he summer winter

This time is not the peak season for movies, there are not many movies released, and it doesn't look like there is anything worth watching just by looking at the names.

Chi Lidong couldn't choose, let Xia Yue choose which one to watch.Xia Yue probably had no choice, and chose a domestic movie with a very youthful name.

It was really ugly, all the way the inexplicable girlfriends quarreled, reconciled, reconciled, reconciled, and halfway through the reconciliation, they met to have an abortion. At about the climax of the story, before entering the operating room, a BGM with a super-burning style sounded.

Chi Lidong, who has already stepped into the threshold of middle-aged greasy men, has never watched many domestic youth films before, and is puzzled by the direction of this story.Fortunately, he wasn't really thinking about the movie, otherwise he would have left the scene anyway.

He wanted to talk to Xia Yue, even if it was just to complain about the plot.They sit in the last row. There are not many audiences in the afternoon on weekdays. There are only a few young couples sitting sporadically. The bottom two or three rows are all empty. As long as you don’t make too much noise, it will not affect the audience in front.

He moved his head closer to Xia Yue, and said in a low voice, "The two of them..."

Xia Yue: "Hush."

Chi Lidong had no choice but to shut up, and sat upright again, a little disappointed in his heart, but his disappointment hadn't spread yet, half of his body suddenly felt hot.

Xia Yue leaned beside him, leaning her head on his shoulder.

In this second, for Chi Lidong, the time is silent and still, but it is also violently flowing.Joy and sorrow, hope and grievances, like stones thrown into his shallow heart, easily smashed the dilapidated city walls he had built up over the past year.He thinks too much of himself, thinking that with these 400-plus days of precipitation, he can at least face Xia Yue calmly, at least he won't be like the last time, always full of passion and lack of mutual quotient.

But time counts.Being in love is an unprofessional thing, not a skill, and experience won't teach you anything.

Just like now, Xia Yue's ears and half of his cheeks are pressed against his shoulders, and the temperature is transmitted to his body through the fabric. He can only panic and even be paralyzed for a short time. What should he do?Kiss Xia Yue?No, no, it's good to get along quietly like this.

He peeked at Xia Yue's face from top to bottom, and he could only see the forehead and the tip of the nose, slightly reflecting the soft luster in the changing light of the screen.

Not long after, he found that Xia Yue had fallen asleep just like that.

At the end of the movie screening, the ending music sounded, and the lights in the hall were turned on.

The spectators sitting in the front left the arena one after another, and someone inadvertently saw the two cuddling together in the back row.

Chi Lidong didn't feel embarrassed, and smiled back at the girl who cast her eyes. The girl froze for a moment, then smiled quickly, and clenched his fists as a "come on" gesture.

Chi Lidong was moved by the kindness from strangers, thinking that today's general environment has a much more tolerant attitude towards comrades. If such an environment existed more than ten years ago, it is possible that Xia Yue would not have interrupted his studies and left his hometown.

The ending song came to the chorus part, the female voice was high-pitched, Xia Yue woke up, sat up straight, seemed a little confused.

"Did you not sleep well yesterday?" Chi Lidong asked.

He didn't answer, but asked instead: "Did you sleep well last night?"

Chi Lidong thought, how could he sleep well?After encountering Xia Yue yesterday evening, I felt uneasy, not to mention going to sleep, it was difficult to sit peacefully for a while... So!Xia Yue is saying that he also stayed up because of the reunion, okay?

Chi Lidong said: "You..."

Xia Yue stood up and said, "Still leaving?"

Chi Lidong hurriedly stood up, couldn't hide his smile, and said, "Let's go, where do you want to go?"

Xia Yue said: "Go home."

Chi Lidong: "..."

She was sleeping sweetly on his shoulder just now, what should be the next step, and now she turns her face and wants to go home?Just ask are you still human?

He didn't dare to ask, so when he came out of the theater, Chi Lidong found an excuse to keep him: "It's already 04:30, and it's going to be the rush hour soon, and there's going to be a traffic jam."

Xia Yue said: "I didn't drive, I took the subway back."

Chi Lidong said: "There are a lot of people in the subway, and there are also a lot of perverts, and you look like this, it's very dangerous."

Xia Yue looked sideways at him, wanting to smile or not.

