Actually I am twenty

Winter is finally over. Although the temperature is still cold, you can clearly feel the breath of spring.The results of the postgraduate examination came out, and Shen Mizhang successfully entered the re-examination of University A.Although the written test scores are not high, compared with others, she has less review time for several months, it is really good to be able to do so. When it came to the interview, with so many years of accumulation and decent performance, she won the first place in the interview. Successfully admitted to University A.

Mr. Shen was overjoyed when he heard about it, he took her hand and couldn't stop praising him, and sighed: "Grandpa knows that you have always been excellent, and there are not many things that people can really like in this life. Now that you have found it, don't give up easily. Think about it now." , It was my fault that I didn't stop your father from letting you become a teacher before, but fortunately, after so many years of wandering around, you have turned to the path you like again, now that you have reached this point, you should study hard."

Shen Mizhang answered yes with a smile, reassuring him.Perhaps because of maintaining a good mood all the time, Mr. Shen's condition is fairly stable, not bad but not bad.After several months, Shen Mizhang finally accepted the fact that he was about to leave, and only wanted to spend more time with him while Grandpa was still there. Since the last time Grandpa Shen asked to see Zhou Han, she also He would bring Zhou Han over when there was no one else, and the old and the young would often have a lively chat, feeling a bit like seeing each other late, but left Shen Mizhang aside.

Shen Mizhang did not forget to pay attention to the situation of Zhou Han and her parents, and occasionally asked Wang Yu to call to inquire about the current situation, and learned that it was always the same, and they had no choice. Shen Mizhang could only pay close attention to Zhou Han. Han's emotions, seeing that she is still stable, can be relieved.

The weather is getting hotter, and the new shoots that seem to have just grown on the original bare branches stretch out their waists, and they put on a new green dress for the tree.On the weekend, Zhou Han and Shen Mizhang drove to the hospital as usual. After Zhou Han parked the car, Shen Mizhang took out the specially bought lucky bamboo from the trunk and said with a smile, "I have grown all kinds of flowers in the ward. Give him a change, grandpa likes bamboo very much."

Zhou Han took it and took her by the waist to the ward, saying, "The weather is fine today. Let's see how Grandpa is doing. If it's fine, we can push him out for a walk."

The two talked and laughed as they reached the door of the ward. Shen Mizhang suddenly felt something was wrong, and stepped in quickly. Seeing his sister-in-law and stepmother wiping tears in front of the bed, she should have laughed and waited for her grandpa to disappear. She only saw the white sheet Covered humanoid silhouette.

Seeing them coming, the stepmother wiped away her tears and sighed: "You are here, your sister-in-law and I just found out and informed the others, they are on their way here, thinking you two will be here soon... .”

Shen Mizhang was stunned at the door for a while, then slowly stepped forward, trembling and lifted the quilt, looking at the peaceful face of old man Shen, tears fell down in big drops.Zhou Han hugged her to his side, and also couldn't help crying.Although I have been mentally prepared for a long time, but at this moment, my brain may not have reacted yet, but the tears are subconscious.

Shen Mizhang quietly looked at Mr. Shen for a while, wiped away tears indiscriminately, pulled Zhou Han and said to the two elders: "Auntie, sister-in-law, let's go back first, the funeral... please let me know, okay? "

After this period of time, the sister-in-law and stepmother's attitude towards them has eased a lot, but the others still have no good looks. Shen Mizhang doesn't want Zhou Han to be wronged here, and he doesn't want to quarrel with them in front of his grandfather.My sister-in-law and stepmother also understood, and nodded to let them leave at ease, and they will be notified about how to deal with Mr. Shen's funeral.

Shen Mizhang led Zhou Han out, not forgetting to bring the bamboo he just brought, and said, "Let's go home and raise them."

Zhou Han was a little better than her. When he drove home, the two of them sat on the sofa without saying a word.I used to run to the hospital whenever I was free, but now I don't have to go to the hospital, and I was a little overwhelmed for a while.Shen Mizhang was still crying, just shedding tears. Zhou Han held her in his arms with distress, but couldn't say any words of comfort.

"I don't want to cry. Grandpa doesn't like me crying, but I can't stop it for some reason..."

Zhou Han couldn't hold back his tears, so he could only hug her tightly and said softly, "It's okay, grandpa won't blame you, or us."

The life of the two seemed to have returned to the original state, but Shen Mizhang became prone to tears. Zhou Han knew that it was useless to say anything at this time, so he stayed by the side, hugging her and telling some interesting things to divert his attention.They didn't need to worry about the funeral, but to Shen Mizhang's surprise, his stepmother called and asked them to go back to participate in the wake ceremony before the funeral.

Shen Mizhang never thought it would be like this, and asked in a daze: "Others..."

"This is your grandfather's request. The dead are the greatest. They won't embarrass you and Zhou Han."

Her grandfather even thought of such a thing.

Shen Mizhang couldn't help crying again, Zhou Han coaxed him for a while, and the two went back to their hometown without stopping.

Mr. Shen was highly respected, and the funeral was so grand that even many leaders in the city sent wreaths of condolence. There were many people to receive, and many relatives were so busy that they didn't have time to talk to the two of them.Shen Mizhang and Zhou Han put on filial piety clothes, different from the crowd coming and going, they knelt in the corner intently, burning paper money, and praying for Mr. Shen.

After personally sending Mr. Shen's coffin for burial, Shen Mizhang originally planned to leave immediately, but was stopped by his stepmother, who handed her an envelope and said: "This is written by your grandfather before, let me give it to you, you Go back and have a look."

