Actually I am twenty

The setting sun was slanting, stretching the shadow long, Zhou Han leaned against the little beetle, lowered his head and kicked the small stones on the ground, raised his head from time to time to look at the teaching building, and finally he did not know how many times When I was there, I saw Teacher Shen walking towards her with a smile.

She quietly watched Shen Mizhang approaching, and it took a while to look away, and opened the driver's door for her, and waited for Shen Mizhang to thank her with a smile and sit in before she got to the passenger seat.

Shen Mizhang started the car skillfully, and slowly drove out of the campus. His mood didn't seem to be affected by Song Yue's mother's abuse before. Zhou Han could see that she was happy from the heart, and he was a little sullen, and muttered: "Why are you so happy? Woolen cloth......"

"Huh? You're going to cook something delicious for me." Shen Mizhang smiled and came over to squeeze her with one free hand, coaxing her: "Knowing that my son is gay, the parents will inevitably get emotional. It's understandable. I just It's no big deal if I hit the gun, and she can't do anything to me, so she can't make herself feel bad for unnecessary people."

Zhou Han naturally knew this truth, and she wouldn't be angry herself, but it's just that Teacher Shen was scolded, of course it's different.She sighed, and could only tell herself not to think too much, and began to think about the menu for tonight.

When they arrived at the vegetable market, Shen Mizhang parked the car and went in with her. The uncles and aunts who sold vegetables saw the two and exclaimed: "Oh! You two haven't been here for more than half a year."

"Ah, I'm in college, and she doesn't know how to cook." Zhou Han replied with a smile, choosing the ingredients carefully, while Shen Mizhang just smiled and followed her, sometimes chatting with others, helping Zhou Han Han answered some questions.After shopping for vegetables, Shen Mizhang took her back home.As soon as he opened the door, Zhou Han saw that his winter slippers were still outside, leaning neatly against the wall together with Shen Mizhang's slippers.

She was only stunned for a second, and Shen Mizhang didn't even notice that she was wrong. Seeing her change into her slippers naturally, she blushed a little later.

Zhou Han didn't know what this pair of slippers represented. Teacher Shen would not have thought that she would come here today. These slippers must have been placed outside, but why?Are these shoes still exclusive to her?Or in Mr. Shen's opinion, is it just for the guests to wear?

She put the ingredients back into the kitchen and focused on cleaning so that she wouldn't think about it. The more she thought about it, the more confused her mind became, and the more she felt that she was really not important to Teacher Shen at all.

Shen Mizhang changed into his pajamas, tied up his loose hair, and helped her to deal with it. The movements of the two were indescribably harmonious. As soon as Zhou Han turned his head, Shen Mizhang knew what she wanted, and put the things away in time. Delivered to her.Half a year's separation did not make them forget the tacit understanding they had cultivated when they lived together.

One dish was freshly out of the pan, Zhou Han was cooking the next one non-stop, and Shen Mizhang was already leaning against the cooking table and "stealing" it happily.Whenever Shen Mizhang watched her cook in the kitchen, if Zhou Han didn't pay attention, most of the dishes would be gone.She was used to it, and when the dishes in the pot were half cooked, she turned to look at Shen Mizhang, and stretched out her hand in front of her.Shen Chihuo pouted, reluctantly glanced at the dishes on the plate, then moved his hand again, quickly picked up a piece of meat and ate it, before handing over the chopsticks reluctantly.

After the two of them finished their dinner, while Shen Mizhang was washing dishes in the kitchen, Zhou Han looked around the room without a trace, it seemed no different from when she left, and the gadgets she bought were still there The only difference is that there are some more small things that she bought in Wang Yu's name over the past few months.

After cleaning up the kitchen, Shen Mizhang came over to cut the fruit, put it in front of Zhou Han with a smile, and asked her, "Want to watch a movie? I'll take you there later? Have Sigui and the others gone home?"

"Okay, just now she said that it might be a little later, and the uncles and aunts are going to sing again."

"Well..." Shen Mizhang hesitated for a while, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, she coughed twice to cover it up, and asked seriously: "Then it should be very late to go back, otherwise you will stay here tonight ?”

Zhou Han thought of the key in the coat pocket. The cold feeling of holding it before seemed to be still at the fingertips. Her throat rose and fell several times, preventing Shen Mizhang from seeing her guilty eyes. She replied, "Okay, thank you, Teacher Shen."

"Then I'll go find you pajamas."

Shen Mizhang had a villain in his heart who was already twirling, jumping and dancing, his face was still calm, and he went to get her the old pajamas with a slight smile.Zhou Han's room, Shen Mizhang, has always tried to keep it as it is. Occasionally, when a friend comes to stay at home, she will choose to give up her room to her friend. Zhou Han's room can only be entered by herself.

Zhou Han followed her to her room, leaned against the door to watch her take out her pajamas from the closet, and took the opportunity to look around the room. She was still familiar with the appearance, which made her feel at ease and a little bit happy, and smiled at Shen Mi Zhang thanked her, and after she went out, she closed the door and changed into her pajamas, then threw herself on the bed again, rubbing her hands in satisfaction.

It's Teacher Shen's taste.

When she returned to the living room, Shen Mizhang had already turned on the computer and was sitting on the tatami. Seeing her passing by, he waved to her happily and said, "Come on, watch a movie."

