly, and Zhou Yuwen's hand immediately had a temperature difference with my face: "Brother..., stop making trouble!"

I ran away from him like a little mouse.

Zhou Yuwen shook his head: "I, Zhou Yuwen, have lived for so many years. This is the first time I posted a person with such a cold ass. I will be sad if you do this!"

"But..., I really regard you as my brother!" I thought that Zhou Yuwen had helped me a lot over the years, and I should help him start his company as much as I could, "But I promise you, I will come to you after graduation." Internship in the company, you can rest assured that I will work hard and do my job well!"

"That's about the same!" Zhou Yuwen nodded with a smile, "Let's go, I'll treat you to dinner tonight!"

After dinner, Zhou Yuwen insisted on sending me back to school, but I was really not used to the feeling of being noticed, so I got off the car early and walked back a little longer. When I returned to school, it happened to be when everyone had finished dinner, so the people on campus There are quite a lot. The water band has no rehearsal today, so I went directly back to the dormitory to take a shower and rest early.

I didn’t expect Xiao Xiao to stand at the door with his hips crossed as soon as he arrived at the door of the dormitory, staring at me. I was so scared and laughed when I saw him like this, his expression was like having a pet at home, and then one day It felt like it was angry if I didn't take it for a walk.

"Where did you go!" Any emotion of Xiao Xiao can be seen from his tone and expression, and now he is a little unhappy.

"I'm going to have dinner with my brother, what's wrong?" I didn't think much about it.

"Your brother? My dear brother or someone from outside?" Xiao Xiao interrogated me there like my parents.

"It's the brother I met when I was in junior high school, and now he's starting a business here, and he showed me his new company today." It's okay to tell him these things, but why is Xiao Xiao so excited.

"Do you like him?"

"Ah?" This question made me dumbfounded, "I don't like him, he is my brother!"

Xiao Xiao came over and stared at me firmly, like a policeman looking at a thief: "Are you sure?"

"I'm sure, why are you doing this?"

"Humph!" Xiao Xiao snorted exaggeratedly, and then pointed to the dormitory, "I bought you some snacks and was going to bring them to you, but I found you in a car at the school gate today, and it was still the same. A very expensive car!"

"I've already eaten..." I don't know why Xiao Xiao suddenly bought me snacks.

"Wu Wen, I don't want to see you and that brother of yours together so late in the future. I secretly saw him. He looks so handsome, so I don't feel at ease!" Is Xiao Xiao jealous? "The other thing is that I have been fighting for a long time these days. I think liking men is not illegal, so I want to try!"

I hugged my chest with my eyes wide open: "What are you doing!?"

"Let me kiss you, I want to try how it feels to kiss a boy!" Xiao Xiao took it for granted when he said this.

"You are sick! Go back and try your roommate!" I slapped Xiao Xiao on the face.

Xiao Xiao covered his face and said injustice: "Everyone is a boy, what's wrong with kissing, we have known each other for so long, why are you so stingy!"

"I suddenly said I want to kiss you, are you willing!"

"willing!"

"..."

Fortunately, I reacted quickly. I ran back to the room and locked Xiao Xiao out of the room. Otherwise, I don’t know how long this guy will be entangled with me. Xiao Xiao kept calling me to open the door outside. Playing games with headphones didn't feel very noisy, and finally Xiao Xiao gave up and told me outside the door that the snacks were on the bed, remember to eat them.