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Before confessing his sexuality to his mother, among all the people around Chi Lidong, only Li Tang knew that he liked men and knew about his secret love.

When the two were in the national team, they were divided into a group and practiced daily.Li Tang is a flyweight player, and there is no competitive relationship with Chi Lidong. He has a cheerful personality and can get along with anyone. The two get along well.

Just one time during those six months, Chi Lidong received a bruise plaster from China, and he put it away carefully, not wanting to use it.

However, Li Tang suffered a slight injury, and he found it by smelling the plaster, and he tore off the plaster and used it.Chi Lidong, who is always lukewarm, lost his temper because of this.Li Tang had a big heart, but he wasn't annoyed, but he always thought that the sender "Wang Qi" on the package was Chi Lidong's girlfriend in China. After the incident, he made fun of Chi Lidong for a long time.

Until a few years later, he also met Wang Qi.

If it were someone else, they might just see through and not tell the truth.

But Li Tang couldn't help it, so he asked Chi Lidong that day: Is this Wang Qi who sent you the plaster?It's a man!what's the situation?

Chi Lidong didn't want to lie, so he didn't answer him directly.The answer is clear.

Later Wang Qi got married and asked Chi Lidong to be the best man.

Chi Lidong didn't want to go, and couldn't say "no".

The night before the wedding, Li Tang accompanied him to drink away his sorrows. After listening to him complain for a long time, he couldn't stand it any longer.There is no need to be the best man. After the wedding over there, Wang Qi rushed to the hospital to see him. Seeing that the culprit was Li Tang, he immediately turned his face. Wang Qi obediently beat him up.

Li Tang also stabbed him in the ribs.

"This Xiao Xia is yours, right?" Li Tang asked knowingly.

"What, that, this, my partner." Chi Lidong brought Xia Yue over, not wanting to hide it from Li Tang.

Li Tang said: "Then are you ready?" He only asked half a sentence.

Chi Lidong was in a complicated mood, he didn't know about Wang Qi's divorce, but did Li Tang know about it first?

He asked: "When did you get divorced? Do you know why?"

Li Tangdao: "As for what happened in the past two days, the reason is not clear, and I probably don't want others to know. I only heard about it this morning. I called him right away. He has nothing to do with it. I have nothing to do with him. It's not as magnetic as the two of us, if people don't say it, I'm too embarrassed to ask, so I just said a few words and hung up."

Chi Lidong said: "Where did you hear that? Are you sure?"

Li Tangdao: "The second-in-command in their unit always comes to me to exercise. Knowing that I am half a buddy with him, he asks me in a roundabout way in the morning, do you know what is going on with Wang Qi, why he got divorced suddenly and handed in his resignation report?" , I was confused by the question, I really don’t know anything.”

"He resigned?" Chi Lidong was taken aback, and said, "He was promoted to deputy director only last month, and he has always had a good relationship with his younger siblings. This is too sudden... Could it be because of the child?"

Li Tang was a little surprised, and said: "Chizi, your reaction is not right. I was afraid that you would be too excited when you heard about it. You are fine. You are quite calm. Huh? Don't let the gongs and drums beating in your heart and the firecrackers are going off." Bar?"

Chi Lidong said: "Young poor, have you talked about this with others?"

Li Tang said: "No, I can't talk about him with others."

Chi Lidong said: "Then stop when you come to me, don't ask him when he comes again, since he doesn't want people to know, just pretend not to know."

Li Tang agreed: "Success, even the tiger stool chili water can't pry my buddy's mouth open."

Chi Lidong said: "Is it uncomfortable that you are not talkative?"

Li Tang shook his legs, and said: "That's not true, the pain is not enough to describe my pain."

Chi Lidong doesn't like to be talkative, so he feels very uncomfortable, and wants to shake his legs very much.

He is a little restless.

Want to contact Wang Qi immediately to ask what happened.

But he knew he couldn't do that.

Wang Qi did not say.And he has long since lost his pure stance as a friend.

What if I ask?

Even if Wang Qi's love path is a bit tortuous, it will not be tortuous to his heart.

Besides, he has Xia Yue.

After Xia Yue measured the body data, he probably felt the atmosphere was delicate, his eyes swiveled between the two of them, and asked, "What are you talking about?"

Li Tang laughed: "It is said that Chi Zi bought two stocks and lost a lot of money."

Xia Yue looked at Chi Lidong: "Which two did you buy?"

Li Tang: "..."

Chi Lidong said: "I didn't talk about stocks, I was talking about something else. Something happened to a friend."

Li Tang could only laugh dryly.

Xia Yue said: "What kind of thing? Can you help me?"

Chi Lidong said: "I can't help, it's a marriage problem."

Xia Yue nodded and said, "When it comes to feelings, outsiders should stop pointing fingers."

Li Tang couldn't speak anymore, and his smile gradually disappeared.He felt that there was something in Xia Yue's words, but he shouldn't.

Chi Lidong didn't notice it, his mind was confused, and he didn't want to dampen Xia Yue's interest, so he asked, "Do you still want to visit the club?"

