The son returned to the apartment from school.

Qingfeng is still working, so he won't come here at this time.Heizi took out his notebook from under the bed, there were some things he couldn't figure out, and he wanted to understand through the eyes of others.

Open your notebook and invite people to a video call.

After waiting for a while, the video was connected, and a mature woman with the same hair color as Heizi appeared on the screen.

"Did something happen to Zhe?" The woman had the same paralyzed face as Heizi, and there were seven or eight points of similarity.

"It's okay, Mom." Heizi knew that she always contacted her parents at a fixed time, but today's sudden contact made her worried. "Merry Chrismas."

"Merry Christmas, your dad isn't here right now."

He specially chose his father to contact his mother during working hours, otherwise he would not be able to talk properly, and his father would definitely yell and throw out a lot of questions when he was by his side.He asked: "Mom has something to ask you. How did you find out that you liked Dad?"

"Hmm..." Mom blinked quickly, as if thinking about the meaning of what Heizi said, and she asked tentatively, "Zhe also has someone he likes."

Heizi shook his head, he himself was not sure, "It should be because he didn't like it, the feeling of not being moved, it's more like being an important friend."

Mom asked, "Then...does that person like Tetsuya?"

"probably."

"Has Hezhe confessed too?"

"No, it's a bit complicated. He hasn't confessed yet."

Mom nodded thoughtfully, "It's also a sudden confession, Zhe may also refuse, it seems a wiser decision to get along without confessing."

"That's what he seems to be planning." Heizi frowned in distress, "But it's not going to be a problem if it goes on like this."

Mom leaned closer to the computer and said with certainty: "Zhe also cares about the person who likes you?"

"Well, an important person, if possible I don't want to lose him." Heizi replied without hiding anything.

"Did Tetsuya have any intimate actions with him?"

"Intimacy?" Heizi thought for a while and said, "He will take the initiative to wrap the scarf around my neck and approach me subconsciously."

"Did Zhe also hate it when he was close?"

"No," Heizi said again, "but I didn't like it either."

"Hmm..." Mom pondered for a while, looked at Heizi seriously and said, "Zheye, you like that person."

"..." Heizi looked at his mother silently, as if guessing whether it was true or not.

On the premise that his father persuaded him to find a girlfriend, his mother didn't help him analyze the problem as usual, but told him the answer directly, making him think more.It is true that he has rarely had any close friends or girlfriends these years, and his mother doesn't know that Qingfeng is a man.Maybe he thinks that this rare person who likes him, who he doesn't hate, is suitable to be with him.

Facing Heizi's suspicious eyes calmly, my mother seemed to make up for the mistake just now and said: "This is just a guess I got based on your answer. You still need to think about it. Maybe my father and I will find a time to see it recently. You, take a look at the way you get along?"

"Thank you mom, no need," Heizi put his hands on the notebook case, "I will think about it next time."

Mom looked at Heizi and said, "Goodbye, Zhe. I have time to go out for Christmas."

"Well," Heizi nodded, "Mom and Dad had fun too."

The video ended, and Heizi sat with his head down, all kinds of uncontrollable thoughts flying around, like thinking a lot, but specifically speaking, he didn't think about anything, his mind was filled with blankness.

He moved his head and looked up at the void, and the scenes of the two of them getting along during this time were poured into his mind.

From the self-protective avoidance of him when we first met, to now I actually started to consider the possibility of being with Aomine.

There is really no principle.

Heizi closed his eyes, and the soreness left by the pulled muscles on his body became clearer.

He sighed and lowered his head again.

In fact, he had the answer vaguely in his heart, just ignore those messy thoughts in his mind, and just ask himself a question.Separate from Qingfeng, stay with Qingfeng, make a choice between the two, whichever he wants most in his heart is fine.

So what is he hesitating about?

Is it afraid that Qingfeng will leave again and why?

Yes, from the time they met to now, he still has feelings for Qingfeng.Even if he parted with Qingfeng now, what he felt most was discomfort, and he could quickly return to his normal life afterward.

He couldn't make Qingfeng leave again and he could let go willingly, and he couldn't cheer up to pursue Qingfeng again.He was afraid, so he wanted to stay away at first, but he still cared about Qingfeng after all under the fear, so Qingfeng walked into his life again.It's just that this time he was on guard, and got along with Qingfeng with the thought that this person would always be separated from him.

But now he is forced to make a choice, to face the thoughts in his heart.

In his heart, he has always regarded Qingfeng as a close friend, the most reliable partner, the kind for a lifetime, as long as Qingfeng is by his side, he also feels that he will not be afraid to face anything.

