stubborn love

Shen Mo knew that there was nothing left to ask, and according to the information given by the old man, he left the alley and went to another place.A mental hospital in Shanghai.

According to the information he found, Gu Tianye lived here from the age of 10 to 13.The person who received him was actually a very young doctor named Su.

Mo Mo suddenly thought of the Dr. Asu he knew. They both had the surname Su and were both handsome doctors, but this Asu seemed more serious.

When talking to Shen Mo, he was also stern, without the slightest ups and downs in his tone, "Mr. Gu is indeed a patient here, and he has stayed here for 8 years. When I was assigned to this hospital after graduation, he was responsible for taking care of him. daily life."

"8 years!!" Mo Mo felt his heart rise, "How could it be 8 years? Didn't he only stay for 3 years?"

Dr. Su told Shen Mo the most shocking facts in a calm tone, "When he was 18 years old, he had a car accident in the United States. His brother died on the spot to protect him. After Mr. Gu relapsed, he returned to our hospital. "

"If you find Mr. Gu, please ask him to come back for treatment as soon as possible." Dr. Su finally said...

Silence got on the plane back to Beijing that night!

What he spread out in his hand was the information about Chen Qilun that he asked Shen Yan to find out.

This internationally renowned educator has a very perfect life. He has been with the famous daughter of the same university for many years, but just the day before the engagement banquet, he crashed into a canyon in Colorado with his brother who has no blood relationship.

There are only a few pieces of information, but Mo Mo can imagine what kind of cruel story happened behind it.

The traumatized and lonely boy was brought up by his gentle elder brother. As time goes by, he develops different emotions towards his elder brother.After learning that his brother was about to get engaged, the boy who was tortured by love and hate became the culprit of the car accident.

He has always understood Gu Tianye's thoughts, but what about Chen Qilun?He also has pure brotherhood towards Gu Tianye, has Chen Qilun never crossed the line?Mo Mo didn't believe it, even though Gu Tianye was arrogant, he would never hurt innocent people selfishly.

Silence is very glad that he went to investigate, it doesn't matter, Gu Tianye is just sick, since he is sick, he should treat it well, one day he will be fine!It's not that he doesn't love himself, it's just that Gu Tianye is sick, he just hasn't been able to get out of the shadow of the past.He just needs to find a way to make Gu Tianye get better.

But Silence came back too late.

He didn't see the person he was thinking about, but only saw Shen Yan's apologetic face.

"I'm sorry, I didn't find anyone." Shen Yan apologized, "No one knows where he went."

This time it was Gu Tianye's turn to disappear, and he disappeared completely without a trace.Silent panicked.

If Tianye is a normal person, then forget it, but Shen Mo just found out that Gu Tianye had a serious mental illness at this time.Silence was anxious and confused.

In the situation where Shen Yan has tried so hard to find someone but still has no news.Silence sank into a semi-desperate state.

Will it be...

Will Gu Tianye...

Will you be overwhelmed.

He didn't dare to think about it deeply, because he couldn't stand it when he thought about it deeply.

Mo Mo almost wanted to tear himself apart, he often said that Gu Tianye was hot and cold and unpredictable.He often felt that he had exhausted all his strength and could not move forward a little bit towards Gu Tianye.

These days, all he cares about is his own feelings, his own sorrows and joys, his own gains and losses.He never thought carefully about Gu Tianye, never considered Tianye's mood.

In this relationship, in fact, Gu Tianye has always been pushing the two of them away, unyielding and never giving up.

On the contrary, he is silent about himself, seemingly affectionate, but in fact he is extremely selfish.

For so many years, how did Gu Tianye get over the psychological and spiritual pain?

Days passed by, but Gu Tianye still had no news. Mo Mo felt that he was just a step away from being a madman. When Shen Yan came to see him, the first thing he said while grabbing Shen Yan's hand was: Brother, lend me a hand. Is big money okay? "

Shen Yan: "Don't go looking for him, if he comes back, he won't be able to find you."

Silence: "No, I'm looking for him, and I want to let the whole world know that I'm looking for him."

Within two days, TV, newspapers, and even Weibo hotspots, Weibo, and WeChat large accounts across the country.There was such a missing person notice.

"Amano, I'll wait for you at home, silence"

This missing person notice is undoubtedly the most explosive news this year, and because of the special identity of the person involved, it has been blown up on the Internet.

These two are equivalent to coming out publicly in front of the whole world.Mo Mo even opened Weibo to ask netizens for help, half-explained the two people's affairs, only said that Gu Tianye ran away from home because of their quarrel, and also slightly revealed the fact that Gu Tianye's mental state was not good, and begged netizens all over the world to help He looks for someone.

This immediately aroused everyone's sympathy, and even all kinds of Internet blackmailers before joined the ranks of looking for someone

Such a high-profile public outing and public search for people is really the first time in the Chinese Internet circle. All the big Vs have joined, and the police Weibo everywhere has been @.

