Actually I am twenty

Shen Mizhang goes home on time every day, on the one hand, it is because the day in the hospital is really hard, on the other hand, she also wants to go back to accompany Zhou Han, Zhou Han has something to do and can't go home at night, so she simply rejected Zhou Han's proposal to ask Wang Yu to pick her up , intending to stay in the hospital for a while with grandpa.Zhou Han had no choice but to worry that it would be unsafe for her to go back too late, so she had to ask Wang Yu to drive the little beetle to the hospital parking lot.

On weekdays, other relatives would take turns to take care of him at night. Mr. Shen’s physical strength was not as good as before, and Shen Mizhang went to bed early not long after he left. Today she was here, and the grandfather and grandson chatted about "fresh topics" again, with great interest.Mr. Shen listened to her talk about every little thing about Zhou Han, and seeing the undisguised happiness and satisfaction on her face, the big rock that had been hanging in his heart finally fell halfway, and he did not forget to tell Shen Mizhang: "She After all, you are younger than you, you can rely on her, but you can't let yourself be a burden to others. No matter what time, you must be an independent person, Mi Zhang, you remember Grandpa's words."

Shen Mizhang nodded hurriedly, as if listening to his teachings every time, he said obediently: "I know, grandpa, don't worry, I will remember everything you taught. I have savings and can make money, and I can support myself by studying later. You do not worry about me."

Mr. Shen patted her comfortingly, and said with emotion: "Okay, okay, you have always made people worry-free."

In order to make Mr. Shen feel more at ease, Shen Mizhang had a thought, and said with a smile: "Grandpa, let me show you how I made money during this time, and sing for you."

Mr. Shen was also curious. He watched her turn on the phone, put on the earphones, and lean over to him. He didn't forget to put on reading glasses for him, and pointed to the screen to introduce: "Grandpa, look here, this is the place to interact with netizens. You can see their messages."

There is a barrage during the talk: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhin

"Hey, what's the style of painting today?"

"Ah, Mr. Shen, I'm so big! She hasn't updated for several days! Hurry up and whip her!"

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Shen Mizhang briefly introduced his grandfather, and explained to netizens: "I'm sorry, everyone, I've been busy with things these days, and I've come home late and have no energy to live broadcast. Grandpa is sick and I've been in the hospital recently."

"Let me introduce to everyone, this is my grandpa, doesn't it look very aura?" She said to Mr. Shen again: "Come on, grandpa, wave and say hello to them."

Mr. Shen waved his hand very cooperatively, and the bullet screen was filled with questions asking about his grandfather's condition and wishing him a speedy recovery. Shen Mizhang thanked everyone for their blessings, avoided asking about his condition, and changed the subject: "You guys have also recently Busy taking care of me, she still has class and doesn't have much time to code, so I'm sorry to everyone, she has something to do today, so I'll stay with grandpa for a while, I just chatted with grandpa about the live broadcast, and I haven't thought about it for a long time Appeared, and broadcast for a while.”

The illness made Mr. Shen thin and haggard a lot, but he could still see his extraordinary demeanor. Shen Mizhang praised Mr. Shen when he saw the bullet screen, and he was happier than being praised, and said with Yourong: "That is, the book that grandpa read. But it’s too much. For a long time, I asked him everything. My grandfather is a very good teacher. He has taught many excellent students. He can receive a lot of greeting cards and blessings during the holidays. I used to be a teacher. When I was young, I followed my grandfather as an example.”

Elder Shen was happy, patted her lightly, and said, "Modest."

"I'm telling the truth, and I'm not exaggerating." Shen Mizhang pouted his lips coquettishly, and said, "Grandpa, let me sing for you, and you can listen to what they like to hear now."

Old Man Shen smiled and nodded, Shen Mizhang turned on the accompaniment and sang one song after another. Even though it was not the style that Old Man Shen liked, he still listened carefully, and did not forget to applaud when it was over, praising: "It sounds good."

Shen Mizhang saw that even lightly applauding became a strenuous task for him now, his eyes were red, and he pretended to look at the screen so that he would not see it. After a while, he regained his spirit and said with a smile: "Grandpa, I Sing a different song for you."

This time she didn't find an accompaniment, and hummed the tune that Mr. Shen used to sing when she was young.

Not long after, seeing that old man Shen was not in good spirits, Shen Mizhang immediately ended the live broadcast, told him to rest well, and left the ward to go home.

As soon as she got out of the ward, she called Zhou Han, and she was picked up quickly as usual. Shen Mizhang smiled and asked her, "Is the matter over? Answer the phone so quickly?"

"No, but there are very few things that are more important than Madam's phone call."

Shen Mizhang scolded her with a smile, and asked, "Baby, do you miss me?"

Zhou Han's voice on the other end of the phone was normal, and he said, "Yes, I miss you so much, I won't help her next time, let her make troubles on her own, and I'll sleep with you in my arms at home."

"You, just talking about it. Grandpa asked about you today. We chatted for a long time. I used all my Chinese skills to praise you." Shen Mizhang laughed and teased her: "It's simply The heroine in Mary Su's novel is set up."

"Oh, so powerful?" Zhou Han said with a smile: "It's a pity I didn't hear it, or would you consider developing our online literary circle?"

"No, no, no, it's not appropriate."

