Huaijing

"Quiet! Do you still think of me as a brother? Isn't this a day late for me? You two are making trouble like this! Ask and don't say anything!" With He Yiyang's temper, he can hold back until now It is also difficult for him.

But I am also in pain now, and the anger that was suppressed before came up all of a sudden: "I said you are fucking annoying! I told you not to ask! What's wrong with letting me be quiet for a while? Who do you think you are? "

I couldn't help yelling at He Yiyang, He Yiyang was obviously taken aback, and then looked at me with complicated eyes, as if he didn't expect that I would say these words.I think, my current appearance must be very hideous!I know that He Yiyang is worried about me, but I'm in a mess right now, very irritable, and I don't want to explain anything.Looking at He Yiyang who was still silent, I closed my eyes weakly, left a word and turned to leave.

"I'm sorry, take care of him, I'll tell you later."

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When I walked out of the hospital, I didn't know where to go. I fumbled in my pocket anxiously, wanting to smoke a cigarette.I'm not addicted to cigarettes, I just smoke a few cigarettes when I get upset occasionally.

"I owe it to you, boy. You don't have a cigarette addiction, but you still smoke. Who will you show yourself to be handsome?"

"Cheng Jing, this is called rural non-mainstream! Our Master Gu wants to go further and further on this road!"

"Got it, Mrs. Cheng! He Yiyang! Are you looking for smoke?"

"How dare you? Master Gu, I'm just thinking about your body!"

At that time, I was chasing and beating He Yiyang, and Cheng Jing was smiling at the side, saying a few words to hurt us from time to time...

Damn, I remembered Cheng Jing again!I grabbed two handfuls of hair irritably, no need to think, my current hairstyle must be very sharp.We were not together at that time, but thinking about it now, the way we got along at that time seemed a bit weird. I don’t know when Cheng Jing silently helped me clean up the mess and helped me a lot unconsciously.Willingly help me with my homework, chase after my girlfriend, even fight with others for me, and accompany me to be criticized and punished.At that time, He Yiyang went to study painting and was not at school. After returning home, he felt guilty for this matter. After all, we were the two of us who grew up playing together since we were young. Cheng Jing only met in junior high school. This matter, Cheng Jing has penetrated into us thoroughly...

Why did things become like this... After fumbling for a long time, I found an empty cigarette case, and threw it into the trash can angrily.I kicked the stones under my feet hard, and walked to the canteen outside the hospital unhappily.

After I bought a cigarette, I roughly pulled out a cigarette and lit it, and looked absently at the people coming and going around me. Suddenly, the crowd moved, as if something had happened. I found a familiar figure, uncle!

"Fang Chengwen, you have the guts! I didn't answer so many calls to you, is it because of this man?!" I squeezed to the front of the crowd before I could see the appearance of the speaker. He looked like a man in his thirties The young man has regular facial features, but there is a bit of hostility in the corners of his eyes.

"Sheng Tao, you've had enough! Don't blame others, I've made it very clear! I've had enough! Don't pester me anymore!" My uncle's eyes that were originally full of vigor have now dimmed, and his tone is even more so than I have ever seen. Unheard of indifference, even when he broke up with his family because of that man, there was light in his eyes...

"Isn't it enough that you made Dad angry like that? You didn't even care about your family because of that man! Fang Chengwen, if you still recognize me as my sister, you will immediately sever ties with that man!"

"Why do you have to do this? I just like someone! As my sister, shouldn't you support me!"

"Chengwen, Miss Suan, please, think about it for your parents. If your mother was still alive, she would definitely stop you! Break up with him, two men will not have good results!"

"Sister... I'm sorry."

"Fang Chengwen! If you walk out of this door today, I, Fang Chengjing, will treat you as my younger brother!"

I have never seen such an angry mother. In my memory, my mother has always been gentle, with a smile on her lips.But such a mother still failed to keep my uncle. I can still remember his resolute back and the helpless tears on my mother's face.My uncle seemed to be a taboo in our family, neither my father nor I dared to mention it in front of my mother.

But the mother was obviously more in a daze, and often looked into the distance and didn't know what she was thinking.My mother told me that my grandmother left my uncle when he was very young, and my grandfather was busy with work, so my mother took care of my uncle most of the time. Because of the big age difference, my mother was both a sister and a mother to my uncle.But even so, the mother still drove the uncle out like that.