Xia Yue raised his hand, pulled out Chi Lidong's pleated coat sleeves, and said, "Forget about today, it seems that there is no one there, anyway, I will come often in the future. Mr. Li, thank you for the card."

He smiled at Li Tang very politely.

Li Tang said: "Be polite, come here often in the future, welcome to come often."

Repeated expressions are often typical lies.

When the two of them left, Li Tang was still pondering, he always felt that he had really met Xia Yue somewhere.Maybe it was a long time ago, so the memory is fuzzy, but he has a good memory and can always remember it.

In the evening, Xia Yue cooks and cooks Hong Kong-style pork chop baked rice, which looks ordinary but tastes good.

"When I first went to Hong Kong, I shared the apartment with others. My roommate was very good at cooking and taught me a lot. I can also make poplar nectar. I will buy fruit and sago another day. Try to see if you forget."

Xia Yue spoke a little happily.

Chi Lidong tried very hard to concentrate on what he said, but his thoughts were uncontrollable, and he couldn't help thinking about Wang Qi's divorce.

Xia Yue suppressed his smile and said, "Do you have something on your mind?"

Chi Lidong said: "No."

Xia Yue said: "It's a lie."

Chi Lidong: "..."

Xia Yue lowered his eyes and said, "If you don't want to say it, forget it."

He got up to collect the bowl, Chi Lidong had only eaten half of the bowl, but he also took it away.

Chi Lidong sat blankly for a while, then hurriedly got up and chased to the kitchen.

Xia Yue was dumping the leftover rice into the garbage basket.

Chi Lidong: "Hey, don't..."

late.All down.

Xia Yue threw the bowls and chopsticks into the dishwasher, pressed the switch, straightened up, looked ahead, his chest heaved very violently.

Chi Lidong said: "Are you angry?"

Xia Yue didn't answer.

Chi Lidong said: "But... I'm not full yet."

Xia Yue yelled at him: "Then you do it yourself!"

Chi Lidong flattered him: "You cook delicious food, really."

Xia Yue said: "It's delicious, and I won't make it again, there will be no next time!"

Chi Lidong said: "I just lost my mind, you don't have to be so angry, right?"

Xia Yue turned his head suddenly, with a look of anger.

Chi Lidong was stunned by him, and his eyes retracted unconsciously.

Xia Yue raised his hand and said, "I haven't cooked in a few years, and I cut my hand just now! Why are you distracted?"

Chi Lidong: "..." I always feel that the logic is wrong, but I dare not refute it.

Xia Yue put down his hands and pressed his lips tightly.Look angry and aggrieved.

Chi Lidong felt that he was really bad.

Why?

Lost in front of Xia Yue, thinking about others.

He took a small spoon and a bowl, squatted down in front of the garbage basket, and scooped out the baked rice that Xia Yue had just poured in.

Xia Yue frowned and said, "What are you doing?"

Chi Lidong dug about the same, the bottom layer was mixed with other garbage, so he gave up, squatting there, changed the direction, stuffed a spoonful into his mouth, and said while eating: "You make it for me." Don't waste your meal."

Xia Yue: "..."

He went over, snatched the bowl from Chi Lidong's hand, and put the bowl back into the trash basket.

Chi Lidong still wanted to get it back.

Xia Yue shouted: "Don't move!"

Chi Lidong raised his head and said, "Bowl."

Xia Yue said: "I don't want the bowl either!"

Chi Lidong: "But I..."

Xia Yue: "Besides, I don't want you anymore!"

Chi Lidong shut his mouth and squatted on the ground like a pitiful dog.

Xia Yue looked at him furiously for a while, then his face softened suddenly, he also squatted down, hugged him, and put his face on his shoulder, very attached.

Chi Lidong: "...are you not angry anymore?"

Xia Yue said in a muffled voice, "Am I really bad-tempered?"

Chi Lidong hurriedly said, "No, it's pretty good."

Xia Yue said: "It's a lie."

Chi Lidong said: "That's not good."

Xia Yue said: "Two faces and three swords."

Chi Lidong laughed.

Xia Yue has changed a lot compared to before.

But his temper really hasn't changed much, like a summer thunderstorm, it comes and goes quickly.

Where did he go wrong in the past, that is to say, when he turned his face, he turned his face, and when he lost his temper, he was much more cruel than now. Now he just yelled a few words. Before, he had to fight. He couldn't beat Chi Lidong. After the fall, Chi Lidong often ran away with his head in his arms.After half an hour, his temper passed, and he played games leisurely, while Chi Lidong slowly cleaned up the mess with a broom and dustpan.

But he is not like this outside. The teacher said he was well-mannered and well-bred, and his classmates also thought he was warm, cheerful and generous.

He only has such a temper in front of Chi Lidong.

The author has something to say: "I give you my whole soul, together with its eccentricities, its petty temper, flickering, eighteen hundred kinds of bad problems. It's really annoying, it's only good, I love you."

——From "Loving You is Like Loving Life" Wang Xiaobo