Actually I am twenty

After getting rid of the only scourge, Zhou Han signed a contract with the landlord and moved slowly. Jiang Sigui and Zheng Qing accompanied her and worked hard for a few days to prepare daily necessities. In mid-October, she finally moved into her own house. On the 1.8-meter wide bed, I took a long breath, closed my eyes and felt the softness of cotton.

Although the room is not big, it is enough to fit a big bed and a desk, and there is a bay window. With her eyes closed, she wants to buy a small table to put on it, and a Japanese-style seat, just like the one in Teacher Shen’s house. .....The light is soft and warm yellow, the same as Mr. Shen’s house. Let’s buy another pillow. I didn’t take away the hamster that Mr. Shen gave me when I packed my luggage. I’m still not used to sleeping now... ...

Zhou Han thought about it, and her mind gradually slowed down. She was too busy these days, and she was too tired. When she lay down on the bed, she lost even the little bit of physical strength left, her eyelashes flickered, but she still failed to open her eyelids.

After Zheng Qing finished blowing her hair, she thought that Zhou Han hadn't bought a hair dryer yet, so she wanted to give it to her. When she reached the door, she knocked a few times and heard no response. When she opened the door, she was sleeping soundly on her stomach.She silently took out her mobile phone to take a picture of the "corpse" on the bed, went over to pat her, and said, "Hey, my hair is not dry yet, so I can't sleep."

The "corpse" only groaned, showing no sign of revival.

Zheng Qing made a face at her, and stretched out his hand to scratch her creaking nest: "I've blown my hair, you pig, let it dry before you sleep!"

Zhou Han fell into a drowsy sleep, thinking it was in his third year of high school, he grabbed the disturbing hand and groaned, "Mr. Shen...I'm so sleepy..."

"???"

Zheng Qing looked bewildered, looking at the hand that was held on her chest, she suddenly became excited: What did you just shout?Teacher Shen?Didn't expect her to take such a good bite?

Tsk tsk tsk, when this piggy wakes up tomorrow, she will torture her to extract a confession.

About to eat a big melon, Zheng Qing rubbed her hands expectantly in her heart, and mercifully helped her dry her hair, put a pillow and a quilt on her, and then turned off the light and went back to her room.

In the morning, the sun shines through the light curtains on the white checked quilt. The pig inside twisted a few times, poking out its furry head. It took a long time to open its eyes, and stared at the strange room for a while. I realized that I had moved.She slowed down, went to the bay window and opened the curtains, and the people walking with their pets on the slightly yellowed grass downstairs looked leisurely.

Well, a new day has begun.She opened the window for a breath of fresh air, made the bed with a smile, and happily went out to prepare breakfast.

She had just finished washing and entered the kitchen when she heard footsteps. Turning around, she saw Zheng Qing coming over with disheveled clothes and a sleepy face. She silently washed her hands and gathered her collar again. She asked, "Woke up so early today?"

Gossip makes people industrious, Zheng Qing dreams about Zhou Han and that "Mr. dragged out.

Zhou Han saw that she was obviously in a state of no brains, so he put his cool hands on her face, which made Zheng Qing terrified, gave her a vicious look, and went to wash up.

After she finished washing, Zhou Han just finished his breakfast and served it on the tea table in the living room. The two of them occupied one end of the sofa. Zhou Han was drinking warm milk, and Zheng Qing said, "Who is Teacher Shen?"

"???!!!"

Zhou Han hadn't had time to swallow a sip of milk, when he suddenly heard her question, he was choked, and quickly put down the cup and coughed non-stop.

Tsk, so excited.

Zheng Qing handed her a tissue and carried her back, waiting for her to finish coughing and answer the question.

Zhou Han's fair face turned red from coughing, and after a while he looked at her in disbelief and asked, "Where did you hear that?"

"You yourself grabbed my hand and yelled last night. You held it tightly. It took me a lot of strength to pull it out."

"?????? Is there such an operation??????"

"Yeah, sleeping like a pig and knowing how to call Mr. Shen, you like him, huh? Male or female?" Zheng Qing approached with a smirk, gossip written all over his face.

Zhou Han stretched out his hand to push her away. She regarded Zheng Qing as a friend. In fact, there is nothing to hide about this kind of thing. She replied: "Ah, I like her, girl, I am the head teacher of high school, but she doesn't like me. The story ends. .”

"Emmmmmm..."

There was sadness in her eyes, which made Zheng Qing feel a little regretful.She stretched out her hand and patted Zhou Han's head, and said comfortingly, "Hey, I will introduce you to any beautiful young lady I see in the future, what do you like?"

"No, I'm not interested, you can keep teasing yourself." Zhou Han blinked mischievously, and picked up the milk again.

It seems that she really likes that Teacher Shen.

Zheng Qing patted her on the head in a rare way as a senior, and said comfortingly, "Hey, it will be fine in a while, don't be sad."

