Actually I am twenty

The author has something to say: Damn, I wake up in the morning and update wrongly!I just realized it, I replaced you and have a look again...

The campus was quiet during the evening self-study, and the bright lights of the teaching building drew a gradual dividing line between himself and the surrounding environment, and finally completely disappeared in a bush.Going up the marble steps, there are dim street lights barely dispelling the darkness, and a lot of fitness equipment and plants can be seen vaguely.

The "back garden" that the students call is actually the hillside on the campus. The school has repaired it and installed fitness equipment for the teachers who live on campus.No. [-] Middle School has a history of more than [-] years. In addition to the student dormitory, there used to be two faculty dormitories on the campus. However, it is so old that it can be regarded as an antique if you try harder, and no teacher will live in it again. For the sake of safety, the school gradually demolished the old buildings in the past two years, but the back garden remained, and now it is mainly dominated by students.Whether it is to digest food after a meal, to have a secret love affair, or to skip class, it is a good choice.

This time, without any hesitation, Mr. Shen went straight across the path to the back garden. The pointed high-heeled shoes changed from hitting the tiles to playing with the marble, and finally stopped on the green turf.Shen Mizhang looked around, the weak light did not hesitate to betray Zhou Han, revealing her location.Xia Chan stopped for a while before, but now she shouted desperately regardless of her hoarse voice, not knowing whether she was telling Zhou Han to escape quickly or cheering for Teacher Shen.

No matter what, Shen Mizhang finally got to her side steadily.

Zhou Han didn't lean against the pillars like before, but just sat quietly on the low corridor, facing the train tracks without saying a word.Shen Mizhang looked along her line of sight, the weak light couldn't go that far, and he couldn't see anything.

"Student Zhou Han, it seems that your luck is not very good. I caught you twice."

Shen Mizhang stepped over the fence and sat side by side with her, laughing with a bit of a joke.

Zhou Han didn't answer. He lowered his head and looked at the wrist of his left hand, which was tightly pinched by his right hand. The muscles all over his body were tense. Even Shen Mizhang could see that she was trembling slightly.Tears kept falling down his face, but there was no cry, more like physical tears.

Shen Mizhang looked at the wrist she was grasping tightly. The sports wristband she usually wears had disappeared for a long time. A hideous scar was lying on the tender white skin, even if it was dimly lit, it could not be seen clearly. Very dazzling.This kind of Zhou Han seems to have experienced great pain and hatred, and the depression in his heart may explode at any time. It is much worse than crying secretly here that day.Shen Mizhang couldn't help frowning, feeling bad.

"What happened? Or do you think of something? If you don't mind, you can tell me. It will be easier to say it."

Zhou Han didn't answer, as if he didn't hear.Shen Mizhang sighed softly, stretched out his hand to cover the scar, and comforted him softly: "It's normal for the wound to hurt, don't look at it anymore, it will get better slowly. Come with me for self-study next night , and stay with me in the next few days, it will be bad if Class 15 troubles you."

Zhou Han remained silent, Shen Mizhang was helpless, and his tone became more gentle: "If it hurts, why don't I tell your parents to take you to the hospital tomorrow?"

"do not want!"

Zhou Han seemed to have thought of something extremely disgusting, and refused decisively.Shen Mizhang's hand was still on her wrist, and the cool touch relieved the scorching heat and calmed Zhou Han a little. She wiped away her tears indiscriminately, turned her head to stare into her eyes, and said in a trembling voice, "Teacher , I will handle my affairs by myself, I seriously request you not to tell them anything, I don’t want them to know anything, if you think I’m doing something wrong, tell me directly.”

Her serious tone almost made Shen Mizhang think that she was talking to an adult. For the first time, Teacher Shen frowned like a hill, and said, "Zhou Han, they are your parents after all, so let's talk about something." .”

"No, they're not." Zhou Han looked at Shen Mizhang's hand covering her wrist coldly without a trace of emotion, and said, "You saw that Zhou Han died three months ago, and now I'm with them." not related."

"..." Is there such a big conflict in this family...Shen Mizhang just feels that her head hurts, and Zhou Han's current appearance also makes her a little overwhelmed, logically speaking, it should be impulsive How could she be so rational as a teenager?

Zhou Han looked at her with sincere and firm eyes: "So, Teacher Shen, can you agree to my request just now?"

Shen Mizhang was at a loss for words when she looked at her. It was the first time she saw a student with such eyes. She paused for a while before shaking her head helplessly, and said seriously: "I'm sorry, I can't promise you, your mood is a little unstable now, It’s not enough to just rely on the school’s attention.”

Zhou Han chuckled as if he heard some joke: "Heh, Mr. Shen, have you forgotten what I told you last time?"