Now, two paths lay before him.

One, try to accept being with Qingfeng, Qingfeng finds that he likes him, he can't accept Qingfeng's pursuit of kindness as invisible.There is a price for doing so, he may have to face Qingfeng's departure after accepting Qingfeng again.

Two, confess to Qingfeng, cut off Qingfeng's thoughts, and parted with Qingfeng. Now that he doesn't care about Qingfeng to protect him, the most is to be lost for a while, and then life will return to the normal life when Qingfeng is not around.

Every road has an answer, one road is half heaven and half hell; the latter road is the ordinary world, but are you willing to stay in the world after seeing heaven?

Chapter 19

Qingfeng chose a heart-shaped cake decorated with strawberries in the cake shop, and asked the shop assistant to help pack it.

Heizi texted him in the afternoon, saying that he was in the apartment and not at school.

After receiving the packaged cake, Qingfeng left the cake shop.At this moment, the shops on the street are opened early regardless of whether there are neon lights in the evening.Many couples passing by can still see the immature complexion.

Looking up, the sky is a bit gloomy, and the neon lights under this gloomy weather have a fascinating atmosphere.

At this time, a male and female couple walking towards each other holding hands, this is the first time he saw a gay in Fukuoka for so long, he couldn't help but look enviously, he didn't know when he could also hold Heizi's hand.

Thinking of Heizi, he quickened his pace, feeling a sense of urgency in his heart. If he wanted to see Heizi, even if he couldn't hug Heizi and express his inner desire for him, it would be better to watch quietly.

Hearing the knock on the door, Heizi didn't need to look at the cat's eyes to know who was coming. He opened the door and Qingfeng stood at the door. Heizi didn't know how to face Qingfeng's fiery gaze.

After thinking about it all afternoon, he still couldn't make a decision.But the wall erected against Qingfeng in his heart also collapsed.From that gap, Qingfeng no longer knew of his previous good intentions, and could no longer observe with the eyes of a third party.

"Merry Christmas, Aomine-kun." Heizi said as he turned sideways, letting Aomine walk in.

"Azhe, Merry Christmas."

Qingfeng walked in, his eyes fixed on Heizi's body, and he didn't look back until he passed by.Heizi was wearing cotton home clothes in cool colors. The home clothes added a touch of warmth to Heizi's usual paralyzed face.God knows how much Qingfeng wanted to hold this person in his arms when he passed by Heizi, buried his face in the crescent of his neck, and only breathed from the tip of his nose was this person's breath.

Putting the cake on the table, Aomine began to think about what to make for dinner tonight.But his gaze didn't dare to stay on Heizi anymore, perhaps because he saw too many couples on the way here, at this moment he couldn't control the desire for Heizi that was about to overflow in his heart.

"Azhe is making Coca-Cola chicken wings tonight, how about a vegetable salad?" Qingfeng turned around and looked at Heizi, this was the first time he faced Heizi after entering the house.

"For the vegetable salad, I can help wash and cut the vegetables." Heizi looked at Qingfeng and said.

Qingfeng imagined a place as big as the kitchen. If two people stayed in it, he might not be able to bear it. It would be like putting an unprotected small dried fish in front of a cat. uncomfortable.

He hurriedly refused: "No, no, Ah Zhe might as well watch some recent movies, it's not a problem to be bored at home during the rare Christmas."

Heizi replied without arguing, "Okay."

Qingfeng watched Heizi look down at his phone with his head down, and heaved a sigh of relief.

Being stared directly at by Heizi, he was actually a little terrified.Yes, he had the idea of ​​eating sunspots directly and cooking the raw rice into cooked rice.

For this kind of thinking, he has no burden in his heart, what he has is just a pity that he can't do that.

Of course, this is also because Heizi is still single, and he decided to take good care of Heizi.If it weren't for Heizi's stubbornness, the probability of failure is greater than success, and Heizi would soften when he looked at him with a cold face... Maybe he really did it.

After dinner, the two of them lost their appetite for cake for a while.Heizi stood up to digest his food after eating, and Qingfeng came out of the kitchen after washing the dishes.

"Azhe," Qingfeng suggested: "Go out for a walk to digest food, how about watching a movie by the way."

"Okay," Heizi replied, and turned his head to look at the window with the curtains drawn. The orange lights under the night seemed to be a little dim, and when he calmed down, he seemed to be able to hear the joyful laughter of the crowd celebrating Christmas in the distance.He lowered his eyes, and in this kind of festival full of people forgetting troubles and laughing, he had an impulse to go crazy once without looking forward and backward.

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