But there was still no news, this person disappeared from the world, and some people on the Internet began to speculate whether Gu Tianye was dead.

Shen Mo began to believe that if a person is determined not to see you, it doesn't matter how rich or powerful you are.

He took a deep breath, and after breathing with his family, Shen Mo sent a message on his Weibo.

"June 6 this year is the half-year anniversary of our acquaintance. If you don't come, I will really think that you can't come. It doesn't matter. I will go find you."

As soon as Weibo was posted, it exploded again!What are you going to do? This is going to die for love!

Silence was full of despair. If Gu Tianye didn't come back after seeing such information, there were only two possibilities left.

First, Gu Tianye intends to give up his relationship with Shen Mo forever.

Second, Gu Tianye is no longer alive.

If this is the case, Shen Mo feels that even if he is not dead, he is no different from dead.

Maybe God opened his eyes, or maybe that Weibo really helped.The next day, Shen Mo received a strange message with a strange address on it.

Silently stood up, trembling with excitement!Regardless of whether the information is true or not, I didn't even look up the address on the Internet. I took my clothes and drove on the highway.

The address is not far from Beijing, just in Hebei.Mo Mo followed the navigation and drove for two days and two nights. He was so tired that he lay down in the car for a while.After driving tired all the way, I found the place on the address.

It is a market in a small county, just like any market in a small county, it is just an ordinary vegetable market.

Shen Mo held the phone, feeling that she was about to cry.Although he didn't want to believe it, he might have been tricked.

This would be a vegetable market. Could it be that Gu Tianye would sell vegetables here?impossible!

When he was feeling sad, a familiar voice suddenly came from behind him, "Brother Mo!"

Turning his head silently, his eyes widened in surprise, "Chen Rang!" Chen Rang is actually here!

"You...how could it be?" Silence was full of disbelief, "You asked me to come."

"Yes." Chen Rang admitted frankly.

Silence: Damn, can't you just send me a message, where's your cell phone! "

Chen Rang: "I can't, you forgot that Shen Yan is looking for me

silence:……

Seeing Shen Mo's face about to punch someone, Chen Rang laughed, "Don't worry, I won't let you come here for nothing."

Because the silence was too tiring, Chen Rang drove this bus. After driving for a long time, they arrived at another county town.

On the way, Chen Rang explained everything to Shen Mo, "I didn't expect that my cousin married here, and she gave birth to a baby earlier, so I came to see her. My cousin works in an orphanage in a county, and I didn't expect that I will meet Mr. Gu here."

Mo Mo was so nervous that his palms were sweating, "How is he? Is he okay?" Chen Rang: "It's pretty good. He works here as a helper. He wears a mask to teach English and math to children every day. I asked my cousin what's going on. , my cousin said, Gu Tianye seems to have gone out of this orphanage before, and this time he came back with a lot of money to renovate the buildings of the orphanage and install fans for the children, but to be honest, this place is quite closed , young people have gone out to work, usually there is no internet or wifi, I think he didn't see that you are looking for him all over the world."

Tears welled up in Mo Mo's eyes, and he almost cried while hugging Chen Rang: "You saved me, brother"

When the car drove to the place, it was already late at night, the whole county was quiet, and there was not even a street light on the road.Chen Rang is obviously more familiar with the situation in the countryside than Shen Mo, so he found a family willing to let him

The family where we boarded, settled their things, and then went downstairs to the orphanage by walking.

For a short distance of a few hundred meters, Mo Mo walked so nervous that his heart was about to jump out, and he kept asking Chen Rang, "What if he doesn't want to go back with me, what if he doesn't forgive me?"

Chen Rang was tired of listening, "What to do, that's your business, you can do whatever you want, why do you ask me?"

"I have to ask you, you have experience."

"What experience?"

"The experience of avoiding my boyfriend and not coming home!"

Chen Rang remained silent, "My experience is not worth your reference, my situation is different from Mr. Gu's."

"What's the difference, then I'll ask in another way, what should my brother do before you go back?"

"It's very simple, just marry me."

Silence stopped and looked at Chen Rang: "It's that simple!"

Chen Rang shrugged: "It's that simple, even if you can't get married, it's okay to make it public, but if your brother doesn't want it, what can I do?"

Chen Rang looked at the silence, with tears in his eyes, "Mr. Gu is really dissatisfied, if Shen Yan is half as determined as you, I will be worth it even if I die."

Silence and stop talking, scumbag!No matter how much Shen Yan has helped him, he can't hide the fact that his brother is a top-notch scumbag!

The two continued to walk forward. What's the matter with this road? No matter how hard they walked, they couldn't get to the end. Mo Mo raised his foot and was about to run, but was stopped by Chen Rang, "Second Master Shen, a dark country road, if you hit Stone, you fell into the gutter and no one can save you, do you know that?"