Zhou Han avoided her hand, noncommittal, responded perfunctorily, and said, "Rub your little wolf dog, don't rub me."

She only likes Teacher Shen rubbing her.

In the afternoon, she bought fruit and went to the nursing home. Grandma Zhou was holding a book and reading in the pavilion. When she saw her coming, she took off her glasses and asked, "Moved?"

"Well, I just finished packing yesterday, grandma, please wait, I'll cut a fruit plate for you."

"Exactly, I'll go back with you."

Zhou Han hurried forward to help her, and the two of them walked into the house slowly.Seeing other old people, Zhou Han also greeted them obediently, and did not forget to give some old people and caregivers whom Grandma Zhou had befriended with the cut fruits, which made them praise Grandma Zhou for being so lucky to pick up such a filial granddaughter.

Chatting with Grandma Zhou is something she enjoys. The old man will share with you the experience and knowledge she has accumulated all her life. Sometimes an unintentional sentence can make her suddenly enlightened.Zhou Han likes to listen to Grandma Zhou talking about literature, knowledge, and her past, so she runs here every now and then, more diligent than other people's grandchildren.

Grandma Zhou often practices the piano, and Zhou Han is her most loyal listener.But today's young audience seemed to be a little distracted. Grandma Zhou finished playing a song, saw that her eyes were not focused on the lawn, put the piano away, stroked her hair lovingly, and asked, "Who do you think of?"

Zhou Han came back to his senses, a little flustered, and answered her: "It's nothing."

Grandma Zhou's hand was still on her head lovingly, and there was a smile on her face, which made Zhou Han's eyes turn red suddenly, and he muttered, "It's someone I should forget."

"Silly boy, there is nothing to forget. The more you want to forget, our brains just won't let you do so. There are only things that should be let go."

Grandma Zhou slowly sat down beside her, took Zhou Han's hand and patted it lightly, and said, "This song is bad, isn't it? You haven't done this before, and it's well hidden."

In front of her, Zhou Han knew that he could see everything at a glance. After hesitating for a while, even his lips turned white, he lowered his head and explained: "I like someone, but she doesn't like me, she just treats me as a Dear friend, I can't bother her anymore...I try very hard not to think of her anymore, but I can't..."

I always think of her inadvertently, even the one who calls me in my dreams is her.

"The song you played just now, let's dance together..."

Grandma Zhou put her arms around her, and said with affection and relief in her voice: "Silly boy, if you like it, you like it. If you don't cause trouble for him, why do you force yourself to forget him? You had a very good time together, didn't you?" ?The human brain is amazing. It always remembers good things very clearly. It is cruel and difficult to force yourself to forget the people and things that make you happy. Don’t worry, take your time Come on, wait long enough and you'll let go."

"Love is such a beautiful thing. There are many people in this world who will never meet the person they love in their entire life. If that person is the love of your life, you should be glad that you have met love and that you have had good memories. ;If that person is not, then believe me, you will definitely let go. You see, I once loved someone, although I was not able to be with him, but I still live a good life myself, I thank him for letting me know the unforgettable love What does it feel like, just getting along with each other in those few years is enough for me to live my whole life."

Grandma Zhou looked into the distance with nostalgia and satisfaction.

"Han'er, liking and loving are beautiful things. If you really like him, or even love him, there is no way to forget or let go. But if you can't grow old together, bless him, hope we Your lover is the happiest person in the world."

Seeing Zhou Han lowering her head, Grandma Zhou knew she was thinking, so she didn't bother, she just got up and picked up her piano again.

She thought for a long time, did she love Teacher Shen?Can one day really let Teacher Shen go?She couldn't think of a clue, so she simply didn't think about it, just like Grandma Zhou said, let time tell.Maybe she will let Teacher Shen go, after who knows how many years.Or maybe she can't let go forever. In this way, she can probably be thankful that she has met the person she loves all her life, then she is much happier than many people in this world.

Why push yourself?Whoever she loves, she should love in an upright manner, as long as she doesn't cause trouble to Shen Mizhang, no one can control her.If Shen Mizhang can be happy, she should be satisfied, empathize with her, and become a happy person.

Zhou Han got out of the horns, and gladly accepted his still passionate love for Shen Mizhang, allowing Teacher Shen to come and go freely in her mind, no longer the previous self-blame and guilt, the whole person suddenly became enlightened, Just as the sun finally dispels the haze, what is presented to people is a clearer and brighter sky after the rain.

The author has something to say: Little cuties!Jinjiang's rule is that a long comment is more than 359 words!I received the "small long comment" from "[-]" cutie and "Luonan" cutie, let's add an update

Regarding the update mentioned before, there were no updates on Monday and Wednesday, so Monday is an update!This is also a plus!mwah!

I'm going to make a daily update in April, and use full attendance to buy gifts for Wanwan [although it's definitely not enough! 】,mwah!