"I was wrong last time. It's not that I don't have such a high status, but I don't have status at all." Zhou Han hooked the corners of his lips, and his tone was mocking: "I have a cousin who was raised by their side since childhood. My younger brother is their own. I picked it up. When I was young, my grades were pretty good. The teacher said that my parents would be happy if I won the award. I studied hard and participated in various competitions to try to get the award every time. There are piles of certificates, and they never praised me, and they don’t even bother to look at them. My cousin is a treasure if he gets in the top five in the exam. He buys whatever he wants. Every certificate he has is framed by my mother. Do you think it’s strange to keep it in the bookcase?”

Hearing these words, Shen Mizhang subconsciously held her hand tightly, but he didn't expect it to be like this, and no one would be able to bear it.

"I learned basketball because Zhou Ke also learned basketball during that time. Every time he participated in a game, no matter how busy my parents were, there would always be someone to accompany him. I practiced desperately from morning to night. I’ve been exhausted every day until I can’t practice, but even if I go home at night in the winter, there are only cold meals and an empty house waiting for me.”

The picture of the previous dream appeared before her eyes again, Zhou Han clenched his hands, took a few deep breaths before recovering, and continued: "They finally agreed to watch me compete when representing the school, but I From waiting at the gymnasium to the end of the game, they waited until it was dark and they didn't wait. Later they said that Zhou Ke had a cold, and they rushed him to the hospital."

"Isn't it interesting? A small cold and low fever require two people to go to the hospital closely." Zhou Han smiled again, looked up at the darkness and sighed: "Later, I rebelled. Don't pay attention to them, and in the end, suicide will not work."

Shen Mizhang was really upset, her class representative was still a very good and cute child, her parents were so patriarchal, and she was also a girl, she hated Zhou's parents now.Just looking at Zhou Han's current appearance, he couldn't bear her being so sad, so he put his arms around her to comfort her: "Your parents...have told the school to take good care of you."

"What's the use? I've already died once." Zhou Han looked at Shen Mizhang with a smile, and seemed to be joking: "Don't your teachers hate this kind of parents the most?"

"......Yes."

I didn't expect that Mr. Shen, who has always been well-mannered, would be so frank, and his somewhat deflated appearance is really cute.Thinking that Mrs. Shen was afraid that she would be troubled and asked her to go with her, and it was probably because of this that she was called to the hospital in the afternoon. Zhou Han felt that Mrs. Shen was pretty good. Be more at ease, and she said seriously: "Mr. Shen, don't worry, I died once, and I regret my life. I won't do stupid things for them in the future. Don't worry, can you promise me what you said before?"

The memory is really good... Shen Mizhang slandered, seeing that she was no longer as wrong as before, he let go of his heart, let go of his arms around her and said: "Look at your performance, if you are a good and motivated Baby, I promise you, but you haven't done your homework very seriously recently."

"..."

You are a baby, your whole family is a baby!Didn't she perfunctorily do her English homework just because she was anxious to type?She is also a person who has passed the sixth grade, and her high school English is still no problem!

Zhou Han snorted and said, "Mr. Shen, can we focus on the results? I know the homework well by looking at the test scores."

"Hmm." Shen Mizhang couldn't help raising his eyebrows: "So confident? Okay, next month you will be in the top [-] in your class. If you don't get in, your homework will be doubled."

"Fifteen is fifteen, who is afraid of whom." She didn't believe it anymore, could she be stumped by the second year of high school again?But mathematics, physics and chemistry... for the sake of future freedom, she should hurry back and do the quizzes.

Zhou Han rubbed his sore eyes, and said to Shen Mizhang, "Teacher, go back, there are quite a lot of mosquitoes here."

She didn't mention the mosquitoes, but Shen Mizhang only felt itchy all over, and gave Zhou Han a look: "It's all your fault, I think I've been bitten a lot."

"Huh? Thank you, Mr. Shen, for attracting the firepower. I said, why didn't I seem to be bitten?"

"..." So angry.

Teacher Shen told herself not to be as knowledgeable as a child, and resisted the urge to go back, and didn't go back to the teaching building.

Seeing this, Zhou Han followed her with a smile, not sure if it was because she had told her the reason, but she is in a much better mood now, and feels that the angry Teacher Shen is very cute, and it seems that it is not as bad as she thought before.

It was too dark, and for his own safety, Mr. Shen grabbed Zhou Han unceremoniously when he went down the steps: "Come and let me hold you, I'm afraid of falling."

Zhou Han also wore high heels himself, and remembering the tormenting feeling, he obediently went over and let her hold them. The two of them didn't talk much, and the familiar fragrance of Shen Mizhang lingered by her side, which made her feel at ease.Shen Mizhang let go of her after walking the long steps, and Zhou Han heard the tenderness in her voice: "Zhou Han, you seem to be very mature, the days to come are still long, the world is big, and there are still many beautiful things to come." waiting for you."