Just as Shen Mo was about to retort, a light appeared on the dark country road, which looked particularly intrusive from a distance.

Shen Mo and Chen Rang's nerves tensed up instantly. Was this robbed by someone, or a ghost hitting a wall!

When Gu Tianye's thin figure holding the lantern gradually appeared in the halo, Shen Mo still didn't recover.

Gu Tianye was standing less than ten meters in front of him, but he didn't dare to take a step forward.Gu Tianye was wearing a simple white T-shirt and jeans. He had lost more than a circle of weight. The T-shirt was baggy, as if it could be blown away by the wind. His hair was cut short. The candlelight fainted into the eyes, and the soft light in the heart of the turbulent lake at dusk shone.

Mo Mo felt that she was crying, and she was so distressed that she couldn't straighten up.Chen Rang almost cried, he was frightened, because Gu Tianye's face was neither mask nor mask, it was the first time he saw the scar on Gu Tianye's face at such a close distance.

If he didn't see the silent reaction for a moment, he would really be called a mother.

Mo Mo walked towards Gu Tianye as if there was no one else around, without saying anything, he held his lover's face in his hands, and carefully kissed him lightly, tears streaming down his mouth, bitter and salty.

"Amano...Amano...is it really you?" Silence called over and over again, kissing lightly, softly afraid of smashing this dream.

Gu Tianye couldn't stop crying and couldn't say a word.When get out of class was over today, Mr. Chen from the orphanage called him aside and showed him a stack of two-month-old newspapers. The advertisements in this stack of newspapers all had the same missing person notice and the same sentence.

"Amano, I'll wait for you at home, keep silent."

There was a picture of him in the newspaper, one day when he was cooking in the kitchen, Silence took him, the sunlight came in through the window, his eyes were crooked, although he couldn't see the whole face, but anyone who saw this picture Everyone knew that Gu Tianye was laughing, and he was very happy.

Shen Mo was looking for him, just knowing this fact, Gu Tianye couldn't stand still.He thought that he had done such an excessive thing, Shen Mo must hate him, disgust him, and would not want to see him again.But Shen Mo was looking for him, desperately looking for him.

Just now, Teacher Chen brought another newspaper, and the headline on the front page of the report was astonishingly saying: "Gu Tianye's whereabouts are unknown, and the same-sex lover will show his ambition by death: If you don't come back, I will go to another world to find you"

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Gu Tianye couldn't stay here any longer, so he immediately packed up his luggage and prepared to leave early tomorrow morning, but the more he packed up, the more scared he became, no, he couldn't wait, he had to call Shen Mo to report his safety, if something really happened to Mo Mo...

He doesn't have a mobile phone, and he can't borrow a mobile phone late at night. There is no public phone, right!There is a canteen in the village!He was so anxious that he didn't even wear a mask. He stole the kerosene lamp in the classroom and came out in the dark.

In the night wind, voices of conversation came. One of the voices was very familiar. At first, he couldn't hear it clearly, but the closer he got, the clearer he heard it. Gu Tianye was nervous, surprised and scared...Is it true?It's really a silent voice, maybe I'm hallucinating.

Gu Tianye stood in the middle of the road, unable to walk anymore.The tears kept flowing, and he couldn't hold them back.Until Shen Mo came up, cupped his face, and gently kissed his lips, Gu Tianye still couldn't say a word.

Happiness came too suddenly and too huge.Shen Mo didn't know how to express his feelings, so he could only kiss Gu Tianye non-stop. The movements of the two became more and more fiery, and the panting became more and more serious, until Gu Tianye realized that he was already pressed on the grass by the roadside by Shen Mo up.

There was a bright moon in the sky, as if watching them silently.Gu Tianye suddenly became nervous, "Silence...Silence...don't...don't be here..."

Silence can't be heard, his rationality has been occupied by a huge feeling of lost and found, and now he just wants to prove that this is not a dream, even if it is a dream, he doesn't want to wake up.

Kissing Gu Tianye silently and viciously, holding two fruits that he hadn't tasted for a long time in Gu Tianye's loose T-shirt with both hands, kneading instinctively according to the way he remembered.The lower bodies of the two rubbed against each other, and it didn't take long for them to arouse desire.

Between the kisses, Gu Tianye opened his eyes, and then the moonlight looked into Shen Mo's eyes, Mo Mo kissed himself softly with tears in his eyes, the complex emotions mixed with sadness, joy, and pity made Gu Tianye's heart ache , This is the first time he let Shen Mo show such an expression.

He's an imbecile, disgusting psycho, an idiot who only makes things worse, extremely cowardly and conceited.It will only cause trouble.But... There is someone who loves him so much, who has been tortured by his neurotic behavior so many times, and then turns around and comes back to him.

This... a big idiot who loves himself deeply.