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Chi Lidong has been in the closet for many years, and if she doesn't come out, she's done. Once she comes out, it's amazing. In just a few days, she became famous in the gay circle in the capital.

It's absurd to say that it wasn't his own will either.

More than a month ago, after his 35th birthday, he woke up with a hangover. When he looked in the mirror, he found a white hair growing on his sideburns, and there were a few lines of aging in the corners of his eyes. It became six yuan, and I couldn't help but feel sad.

The most important thing is that the world can't keep it.

While youth has not completely gone far, and there is still a little bit of appearance and figure, why don't you stop having illusions and find a partner in a down-to-earth manner?

At this age, shouldn't he still be sober?The person he wanted, in this life, would never be his.

He used to belong to himself, but he was afraid of being found out, so he spared no effort to conceal his sexuality, not to mention being in the social circle, he didn't even have a single acquaintance in the circle around him, only a few chats with a few occasionally on the Internet, and he never met Among them is a sharp-tongued celebrity who knows that he has been in unrequited love for many years. At this time, when he heard that he wanted to open up and find a partner, he immediately joined a gay group in the same city.

Joining the group was asked to explode a photo, and when he saw that everyone else was doing it, he did as the Romans did, and followed suit.

A large group of 500 people was thrown into a deep-water torpedo, and all the big fish and small fish under the water were blown out, and the message 99+ was received in a few seconds. The ladies who pulled him into the group always regarded him as an old gay with a Chinese taste, and were dumbfounded at the moment Regretted: "Damn! I miscalculated! This kind of top quality! Why didn't I keep it for myself!!!"

——It was only at this time that Chi Lidong himself was flattered to know that his style is not average among the straight men and handsome men, but in the gay circle, it is the heavenly dish of many small zeros.

That weekend, he was invited to an offline party, and was surrounded by a group of goblins in the group for two hours.

The celebrity also broadcasted a live broadcast at the party, showing Brother Dachi's real life to the sisters who were not present in the group and the 10,000+ fans on the live broadcast platform, "Take a look! Is it tall! Is it handsome! Is it big? Hey brother, where are you going! Don't run! Come back!"

Brother Da Chi fled in despair.

However, Chi Lidong has no choice but to regret it any longer. Since then, Da Chi's fame has radiated to Beijing, Tianjin and Hebei, and the hungry and thirsty boys in North China are eager to try it, waiting eagerly for when this dish of heaven will come out to sow rain and dew.

On the second day of the party, Chi Lidong went out to do business.

The Chi family is a family of traditional Chinese medicine, several generations have been in the business of medicinal materials. Before liberation, it was a well-known century-old brand in the whole country, and now it is financing and listing.

The company has just received a big order, which requires a large amount of Yunling. The Yunling in the market varies from good to bad, and sometimes adulterated. In order not to make mistakes, Chi Lidong personally went to southern Yunnan to collect medicinal materials.

I went on this trip for nearly a month. When I got off the plane back to Beijing, I saw the message sent to him by the famous lady, and asked, "Brother Chi, are you home yet? We haven't started here yet, and we are obediently waiting for you. I am touched." Not moved? Come soon when you are moved!"

Chi Lidong didn't dare to move, the shadow of the last meeting was still there, he replied: "I just got off the plane, I'm a little tired, I won't go, you guys have fun."

The famous lady called immediately, with a coquettish voice: "If you don't come, I won't play anymore. I will go to your house to accompany you and kill you."

Chi Lidong shuddered: "Don't, don't..."

The famous lady laughed a few times and said: "Okay, I won't tease you anymore. The main reason is that many people came here for you today. I didn't see you last time. Baba has been waiting for a month. If you don't come again, they will But it’s a mess. Come and take a look, maybe there’s something you like.”

Chi Lidong thought about it and went anyway.

What if.

There is really no chance.

He was surrounded by a group of goblins again, who ate each big Chi Ge, sweet and greasy, which made his scalp numb and his whole body uncomfortable.

He didn't hate them, but he didn't want to find such a companion either.

A group of people sang and drank, having a great time.Only Chi Lidong was out of place.

He wanted to go back, and just as he was about to get up, the little 0 next to him came over: "Brother Chi, where are you going?"

Chi Lidong didn't want to spoil other people's interest, so he pretended, "Go to the bathroom."

Xiao 0 blinked his electric eyes with smoky makeup, and glanced down ambiguously: "I'll accompany you, okay?"

Chi Lidong refused righteously: "No need, I can do it myself."

Coming out of the Pansi Cave, he even breathed a lot easier, went to the front desk to pay the bill, and prepared to slip away.

Withdrawing the card and turning around, his eyes met the other pair of eyes.

He froze on the spot.

Before he could stuff it back into his wallet, the card slipped from his fingers and fell on the carpet.He also couldn't remember to pick it up.

The discomfort in the Pansi Cave not long ago was less than one ten-thousandth of the discomfort at this moment.