What would happen if her mother found out that her only son also liked men?Drive me out of the house like crazy?No, my mother will definitely cry secretly like she did when she found out about my uncle's sexual orientation... Thinking of the reaction my mother will have, I can't help being even more upset!While I was in a daze, I didn't know what happened. The man named Sheng Tao fought with the man who was standing next to my uncle, and my uncle was trying to pull the two of them apart, but was pushed to the ground before pushing. .

"Uncle!" I hurriedly stepped forward to help my uncle up. Hearing my exclamation, the two people who were fighting stopped and looked over.

"Xiao Huai?" Uncle looked at me suspiciously, as if he didn't expect me to appear here.My uncle is only a few years older than me, and we are more like buddies than uncles and nephews.He always took me around to play, and even if he broke up with the family, we still kept in touch.He would occasionally buy a lot of things to visit me at school, ask about the situation at home, and told me not to tell my mother.But how could my mother fail to guess the things that I added from time to time?Counting it, my uncle and I have not seen each other for several months.

"Well, I just passed by here." After explaining, I looked sideways at the two people, and then cast a questioning look at my uncle.

"Why did you come to City A? Did you come to the hospital because you were sick?" The uncle seemed to ignore my question, and didn't intend to explain.

"No, send a friend to the hospital." Speaking of this, I thought of Cheng Jing's lonely back lying on the hospital bed. He was waiting for me to keep him, but I...

"Xiao Huai?!" My thoughts were brought back to reality by my uncle, and I realized that I was actually distracted just now.

"Xiao Huai? What happened to you just now? You didn't respond to your calls a few times. What were you thinking?" asked the uncle with a worried expression on his face.

"It's nothing, by the way, uncle, do you work here?" My uncle is a doctor, and if he appears here, it is likely that he works here.

"Hmm. Are you coming to City C to play? Why don't you tell my uncle?" My uncle talked to me on his own, as if he didn't see the two people waiting beside him.

"Well, I was admitted to C University. I came here to play a few days in advance. I wanted to call you and tell you after school started. Who are these two uncles?" Man, the atmosphere between the two next to him is getting more and more tense...

"Sheng Tao, concise." The uncle pointed at the two people one by one.

"Uncle Sheng, Uncle Jian." After greeting politely, something suddenly occurred to her.Does my uncle being here mean that I can live in my uncle's place for a few days?

"Sheng Tao, I don't want to talk to you. Don't come to the hospital to make trouble. As for Jian Jian, he is just a colleague. Don't say anything else. Remember, we, Fang Chengwen, have no relationship with you. Don't come to me again! You know, don't force me." The voice was emotionless, and after all, he didn't take a look at Sheng Tao's deteriorating expression, nor did he pay attention to the other party's hesitation.Turning around, looking at the bruise on Jian Jian's face, he frowned: "I'm sorry, I didn't expect him to be like this."

"It's okay, if you feel guilty, treat me to a delicious meal~" Jian Ming smiled brightly, if you ignore the bruises on his face, he is still very handsome.

"Well, I have something to do today, please next time." The uncle looked at Jian Ming with complicated eyes, and nodded in agreement.

"Okay, Doctor Fang, I'll wait for you~" Jian Ming smiled even more happily.It's concise, doesn't it mean that I like my uncle?But looking at my uncle's appearance, it seems that he doesn't know what he's thinking.

"Well, I'll take Xiao Huai and leave first." "Xiao Huai, I haven't seen you for so long, why don't you go have a drink with my uncle?"

"Okay." It happened that I was still wondering where to go next.

My uncle walked towards the parking lot without stopping, and I greeted those who were still there and quickly followed him.The relationship between these three people is really complicated...

"Uncle, stop pretending. It's been a long time since I saw you. Your acting skills have improved. I was almost fooled by you." These were the first words I said after getting in the car.My uncle has a lot of peach blossoms, and often pretends to be indifferent when rejecting others.

"You boy, how did you talk!" The uncle gave me a sideways look, and I thought I guessed it right. Before I could continue to tease, the uncle suddenly spoke: "Actually, I didn't pretend. Your mother must have never told you. Back then What is that man's name?"

"Could it be that he is...!" I looked at my uncle in amazement, but he smiled wryly and nodded.The man that my uncle once wanted to be with at all costs!And now...

The author has something to say: If love is clearly stated, there will not be so many unspeakable secrets.