Chi Lidong suddenly realized that maybe Xia Yue just wanted to hear him stay, so he hurriedly said, "I'll send you back after the peak period."

Xia Yue said with a look of balance, "Then where are you going to take me to spend these few hours?"

Chi Lidong said: "You can go wherever you say."

Xia Yue said: "I have no idea, just listen to you."

Chi Lidong had no idea, he just wanted to stay with Xia Yue, he could go anywhere, do whatever he wanted, and after thinking about it, he came up with a very unconstructive idea: "Drink coffee?"

Xia Yue frowned and said, "Do you want me to sleep well today?"

Chi Lidong almost had a sad face: "I told you to decide where to go, but you insisted on letting me say it."

Xia Yue reached out and punched him in the chest, saying, "Go drink tea."

Chi Lidong immediately smiled like a flower.

Chi Lidong didn't know much about the cafe, but he knew a little about which teahouse was better.

Xia Yue tasted the pumpkin Pu'er recommended by Chi Lidong, and said, "Not bad, it tastes better than the few bricks my dad received."

Chi Lidong said: "I'll get two yuan later, and you can bring it back to him, but you may have to make an appointment and wait a little longer. If the time comes...you have already left by then, leave me an address, and I will send it over."

He was always happy, but when he suddenly thought that Xia Yue had to leave, his happiness dropped by half.But he quickly thought again, it doesn't matter, when he grows up and doesn't need Xia Yue's company, Xia Yue can still come back.And there is nothing terrible about separating the two places, the big deal is flying around.

The crux of the problem is not these.

Xia Yue looked at him quietly from the opposite side, as if waiting for him to say something.

The sound insulation of the teahouse box is very good, except for the gentle guzheng music in the stereo, there is no noise.

Chi Lidong said: "Do you know that when I didn't return to the team as a coach, did you feel that it wasn't worth it?"

Xia Yue was taken aback, obviously did not expect Chi Lidong to say this, and quickly said: "It's not worth it, it's just a few more years of study, I really like going to school."

Chi Lidong was full of guilt and said, "I don't know everything."

Xia Yue said: "You don't need to know, it has nothing to do with you, I am for myself."

Chi Lidong: "Why doesn't it have anything to do with me?"

Xia Yue said: "If I say no, there will be no. Don't say it, it's meaningless to say it."

Chi Lidong doesn't know which level of "meaning" he refers to by "meaningless", does it mean that Chi Lidong didn't reciprocate the same amount of affection to him at that moment, so his choice at that time was meaningless, or it refers to this moment There is no "meaning" in revisiting old accounts after the passage of time.

"It's not what you think," Xia Yue said. "It's my own business. My studies and other things in my life. I can be responsible for any decision I make. I don't need anyone to feel sorry for me." Feel sorry."

Chi Lidong didn't have time to say anything, and Xia Yue said: "Especially you."

Both looked into each other's eyes, Xia Yue's eyes were calm and firm.After a while, Chi Lidong said: "But I love you."

Xia Yue's lips parted slightly, and then closed tightly again.

Chi Lidong suddenly felt that there was ambiguity in his words, and hurriedly said: "I don't mean that I love you and don't pay back for me. I know you don't think so, and I don't think so about you. I mean... I I am not sorry to you, and I will not say 'sorry' to you because of this incident. I know that every choice you make is thought through before you do it, so you must have planned your future life path before dropping out of school. , that's why you don't care so much whether I know or not... I'll go, I don't know how to say, you, do you understand?" The more he said, the farther he was from what he wanted to express, and his mind was farther and farther away from logic .He hoped that Xia Yue would understand what he meant, but he couldn't explain it. Desperation arose in his heart. He couldn't do this, he wasn't good, how could he be worthy of Xia Yue.

Xia Yue tilted his head to look at him, with a smile on his lips, and said: "I understand. 'The result of careful consideration is often that you can't explain clearly.'"

Chi Lidong calmed down in an instant, and said, "..."The Black Iron Age."

Xia Yue said softly: "Don't think about it, just tell me."

Chi Lidong unconsciously grabbed the edge of the table in front of him with both hands, leaned forward, stared at Xia Yue's eyes, almost exhausted his strength, but his voice was hoarse, he said: "I love you ,Let's make up."