She moved to make room for Zhou Han, and Zhou Han nestled next to her like a bird, covered with a thin quilt, and the two of them hugged a large bowl of fruit salad, just like every time they sneaked out of their busy schedules.

Zhou Han had booked the ticket before, and returned to City A the next afternoon. Shen Mizhang transferred classes with other teachers, lied that he had no class, sent her to Jiang Sigui's home to pick up her luggage, and sent her to the high-speed rail station.Zhou Han always had such a gentle and well-behaved appearance in front of her, he politely hugged her gently and said goodbye.Shen Mizhang watched her go all the time, suddenly there was an unspeakable sadness in his heart.

She seemed to have never sent her away.She left that time when she didn't know it, and when they met again later, it was Zhou Han who picked her up and sent her away.Shen Mizhang did not expect that just looking at her back in the distance would be so sad and frightening.

What if she never had the chance to see her again?

The more Shen Mizhang thought about it, the more confused she became, so confused that her eyes were red, and she couldn't help shouting at the back: "Zhou Han!"

The back figure stopped, turned around, a little puzzled, paused, and quickly returned to her, asking: "What's wrong?"

Shen Mizhang held back tears, avoided her probing eyes, stepped forward to hug her, took a deep breath, and said softly: "You have to take good care of yourself, and we... See you later."

She doesn't know if there will be a next time, or when the next time will be, but at least, say goodbye.

Zhou Han noticed her strange emotions, hugged her tightly, and had a thought in her heart that she didn't dare to think about, smiled easily, and said, "Okay, I will take good care of myself, and you will too. ,see you later."

After a while, Shen Mizhang calmed down his emotions, and then let her go, looked at her gentle smile seriously, with endless tenderness in his eyes, and said, "Go, the ticket check is coming soon."

Zhou Han's smile widened a bit, he responded, and turned to leave.

"Mr. Shen, are you here to see someone off?"

Shen Mizhang was still standing there, turned around and saw that it was Sister Chen.She put on a polite smile and answered, "Well, Miss Chen, are you here to see someone off too?"

Sister Chen smiled brightly and said, "Yes, Mr. Shen, do you have time? Let's talk again?"

Shen Mizhang glanced at the time, it was still early, and she had nothing to do when she went home alone, thinking this way, she agreed to Sister Chen, and the two of them walked to the coffee shop outside the high-speed rail station together.

Teachers and parents chat, and what they can talk about is nothing more than the students' study and mentality. Wang Ning is all right. Sister Chen also asked some questions yesterday. The two sat down and chatted for a while. Sister Chen looked at her with a half-smile and said: : "Mr. Shen, shall I tell you the story of me and my wife?"

Shen Mizhang was taken aback, he didn't expect Sister Chen to say this, and said: "I heard something from Wang Ning, she said it was domestic violence by her biological father, and you saved her and her mother."

Sister Chen blamed herself, and sighed, "She only knows what happened later, not the whole story."

"Her mother and I are classmates in junior high school, good best friends, we fell in love with each other at that time, and we agreed to go to the same high school and university. We have a good relationship, but after graduating from university, there was a lot of pressure. I started my own business at that time, and life was very hard. She No complaints, I have been following me, taking care of my body, and I have to bear the pressure of my family. It was really hard during those days, and it cost two yuan a day, can you imagine?"

Sister Chen took a sip of her coffee, looked out of the window, and said, "I couldn't bear her to suffer with me, so I broke up with her and went to another city by myself. I was too timid and didn't have the courage and confidence to give her Promise the future. She has no choice but to come back and get married. I kept asking about her news from other classmates, thinking that she was doing well, and then I really missed her, so I sneaked back to see her, but I didn't expect that the man It turned out to be such a scumbag."

"When I saw her covered in scars, I wished I could kill that man and turn myself in. I blamed myself for being so cowardly and letting her go through such terrible things..."

Speaking of it now, Sister Chen's hands were still trembling a little, she slowed down for a while, then turned to look at Shen Mizhang with deep meaning in her eyes: "So I told myself that no matter what happens, I will never let her go again, this There are so many bad people in the world, how can you put your baby in front of others like that? What if others bully her? "

"Fortunately, she is willing to forgive me. For so many years, no matter how others pointed at me or how ugly they said, we didn't take it to heart, and taught Ningning well. In this world, there is nothing that can teach us Separated. The family members opposed fiercely in the first few years, but then they began to waver when they saw that we were so firm, and we were in a state of turning a blind eye."

"Mr. Shen, we are the same kind. Ningning has been talking about how good you are at home, so I am talking too much. I hope you don't mind. She defended you like that yesterday. It can be seen that you like each other. Why don't you try to be brave What about it? What will you do if she has a bad life in the future? If you are not happy, what will you do if you want her?"

If Zhou Han is having a bad time, what will she do?

Shen Mizhang squeezed the cup in his hand tightly, and his breathing became short of breath.Sister Chen's simple sentence aroused deep fear in her heart. If Zhou Han's life in the future is not good, if someone bullies her, cheats her, or makes her sad, all of this is just because of her timidity... ...

Yes, there are so many bad people in this world, and her baby is so good, what if someone bullies her?

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