In the past, at a major turning point in her life, or when she was at a loss, grandpa would write to her and give her advice.The last time I received a letter from my grandpa was when she first took up the position of teacher after graduating from university. Grandpa taught her to be responsible and teach and educate people.She didn't expect to receive a letter from grandpa again, let alone in this form.

Shen Mizhang was afraid that he couldn't help crying any longer, so he thanked his stepmother, then led Zhou Han and turned to leave.

They came by car. Shen Mizhang didn't close her eyes for a few days when she came back. Zhou Han looked distressed and forced her to close her eyes in the car, playing soft music. When he looked at her again after a while, he saw that her breathing became weak. Long and long, I finally let go of my heart.

The two set off early in the morning, and it was almost evening when they got home. Shen Mizhang slept soundly this time, and Zhou Han didn't wake up when he carried her home from the parking lot.When she opened her eyes again, the goal she entered was already the bedroom she was familiar with.

It took Shen Mizhang a while to recover, and went out to find Zhou Han.Zhou Han was busy in the kitchen, felt the familiar temperature on her back, washed his hands with a smile, turned around and hugged her, and said softly, "Did you sleep well?"

Shen Mizhang buried his face in her neck and rubbed it, heaved a long sigh of relief, and said, "Yes."

She had nothing else to say, but just hugged her. Zhou Han knew that she was in a bad mood, so he reached out to turn off the gas stove that was on. Teacher Shen could hug her as long as he wanted.

It's just that this hug was shorter than she expected, Shen Mizhang let go of her not long after, and said: "Grandpa gave me a letter, I'll go and see, you can cook."

Zhou Han was very tactful and didn't disturb her. He watched her go back to the living room and sit down, then turned around and continued her previous work.

On the envelope was written "Mizhang's Dear Parents", just like every letter Shen Mizhang had received in the past, she stretched out her hand to caress the uncharacteristically strong handwriting, her eyes were full of nostalgia and nostalgia.She carefully opened the envelope, and a bank card came out along with the letter paper.

"Mizhang:

When you read this letter, I will no longer be alive.Looking back on my life, my husband and wife are harmonious, my children and grandchildren are filial, and I have fulfilled my responsibilities in teaching and educating people.Several grandchildren have their parents' protection, so I don't need to worry too much, only you, I have to worry.

You are my eldest grandson, and you spend more time by my side than my cousins. You are smart and well-behaved, so I naturally prefer you.Thinking about it, it was my fault that I failed to teach your father well and made you have a hard time. Grandpa apologizes to you.Fortunately, you are a good boy, still kind and brave.Grandpa knows your temper. When you were young, you often wronged yourself for others. Fortunately, you are different now. I think this is probably due to Zhou Han.

She is a good child. I believe in your eyes. I was forced to contact her these days. You really like her, and I don’t have much time. Okay, I will definitely let the other elders pay more attention to you.It's just that after getting in touch these days, she is indeed a good child as you said.Pure and kind, tough and brave, much better than most men I have ever met.Since you like her and she is so nice, what else does grandpa care about?You are with her, I am at ease.

The only worry is that the world is difficult.Grandpa is not here, so I can't protect you, and I don't have the protection of other family members, which really makes me worry.I told your father and the others, but I don't know whether it can change their ideas.Therefore, I can only pin my expectations on the two of you, and hope that you can maintain your current state. Since you have met for a lifetime, don't give up lightly. Grandpa will bless you in heaven.

When you mentioned the wedding earlier, Grandpa was not lucky enough to witness it with his own eyes, so I don't regret it. It's just a formality. I've seen your feelings before, and I don't mind such a formality.Cary is the dowry prepared by grandpa for you, you can buy whatever you like, and all the books, I also told your stepmother, you pick what you like and take it away.

I have taught you everything that should be taught, only the last one: don't be too sad about my departure, grandpa is not here, you have to make yourself happy so that I can rest assured.I wish you a smooth life and your wishes come true.

grandfather".

Shen Mizhang wiped away his tears, carefully put away the letter, got up to the kitchen and hugged Zhou Han from behind, handed her the bank card in his hand, and said in a muffled voice, "The dowry my grandfather gave me."

Zhou Han gently joked: "Miss sister, I don't want to work hard anymore, do you think about it?"

Shen Mizhang took a bite on her shoulder, then kissed her tenderly, and asked her: "I'll take it as a betrothal gift, will you marry me? Now I only have you."

Zhou Han was taken aback when he heard the words, took the card, turned around and stuffed it back into her pocket, reached out and raised her chin to kiss passionately, kissed the tear stains on her cheek, kissed the slightly swollen eyes, and whispered in her ear: " No dowry, I will marry you, and I will always be yours."

Shen Mizhang hugged her tightly, closed his eyes and sighed: "When my dad wanted to cut off relations with me, I told him that I have two families. It used to be grandpa and aunt. Later, my aunt disappeared, but I have another family." You, now that grandpa is gone, you are my only home."

Zhou Han hugged her slender waist, gentle and firm: "with you, I am the happiest person in the world. I will always be with you, and when I get old, I will wait for you to die and I will die, and I will not let you one person."

She came to this strange world alone, and spent all her fragile times with Shen Mizhang's company. If it wasn't for Shen Mizhang, she would still be just a duckweed in the world.With Shen Mizhang, she really took root. There is no solution from her parents, she has nothing to do, but she also knows that she will never have any stupid thoughts again.

Teacher Shen needs her, so she must live well and give her a warm home.

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