Shen Mizhang quickly refused, and the two of them had a frolic. She was concerned that Zhou Han hadn't finished his work, so she reluctantly wanted to hang up the phone: "Hey, what should I do? I miss you so much after I haven't seen you for a day. Hurry up and get rid of the matter." After finishing, go to bed early, and come to see me tomorrow."

Zhou Han held back his sobs with red eyes, made his voice sound as gentle as usual, and coaxed: "Well, I will definitely go to you tomorrow, send me a message when I get home, and lock the doors and windows, I love you. "

Human beings have developed step by step from the savage age of blood and blood to modern civilization. The advancement of science and technology has allowed human beings to stand at the top of the food chain, confident that they are the masters of the earth, but when nature really gets angry, they are still as fragile and vulnerable as they were thousands of years ago .Things that all human beings can’t change together, what can Zhou Han, Jiang Sigui and Wang Yu think about all night?This is a completely unsolvable matter, they know it well, the only thing they can do is to try their best to let Zhou Han calm down first, there are really too many things during this time.

I don't know how many times I cried, but Zhou Han felt that his eyes were almost not his own. They were sore and dry, and he felt extremely uncomfortable. Fortunately, Wang Yu and Jiang Sigui applied ice to her for a long time while she fell asleep. I can still meet people.

Last night, he promised Teacher Shen that he would see her earlier, so Zhou Han sorted out his emotions, made lunch and went to the hospital.Wang Yu's home was close to the hospital, and she arrived at the hospital earlier than usual, thinking of sending her there, she sent a message to Shen Mizhang and got out of the car to go to the inpatient department.

I don't know what Teacher Shen is doing, and he didn't reply as quickly as usual. Zhou Han saw that the elevator was about to reach the floor where Mr. Shen was. Not far away with his back to her, opposite was Father Shen whom she hadn't seen for a long time.

The atmosphere between the two didn't look good, it seemed that Father Shen was blaming her.Zhou Han paused, not knowing what to do for a moment.

Father Shen's attention was all on the daughter in front of him, and he didn't notice Zhou Han.During this period of time, Shen Mizhang would try to avoid him when he came, and occasionally met her, and Shen's father would also turn a blind eye to her, showing no good looks.

Shen Mizhang is used to not taking it seriously, which made Father Shen feel even more unhappy. He came here this morning to see Mr. Shen in a worse condition. Hearing that other relatives heard Shen Mizhang chatting with Mr. Shen, they couldn't get angry Come on, pulling her out is just a lesson: "Why are you so ignorant, huh?! Grandpa is in such bad health, you are still angry with her?! Your grandpa has always hoped that you can find a good family to marry and have children, why don't you I started to save dowry for you when I was young, but you were lucky, and started to procrastinate and say that I didn’t have a boyfriend. Later, I found a girlfriend and made a lot of trouble. You are so careless because of the old man’s pampering?! How did I raise it? You are such a white-eyed wolf! You are angry at your grandfather for being so sick now! You should break up with that woman quickly and find a man to marry, or you should not come to the hospital! In the last few days, your grandfather will be forced to Do you feel bad looking at you?!"

Shen Mizhang felt wronged, felt that he was unreasonable, and couldn't help but retort: ​​"It's just that you can't accept it, grandpa is different from you! Grandpa wants me to be happy!"

Father Shen looked at her with a sneer, and said: "If the old man spoils you, you will be lawless? Even if your grandfather softens his attitude in front of you, don't you think about it, how many people have our family become the talk of the dinner?! He doesn't say anything. Say, can you feel better? It’s going to be late, and he doted on you like that since he was a child, but it’s you, who made our family unable to hold our heads up in front of outsiders!"

Zhou Han listened to everything, Shen Mizhang never let her have real contact with her family members, he resisted all the malice, and always smiled indifferently in front of her, this was the first time she saw someone Teacher Shen who scolded her like this.

Zhou Han clenched his hands unconsciously, recalling the bruised handprints on Shen Mizhang's face at that time, he clenched his back molars, wishing he could rush up and take her away.But she can't, her appearance will intensify the conflict between the two, Zhou Han doesn't want this, and doesn't want to make Shen Mizhang more difficult.

She turned around and entered the elevator, leaning on it decadently, looking down at her toes, laughing at herself.

Waste, really useless.

Let her parents be poor and physically and mentally exhausted because of her, and let Teacher Shen be constantly scolded by her family because of her.

Before she had time to be filial to her parents who loved her so much since she was a child, she made them work hard for that useless body while worrying about the white-haired person sending the black-haired person.

Teacher Shen, who has always been held in the palm of her hand, was misunderstood by her family, colleagues and students because she lost her job, and became a "joke" in others' mouths.

No, it shouldn't be like this.

Her teacher Shen, such a good teacher, obviously wants to bring the most beautiful things in the world to her and make her the happiest person.

At this time, Zhou Han felt an unprecedented sense of frustration.She once again had the thought she had before: if she dies in this world, will she be able to return to the original world?In that way, she can still honor her parents well, will Teacher Shen also be able to get rid of the current predicament and go back to the time without her.

She remembered that when she first met Teacher Shen, she seemed so comfortable and comfortable, and she was able to do a job with ease between work and family.Unlike now, although she didn't say anything, Zhou Han could still feel the various pressures she was under.

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