The man stood on the steps leading to the VIP area of ​​this clubhouse, where only VIPs who paid high dues were accepted.

Chi Lidong is a natural dish in the gay circle, and this guy probably eats all men and women.The figure and temperament are outstanding, and the eyebrows are even more handsome. The workmanship of the dark gray suit is very exquisite, and the matching of the jumping color tie shows a good aesthetic. It is like an exquisite sculpture. More is too much, and less is too little.

It's just that his expression was indifferent, and his eyes were somewhat gloomy, and he was fixedly looking at Chi Lidong.

This look appeared in these eyes, very strange.But if it wasn't for this look in his eyes, perhaps Chi Lidong would still feel that he had admitted the wrong person.

After all, it has been more than ten years since they met last time.

Despite the embarrassment, Chi Lidong took the initiative to speak: "Xia Yue, when did you come back?"

In just a dozen words, he spoke extremely dry and difficult.

Xia Yue frowned and said, "I just came back, it's only been a few days."

He paced down the two steps, walked over, didn't get very close, and stopped after some distance.

This distance is neither far nor close, neither close nor close.

Chi Lidong sighed inwardly.

The gloom in Xia Yue's eyes had disappeared, and he said politely, "Brother Chi, long time no see."

Chi Lidong: "...Long time no see."

He was in a daze.

When he was the most intimate back then, he had to use every means to intimidate and lure him, so Xia Yue was willing to call him brother.

"Brother Chi!" The famous lady chased him out, accusing him from a distance, "Why don't you tell everyone when you leave? I'm waiting for you to have a cup of wine!"

His temperament and demeanor are so obvious that anyone can see what should be filled in the column of sexuality in his social attributes.

Chi Lidong originally wanted to send him a message after going out, but he didn't have time.

When the famous lady saw Xia Yue, she stopped talking and looked him up and down.

Xia Yue nodded at him, turned to Chi Lidong, said with a half-smile, "You...you can."

Chi Lidong said: "It's not what you think."

Xia Yue looked indifferent, and said, "Your mobile phone number?"

Chi Lidong reported a series of numbers.

Xia Yue called, and Chi Lidong saved the number.The place of ownership of the number is Shanghai.

What Chi Lidong wanted to ask, Xia Yue said first: "The company is in Shanghai, and I came to Beijing for business."

Chi Lidong still wanted to ask him, where has he been these past few years?Where have you been?is it going well?

Xia Yue put away his mobile phone, and said with a calm expression: "I'll see you another day, I have to go, I have an appointment to talk to you."

Chi Lidong said: "Okay."

Xia Yue turned around and went upstairs.

The famous lady looked at Chi Lidong's face and suddenly realized: "Is he the one you have a crush on?"

Chi Lidong: "He..." He couldn't continue.

The famous lady was sure that she had guessed right, and said ridiculously: "You still think he doesn't like you? He really shouldn't like you too much, otherwise he is so hostile to me, what is he going to do? It's also funny, and I didn't want to rob him Boy friend."

Celebrities are not forgiving, but they actually have a stable partner and a good relationship.

That night, Chi Lidong tossed and turned, tossed and turned, and when he closed his eyes, it was Xia Yue's face.

The ladies guessed right and wrong.

The person he has a crush on is not Xia Yue.

But Xia Yue is his only boyfriend, even though they broke up 12 years ago.

For a while, there was a popular phrase on the Internet: Who hasn’t loved scum when they were young?

Chi Lidong did not, he was only a scumbag when he was young.

Before he went home to sell medicine, he was a Sanda athlete, a member of the national team, and a bronze medalist in the World Championships. He was originally a young man, and he was even expected to win the gold belt. However, he accidentally tore his meniscus during training and could no longer play games. Had to retire, and the organization recommended him to graduate school, sports humanities and sociology.

The tutor who took him was Professor Xia who was about to retire. Chi Lidong didn't learn much knowledge, so he met Professor Xia's son who was an undergraduate student in this school.

It was he who took the initiative to chase Xia Yue, and it was he who dumped Xia Yue.Xia Yue originally liked girls.

He remembered the day when his dissertation defense ended. In June, it rained suddenly. He ran back to the dormitory with Xia Yue who was waiting for him. He was drenched like two soaked chickens. Xia Yue smiled and kissed him, congratulating him graduate.

Everything was fine at first, but Xia Yue suddenly mentioned that he would come out with his family and tell Professor Xia that they would join hands for the rest of their lives.

Chi Lidong was taken aback, and blurted out the word break up.

Xia Yue asked him why in disbelief.

Why?Chi Lidong couldn't say it.At that moment, he was shocked by his despicableness.

How would he tell Xia Yue, I like you only because you look a bit like the person I like.

How would he tell Xia Yue, I will hold hands and kiss you in bed, but the person I want to hold hands with for the rest of my life has never been you.